Rebirth of the Red Mansion: Zhen Jue's Amnesty

037 Fanwai - The Peerless Good Woman in Danmei Literature

Several years later, looking at the lush greenery in front of her eyes, and her grandchildren running around laughing and laughing, Zhang Yaxian, who had already greyed at her temples and sat smiling, fell into deep thought.

Recalling that she was blessed with no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, her parents and brothers loved her very much, and she married a husband who made all the Fujin wives envious and jealous, but had to praise her, and then gave birth to a son-in-law.

It seemed that her life was very complete, and even the little regrets in her heart seemed insignificant, but it was a pity, although she had greedily wanted more.

Remember the expression on your face when you accidentally discovered that thing?Do you dare not give up?Or panicked?Still shocked?Maybe there are all of them!

She used to thwart Ji Ji's recovery in many ways, not for herself or her child, but because she was reluctant. People said that the family was the most ruthless that day!

If life is only as it was first seen, why is the autumn wind sadly drawing a fan.Zhang Yaxian murmured and suddenly frowned and shook her head, feeling unattached, trying to think about the corresponding poems in her mind, but unfortunately she couldn't think of it for a long time and had to give up.

Although she was not the one who went hand in hand with her husband to the end, she didn't feel any resentment in her heart, and she still thanked God for allowing her to hold him a cup of hot tea when he returned to this home.

Because she felt that she had had it before, maybe it was fate, but even though it was only a few short years, it was enough for her to think about it for a lifetime, besides, they were still husband and wife in name, and they lost their love in one year, two years or ten years. But in exchange for the eternal love.

I still remember that day, when the red makeup was spread out and the peach blossoms were in full bloom, she was sitting in the wedding sedan chair in her wedding dress, and her heart was full of longing for the beautiful future.

The bridal chamber is full of flowers and candles, the golden day, after the marriage, the music is harmonious, and the love is secretly born, or maybe it was as early as the first time we met, when Jia She swore to her that there would be no second woman in this life, she had already sunk completely up.

Er Niang said that a woman can't put her whole heart on a man, even if Jia She is the best, she can't fall in love with him wholeheartedly.

It's just, mother, falling in love with someone can't help you not being able to put your whole heart and soul into it. In addition to being involuntary, there is another saying called involuntary heart!

It's not that I have forgotten all your teachings, but that my heart is out of control. She fell in love with her husband, a man so good that she couldn't help falling in love.

I am too lazy to draw eyebrows, and it is late to make up and wash.

Looking at the front and rear mirrors of the flower, the flower surface complements each other.

New patch embroidered Luo Ru, both golden partridges.

Before marriage, because of his filial piety, it was inconvenient for him to come to the door, but from time to time, he would receive a gift, or a piece of fox fur he hunted by himself, or a piece of fabric that he thought was good after seeing it, or a set of clothes. jewelry.

What's more, he personally designed clothes and jewelry for her. He still remembers the surprise when she received the wedding dress he designed for himself. He said that he wanted to watch her wear the wedding dress he designed to become his wife.

He said that the most beautiful time in a woman's life is when she puts on her wedding dress and becomes a bride.

He also said that he married away the most precious treasure in the hands of his parents, and only by being kind to her all his life can he repay them for raising his wife so well. . .

It's not that she didn't see her mother's happy and worried expression. She knew that her mother was not only happy with her son-in-law's concern for her daughter, but also worried that her son-in-law would make her daughter sacrifice everything if he was too kind.

My mother said that a woman should leave a way out for herself, in case something happens in the future, she can escape unscathed.

It's just that her husband is so nice, so nice that he holds her in his palm. He can think of anything good, ranging from jewelry, to a couple of tea leaves, or even rouge and gouache that big men don't care about. looking at her.

The most important thing is that for a woman, there is no third person between the two of them, who really does what he said, and there is no second woman.

Furthermore, when she was giving birth to a child, she heard him say, Mr. Bao, he entered the delivery room, which is a filthy place for men, and he held her hand and said: Don't be afraid, I'm here!

Throughout the Qing Dynasty, who is not three wives and four concubines, how can her husband not be moved and give all his true feelings if his husband has done this for several years?

At the beginning, she was also very worried about the jealousy, jealousy and gossip of outsiders, but she was not afraid that Jia She would be persuaded to take a concubine, but worried about him.

Worried that he would bear the eyes of others, worried that he had to bear too much on his own, and that he would suffer some grievances as an official in the court!

Of course, she was also worried about the long run... In the end, she seemed to see her worry, and her husband told everyone with practical actions that he didn't take a concubine and spoil his wife and love his wife Guan Qing!Then, not long after, their second child arrived.

She thought that this kind of sweetness would last a lifetime, she thought that she would curl up in his arms and hear the warm and powerful heartbeat for a lifetime, she thought that growing old together, unwavering love for a lifetime would no longer be a legend, but, she thought, it would be her after all Think, think.

An accident happened, yes, it was not an ordinary accident, it was an accident that almost overturned the entire Jia family, my husband actually,, unexpectedly,,,

sad?Distressed?No, no, there are only worries and worries, because she knows that being sad is useless, and what is more important is that her husband, as long as he is well, their family will be well!She comforted him, persuaded him, wanted him to cheer up, and told him that she and her two children would always stand by his side and never leave.

Then she watched him return to normal, without any signs of depression and decadence, he was still unrestrained and unrestrained while walking, and he was still the personable number one scholar back then, the most outstanding young general in the Kangxi Dynasty.

It's just that since then he doesn't like to go home anymore, he has become taciturn, and sometimes self-blame flashes in his eyes after seeing her, and she is so guilty that she can't pretend to be invisible.

He even said that he was willing to let her go, and in order not to damage her reputation, he would bear all the rumors by himself.

It is said that her heart is both bitter and distressed, her husband, why do you always think of others first?How could she, Zhang Yaxian, have such a husband who loved her and cared for her wholeheartedly?

Or maybe it's because her blessings are not enough, and God doesn't want her to be happy forever?No, no, she is happy, if so, she still has family affection without love, and she and him will always be a family.

After ten years of cultivation, she can cross the same boat, and after a hundred years of cultivation, she can sleep together. She does not seek this life or the afterlife. She is willing to lose her life regardless of ten or twenty years. !

Time passed quickly, and she no longer remembered how many years ago it was. She only remembered the surprise and anger in her heart when she accidentally discovered that her husband was kissed by the fourth elder brother. , the most outstanding husband in her heart, cannot and will not become the royal prince's male favourite.

Slap, she slapped it without even thinking about it, and then her husband stood in front of her, and opposite him was the gloomy fourth master, "Very good, very courageous!"

The husband stood in front of her without saying a word, wondering if his silence was for him or for her?

"It seems that you didn't spoil her for nothing!" She didn't know whether it was self-deprecating or secretly jealous, but she only knew that the look he gave her when he left made her terrified. Perhaps, she was wrong?The prince is the prince, and the fourth elder brother is the fourth elder brother.

However, even so, is it possible between them?Zhang Yaxian felt that she couldn't imagine it, especially up to now, it was hard to believe it.

They are actually together, and they have deceived everyone, including His Majesty the Emperor. Should it be said that he is a man with great charm, or that the fourth elder brother has great powers?

She didn't worry about herself, nor about the child, but only about him. If this matter got out, he wouldn't be the only one who would be harmed, and the fourth elder brother's future would also be ruined. Would he have the heart?

Her stubborn husband still replied in the same firm tone as when he swore to Hao: Yaxian, just like I swore to you back then, there will be no second woman between us in this life, and there will never be one between me and him. The second man, life is full of accidents, I will not stop moving forward for the rest of my life because I am afraid of these accidents, and you are the same, don't let yourself be unhappy.

No, no, I am very happy. Although the love is gone, I am still your family, and I can be your support when you are tired.Zhang Yaxian thought in her heart.

She thought, she should love Jia She the most piously, otherwise why when she saw her man standing with other men looking like such a match made in heaven, she didn't feel envious or jealous in her heart, only full of Full of blessings and joy.

Zhang Yaxian was really happy, she was glad that after the accident happened, when she was with Jia She but couldn't calm his depression, there was someone who could make him smile happily, no matter if that person was a man or not.

Perhaps Zhang Yaxian's love has been sublimated, from the love of two people to the affection of a family, no matter what, Zhang Yaxian engraved Jia Amnesty in her heart, in her flesh and blood, loving him and doing good for him has become her instinct.

In Zhang Yaxian's heart, she was already very happy, she could be said to be the happiest woman in the world.

So, she didn't ask too much, like now, her sons and daughters are filial, her grandchildren are cute and lively, as long as she continues to be so obedient, maybe she can see her great-grandson born again, maybe she can enjoy the taste of four generations living together.

As for her husband, Jia She, although she still loves him the same, he is no longer her husband who is in harmony with her.

He also already had his happiness, yes, happiness, after his injury, and she had nothing but blessings for it!

The author has something to say: I am afraid that everyone will shoot me after reading this chapter, so I am here to prevent thunder. Jia She did not fall in love with Yinzhen at the beginning, so he really wanted to treat his wife well, and Mei Yu herself also Thinking this way, instead of letting Zhang Yaxian know that Jia She has never loved her, it is better to let Jia She lie to her for the rest of her life, making her think that Jia She really loved her. She lived her whole life, so Zhang Yaxian always thought that Jia She once loved her sincerely, and she was also happy. I know, some people will think this is not good, but Mei Yu finally decided to publish this chapter, although some people may be affected by it. leave.