Do not hesitate

Chapter 3

Even the taxi driver didn't know the address Sam gave, but he patiently helped to find it, and finally brought Si Luochen to the destination.

"Miss, are you okay by yourself?" The driver's tone was a little worried, after all, the law and order in the United States is not that good.

Knowing the driver's intention, Si Luochen asked softly, "I'm just staying here for a while, can you wait for me?"

The driver is an old man in his sixties, and he is really worried about a girl staying here in the middle of the night.After thinking for a while, he finally nodded and agreed to her, and told her to hurry up.

After getting the driver's consent, Si Luochen smiled and nodded his thanks.

The top of the mountain at night is shrouded in darkness, and the wind blowing on the face is clear and cold, which makes the sad people even more sad.Si Luochen shrank his shoulders slightly and stood in front of the railing looking at the night view of Los Angeles in front of him. He had to admit that this city was really beautiful.

No wonder you're here.

Take a deep breath, a breath of cool and refreshing.

He casually took out a pack of milk candy from his pocket, took out one and put it in his mouth.Tongue kept flicking the candy ball in his mouth, squinting and staring at the neon in front of him, thoughtful.

Recalling the favorite place of the four of them, standing on the top of the mountain overlooking the whole city, the beauty makes people forget to return.

No matter who is in a bad mood or has something to be happy about, they will meet here to watch the sunrise and wait for the sunset.That mountaintop recorded many of their laughter, sorrow and tears, witnessed their youthful years, and heard their respective secrets and pursuit of the future.

——In the future, I will definitely open a detective agency that does not use Conan. I have already thought about the name, and it will be called Conan's Office.

She thought it was a joke, but in the end she actually did it, and it was very impressive.

——I will definitely marry a rich man in the future.Pet me, love me, so that I have more time to enjoy freedom and travel.Then have a child and let him be free as well.

Lu Hui, who got married three years ago, is currently living happily in the UK.

Her wish really came true.

And she...

——I want to live freely.

Now, it really did.

Memories interspersed in Si Luochen's mind.With a snort, the air is getting colder and thinner, the cold wind blows, and the thin shoulders tremble slightly with the cold wind.

Those joys can't go back.

never go back...

"Qiantong—where are you?!" The voice echoed around, but it could never reach her ears.

It is said that loudness is a sign of vulnerability, and people will deliberately turn up the volume in order to cover up helplessness.Si Luochen did not deny her helplessness at this time, but felt sad for her fragility.

With arms around his shoulders, he stood for a while, locking the scenery into his mind, before turning around and leaving.The driver was still waiting for her, took two quick steps, got into the car, and drove to the hotel.

The next day, Si Luochen came to the coffee shop as usual, and told the boss about the place, and she liked to express her gratitude.

Sam is a hospitable person, being recognized by guests is his happiest thing.

Another cup of coffee and a sandwich.Si Luochen still sat quietly in that position, continuing to stare in that direction, staring at those people, as if it had become a habit of hers now.

"Snapped."

Si Luochen was startled by the sudden sound of the cup breaking, followed by the boss's wife calling.

"Sam, Sam! What's the matter with you?"

Following the voice, Si Luochen saw the boss lying on the ground with his hands tightly covering his heart, with a painful expression on his face.

heart disease?

When Si Luochen approached the boss, many people surrounded him, and some of them called the emergency number when Si Luochen approached.But heart disease is urgent, and every minute and every second is too late.

Kneeling down, he signaled, "Leave it to me, I'm a doctor." Although he is a psychologist, Si Luochen's medical grades are not bad.

When Julie heard this sentence, she seemed to see a savior, and she folded her hands excitedly and prayed that Sam was safe.

Si Luochen laid Sam flat, raised his chin slightly, and unbuttoned Sam's shirt.Leaning down and listening to Sam's heartbeat, he began CPR.

After performing CPR several times, he asked Julie lightly, "Has he ever had a heart attack?"

Julie nods.

"Go get the medicine quickly, and ask for warm water." Her words were like an imperial order, and Julie immediately went to the bar to dig out the medicine from the drawer and poured water.

At this time, Sam's expression was not as painful as before.With the help of other people, Sam was helped to take medicine, and the ambulance arrived at the same time, and Sam was carried away on a stretcher.

Si Luochen explained the course of the disease, the first aid methods, the medicines he took and the first aid doctors one by one.I could see Julie's uneasiness, and decided to go to the hospital with her.

Julie handed over the store door to the clerk, and the two left together.

After some examination and rescue, the doctor said that Sam was out of danger.Julie thanked God with folded hands for this, and being able to save her husband was more important than anything else.

The doctor explained a few words briefly, and Julie nodded in response and took the matter seriously in her heart.After the doctor left, Si Luochen stepped forward and said calmly, "I'm leaving too, take good care of him."

Julie hurriedly held Si Luochen's hand with an expression of indescribable gratitude. In her eyes, this woman was like an angel sent by God.

"Thank you, thank you..."

Si Luochen's expression remained calm, and he said, "It's nothing, just a little effort." He withdrew his hand, turned and left.

The day passed by without a sound.In the gray sky, there are dark clouds, and it looks like it will rain today.No matter where you are, the sky without stars will lose a lot of its luster.

The atmosphere of the hospital, the familiar smell of disinfectant.It turns out that hospitals in any country are so similar, and Si Luochen didn't want to leave so soon.

Came aimlessly to the bench and rested for a while.

Looking at the patients or family members who persisted for their lives around them, these are vivid portrayals.

Whether it is life or life.

Can't stand the weight of reality.

Just as he was about to get up and leave, he found a figure walking past quickly in front of him. Si Luochen's heart skipped a beat, and he froze on the spot as if lost in thought.

Si Luochen, who was relieved, suppressed the excitement in his heart, turned around and walked into the hospital again.

Although there are many Chinese in the United States, there are not so many of them after all.After asking, the nurse immediately knew who Si Luochen was asking, and told her where that person was going.

The elevator was slowly ascending, the number changed from 1 to 2, from 2 to 3, every time it changed, it became harder for Si Luochen to calm down.Eventually the elevator stopped on the fifth floor.

He walked towards the room he had just walked out of.

The door has been opened, and a beam of light shines from inside.

Just standing in the corridor can clearly hear the voice inside.

"It's all my fault. I shouldn't have dragged him to drink with me yesterday." The voice was ashamed.

Is it her?Si Luochen felt unconfident for a moment, but the voices from inside came out one after another.

"It's not your fault. He clearly knows that he has a bad heart, but it's his own problem to be brave. Fortunately, God has allowed him to be fine." Julie asked again: "Listen to Sam, you're going to New York next week?"

Hearing this conversation, Si Luochen stopped and leaned against the wall, motionless.

At this moment, she admitted that she... was timid.

to go?

"The job over there has been found, in the center of Wall Street. You also know that most people who work in economics and finance have some mental problems, and I can make more money, don't worry." Xiang Qiantong said confidently.

Familiar voice, confident expression.You don't need to look at Si Luochen to imagine this confident expression, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"It's better to settle down, Qiantong." A meaningful sentence.

Hearing this name, the people in the corridor pursed their lips tightly, and their breathing seemed to be stagnant.

"I'm just afraid, afraid of stability. Julie, if you love me, you should let me go."

Be afraid, be safe!

"This is not the way to hurt you." Sam opened his eyes and coughed twice.

"Is it noisy to you?" The two said in unison.

"No, it's time to wake up. I don't want to fall asleep so early." It's okay to be joking, and there was a chuckle from the ward.

Julie briefly told Sam what happened after he was in a coma, and it was the man who sat by the window every day who saved him.I didn't expect that she was a doctor, and she moved very neatly. The doctor said that if she hadn't performed CPR for you, you might not be able to save you.

Sam said that he must thank Si Luochen when he sees Si Luochen next time.

"I think she looks a bit like Qiantong."

"What does it look like?"

After all, in the eyes of foreigners, all Chinese people look the same. Ask Qiantong.

"I can't tell where it is, but it looks a bit like it anyway."

"Don't make fun of me when you recover from illness. You told me that people seem to be waiting for someone. If such a woman does not cherish the person she is waiting for, it is that person who is stupid and unlucky. And I... I have never believed in feelings since I was a child." First of all, my parents are the best warnings, so...wouldn't it be strange for me to deal with things like stability?" Xiang Qiantong's words didn't sound like a joke.

The room was silent for a while, and Sam's simple and honest voice appeared again, and the atmosphere returned to normal.

Si Luochen leaned against the wall and listened to these words with a smile on his lips, then turned and left.In the end, she still didn't go to see her, not because she didn't have the courage, but because...the time was wrong.

Because of the sentence: "And I... I didn't believe in feelings since I was a child. My parents are the best lessons from the past, so... Wouldn't it be strange for me to be stable?"

Is it weird?

Standing at the door of the hospital again, the sky began to rain.

Recalling Xiang Qiantong's other words in his mind: If the person who waits for such a woman doesn't cherish it, that person is stupid and unlucky.

"You are not a fool, who is a fool."