Do not hesitate

Chapter 95

Si Luochen has been sitting quietly on a chair in the house, patiently flipping through the books on the bookshelf.In fact, she has no intention of reading at all, and she still has lingering fears about what Mrs. Wu said.But I don't want people on the monitor in the upper left corner to see her uneasiness.

She didn't know if Shen slightly heard those conversations, and she didn't know what they were going to do next.But the only thing that can be done is to delay the time and give them more time to prepare.

The door was opened, it was Xu Nuoqing.

"Sorry to bother you. I know you didn't eat well for dinner, so I specially asked someone to make you a bowl of porridge." Xu Nuoqing changed out of the restrained clothes, and wore a casual white shirt with a jacket. A suit with a small waist, but she is born with a sexy figure, no matter how plain she wears, it is difficult to conceal the charm in her bones.

But at this moment, in Si Luochen's eyes, she looked like a big sister, caring for every detail.

"Thank you." Si Luochen said as he closed the book and put it aside.

Putting the porridge in front of and behind the woman, Xu Nuoqing found a place to sit down, with an apologetic expression on his face: "That... I'm sorry about Mrs. Wu's matter."

"Are you afraid of her?" Si Luochen picked up the spoon, stirred the porridge bowl, and asked.

Xu Nuo was silent, in Si Luochen's view, this was a kind of tacit consent.

"Although I don't know her purpose." Lifting the spoon and taking a sip, the consistency of the porridge was just right, Si Luochen continued: "But..."

She didn't finish the rest of the sentence right away, but waited for Xu Nuo to look at her curiously before saying, "I don't know about the previous generation, nor the future. But for the present... if we can't get rid of the shackles, in fact It's sad, isn't it?"

Xu Nuo slightly raised his eyebrows: "Oh? Miss Si found a way to get rid of the bondage?"

Si Luochen lowered his eyebrows, his expression was very calm, and he tapped his fingers on the table twice inadvertently. After a few seconds, he looked up at her and asked, "Does Miss Xu think I look good?"

Xu Nuoqing was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to ask so directly, and said with a smile: "I have seen so many so-called beauties, and it is rare for Miss Si to attract me so much."

"I just happen to be the type you like." Si Luochen rubbed his fingers along the side of the porridge bowl, tapped twice inadvertently, and continued: "Miss Xu should know that my profession is a I'm a psychiatrist, and I've seen a lot of people with mental illness. They all have a common problem... a blind spot in their hearts."

Xu Nuoqing: "..."

"It's ridiculous that people are always habitually unable to see the beauty they already have. They just focus on not being able to get it, relying on the beauty in their imagination, and then try their best to ignore the consequences. But after getting it...it is naturally summarized Get into the blind spot." Si Luochen said in a calm tone, a natural law, but made Xu Nuo think about it secretly.

Tap-tap-tack--

The sound continued to be transmitted to the earphones of Yilin and Shen. Shen couldn't understand what kind of code it was, and looked at Yilin curiously.

Feeling Shen's doubts, Erin explained: "Sister Si is trying to grasp Xu Nuoqing's thoughts."

Shen was taken aback: "Hypnosis?"

Erin shook her head and explained: "Psychiatrists not only need to master a wealth of professional knowledge, but the most important thing is to see through the needs of patients and guide them step by step through dialogue. Just like what I understand, Senior Si, who doesn't talk much on weekdays, only During treatment, or as a psychological guide, she will cut to the point and communicate with you more."

"Did you say that because you know her well, or?" Shen had a different understanding of psychiatrists, and once heard Shen Lue say it briefly, he always felt it was bluffing.It does look different now, especially after the woman in front of her treated the people sent by Shen Lue like monkeys, she felt that she was different.

"No. I think this is the hint given to us by Senior Sister Si. She only knocks twice each time. In psychology, it is the anchor of the problem. But usually it is put before the problem, which makes people get used to it. But in the face of Xu Nuoqing, senior sister Si can only do it casually, and it should be natural." Yi Lin compared her heart, if it was her, she would do the same.Perhaps this is Shen Lue's purpose of letting her monitor.

Shin nodded, indicating that he understood and continued to listen to the contents.

"...What I said above is just the psychological theory I understand. As for Miss Xu, I think I'm pretty because I didn't respond to you, so the spot of light shines on me, and you only see me." Si Luo Chen said confidently.

Xu Nuo slightly raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Then... Miss Si has someone she likes? After getting you, did you put you in the blind spot?"

Si Luochen lowered his eyebrows, staring at the porridge in the bowl, and said calmly: "Unfortunately, she and Miss Xu are not the same kind of person, she is another kind of person."

"Oh? Who is it?" Xu Nuo asked with a light expression on his face.

"She is a fool, she only cares about me in everything, and has never cared about herself. In my eyes, if she cared for herself a little bit and was a little bit selfish, maybe I wouldn't love her so much." Si Luochen said Very direct, he raised his eyebrows and stared at Xu Nuoqing with glowing eyes.

The woman in front of her looked back at Si Luochen with a cold expression, and said, "Is she Xiang Qiantong?"

Si Luochen looked straight at Xu Nuoqing, paused for a few seconds, and then replied, "Yes."

After getting the answer, Xu Nuo sneered lightly. She really appreciated Si Luochen more and more.Subconsciously folded his hands on his chest, and said curiously: "I heard that the Si family's family education is very strict, I didn't expect..."

Although the surface is calm, this news undoubtedly hit Xu Nuoqing deeply.

Who let the woman in front of her leave such a deep impression on her at such a young age, even after so many years, she couldn't shake it off.Girls at that age are undoubtedly very naughty and selfish.Unexpectedly, she sat obediently in the corner, quietly holding a glass full of fruit juice, looking at those fake faces.

Just one glance... occupied Xu Nuoqing's eyes at that time.

After that, she wanted to get to know the little princess of the Si family slowly, but because of the Yi family's affairs, her illusions with Si Luochen were completely shattered.

"I once asked my sister a question. I asked her if she would regret being born in the Si family. There are so many rules and so many helplessness, no matter how good-looking the appearance is, what's the use?" Si Luochen lowered his eyebrows. Question, not surprised, but said in a leisurely manner.

"What's her answer?" Xu Nuo lightly pulled back her thoughts and asked curiously following her topic.

"My sister said that the Si family gave us not only living conditions, but being born in the Si family can be said to be an honor."

Xu Nuoqing was a little surprised, if she chose not to be born in Yi's family.

"It's funny, isn't it? Why are there two people with completely different personalities in the same environment?" Si Luochen took another sip of porridge, and continued: "But I asked again, just for this honor, give up Is an ideal life worth it? Guess what my sister told me?"

"what?"

"My sister said that I underestimated the word life too much."

Xu Nuo slightly raised his eyebrows and said "Oh?", obviously curious about this young lady of the Si family.

"In my eyes, my sister's world is so big that I can't imagine it. My world is already big in my eyes, but compared with my sister's, it's too small. I only think about my own world. Life is happy and simple. But my sister...is always thinking about the Si family..." As she spoke, she raised her eyebrows and looked at Xu Nuoqing who was looking at her, and the corners of her mouth curled up: "Actually, you You also want to care about Erin, right?"

When Xu Nuo heard Erin's name lightly, his eyes sank slightly.

"It's just that many things are like this because there is no choice?" Si Luochen didn't know what Xu Nuoqing had done to Yi Lin.But through Yilin's reaction to Xu Nuoqing, I'm afraid it's something bad.

The woman snorted coldly and said, "I never thought I would have a younger sister who is so outstanding. To be precise, she is much better than Yikang. If... the Yi family is handed over to Yikang Boy, I'm afraid it will cost you."

Si Luochen thought it made sense and nodded.

"Compared to Miss Si's family, I'm afraid I'm a negative example of failure." Xu Nuo said lightly.

"But we are all family after all. Even if I don't want to, no matter how much I want to escape, because I am a member of the Si family, I will do many things for the Si family that I don't want to." Si Luochen said so much, and finally Turning back to the point, looking at Xu Nuoqing, he said seriously: "I don't know who Madam Wu is, and what has it to do with your Yi family. But I can be sure of the actions of the Yi family, there are those who have recited medicine. The mission is too cruel."

"Oh?" Xu Nuo lightly pointed at the table, raised his eyebrows and looked at Si Luochen and said, "This cruel Si family also participated, and your sister also participated."

Si Luochen sighed softly: "Maybe in the Si family, I am equivalent to Yi Lin and Yi Kang of the Yi family. Everything must be borne by the elder sister, and she has given her all for the Si family elder sister."

Xu Nuo stared at Si Luochen with a slight frown, obviously she was talking about Si Ruonan, but she said every word in her heart.

"So... for my sister, for the Si family, I will make the right decision." Si Luochen said: "Miss Xu, for the Yi family, are you really willing to watch it develop like this?"

Xu Nuo squinted his eyes lightly, with a vague smile on the corner of his mouth, and said after a long time: "It's getting late, Miss Si should go to bed early. Besides, there is nothing special after eleven o'clock, so it's better not to wander around." .” He stood up and prepared to leave.

"Well, thank you, Ms. Xu, for your reminder, and your porridge. Good night." Si Luochen said with a smile on his lips.

Xu Nuo looked at her expression lightly, she might want to stay a little longer in normal times.

But at this time, you feel that there is an insurmountable wall between the woman in front of you and her, so high that you feel depressed.

Walking out of the room expressionlessly, Xu Nuo, who closed the door with a calm expression, did not return to his room after a pause, but left the corridor straight away.

He drove the car and quickly left the Yi family's ancient house.

Seeing the light getting farther and farther away, Yilin's expression was a little pale.

"Actually, your sister is not bad, but she is a bit contradictory." Seeing that Yilin was expressionless, she sent a message to Shen Lue, and said.

"You don't know what she did to me, so you naturally think she's good." Erin said coldly.It can be said... She also began to have conflicts in her heart.She really hated this woman to the core, but she felt that in those involuntary situations, what could she do if she was the one?

Perhaps it is really like what Shen Lue said, the Si family, the Xu family, and the Yi family are just pawns in the hands of the ancestors.

It's just... why is she still alive?

Why are these experimental bases established?

And why...

There were so many questions that Erin couldn't figure it out.Looking at the ancient house with dimly lit lights in the distance, these secrets must be here.

"Actually... I know what she did to you. But she... also counted on one thing... someone will save you." Shen Qingliang's voice interrupted Erin's thoughts.I saw her leaning against the tree with her legs bent, covered with a blanket, fiddling with the saber in her hand all the time, looking at the dark sky and continuing: "On the way Yan Bing went to find you, those experimental creatures, sister slightly, I’ve seen it before, and it’s all self-destructive…”

Erin was stunned, and looked at Shen in bewilderment.

"But it didn't explode, it must have accepted some kind of order. If it wasn't your sister, who would dare? Otherwise, even if Yan Bing killed them, he wouldn't be able to save you so easily. If he was a little careless, he might have left them somewhere. "Shen lowered his eyebrows and looked at Erin, and said helplessly, "That's why I said... this woman is very contradictory."

Erin sat there silently, looking at the seemingly carefree woman in front of her, but she was actually very delicate inside, staring at the saber in her hand: "Is this saber very important to you?"

Shen didn't expect this woman to gossip about her inexplicably, so he picked up the saber and stared at it coldly: "It's not true, it's just a gift from a friend."

Erin said one word directly: "Rom?"

Shin was a person who was not good at hiding his expression, so he looked at her slightly surprised.You can't read minds just because you're a psychiatrist, right?

"It can be seen that you care about him very much." The corners of Erin's mouth curled up slightly.

"So what? He's just an idiot." As he spoke, Shen impatiently took the saber for granted and rolled his eyes.

"I think Luo treats you very well." Erin said meaningfully.

Looking at the saber in his hand, Shen is a person who doesn't like to frown, and the center of his eyebrows is also slightly drawn, and he pursed his lips and said: "Actually, this... is the knife he used to kill me."

Yilin looked at the saber in surprise, and then at Shen with a slightly cold expression.

"At that time, the knife almost pierced my throat. But in the end he didn't. He thought that I was still young, and doing these things was just cynical. Later... brought me to sister slightly, otherwise I would She will definitely be our first sister there." No matter what Shin said about serious things, he never forgot his narcissism in the end, which made the aura of the whole sentence change subtly.

But these seemingly helpless memories, although I don't know what Shen did wrong at that time, but in Yilin's opinion, it is a different kind of rebirth for her.

"So... I kept the knife that almost killed me. Because I swore at the time that I would give it back to him one day." Shen raised his eyebrows and smiled confidently at Erin, even in the dark At night, the eyes still glow.

The night wind blew past the woman's bewitching face, attracting Erin's gaze.In Yilin's eyes, she never expected to have a heart-to-heart talk with her in this wilderness.

The first impression Shin gave her was still fresh in her memory, and it wasn't very good.Now it seems that not only is it not bad, but it is also very good.

The time for chatting was easy, and Yilin became interested in Shen's past.

"Did you pay it back in the end?" Erin asked curiously with her hands on her knees.

"Of course!" Shen raised his eyebrows and responded confidently: "It's just...that was five years later. I don't know if he let me. During training, I could kill him...but in the end I But I couldn’t do it.”

"why?"

"No reason, I was thinking if he died at the time... I don't know what I'm going to do next..." Shen snorted, "I'm a person with no goals and I'm used to doing whatever I want, but living like this is actually very difficult. Boring. How about… having a purpose to keep you alive."

Erin liked the straightforward character more and more, and couldn't help but became very curious about her goal, and asked, "Then what is your goal now?"

I saw Shen leaning on his chin, looking at the starry sky, and said solemnly: "Wait for him to do something wrong, so that I have enough reasons to kill him!"

Yilin was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled. It must be that this goal is really difficult to achieve.

"Don't laugh! I'm serious." Shen Zhengse said.

Erin suppressed her smile and nodded, but Shen Buxin looked at her with blank eyes.

***

Xu Nuoqing's car stopped at the Si family's mansion, beeped twice, and the door opened automatically.This car was the car that took Si Luochen away during the day. Si Ruonan naturally knew it, but she didn't expect her to come.

The car was parked inside, Xu Nuo opened the door lightly, looked at the servant beside him, raised his eyebrows and said coldly: "Who is the Si family at present?"

The servant responded politely: "Missy is here."

Xu Nuo nodded lightly, and said casually: "Okay then, let's find her. You tell her...Xu Nuoqing wants to see her."

The servant nodded politely, took Xu Nuoqing to Si's living room, turned and left to report.

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