Do not hesitate

Chapter 46

Si Ruonan's and Si Luochen's clinics are located in the east and west of the city respectively. They are similar in type, but Si Ruonan's clinic is much bigger than Si Luochen's, and there are many doctors in the clinic.But for patients with schizophrenia, not many are sent to psychological clinics, and many family members will be the first choice to be sent to a mental hospital.

After Si Luochen parked the car, the two quickly walked into the elevator and arrived at Si Ruonan's clinic.

To be honest, this is the second time Si Luochen has come here since knowing that her sister has opened a clinic.Recently, my sister's clinic is expanding. I didn't expect it to be so much bigger than her clinic!

The front desk didn't see Si Luochen, and when they saw the two coming in, they immediately stepped forward to stop them, and when they asked in a gentle tone if they had an appointment, they heard Si Ruonan's voice in the corridor: "Luochen, you and Qiantong come first." My office." At this time, she was wearing a beige suit, with crystal glasses on her eyes, and she was very imposing.

It was the first time Si Luochen saw his sister's appearance at work, and he admired it very much. Even Xiang Qiantong who was behind her also felt that Si Ruonan was very attractive at this time.

When the receptionist heard the word "Luochen", he almost panicked, and hurried forward to lead the way.Everyone here knows that Si Ruonan is very demanding in his work, and there is no room for fault with his subordinates.She actually stopped Si Ruonan's younger sister recklessly just now, and the front desk only prayed to God that Si Luochen would never complain.

As soon as the two entered the office, the receptionist immediately poured two cups of tea and placed them in front of Si Luochen and Xiang Qiantong.I glanced at the three women in the room, all of them were beauties with different styles.

He couldn't help shaking his head secretly, his jealous heart was transformed into deep envy by such beauty.

After seeing the front desk walk out, Si Ruonan took out the information and handed it to Xiang Qiantong: "This is the patient's information. She is in the ward now, and her parents are in the lounge." Without unnecessary nonsense, let's get straight to the point.

Xiang Qiantong took the materials and read them carefully. Si Luochen sat on the side and probably watched them. She had never been in contact with patients with split personality and schizophrenia. She had only seen Gu Qing once, so she also very curious.

"Liu Fang was judged to be schizophrenic by the mental hospital, but her parents didn't want to send her to the mental hospital and wanted to try treatment here. But I don't have a professional personality psychologist here. I know that Qiantong is coming back today, so It's been hard work." About ten minutes after entering, Si Ruonan finally said some polite words.

Xiang Qiantong closed the file and smiled: "For me, these are not hard work. I have something to do as soon as I come back. I should be happy. Can I meet her parents first?"

Si Ruonan nodded: "Yes."

Xiang Qiantong straightened up and said to Si Luochen: "Luochen, can you help me with my clothes? The colors are plain, white and gray, and the shoes are also black. I have them all in my suitcase. It's hard work."

Si Luochen knew that this was the doctor's preparation for facing different mental patients, so he turned and left without asking any further questions.

After hearing these words, Si Ruonan felt even more certain that Xiang Qiantong was a very professional psychologist.When she met Liu Fang for the first time, because the assistant's clothes were too colorful, not only could she not get close to her, but the other party was very repulsive.Without thinking about it, I got up and took Xiang Qiantong to meet Liu Fang's parents.

Si Luochen found her in the lounge with the clothes he asked for from Qiantong, and also met Liu Fang's parents who were already pale.

For a moment, Si Luochen couldn't confirm that these were Liu Fang's parents. She was only 24 years old according to the information, so why did her parents look like her grandfather and grandmother.

Xiang Qiantong also understood at this time that she went to the meeting room next door with Si Luochen, stood behind the mobile whiteboard to change clothes, put the shirt she took off on the whiteboard and asked, "Is Luochen suspicious of their relationship?"

Si Luochen stood on the other side of the whiteboard, nodded: "Yeah."

"They only had Liu Fang when they were very old, so they doted on this daughter very much. If she said a word, her parents would satisfy her even if they tried to sell everything. After entering college, Liu Fang fell in love with a boy, but was hit hard." Xiang Qian Tong buttoned up his shirt and put on his gray suit again.

"Because I'm too proud, I can't stand the blow, so..."

"Yeah." Xiang Qiantong changed her clothes and walked around the whiteboard.

The completely new Xiang Qiantong was indeed even more attractive. She re-arranged the broken hair in front of her forehead, and the two walked out of the meeting room to meet Si Ruonan.

When the three of them came to the door of the ward, Xiang Qiantong was not in a hurry to go in, but stood at the door and looked through the window at Liu Fang, who was wearing a long white dress.

She has a dull expression, and she is muttering something in her mouth. One hand is placed in front of her abdomen, and the other hand is rhythmically beating up and down in front of the fingertips of that hand.

After observing for a while, I asked Qiantong: "What do you think she is doing?"

Si Luochen shook his head, and Si Ruonan shook his head too.

Xiang Qiantong also thought about it, how could the two young ladies of the Si family be familiar with the kitchen: "She is chopping vegetables. Ruo Nan, I need some props, can I find someone to go to the supermarket to buy some kitchen supplies and some vegetables? Think Approaching Liu Fang's world starts with what she likes to do."

It could be seen that Xiang Qiantong was very confident, and Si Ruonan was also very curious about it, so he didn't stay long and left to find someone to prepare.

"Qiantong, what kind of world is their world like?" Si Luochen asked.

Xiang Qiantong looked at Liu Fang who kept chopping vegetables in the room, and said lightly: "Happier than us, whether it is schizophrenia or split personality, it is a result of people avoiding the truth. They are unwilling to face reality, So they imagined a world where they lived their ideal life."

Si Luochen nodded in agreement: "If they are happy, why do you need to treat them?" Because when she was a psychiatrist, all she met were autistic, low self-esteem, and depression patients, and their world was not happy, so To be relieved.

Xiang Qiantong looked at Si Luochen, and said with a smile, "Because people always have to face reality, even if it's a reality that they don't want to face."

Si Luochen looked at Liu Fang who looked dull inside, and occasionally smiled, reached out and took Xiang Qiantong's hand and said: "So I am very contradictory. I am very fortunate, I am a very persistent person."

The two looked at each other and smiled.

After Si Ruonan prepared the props, he brought Liu Fang in.At first Liu Fang was a little bit resistant, but when she saw that there were still dishes on the table, she walked over immediately, picked up the knife and started cutting vegetables.Xiang Qiantong has been standing quietly by the side, watching her without speaking.

Standing outside the room, staring at the environment inside through the glass wall.Si Luochen was a little worried about this, after all, there were knives and patients inside.

"Sister, will she hurt Qiantong?"

Si Ruonan narrowed her eyes, staring helplessly at this younger sister who usually doesn't care about anyone but only cares about Xiang Qiantong, and said: "You have to trust Qiantong, let's see how she handles it first."

Si Luochen nodded.

In the room, due to Xiang Qiantong's plain and low-key dress, Liu Fang worked seriously, and did not notice that there was another person in the room.

Xiang Qiantong watched Liu Fang turn the strips of celery into exquisite diamond shapes, light green, and transparent through the light.

"The knife skills are getting better and better." Xiang Qiantong said the first sentence.

Si Luochen thought that Liu Fang would resist Xiang Qiantong, but he didn't expect to hear her reply indifferently: "Thank you."

"Do they hurt?" Xiang Qiantong asked.

"No." Liu Fang replied.

"What did they say?" Xiang Qiantong's voice was like a background monologue.

Liu Fang nodded: "I just asked them if it hurts, and they said they didn't feel any pain at all, just like cutting their hair."

Si Ruonan and Si Luochen had indescribable feelings towards such a conversation.

I saw Xiang Qiantong pointed at the pot and said, "I'm afraid they will be hurt soon." Unexpectedly, Liu Fang raised her eyes and glared at Xiang Qiantong, signaling her not to talk nonsense.

Xiang Qiantong smiled and nodded, shut up.

After a while, Xiang Qiantong said again: "I seem to have heard their voices too, they asked how long you lived."

Liu Fang stopped and said calmly, "24 years."

"It's been a long time. They said that they lived for a year, and they all felt that it was very long." Xiang Qiantong's voice was very soft.

Unexpectedly, Liu Fang smiled: "24 years is actually very short, and many people can live longer."

"Didn't that become a monster?" Xiang Qiantong seemed to have become a celery in her hand.

"Monster?" Liu Fang sighed, slowly put down the kitchen knife, and put the chopped celery on the white porcelain plate.

When they saw their green bodies touch the plate, their eyes showed regret, as if they were looking at a plate of teenage girls who were about to disappear from the world.

Xiang Qiantong didn't speak, but quietly stood aside, staring at Liu Fang's every move.

"Some people are as old as me and become monsters." She began to wash the tomatoes in the basin beside her.

"You cook to feed this monster?"

Liu Fang said: "Yes, he said he likes to eat celery, and he also likes to eat tomatoes."

"Then when will he come back? Is he as old as you? Also 24 years old?"

Liu Fang thought for a while, and stopped moving her hands, her expression was still very dull: "He called and said he would come to eat."

"Why hasn't it arrived yet?"

"He..." Liu Fang put down the tomatoes, wiped her clothes with her naked hands, and looked around for something.

"What are you looking for?" Xiang Qiantong followed her and asked.

"Phone, I'll call her." Liu Fang walked back and forth in the room, looking for the phone like a headless chicken.

Xiang Qiantong took out her phone and handed it to Liu Fang: "The phone is here, do you remember the number?"

Liu Fang took the mobile phone, tilted her head and looked at the mobile phone in front of her, and shook her head: "I don't remember the phone number, will something happen to him?" She looked up at Xiang Qiantong with those dull eyes.

This was the first time that two people made eye contact. Liu Fang was not afraid of Xiang Qiantong at all, nor did she feel that she was strange.

"Then did he say where to go?" Xiang Qiantong cast a sincere look and asked patiently.

Liu Fang shook her head, lowered her eyebrows, and her voice became smaller and smaller: "He didn't say anything, and I didn't ask."

Xiang Qiantong nodded, looked at the kitchen again, pointed at the vegetables and asked, "Do you know what happens to them after they die?"

Liu Fang followed Xiang Qiantong's fingertips, looked over and shook her head.Through this action, Xiang Qiantong has successfully mastered Liu Fang's thoughts, changing from passive to active.

"They will see God."

"Who is God?" Liu Fang asked.

"It is you."

Liu Fang's rigid tone finally got a bit more intoned, like a curious voice, and said, "Me?"

Xiang Qiantong nodded, pointed to a bottle of soy sauce and said, "It was soybeans in life, and soy sauce after death. It is another fate, but you are the god who manipulates it."

Liu Fang seems to have listened to it, nodding her head half understanding.

"Did you hear them calling you god?" Xiang Qiantong handed her the soy sauce in his hand.

Liu Fang took the soy sauce bottle and put it on her ear. After listening for a long time, she shook her head: "I can't hear it."

Xiang Qiantong smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, you will hear it one day, so will you treat it well?"

Liu Fang nodded, holding the soy sauce bottle in her hand, looked at it, and asked, "Then what was I before I was alive?"

"Liu Fang."

"What about me now?" Liu Fang raised her head and asked.

"You are still Liu Fang." Xiang Qiantong replied.

Perhaps these words seem illogical to others, but to Liu Fang, it is like re-examining herself.

Until Xiang Qiantong left, Liu Fang didn't speak, she was thinking.And this process is very important for patients.

Xiang Qiantong knew that the first meeting with Liu Fang was enough.For patients with mental or psychological diseases, as a doctor, you must be more patient than her.

Walking out of the room, he saw Si Luochen and Si Ruonan smiling at him, and Xiang Qiantong looked at them with some puzzlement.

"what happened?"

Si Ruonan nodded: "Qiantong, you gave me a wonderful lesson just now, I'll ask my assistant to give you the check later, help me later."

Si Luochen: "..."

Xiang Qiantong: "...No, it's just a little effort."

Si Ruonan smiled and glanced at Si Luochen and said, "The labor fee will definitely be paid. As for you... I can't afford to hire you. Give me a patient's psychological evaluation later, so I can let my doctor here take over. Thanks for your hard work."

Xiang Qiantong nodded, watched Si Ruonan go and then walked to Si Luochen's side, only to see the woman with a smile on her lips but said nothing.

"Luochen?"

Si Luochen asked with concern: "Are you tired? Let's go home."

The author has something to say: I was inspired when I saw a book.

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