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'Well?This is? '

He raised his head and looked at the crowd around him.

This. .

He blinked and looked around fiercely.

High-rise buildings, red and green lights, noisy crowds.

Am I back where I came from?

No!wrong!The modern self is dead!

Tried to say hello to a passerby, but was ignored and walked away.And my hand also went through the body of passers-by.

This. .

Gradually, without knowing when the surrounding scenery changed.

And I also saw that my originally slender hands were dark and short.Next to it is a glass wall, turn around and see through the glass wall.I saw myself, a six or seven-year-old self.

The body is obviously thin, the hair is messy, the complexion is sallow, and the malnutrition is severe.This is my childhood self, wandering around for food.

'you. .Are you ok? '

Well!This voice is!

Turning his head blankly, he saw a healthy complexion and looked up slightly. It was a familiar picture through his heart.

It was her!

'three. .San Niang. . . ' With trembling hands, I slightly reached out to her, trying to find out the truth of this moment.

'What’s wrong with you?Lost? San Niang looked at me with a smile, her eyes were full of sincerity.

I swallowed hard the saliva in my mouth, closed my eyes, and shook my head hard.The outstretched hand also retracted, I was afraid, I was afraid that the illusion of this moment would disappear all of a sudden.

'Then I'll take you home! ' Sanniang smiled lightly, and immediately hugged me up.I don't care about the filth all over my body at this time.

I wanted to rest my head on her body in remembrance, but things backfired.The surrounding scenery suddenly changed again. At this time, she was wearing a black slim suit and walking by the park.previous self.

The scene in front of me is that a man and a woman are hugging and kissing.

That person is San Niang.

The scene gradually speeds up and turns again.

She got drunk because she found out that her lover was having sex with another woman.And she just sat beside her and drank with her silently, without saying a word.It's just that the bottle in his hand was deformed by his force.

Suddenly, she rushed over and kissed me.I looked at her in surprise, she controlled me domineeringly, my ability was inferior to hers, I couldn't resist, moreover, I couldn't bear to resist, instead I was reluctant to bear it.

She pried open my lips and teeth, and the silky little tongue rushed into my mouth, viciously sweeping every inch of my mouth.I couldn't help but respond.

She didn't let me go until both of them were out of breath.She tapped my lips lightly, then moved to my neck.It fell on my neck thinly and numbly, I was panting, our breathing became heavier and heavier, and my body became hotter and hotter.

I clearly felt the wetness under my body, and I thought, is the virginity I have kept for almost 20 years finally going to break?

But, I was wrong.I pushed her away all at once, with all my strength.

I lowered my head and pulled off the top that had been peeled off.When she was about to rush over again, she said softly, "I'm not him." '

She heard it and was taken aback.Then he burst out laughing again, kept saying no, and pounced on him again.I knew I was no match for her, so I had to hide.

'Calm down. 'I said lightly.

'No! ' she yelled madly, and kept rushing towards me.

I gradually became exhausted, but she was still excited.In just one breath, she was thrown on the bed.She viciously plundered my lips and teeth, and rubbed them directly through the clothes with one hand.The other hand held my hands, and one foot was pressed between my thighs.

I was kissed by her until the air became thinner, and my body became hotter and hotter.I gave up struggling, she felt it, and let go of my hands.The nimble hands get angry everywhere.She finally let go of my lips, but moved to my collarbone.With her kissing and calling his name all around her ears, her heart became colder and colder.

Heart hurts. .

When she took off my top, I finally couldn't help it.I don't know when the hands gained strength, and pushed her under the bed with one force, and poured a glass of boiled water beside the bed at her.

'I am not him! ' I yelled.

She didn't move, but slowly lowered her head, shrank her body, hugged her legs, and buried her head in it.

Her background at this time was very lonely. After a while, she was only trembling.After a while, she raised her head, with tears streaming down her face, and said in a nasal voice, "I know." '

Her heart softened all of a sudden, she shouldn't be like this.She had never seen her cry before, but it was that stinky man who made her cry.Yes, I hate him.Hate him for taking the person she loves the most, hate him for taking the heart of the person she loves most, hate him for deceiving the person she loves. .

right!Everything is his fault!

He got up slowly, walked barefoot in front of Sanniang, squatted down, and hugged her.

I really want to tell her that that person is not a good person.

I really want to tell her that the man was sent by the enemy.

I really want to tell her that the ultimate goal of that person is to eradicate us. .

How much I want to tell her that I love her for a long time.

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