Do not hesitate

Chapter 120

At the dinner table, Wang Shaoke could see that Shen Lue was not in good condition, so he put down his chopsticks and asked, "Is there something wrong with you?"

Si Luochen also saw that Shen Lue was not only tired from the journey, but also put down his chopsticks and said, "Why don't you go to the hospital?"

"I'm fine. Maybe it's because I caught a cold a while ago and didn't take it seriously, but I'm tired after tossing around." Shen Lue responded with a smile on his lips.

"Really? You know your own body best, don't hide it from me." Wang Shaoke frowned slightly.

Ever since she knew about this woman's past, even if Shen Lue sneezed, she would be worried.

And recently, she really felt that her complexion was getting worse and worse.

"It's really fine." Shen slightly responded with a smile.

Si Luochen saw everything in his eyes and did not respond.

After dinner, Wang Shaoke took the initiative to ask Ying to wash the dishes. After all, one is the eldest lady and the other is her most important person, so how could he be willing to do so.

Shen Lue sat on the sofa drinking the milk from Si Luochen's hot pot, and said, "You really like drinking milk."

"It's good for your health, so drink more." Si Luochen sat next to Shen Lue, and the two of them kept their eyes on the TV screen.

After a while, Si Luochen said calmly: "You have something to hide from Shaoke?"

The corners of Shen Lue's mouth curled up slightly, his eyes swept across the back of the one who was concentrating on washing dishes, and said, "How could that be?"

"You can keep it from me, but if Shaoke is the last to know about something about you, it's not fair to her." Si Luochen's voice was very soft, and if he didn't listen carefully, he would be drowned out by the sound on the TV.

Shen slightly had a cold expression and did not respond.

"The matter about Mrs. Wu was a big blow to Shaoke, but she endured it alone. After that, she never mentioned that person again, as if she didn't want anything about Mrs. Wu After watching and listening, even everything belonging to the Gu family was returned to Gu Qing. These sudden changes, Shaoke's change was not just because she was from the Xu family, nor did it mean that she really accepted the fact. After all, she was the last Confident reasoning and observation, in the end, she was played by this woman and almost betrayed her friend..." Si Luochen's voice seemed to have magical power, and it got into Shen Lue's ears one by one.

Shen Lue's eyes narrowed slightly, she didn't expect that Si Luochen's thoughts could be so close, this is the talent only a psychiatrist has, right?

"I'm afraid it's not she who made her persist, but you. You are her only hope for survival." Si Luochen picked up the remote control and casually changed channels and said calmly.

"Hope?" Shen Lue said calmly with the image on the TV reflected in his eyes.

"Lue, I know you are different from us. You have experienced and seen much more than us. Your endurance may be several times that of ours, but...don't use yourself to judge the other party." Si Luochen sighed softly, paused, glanced at the back of the kitchen, and continued: "It's like the only thing that supports me now is to fulfill the dream that Qiantong promised me to travel around the world. If... one day, I take I have traveled all over the world with her promise, and she is still sleeping. I really don’t know what else I can support. If it’s Shaoke, I’m worried that if you have something to do, she won’t be able to get past her.”

The woman beside her didn't respond for a long time, she was as silent as an ice sculpture.Just when Si Luochen thought this topic was over, he heard a woman's voice.

"My life is not long, nor is it short. When I thought I could finally get rid of the shackles and live the life I wanted to live, I realized that my end was approaching." With a silly smile, he said lightly.

Si Luochen's eyes froze, and he stared straight at Shen Lue.

how come?

Subconsciously looking at Wang Shaoke's back, there was a sudden pang in his heart, how could such a thing happen to them.

Why is happiness always joking with people like this?

Isn't it enough to punish her and Xiang Qiantong, Yi Lin and Yan Bing, and also the happiness of Wang Shaoke and Shen Lue?

Before that, I thought they were the happiest, and they could pass on this happiness to everyone.

Why……

"When did you find out?" Si Luochen asked with a depressed mood.

"It's been more than half a month, and it's faster than expected." With a smile on the corner of Shen Lue's mouth, he looked at Si Luochen and comforted him: "Gu Qing is helping me find a way, I don't know if the result is good or bad. Anyway ...It's not going to be a good result."

"What do you mean?"

"My body found that something was wrong when I was in college. Every time I was injured in training, I would recover, but it was unstable. Sometimes it was fast, and sometimes it was slow. In the old house, I forcibly recovered my body. As a result, I have been feeling bad for the past few years, sometimes afraid of the cold, sometimes afraid of the heat, and this year is even worse." Shen Lue said.

"Then... does Shaoke know?" Si Luochen asked with a frown.

"As you said, I'm a little afraid that she won't be able to bear it. I'm just saying that this life may be my last. As for the current situation, I still don't know how to speak." Shen slightly frowned and said: "After all, I myself I don’t know exactly what’s going on, what’s going to happen.”

Si Luochen looked up at Wang Shaoke who had already tidied up the kitchen, and said with a smile, "Then take a bath first and go to bed early."

Shen Lue paused first, then nodded knowingly, and replied: "I'm a little tired."

"Then go take a bath first." Wang Shaoke said with a smile when he heard the sound.

"What about you? Aren't you tired?" Si Luochen raised his head and asked.

Wang Shaoke blinked and nodded: "It's a little bit, but...it's too early for you? Is it okay?"

"I'm about to rest when I go back to my room to read a book. Anyway, you don't leave tomorrow, so take a good rest today." Si Luochen got up and went back to the room, took out a set of toiletries, and said, "I have everything Ready, I can take a shower in my room, good night first."

Although she didn't know if Shen Lue would confess to Wang Shaoke, Si Luochen knew that she should leave quietly at this time.

The two said in unison: "Good night."

After returning to the room, Si Luochen leaned against the door, listening to the sound of footsteps outside and the sound of the door opening.Sighing softly, looking at the woman sleeping peacefully on the bed, she stepped forward and stretched out her hand to cover Xiang Qiantong's cheek, gently stroked her thumb and said, "Qiantong, if it were you, what would you do? I'm very worried. Ke, I'm more worried about Shen Lue."

Compared to those unknown things, Si Luochen was glad that she could still hug the most important person to her.

If one day the person you love disappears like this, no one can bear it.

After Wang Shaoke washed up, he saw that Shen Lue was already lying on the bed, apparently asleep.The room is small and the bed is not very big.

After laying down carefully, Shen Lue still moved.

"Did it bother you?" Wang Shaoke asked.

"I haven't slept yet." Holding the woman in his arms, he murmured, "I'm waiting for you."

"When I do something, go to sleep when I'm tired, and I don't know how to run." Although Wang Shaoke said this, a happy smile was drawn on the corner of his mouth.

A woman in her arms will not run away.

But what Shen slightly was afraid of...was that she would never wake up after falling asleep.

Or... it's just that things are different.

"Yeah." Shen Lue responded, rubbing against Wang Shaoke's chest again, and said, "Then next time we wash together and sleep together."

Wang Shaoke was taken aback for a moment, and then let out a laugh.

Such Shen Lue is really rare.

"I'll hug you to sleep, I'm a little tired too." Wang Shaoke hugged the woman back and said.

"Okay, good night, Shaoke." Shen Lue quietly huddled in Wang Shaoke's arms until Wang Shaoke turned off the overhead light in the room.

"Well, good night. Ask Wang Luochen where to take us tomorrow."

"it is good."

Shen Lue's eyes were immersed in the night, looking at the silhouettes, listening to the breathing and heartbeat of the people around him.

Shen slightly pursed the corners of his mouth, thinking about Si Luochen's words in his heart.

Yes.

She can't be too selfish, for her, having this life is enough.

"Shao Ke, are you asleep?"

The steady breathing of the people around her indicated that she was fast asleep.

Shen Lue moved back, raised his hand to outline the woman, and murmured: "It's so rare to meet you, but I'm going to disappear again...Silly girl."

The quiet acquiescence of the woman in front of him made the corners of Shen Lue's mouth slightly twitch: "Shao Ke, if I get old, or get smaller, or die... what will you do?"

"I've never felt that anything can be so precious, and I'm starting to regret it. I should have approached your world earlier, and cherished the time with you more. But... people are so contradictory. Now that I think about it, even if I'm in my thirties in this life I've been with you for [-] years, it's not enough to think about it now."

Shen Lue's voice became deeper and deeper, and he said slowly: "So I wasted so much time..."

There was a gleam of light in the woman's eyes, and she choked up and turned around to wipe away her tears.

I finally understood what Mrs. Wu once said, people are most afraid of having feelings.Feelings are like invisible silk threads entwining your body and heart, making you and others constantly involved, and the difference in footsteps is full of scars.

In severe cases, the decapitation will be different.

Shen slightly sighed in a low voice, but found that the waist was tightly hugged by the woman behind him, and his body froze immediately.

"You liar!" Wang Shaoke said in a slightly choked voice.

When she was cleaning up the dishes and washing the dishes, she found that there were red paper towels in the trash can, so she guessed that Shen Lue's health was not very good.

He pricked up his ears to listen to the conversation between Shen Lue and Si Luochen. Although he didn't hear much, he did hear a few words.

What time is approaching, what to worry about she knows.

What nonsense!

But after so much experience, Wang Shaoke also knew that anyone would be at a loss, even Shen Lue.

If Shen slightly didn't care, he wouldn't worry at all.

"Shao Ke..."

"Tell me, how many things are you hiding from me? What happened to your body? What did you mean by what you just said?" Wang Shaoke said, tightening his arms.

From just taking a bath to now, Wang Shaoke has thought of countless answers in his mind, and even made the worst plan.

The woman turned over, her gaze kept on Wang Shaoke's face, and it took a long time before she responded.

"I don't know."

"I don't know?!" Wang Shaoke frowned.

"Well. Madam tried a lot of people back then, and everyone was pretty much the same. Either they died or they needed to change their skin, or just like Gu Qing and the others, they were immortal, but if they were seriously injured, the only thing waiting was death. Only me... It was like the drug was protecting me, and every time I thought I was dying, I woke up as a little kid, and then all the memories started coming back as I got older."

Wang Shaoke frowned upon hearing this.

"However, everything has an upper limit. I was tortured by my wife in every possible way, and I didn't know how much I was overdrawn... Now it seems that I really can't hold on."

Even in the dark night, Wang Shaoke could clearly see the woman's helpless face.

What is she going to do, what is she going to do?

"I'm sorry, Shaoke. Thinking about it, I..."

"Shut up." Wang Shaoke raised his hand to cover Shen Lue's lips, and said in a very cold voice: "I don't want to hear your apology, this is not your business, this is life."

Shen slightly stared blankly.

"No matter how long it takes, no matter what you become. Remember, I... will always be with you. Although I don't believe in ghosts and gods, I believe that even if you die, you will find a way to stay by my side." Wang Shaoke's body followed His voice trembled slightly.

Shen Lue didn't respond because she didn't know what else to say.

The woman in front of her is no longer the youthful and energetic look she used to be, she is already a big girl.

Yes.

Her Shaoke has grown up.

The only thing he could do now was to hug her tightly.

"I promise you!"

The author has something to say: This chapter is a little sad... I touch my head.