Do not hesitate

Chapter 28

Such a Si Luochen could actually say, 'Don't worry. '

Why not worry?

"Why?" Reaching out to wipe away the tears from the corners of Si Luochen's eyes, he wanted to know the reason, and asked, "Why, do you like her?"

Si Luochen also asked himself this question.

"Sister. If I know, can I not like it?" Si Luochen shook his head lightly, pursed his lips, and paused for a few seconds before continuing: "But I don't know why, and I don't want to know. "

Indeed, as she said, if you can tell the reason, you will not like it one day, and the most fearful thing is that you like someone for no reason.

This obsession will last for a long time.

As a member of the Si family, I never let myself decide on emotional matters.

Seeing that Si Luochen was so affectionate, as an older sister, she also fell into conflict.

"You haven't eaten at noon, don't you want to eat now?" Si Ruonan had to avoid the topic.

"Eat a little." Si Luochen replied with a slight nod.

"Then I'll let someone prepare your favorite food. Also, when do you plan to go home with me?" Si Ruonan asked.

This is also the purpose of coming to the United States this time.

Si Luochen thought for a moment before saying, "I'll go back with you, wait until I finish dealing with things here, okay?"

"Do you need help?" Si Ruonan straightened up and walked towards the door, asking.

Si Luochen shook his head: "No, it's all about work, I need to hand it over. After all, I have to be responsible for my patients."

In Si Ruonan's eyes, Si Luochen is definitely a responsible psychiatrist, nodding his head to signal his understanding: "Take a rest, the meal will be ready later."

Looking at the closed door, Si Luochen lowered his head with a disappointed expression.

He never thought that when he came to America this time, he got Xiang Qiantong and lost her again.Looking around, this place suddenly became very strange. Compared to this place, Si Luochen liked everything about that apartment better.

It seems that all good things start there.

When I came to the desk, I took out a blank sheet of paper, picked up a pen, and wrote a long letter.

After the servant delivered the meal, Si Luochen sealed the envelope and handed it to her to give to someone.

Perhaps no one in today's society is willing to express their hearts in writing.Phone calls, text messages, and emails can all convey content directly.But Si Luochen wanted to express his sincerity in the most traditional way.

The next day, Si Ruonan was notified that Wang Shaoke would wake up, so he notified Si Luochen immediately. This is the happiest news in the past few days.

Si Luochen went to the hospital as quickly as possible.

In the hospital, Si Luochen walked quickly, but saw Xiang Qiantong at the door of Wang Shaoke's ward.

The footsteps became slower and slower, until Xiang Qiantong heard the footsteps and turned to see her.

The two stood there stupidly, staring at each other.

The two people, who hadn't seen each other for a day, felt an inexplicable sense of restraint.

"Hi." Xiang Qiantong greeted first.

Si Luochen nodded in response, and glanced at the luggage in Xiang Qiantong's hand. It turned out that Wang Shaoke was about to leave when she woke up.

Taking steps towards the other party, Si Luochen asked, "Are you leaving today?"

Xiang Qiantong glanced at the luggage, nodded and replied: "Well, the doctor said that Shao Ke will wake up today. So..."

"What if he doesn't wake up? The doctor just said that he might wake up."

"There are not many things, it's okay."

Si Luochen stopped asking, but stood in front of Xiang Qiantong, reached out to help her straighten the broken hair on her forehead, and adjusted the collar of her white shirt slightly, with a satisfied smile on the corner of her mouth: " Are you in a hurry to go out in the morning?"

This kind of intimate and caring contact, from living together, happens every day.However, Xiang Qiantong's heart, which had finally calmed down, was disturbed by teasing again.

The uncontrolled heartbeat made the whole person feel a little overwhelmed.

His eyes drooped slightly before he dared to raise his eyes to look at Si Luochen, and said in a low voice, "Luochen..."

"Be careful on the road." Si Luochen's deep eyes were like a deep night, his cold voice was a little soft, and he answered in a low voice: "The weather in England is not like the United States. It's more humid there. Remember to buy some Jiang Quhan. Yes... pay attention to your body."

Si Luochen knew it was impolite to interrupt the other party like this, but she had to do it.Because she was afraid that if she said one more word to Qiantong, she would be reluctant to let this woman leave her sight.

Xiang Qiantong nodded in response, just about to say that the door of the ward was opened, and it was Wang Shaoke's attending doctor.

"She's awake." The first words after coming out.

The two walked into the ward side by side, and they both breathed a sigh of relief when they saw Wang Shaoke on the bed with a bad complexion and a smile on his face.

"Shaoke!" Si Luochen walked forward with his lips pursed, and directly embraced Wang Shaoke, who was still on an IV drip on the bed.

Wang Shaoke had never enjoyed this kind of treatment for so many years. He immediately glanced at Xiang Qiantong with a flattered expression, afraid that she might misunderstand.

"Hey, sister, I got stabbed in the abdominal muscle, so I can't bend too much." Gently stroking Fusi Luochen's back with his hand, he joked in a weak voice.

With a "poof", Si Luochen straightened up with a smile: "You still have abs, I think it's because you have a lot of fat in your stomach that saved your life."

"Cut." Hearing this, Wang Shaoke was dissatisfied and said, "I am also a black belt in Taekwondo, and I have learned kendo for many years. How could I have fat."

Standing behind him, Xiang Qiantong just laughed and said nothing when he saw the two people who complained about each other as soon as they met.Especially Wang Shaoke's state really reassured people a lot.Stepping forward, he said, "Shao Ke, I don't worry if you're fine. I still have business to go to England, so I won't accompany you any longer."

Si Luochen sat on the edge of the bed without responding, without even turning his head.

Wang Shaoke felt that the atmosphere between these two people was not right.Blinking, his eyes fell on the luggage in Xiang Qiantong's hand, and he suddenly realized: "You actually came to see me with luggage!"

Xiang Qiantong: "..."

"I was injured in order to save your family Luochen, you...you have no conscience. I don't care, anyway, I want Luochen to take responsibility for me. You go, don't regret it when you go."

Wang Shaoke accidentally expressed Si Luochen's heartfelt feelings.

Xiang Qiantong: "..."

In the ward, there was an awkward silence, which made Wang Shaoke sure that something happened to these two people.

Just when Xiang Qiantong was at a loss, he heard Si Luochen whisper: "Be careful on the road."

Xiang Qiantong nodded, and then looked at Wang Shaoke: "Pay attention to your health, the doctor said that you can't take too long a plane for now, I think you should stay here for a while at least, and see how you can arrange your work in China."

After speaking, she looked at Si Luochen quietly, her eyes flickering, as if she had thought for a while: "Luochen, take care." Then she turned and left.

Si Luochen watched the figure walking towards Qiantong, and then glanced out of the window, as if out of focus, not knowing what he was looking at.

"Luochen?" Wang Shaoke stretched out his hand and waved it aside, and said softly.

Si Luochen came back to his senses and said "Huh?", then turned his head to look at Wang Shaoke, a tear rolled down his eyes unconsciously, which really scared Wang Shaoke.

"Hey, why are you crying?"

Subconsciously wiped it off, the corners of his mouth curled up: "It's okay, life is so comfortable, it's inevitable that it's a little sad."

No matter how stupid Wang Shaoke was, he knew that this woman was doing Tai Chi with her, so he pouted and asked directly, "What's the matter with you and Qiantong?"

Not to mention, but fortunately when this question came up, Si Luochen turned tall and buried his face, only to see a pair of beautiful thin lips tightly pursed.

"Qiantong is gone." It took a long time before I heard these four words.

Wang Shaoke nodded, indicating that she saw it.What she wants to ask is, why?

"Shaoke, why do you think Qiantong left me? Why is she so unconfident in this relationship? Was she like this in the past?"

Several questions in succession left Wang Shaoke at a loss as to how to answer them.

Si Luochen's eyes were dark, and he fixedly looked at her: "I know, you know the reason."

Wang Shaoke: "..."

"But don't tell me. I will find the answer myself, or wait until Qiantong is willing to tell me." Although the tone is very light, but the eyes are very firm.

"Actually, I am very envious of Qiantong." Wang Shaoke took over the words.

Si Luochen looked at her quietly.

"During college, I have always liked you..." Seeing Si Luochen showing a puzzled expression, he quickly explained: "No, don't get me wrong, I just admire you very much. I think you have everything, not just your appearance , family background and even academic performance are excellent, the most important thing is that you are very kind to your friends."

Si Luochen smiled faintly: "Thank you."

"Thank you, this is the truth." It seemed that Si Luochen had never been so relaxed before. Could it be a kind of relief of feelings?

Seeing that the woman in front of him didn't speak, Wang Shaoke continued: "Even if I really like you, I know that I can't walk into your world."

"... Shaoke."

A pale face without any color, but Wang Shaoke smiled in relief.I just discovered that this face is not only handsome, but she hides a charming charm under her neutral temperament, which requires a patient person to discover.In Wang Shaoke's heart lives a pure and cheerful girl.Because of this kind of smile, this pair of clear eyes, only those with pure minds can have them.

"Since I know you, there is only one person in your eyes, and that is Xiang Qiantong." Feeling funny, he laughed, and said again: "So, I lost at the starting line, and I don't blame anyone."

"What about Shen Lue?"

Wang Shaoke was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect this woman to return quite quickly.Just hearing these two words, I can no longer laugh.

She didn't know what kind of feelings she had for this woman. She just wanted to understand, but she got deeper and deeper.

Si Luochen hesitated for a while, and tentatively said, "Shen Lue treats you very differently."

"I don't know, and I don't understand this feeling. In the past four and a half years, I have tried my best to understand her, but I found that... I don't want to understand her more and more." My eyebrows were drooping, and my face was dull.

"Because you are afraid, you are afraid that the more you understand, the more you will be inseparable, but you have to leave?" Si Luochen hit the nail on the head.

Wang Shaoke, who had been silent for a long time, lowered his head slightly.

Looking at the person in front of him, Si Luochen felt that compared to her and Xiang Qiantong.Their relationship is even more difficult.

He stretched out his hand to hold Wang Shaoke's hand and gave comfort: "No matter what, as long as we are still alive, there must be a solution. We can't be defeated by ourselves, huh?"

Wang Shaoke pursed his pale lips and nodded in response.

For a moment, Wang Shaoke liked this kind of Si Luochen more, without that halo, she was more attractive.