[Ghoul] The enjoyment of food

06.

Kaneki was in a daze for several days in a row, breaking three plates and two cups.

Dong Xiang couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed the wooden plate in his hand, and shouted: "You go and wait by the side!"

Kaneki nodded dully, his eyes were empty, and he took a few steps aside.

Dong Xiang gave a "tsk", and Miss Rujian leaned over and whispered, "Jin Mu? Don't worry, she's just worried about you."

"...Thank you." Jin Mu murmured, in the past, he would either blushed or looked a little helpless, but the calmness now seemed too weird.

Miss Irumi frowned, "Kaneki, are you... all right?"

"Um... it's fine."

Miss Rujian couldn't help but ask, "Who did you go out with on Saturday a few days ago?"

Jin Mu's empty eyes finally had some light, as if he came back to his senses, and pulled back the soul that had been wandering all along.

"What?" He suddenly turned his head to look at Miss Irumi.

Miss Irumi brushed the black hair that fell in front of her eyes behind her ears, and looked into Kaneki's eyes, "Who did you go out with on Saturday? You have been not quite right since then, is it Yueshan?"

Why would she know? !

Kaneki panicked for no reason, opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

Should I call for help?Should I tell the truth and seek help from Miss Rujian, Dong Xiang, or the store manager of Fangcun?

But what can they do?

Kaneki lowered his eyes uneasily, fearing that he would cause trouble to others, he unconsciously clenched his fingers tightly.

Mr. Yueshan is very powerful, it would be bad if Miss Rujian gets involved in unnecessary trouble.Although Fangcun store manager is very kind, he also told himself that if he is uneasy, he can ask him or Mr. Sifang for help.

But such an incompetent self... what else can I do other than blindly hide behind others?

——You will be the best finished product of my life.

--you are mine.

In a trance, it seemed that his body was hot again, and Yueshan's fingers, kisses and licks seemed to have an incredible influence, melting all his sanity and reason little by little.

"No, nothing." Jin Mu raised his face, smiled quietly, and said, "We just had a meal together."

"Just like that?" Ms. Rumi didn't seem to believe it, "He just had dinner with you?"

"Yeah." Kaneki took the rag beside the bar and wiped it back and forth behind the bar, trying his best to look normal, "I didn't expect Mr. Yueshan to know a lot of things and told me many interesting things. He also likes to read, and I also like Teacher Gao Yuquan, and I also like to read "The Egg of the Black Goat."

Miss Irui looked at his side face quietly for a while, "Really."

She turned her head, didn't ask any more questions, and smiled softly: "Yueshan is the heir of the pure blood of the Yueshan family, do you know that? The Yueshan family has always been active in the financial world, and they are very good at dealing with humans." They belong."

Kaneki knew this for the first time, raised his head, "Is that so..."

"They like to play games with humans." After thinking for a while, Rujian said: "They are good at disguising humans, they are knowledgeable, and they like to play with humans in applause."

Jin Mu seemed to think of something, his eyes dimmed a bit, he nodded, and continued to do the work in hand.

After changing shifts, Kaneki carried his schoolbag and walked on the path home as usual.

In that place where no one would wait for him to go back, the dark windows of the small building could be seen from afar.

The road leading to the small building is lonely and lonely, only a faint street lamp is shining, moths are flapping their wings under the lamp, those small black shadows are infinitely elongated and magnified on the ground, like demons hidden in the night .

Jinmu has been walking this road for many years.

Since my mother passed away, every time I go home, I subconsciously reject it.No one is waiting for their own "home", walking around alone on the path that will not change every day, like an invisible cage, separating themselves from others.

The only one who breaks through this invisible barrier and always walks by her side is Ying.

Thinking that Ying had come to Antique to look for him during the day, still smiling heartlessly, Kaneki curled up his mouth helplessly, showing a wry smile, but couldn't help thinking thankfully, at least there was still him .And he proved that he was once an ordinary, ordinary human being.

The lights were blocked by shadows, and a red high-end sports car appeared silently on the small road.

These days, every day, this car will be here waiting for him.In the middle of the lonely path and the home where no one was waiting for him, it seemed as if he had easily cut away his lonely memories of the past, and just stood there as a matter of course.

The footsteps involuntarily quickened, and even Kaneki himself didn't realize this abnormal mood that became slightly lighter.

"Yo." In the cab, Yue Shan, who had been waiting for a long time, raised his head and showed a gentle smile, "Today has been hard work."

As if waiting for his lover to come home, he said it casually and naturally.

Kaneki gripped the backpack straps tightly, lowered his head and opened the door, and got into the car.

The only street light suddenly went out.

The moment the darkness shrouded in darkness, Yueshan rushed to the passenger seat, pressing Jinmu under him, and his teeth pierced the skin on the side of Jinmu's neck.The gentle smile just a second ago turned ferocious and hungry in an instant, and the crazy light that Kaneki had been familiar with these days was in his eyes.

Blood flowed from the side of his neck, Kaneki groaned in pain, and subconsciously grabbed Yueshan's shoulder tightly.

Sucking and licking, Yueshan's heavy breathing aroused Kaneki's inner pleasure.The pleasure of being abused and the sense of accomplishment of being needed filled together, like a rapidly inflated balloon, almost bursting Kaneki's heart.

The wound healed quickly.Yue Shan licked the corner of his mouth, as if he just drank a glass of good whiskey, and narrowed his slender eyes in satisfaction.

He raised Jin Mu's lower jaw, and the tip of his tongue, which smelled of blood, got into his mouth, stirring and exchanging each other's breath.

Every day, every day, it's like this, it's like this.

Then Yueshan let him go and drove him home.

Go back to Yueshan's home.

Taking a bath together, being held in Yueshan's arms and enjoying it freely, the hot water surrounded the skin, and the physiological impulse was stimulated by Yueshan again and again, like some kind of weird ritual, with forbidden and taboo stimulation, so that the two couldn't stop.

He can't escape.

Jin Mu thought more than once in joy that he would never escape in this life.Yueshan's attraction is getting stronger day by day, replacing the empty heart that can never be filled.

Yueshan's possessiveness, strong control and sadistic love make Jinmu unable to give up.

Knowing that one day he would be eaten alive, he was secretly looking forward to that day.

Such an incompetent self.

useless self.

Small self.

Even if it is a struggle, it is nothing more than myself lingering on my last breath.

It turned out to be useful, after all, it is useful.

"Will you forget me?" Jin Mu murmured in confusion.

The tip of Yueshan's tongue wrapped around his earlobe, and he exhaled charmingly, "Huh?"

Jin Mu didn't speak any more, just closed his eyes, letting himself be thrown into the clouds time and time again by pleasure.

What the hell are they doing?

Foodie and gourmet?

Eater and Eater?

Or just being selfish...

Kaneki closed his eyes, and his body was trembling slightly, and his appearance was extraordinarily fragile.

Yueshan pinched his waist, involuntarily stopped to observe during the movement.

Slightly trembling eyelashes, restless expression that seems to be painful but also happy, pale face, and thin body.

Yueshan thought of his appearance in front of people.

Smiling quietly, sometimes wryly smiling with a bit of embarrassment, but will not refuse other people's requests.

Always trying to be brave alone, standing in a daze under the rain curtain, shivering but unwilling to express the uneasiness and grievance in my heart.

It's just a stupid dog that doesn't understand human nature, can be commanded and discarded at will.

An inexplicable annoyance surged up in Yueshan's heart, and by the way, he was in no mood to "eat".

He pulled away, wrapping himself in a bathrobe casually.

Jin Mu opened his eyes blankly, and turned his head on the bed to look at him.

"Mr. Yueshan?"

"I'm not in the mood today." Yue Shan said with a dull face.

Jin Mu opened his eyes wide in surprise, "Why...what?"

Yueshan looked out of the window, the moonlight bathed him, holy and noble.

"You should rest." Yue Shan walked out the door and said calmly, "I'm going to the restaurant tomorrow, so I won't come to pick you up."