12 years zero soul

After more than half a month of recuperation, Qiu Ren's health has improved, and he can go back to work normally.However, every night, when he thought of what happened that night, he would have lingering fears, and he was so frightened that he couldn't breathe at all.

To say it's tragic, it can't be so absolute, after all, he can go back to the room that Asami prepared for him.

But since that day, Ma Jian himself hasn't shown up once, and seems to have become very busy.Not to mention asking Asami why he did that to him that day, there was no chance to even meet him.

Tonight, Qiu Ren tossed and turned for some reason and couldn't fall asleep.I thought I had adjusted my heart, but I still couldn't feel comfortable.

Qiu Ren sat up and planned to go to the kitchen to drink a glass of water, but unexpectedly found that the person who had been tormenting him physically and mentally for the past few days was leisurely holding a wine glass and smoking a cigarette.

It seemed that he had just returned, and his suit and tie were neatly on.

Ma Jian has long been aware of Qiu Ren's existence, he just glanced at it and continued to drink.

Qiu Ren swallowed her throat, repeating the words hundreds of times in her head, and now they have disappeared.He opened his mouth, "You... are you back?" Seeing that Ma Jian didn't respond to him, Qiu Ren frowned in dissatisfaction. "In the afternoon, Kirishima called you and said—"

"Ah." Ma Jian pressed his lips against the edge of the wine glass, showing a slightly deep look in his eyes, "What did he tell you?"

Being stared at by the cold stare made his scalp numb, Qiu Ren hesitated a little, "He said..."

A gleam of light flashed across Ma Jian's deep black eyes. "Anyway, it's none of your business." After Asami said this sternly, he continued to stare out the window and breathe out the smoke.

His heart was throbbing, Qiu Ren gritted his teeth, "I'm just caring about you!" He no longer experienced the feeling of being surrounded by anxiety, as if being flowed by cold blood.

"You?" Ma Jian snorted coldly, and asked jokingly, "Why?"

Qiu Ren looked at him as if he was greatly hurt, which made Ma Jian feel a little uncomfortable.His eyes sank, and the wine glass in his hand had shattered into snowflakes on the ground.

"Don't pick it up."

Seeing that Qiu Ren was about to pick up the fragments, Ma Jian grabbed Qiu Ren's hand, probably due to his rough movements, Qiu Ren looked a little startled.Asami let go immediately.

The moment Ma Jian stood up, Qiu Ren straightened up and growled at him.

"You can take it as sympathy for me, or lie to me, why can't you even do such a simple thing?!"

Even though there was no expression on Ma Jian's face, Qiu Ren's eyes that were on the verge of despair unbelievably made him feel a little bit of guilt, which made him overwhelmed.

After a while, Ma Jian squinted his eyes, and finally met Qiu Ren's sight,

The picture in front of Qiu Ren's eyes seemed to be shaking, as if out of focus, almost dizzy.He almost forgot that Ma Jian would never lie to him, and would rather hurt him with facts than tell him a lie.

Is Ma Jian's body too honest, or is he too naive?Qiu Ren has no strength to figure it out.

"I know you really don't want to see me now, but give me a hug... this request is not too much..."

After waiting for too long, Qiu Ren twitched the corners of his mouth as if giving up, showing a self-deprecating smile.

After a warmth that was familiar enough to make the pain in his chest expand infinitely, Qiu Ren froze in place for a moment, his eyes widened in surprise, and then an indescribable satisfaction would flow from the bottom of his heart.

How long had he not touched this embrace so peacefully?

There was a faint smell of tobacco coming from Ma Jian's body, which made his eyes astringent and his heart ache.The strong nostalgia almost made Qiuren suffocate.

Ma Jian wrapped Qiuren in his arms with both hands, and he ignored the inexplicable feeling in his heart.

"you--"

Suddenly, Ma Jian's collar was tightly held by Qiu Ren's hands, pulling him forcefully closer to her, and then brought her lips together.Qiu Ren acted as if he knew what Ma Jian was about to say, but he didn't want to hear it.

There is no way, there is no way to stop, the emotion that cannot be stopped, what should he do?

"I won't let go." Qiu Ren suppressed the turmoil in his chest, staring at Ma Jian, "It's already mine, so I will never let go!"

The powerful eyes tightly caught Asami's surprised gaze.

"This is what you taught me..."

After speaking, Qiu Ren's eyes widened, and every time he took a breath, his chest rose and fell.

Time is like a round of moonlight that cannot be traced back in the dark.Qiu Ren knew he couldn't push Ma Jian too hard, but he just couldn't control himself to endure it.

"As you like... as long as you don't get in my way..."

Ma Jian pushed Qiu Ren's hand away, and walked away.

Hearing Ma Jian's words, Qiu Ren's smile showed a bit of bitterness.

Suddenly, Qiu Ren remembered the look in Ma Jian's eyes when he just woke up.

From that gaze, Qiu Ren should have noticed a long time ago that many things have evaporated like water vapor.The hazy suffocation left behind is nothing more than an illusory mist.

Qiu Ren caressed her lower lip,

only on the lips,

has remained...

Your last warmth.

Qiu Ren slowly leaned towards the balcony, from which he could clearly see Ma Jian and the others preparing to get into the car.

Su Fang stood less than one meter behind Qiu Ren, watching quietly.In Su Fang's eyes, the back figure watching the car drive away is so lonely and desolate.

For the rest of their lives without memory, those two... how can they maintain this relationship...Su Fang couldn't help thinking this way.

Qiu Ren closed his eyes weakly, sometimes he felt that he would rather lose his memory.Because it's his words...then I will never forget Asami...

The black luxury car drives smoothly on the road.Ma Jian sat in the car, recalling the scene just now, Qiu Ren's expression was a sadness he had never seen before.The moment he saw that face, Asami felt vaguely lost, as if he heard the sound of waves coming from far and near——

【Falling in love with an angel's shortcomings, use a devil's language; fall in love with a serious pastime, use the time when a flower blooms; meet a firework show, use a reincarnation of fate...】

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