Do not hesitate

Chapter 5

"There is a very cute and beautiful girl named Xiaofei. She had a lot of misfortune since she was a child. She should have had a happy family, but she was trafficked many times. Fortunately, she was rescued by the police in the end. Unfortunately, because of She changed hands too many times, and she was too young to know where she was born, so she could only be sent to an orphanage. The orphanage was not as harmonious and loving as imagined, and the children, big and small, were eager to be adopted as soon as possible. Her appearance made many people feel a sense of crisis, she is not only young but also so beautiful and sensible."

While talking, Si Luochen paused, and seeing Wang Nanrui's expression of closing her eyes and listening carefully, she continued: "There, she was often bullied, and no one accompanied her to eat at lunch, and she couldn't get enough to eat. Her physique is getting worse and worse. But this kind of life didn’t last long. Half a year later, another girl came to the orphanage, about 8-9 years old. That person appeared beside her like a savior, protecting her everywhere. , take good care of her, and give her his food. Xiaofei didn't understand at first, but in the end they became best friends. But fate just likes to joke. Just three months after becoming good friends, Xiaofei was killed A couple saw it and adopted it, and they just became good friends and then separated."

"Then, isn't the person who helped her very pitiful? Was she also adopted later?" Wang Nanrui couldn't help asking, her eyes still closed, and only listening to the story in this way would make her feel more immersive.

"There is always a banquet in the world, and it is human nature to be sad. In the end, she chose to bless Xiao Fei, because only in this way can Xiao Fei live a better life, and he will not starve when he has a family. There is an unwritten rule in the orphanage , that is, the older the child, the harder it is to find a family to adopt. So this girl did not leave the orphanage until she was admitted to university at the age of 18. But during this period, Xiao Fei never visited her, as if she had disappeared. I believe I have never had a single phone call." Si Luochen's tone was very light, but pleasant.

At this point, the story seems to be over, Si Luochen paused the music, and said to Wang Nanrui, "Nanrui, if you were her, would you hate Xiaofei?"

Wang Nanrui opened her eyes, thinking about this question seriously as if she was still immersed in the story.

Blinking and pursing her lips slightly, she said, "I don't know, it's so contradictory. If I were her, on the one hand, I would hope for Xiao Fei's happiness, but I would also complain about why Xiao Fei didn't come to see me."

This is the idea that everyone will have, and it is human nature.

"That's right, but Nan Rui still has a feeling, not seeing is the best way." Si Luochen was stunned suddenly, his brows were slightly frowned, and his eyes remained motionless in rapt attention.

'There is a feeling that seeing is the best way. ' These words kept lingering in Si Luochen's mind.

My heart was throbbing with these words.

"Doctor Si, Doctor Si?" A hand waved in front of Si Luochen's eyes, and then a fair face approached and suddenly enlarged.Si Luochen was in a daze for a moment, and his thoughts were pulled back abruptly.

Wang Nanrui asked curiously and concerned, "Is Doctor Si uncomfortable?"

He hurriedly recovered his emotions, shook his head and said lightly: "It's okay, let's continue the story just now."

Seeing the person opposite him nodding his head attentively, he looked expectant again.

"The way of not seeing is good for everyone." Repeated.

"why?"

"Because Xiaofei's life is not easy. It doesn't mean that having parents should lead a happy life, and growing up in an orphanage doesn't mean that life will be difficult. People... can change their own destiny by themselves." Looking at Wang Nanrui He asked lightly, "Nan Rui, what do you think?"

Wang Nanrui looked at Si Luochen half understanding.

After pondering for a long time, as if he had figured out something, he slowly responded: "Xiao Fei didn't come to her because he was having a bad life, because he didn't want to cause her trouble, maybe she was also silently paying attention to this person, just She doesn't know. It's a concern too, right?"

With such an answer, Si Luochen applauded gratifiedly.A faint smile curled up at the corner of her mouth, making Wang Nanrui's shy expression even more serious.

"Nan Rui, your answer is very good. When we were young, we would inevitably complain about our parents' selfishness, but we ignored their selfless love for us. So we should not close ourselves, and communicate with our parents more, so as to truly understand each other's needs. "

"But I think they are all stupid." Unexpectedly, Wang Nanrui had something to add.

"Oh?"

Si Luochen was very curious about Wang Nanrui's addition.It is said that autistic children actually have richer inner activities than ordinary people. Sure enough, this is an obvious case.

"They are all treating each other in the way they imagined, but they never thought that the other party might not mind it? The trouble you think may not be trouble in the eyes of the other party. It is not very important to treat important people in this way. Are you stupid?"

Nod, approve.

"...Well, silly."

Wang Nanrui was sent away, and a new patient came in.A busy day always passes quickly, and by the time everything has been dealt with, the sky has already dimmed.

Si Luochen leaned on the office chair, took out his mobile phone and dialed a number.

Since that day, Wang Shaoke has called Si Luochen a few times, but it was just because he was busy and didn't have time to answer it.Now Si Luochen called back just to ask Wang Shaoke to help her with some matters related to finding a school in the United States. After the explanation, he asked lightly: "Shaoke, will you tell my sister?"

"Luochen, do you no longer trust me?" Wang Shaoke asked in a low voice.

Si Luochen drew circles on the table with his fingers, lowered his eyes, and responded, "Believe it or not, it's not up to me."

There was a moment of silence on the phone, and he replied: "I see, I will help you as soon as possible."

"Well, thank you." After hanging up the phone, Si Luochen fell silent.

Wang Shaoke was leaning against the table, wearing a white shirt and a light blue vest. With short hair, she smoked a pipe that never left her hand. Both men and women like such three-dimensional facial features.

"Are you still in trouble?" A woman's voice sounded.

"I'm a bit regretful about what happened before. I shouldn't have kept Luo Chen from it, and I shouldn't have promised Ruo Nan. In fact, I'm just the boss of a firm, so I shouldn't have any worries. Maybe it's not that difficult to accept the truth? "The voice was a little tired and weak.

The woman straightened up, came to Wang Shaoke, stretched out her hand and embraced the person opposite her.Leaning her chin on her shoulder, she said softly, "Then do you still have any concerns about me?"

"...Shen Lue."

Shen Lue said in a light tone, "You have always liked Luochen, I know."

Wang Shaoke was taken aback: "..."

"That's why you've always been afraid, and didn't dare to confirm what the relationship between Luochen and Qiantong is. You promised Ruo Nan to help hide the truth, and you are nothing more than protecting Luochen, aren't you?" Although Shen Lue's voice was very soft, it was like a sharp knife. His cold knife seemed to tear apart all the fog.

"Your heart is beating so fast, are you afraid?" Shen slightly stood up, tilted his head and stared at Wang Shaoke innocently.

"Why do you always look at problems so thoroughly?" For the first time, I was a little scared of this woman.

Seeing the slight panic in Wang Shaoke's eyes, a cool smile appeared on the corner of Shen Lue's lips: "Don't think so badly about me, I'm just trying to understand you with my heart."

Wang Shaoke: "..."

Shen took two steps back slightly, with a faint smile on his lips: "I will be away for a while, you take good care of yourself."

Wang Shaoke didn't make a sound, just looked at her.

"You never seem to ask me where I go every time I leave." Shen Lue's voice was a little cold, as if unhappy, but it was well concealed.

"I trust you and will take care of myself."

"Well. It's best not to ask, because I can't help but answer you when you ask me questions." Shen Lue said.

"If I ask, will you really say it?" Wang Shaoke asked back.

"I hope I will." He said with a smile on his lips.

Wang Shaoke: "..."

Shen Lue suddenly leaned over again, and whispered in her ear: "There are some things, let alone a way to love you. If you figure it out and want to love me, it's not difficult to find me, isn't it?" Smiling, his lips brushed lightly on Wang Shaoke's cheek, he picked up his bag and turned to leave.

Wang Shaoke: "..."