Do not hesitate

Shen Lue Extra Story (Second Black Words Memories)

The sky is snowing heavily with goose feathers. How long has it been since you have seen such weather?I walked, stepped on the snow, just to make sure she was alive or dead.

Before this, I had forgotten how long I hadn't left that mountain. It turned out that there had been such a big change outside.

Passing through a row of low buildings, in a courtyard, I saw a petite figure.

She was wearing a colorful padded jacket, she looked like a child who was only four or five years old, but there was no trace of virginity in her eyes.

With her hands behind her back, she raised her head and stared blankly at the snow falling from the sky.No need to ask, I know, I found her.Because this is her favorite action, even if there are similarities.But how could this expression and eyes look like a naive child?

Especially the look of fearlessness between her eyebrows makes people feel a little bit funny.

After all, in so many years of knowing each other, only her figure is always lingering.

I thought that the little girl in front of me would not remember me now, because every time she is reborn, her memory will go back to the beginning, and all memories will take time to recover slowly.

This is her talent, but also her fatal weakness.If the madam wanted to kill her, how could she live for so long?

I know she won't remember me, I just want to watch her live.

Unexpectedly, the little thing discovered my existence early on, and walked up to me when I was in a trance.He tilted his head and said, "Yan."

I was stunned, she actually knew me?

I knelt down to look at her, unable to hide my joy: "Do you remember me?"

"It's just that the taste is so familiar." Her tone was slightly doubtful, as if she was trying to think about something, and she said, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Perhaps during the several rebirths, some kind of overlap occurred in her memory points.

"I know." I responded simply, then thought of something, and asked, "Just tell me if you need anything."

She shook her head: "Go out for a walk more often. I'm going back, and my mother will be worried." After speaking, she turned around and walked into the yard with small steps.

I stood there watching her running towards a woman, Mom?Could it be that something happened and was adopted?

At that time, I heard her mother call her—Shen Xin.

Although I didn't understand what she meant, but after I went back, I asked to go out of the mountain to have a look, and Madam agreed because I was always obedient.

Ten years passed in a blink of an eye.

While I was enjoying life, an unexpected person appeared behind me.

"Yan, long time no see." The woman in front of her had short hair and capable, youthful vigor was written on her face, but her eyes were full of depth that could not be hidden.

"You are..." I almost didn't recognize the person in front of me, if it wasn't for the tingling in my heart reminding me, I really couldn't believe it.Surprised: "I really envy you, every time is different, but you are beautiful."

"What's the difference? Compared with envy, I envy you, Wuling and Ugo more. I came to you today to ask, how did you know that I was not dead?" She was wearing a dark red hoodie, jeans, and white sneakers. With his shoulders down, he turned around in a casual manner and leaned against the railing, looking at the sky.

Another winter, but no snow yet.

"Although we don't need to be like you and your wife, we also worry about what will happen to us one day. But in recent years, I have found that my bones are a little different, and I think I have entered the age. As for how to find you, it is a coincidence .When I was young, Ling'er fooled around and wanted to form a life-death Gu with me, but by accident, it ended up on you and me, so I will naturally know when you die." I also imitated her and looked into the distance, and responded.

Obviously she looked at me blankly, not sure if it was because of the changes in my bones, or the life and death Gu.

"However, madam thought you were really dead, and regretted it for a long time." I looked back at her and continued.

"Life and death Gu? There is such a thing, but I don't know it at all. No wonder it's so easy for me to find you. It seems that I have to live well, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable." She sighed meaningfully, holding back The person with the expression in front of him said: "Isn't it better... She used me as an experiment, but made me suffer. But I didn't blow up to death, I really almost died, thanks to a The couple saved me."

This made my heart skip a beat, what's going on?

"I still can't remember exactly what happened, but I will remember one day. It's just that I had no choice but to save my couple. They died when I was very young. It's my regret that I didn't do my filial piety once. I originally wanted to get rid of those pains and live this life in peace and stability, but unexpectedly, I entered the Xu family by accident."

"The Xu family? The current head of the Xu family you're talking about is Xu Tai, right?" I asked in surprise.

She nodded helplessly: "What is the head of the family, the heir! Although I couldn't think of leaving at the time, I thought maybe this was my fate, but the Xu family treated me very well and taught me a lot."

"What do you want to do?" I asked curiously. It must not be as simple as just chatting with me when you came to me suddenly.Although I don't really know her well, I know that she is a typical master who goes to the Three Treasures Hall for everything.

"When you came to see me on your own, it's not just to make sure I'm not dead, right?" She asked calmly.

I looked at her dark and energetic eyes, she was as smart as her, even if she was so small, she couldn't be fooled.

"Yes. Because you died strangely back then, Madam opened Lan's ice coffin. I was worried that if I didn't come to confirm your life and death, it would be difficult to see you again... You know Madam wanted to get your skeleton, but she was afraid of getting your skeleton. How many unscrupulous things have you done to recruit enemies to kill you?" I said these things helplessly.

Unexpectedly, the woman beside her snorted and said, "This is the end of doing too many bad things. She envies that I don't have to go through the pain of changing bones and skin, but she is afraid that the enemy will come to seek revenge when I grow again. The most important thing is All internal energy will be lost after rebirth, how can she be willing to give up her kung fu?"

I looked at her, and felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. Mrs. Zeng accepted them as apprentices, and she was the best in terms of aptitude and talent.

It's just that she didn't expect that the side effect of this medicine for her would be to dissipate her energy in every life.

One can imagine how painful this kind of pain was to her at the time.

"However, this old woman will not open Lan's ice coffin for no reason. Presumably she needs the real heir of the Wu family."

"What?" I looked at her incomprehensibly, who seemed to know everything.

"I don't know if my understanding is correct, but if you don't enter the Xu family, you won't know so much. The current Yi family is not a descendant of the Yiergenjueluo family at all. The only person related to her by blood is Lan But...you know, Lan's personality hates old women doing such outrageous things..." She frowned slightly as she spoke.

"Do you know something? Or... have you seen her?" I took her words.

"Of course." She looked at me, the corners of her lips curled up slightly: "I said, I'm currently in Xu's house, and I've been to Xiangxi."

I frowned.

"I don't know what Lan came out of, but... I know she had a daughter. It's about six or seven years old. But I can't be there very often, so I only saw her twice. But she didn't Recognize who I am, and I didn't say anything."

It's hard for me to imagine such a thing, and I heard her when I was about to ask.

"We, sooner or later, will become victims of her experiments. If we don't die, we still have a use for living. That's enough. I won't let her continue to study those things that are neither human nor ghost. Anyway, she didn't die. It's good even if we die happily." Her tone was light, but her expression was very determined.

In my opinion, the idea was confirmed back then.

"What's your plan?" I asked following her words, I knew she must have a plan when she came to me.

She is facing me, with the corners of her mouth curled up, even in the cold winter, she is so dazzling under the sun.

"The Xu family has long intended to rebel. I know that Xu Tai's father secretly replaced half of the old woman's medicine." The corners of her lips curled up when she said that.

"What did you say?!" I looked at her in disbelief, obviously she wasn't joking about it.

"Why did Xu Tai's father die? You should be clear that not long after you came to see me, it should be the deadline for my wife. If it wasn't for this matter, she wouldn't have brought Lan back to life so soon. She was worried that the Wu family would have no descendants. "She said it lightly, with a bit of sarcasm, as if life and death in the world had nothing to do with her.

So will there be someone in this world that she cares about?

"You actually know this. What are you going to do? This medicine is different for everyone, and hers is the best. If something goes wrong...she will definitely look for it." Through her words, I also understand why Madam He would so readily agree that I would leave to inquire about the affairs of the three major families.

"Yeah. I know. Not only the Xu family, but the Si family has also moved. I will find a way to arrange it. Yan, would you help me?" She looked at me with a slight frown.

In particular, the "word" was so sincere that I couldn't refuse it.

"What do you want me to do?"

"Now I haven't fully recovered, and the bone growth of this rebirth is slightly different from usual. I think these few decades are the last time for me to live in this world. After all, this medicine is not a panacea. Since it is taboo, it must be There will be a time limit or backlash." Her voice was very soft, but she could feel a trace of reluctance in her words.

Is unwilling.Although we live longer than ordinary people, we never live the ideal life.Reluctantly, I took a step forward to grasp her pulse, and frowned slightly, which I had never seen before.

She could see my worry, the corners of her mouth curled up, and she changed the subject, "But I heard from Xu Tai that the daughter of the Gu family is looking for a personal bodyguard, I think you are just right."

I let go of my hand, seeing her indifferent face, I was puzzled and said: "You actually let me be a dignified hall master to be a girl's bodyguard?"

"How old are you now? How many worldly sights have you seen? I'm also doing it for your own good. I'm really worried that you won't forget your face-retaining technique if you don't use it for a long time... Besides, I know that the daughter of the Gu family is suffering from a chronic illness, so I'm afraid she won't live that long. In addition I am very interested in the two children of the Si family, and I think they will give me a big surprise." She raised her eyes to look at me with a look of complete control, which made me very helpless.

I looked back at her, frowned slightly, and asked, "Do you want me to cure her, or do you want me to live for her when she dies?"

"It's up to you." She turned around, took a few steps to turn around, and said with a smile, "Yan, if this life is your last life, what will you do?"

I replied without thinking: "I will live as long as I want."

"For one person, or for myself?" She asked with light shining in her eyes.

"For one person, but also for myself." I replied firmly.

"Okay. I'll come back to you when I make arrangements." She was about to leave when I stopped her, and I asked her, "Why do you believe me?"

She turned around and lowered her face, then smiled and said proudly: "If you betray me, I will have no regrets even if you die."

I was taken aback for a moment and didn't respond.Watching her leaving back, I understand her character.She doesn't believe anyone, and she doesn't want anyone to believe her.

But my gut tells me she's going to meet someone she can truly believe in.

As she wished, I walked into the world of Miss Gu's family, Gu Qing. She was an arrogant and conceited girl, and it was really difficult for me at first.

Later, I couldn't help but fell in love with this unruly and willful young lady.

Because I understand that Gu Qing's arrogance is nothing more than knowing that her life is not long, and she doesn't want anyone to be sad because of her departure.

So, she wants the whole world to hate her.

What a fool.

I wanted to try my best to cure her, even if I gave up everything, or I would not hesitate to suffer backlash.But she refused.It turned out that the first time she saw me, she knew that my world was different from hers.

I found out later that she was loving me in her own way.

Two years after they fell in love, she died.

I buried her with my own hands, because I will live in her image.So... all I can say to the outside world is that Xie Yan is dead.

I finally knew what the woman meant.

True is also false, and false is also true.

Not half a year after Gu Qing's death, I received a call from her, and she asked me to go to the drug rehabilitation center to protect someone.From my sad voice, instead of worrying, she said happily, "Yan, you and I are finally like a real living person."

Yeah, I should be happy about that.

But this kind of real living is really a contradictory existence.

I asked, "Why, you want to guide all this without letting them know the truth? Isn't this the most direct way?"

But she said helplessly: "Not everyone can bear the result of the truth. What's more, if you don't experience it yourself, how can you have the determination to do it well? Just like when you see my wound bleeding, you can feel my pain. Does it hurt?"

I am silent.But she has to admit that she is like a military adviser, planning her goals carefully.

"Why are you always on the sidelines? If this is your last time, don't you want to live your life well? What does Madam's life have to do with us?"

Because of Gu Qing's departure, my heart will be somewhat affected.

It seems that those revenges and blood debts are not important anymore.

"I just want to be an authority, so I must be a good bystander. Yan, if we don't do anything, do you think she will let us live?" She asked back.

I paused, I knew she was telling the truth.

"I'll give my all to set us both free, believe me, huh?"

Listening to her words, I smiled melancholy: "If you don't succeed, what will you do?"

"It's enough to be your friend in this life." Although she couldn't see her face, she knew her expression when she said this.

Feeling an inexplicable warmth in my heart, I looked ahead and said, "Okay!"

After I hung up the phone, a piece of white fell on my mobile phone. I raised my head to look at the dead branches, and the white gradually scattered.

It's snowing again.

The author has something to say: Do you still remember the content of Chapter 23? (Don't remember, let me remind you.)

In fact, the foreshadowing is buried here.

Shen Lue hugged Shao Ke and said: It would be great if I wasn't me.

Shaoke also asked stupidly: You are not Shen Lue, who are you?

Do you still remember the content of Shen Lue's answer?

She said: I forgot, I just don't like that me very much, and now I don't like this me more and more.

Well, it's obviously not Shen Xin, after all nothing happened.It must be the earliest one, or the last one.

I said it wasn't some fairy tale, blood race or something.

There are a lot of things we don't know about medicine, especially the ancient witchcraft.Well~~ Since their existence is unreasonable, there will naturally be a day of backlash.

As for Gu Qing's mental illness, it is real, but we just need to look at it from another angle.That's why... I said that Xie Yan's death was bizarre and I couldn't find it.And Qiantong is her only psychiatrist, but she is not a hypnotist after all, so Qiantong can only treat her mental illness, and does not know who it is.

In fact, sometimes, Wu Yan himself even forgot whether it was Gu Qing or Xie Yan.

So everything has its own price.

The progress of the next few chapters will be much faster. I admit that the previous ones are too slow, and the foreshadowing is much better.This is my first time writing a novel, so I hope you will bear with me. _(:з」∠)_

When I wrote this article, I kept listening to it, and my heart was like a city.

So, it snowed.

Um. . .in line with the current weather.Well~~~

Hope you like it.