Your lunch is mine

Enkidu's symptoms got worse every day.

At first, it was just a lack of energy, and after a few days, it became "lethargic", and then lost strength.

His life is slipping away in a striking fashion, and no one, including Gilgamesh, has found a way to save Enkidu.

"Boom-"

In the room, there was a sudden sound of landing, and Sanyuankui turned his head quickly, the purpose of which was Enkidu staring blankly at the golden kettle shaking on the ground following the inertia, his eyes slowly focused on the side of the kettle that he didn't hold firmly. Hand, like a rabbit that was frightened to a dull state.

She walked over quickly, quickly picked up the kettle and put it back on the table, then stretched out her hand to hold the imperceptible but real trembling hand of the other party, comforting softly.

"Enkidu, it's all right."

Extremely rare, Enki didn't respond, he just moved his hand blankly, as if he wanted to hold Sanyuankui back, but the strength was light and light, far from the usual feeling.

Enkidu felt it himself.

"Feel sorry……"

As he spoke, his brows and eyes were as gentle as ever, but it was the first time he said the words to keep Sanyuankui away.

"Can I just... leave me alone for a while?"

No matter in the past or now, they are inseparable, but now... they are different after all.

Enkidu stared at the child holding his hand, the palm easily felt the warm temperature, and the same breath always made him feel satisfied.

He is getting weaker day by day, and today he even has trouble holding the cup, something that could never have happened to him before.

He will become weaker and weaker, and what will he become after today?Could it be that the strength to walk is gone?

"Feel sorry."

Enkidu said it repeatedly, and he didn't even know why he repeated the sentence he had already said, and he had already gently pushed Sanyuankui out of the door.

"It will be fine in a while."

Giving an indeterminate time, with an indeterminate word like "probably", Enkidu's voice was still gentle, as if it was just a whim of his.

He didn't dare to look into Sanyuankui's eyes, but closed the door of the bedroom the moment the voice fell to the ground.

Enkidu was the only one left in the whole room.In the bedroom where all existence was completely isolated, he turned around, his eyes wandering around the room blankly, and his heart was filled with complex emotions that he could not express himself.

I seem to have changed, why?

Enkidu thought about it, his scattered eyes gradually fixed on the table and the kettle that had been picked up again.

Is it because of it?

Enkidu opened his legs, walked slowly to the table, and stared at the existence that seemed to be the culprit.

But this is just an ordinary cup, so how can it bear the words of the culprit?

He stretched out his hand and picked up the kettle again. This time he was prepared, and the process of picking it up was extremely smooth, but Enkidu's face did not show any relief, but was even more silent.

Only he himself knows how much effort he has put in to hold a water bottle that was so light in the past so that it can be held firmly in his hand.

"Boom-"

The kettle returned to the table again, with a muffled sound as if it had been smashed down, and it seemed to be some kind of more intuitive proof. Enkidu slumped on the chair, bowed his head, and remained silent.

He suddenly didn't want to face the next thing. The punishment of the gods was far more serious than he imagined. He finally understood the reason why he didn't want to lose his life instantly.

Weaken to death...weakened to death...

It turned out...it turned out to be such a feeling that even a weapon like his could not suppress the...pain.

It wasn't the fear of death, but the unbearable fear of his own weakness, and... the nostalgia that he couldn't let go of.

"hateful……"

He couldn't accept himself who was no longer strong.

"hateful……"

He couldn't accept his weakening self.

"hateful--"

He couldn't accept, couldn't accept such——

Such an unwillingness...to myself.

Obviously, a long time ago, he had already thought about the possibility of his own death, even eight days ago, he had released such bold words full of consciousness.

But now...how did it change?

Why, I am unwilling, angry, even fearful...?

This is wrong, these are all wrong, he shouldn't be like this, and he shouldn't have such emotions!

— is wrong.

Enkidu locked Sanyuankui out of the door at a fixed time, and was reported to Gilgamesh by the surrounding attendants. During this time, except for visiting Enkidu, the king who spent most of his time looking for information rubbed it Forehead, quite unexpectedly.

"Enkidu shut the little fool out?"

Could it be that the lion has finally started eating grass?Or are the bison out there eating meat instead?

No one can more intuitively feel Enkidu’s care for Sanyuankui than Gilgamesh. It is not an exaggeration to say that he loves to raise waste. The only few times he left was still difficult to persuade, or the situation did not allow it. kind of.

Gilgamesh feels unceremoniously that Sanyuankui has not been misled by Enkidu so far, and he definitely takes a lot of credit.

But it was Enkidu like this who actually shut the other party out. It was as if he saw a creature go against his instinct!

Thinking of this, Gilgamesh suddenly put down the documents in his hand, got up and left, and walked towards the bedroom.

At this time, Sanyuankui, who was locked out, was still outside the door, showing no intention of leaving.

She asked a nearby attendant for a small stool, and just sat at the door, lost in thought.

Enkidu's mood was not very good, she didn't know how to comfort him more effectively, after all, it turned out that only she knew the method, before she really used it, at least in the eyes of everyone, the way to restore Enkidu was simply Can't find it.

But how can we comfort Enkidu?

Sanyuankui was extremely melancholy.

Gilgamesh had just come here, and the purpose of entering was Sanyuankui, who was like a down-and-out cat who was driven out of the door by its owner, staring at the door and sighing.

The boredom in Gilgamesh's heart suddenly dissipated, he raised his eyebrows, and spoke with "bad intentions".

"Little idiot, it's rare to be kicked out, how do you feel?"

Sanyuankui looked up at Gilgamesh who had already walked beside him, stood up, and answered seriously.

"very worried."

Gilgamesh fell silent again, and the melancholy that had dissipated slightly reappeared, while Sanyuankui continued to add bricks and tiles.

"Enkidu, I'm sorry."

"What's the use of just waiting outside?"

Gilgamesh clicked his tongue, stretched out his hand and rumpled his opponent's hair, his eyes gradually focused on the closed door.

"Look at the little idiot. Today I will teach you something. There is no place in this world that kings cannot enter, even if the door is closed."

Gilgamesh said something he believed to be true, and turned around to open the door directly, but the next second, as if in response, the door, which was originally simply closed, suddenly heard the sound of the door bolt being dropped from inside.

Gilgamesh:? ?

"Jill, I want to be quiet."

Enkidu's voice sounded in the door.

"Cub, please take care of me for a while."

Gilgamesh:? ?

Gilgamesh, who was also refused to meet at the door before he had time to do anything, remained silent, subconsciously paying attention to Sanyuankui at the side from the corner of his eyes.

As calm as ever, his eyes were so calm that his heart seemed to be still, and he didn't even make a sound.

But Gilgamesh always felt that in the eyes of this little idiot, the credibility of the words belonging to the king was declining in a biubiubiu way.

It is still a nearly right-angled landslide!

Forget it...

Gilgamesh withdrew his gaze, and decided not to pay attention to this upright little idiot who had received Enkidu's true biography and always made him feel bad.

"Enkidu."

Gilgamesh did not force open the door as he said, but stood still at the door, and opened his mouth through the door.

"Trying to order the king casually is a serious crime."

There was no response from inside the door, it was as quiet as if there was no one inside, and all the voices just now were hallucinations.

"As this king said, there is no place in this world that this king can't go to, let alone in this king's palace. Ignore this king, keep this king out, Enkidu, this is not your sentence It can be explained clearly.”

The door was still quiet, but after a while, Enkidu's tired voice sounded again.

"Sorry, Jill, just leave me alone for a moment."

"We can 'quiet' together."

Gilgamesh didn't give in. At this sensitive time, he didn't want any problems with his best friend.

Not only did he shut Wang out, but he even kicked out the little idiot who usually wished for the two of them to be together. Is this serious?

"I want to be alone."

Enkidu's voice came out vaguely but persistently, but Gilgamesh frowned in exchange.

"Idiot, how will I solve it if you don't tell me? Do you still expect to let me guess what you think about that day?"

Gilgamesh turned his head to look at Sanyuankui again, and asked on the spot.

"Little idiot, what happened before you came out?"

It was related to the state of Enkidu, and Sanyuankui, who trusted Gilgamesh's mentor, sold Enkidu without hesitation.

"Enkidu, the kettle has been dropped."

"Dropped... the kettle?"

As Gilgamesh recited these words, his speculation about the cause and effect became clearer.

It is impossible for Enkidu to drop the kettle. After all, as a "weapon", he has innate control over power. things.

Then, the only thing that can cause the other party to make such a low-level mistake is..."sickness".

Enkidu is getting weaker and weaker. By now, he can't even hold the kettle steadily?

For a moment, Gilgamesh had difficulty imagining such a scene. In his memory, Enkidu had always been strong, even if he was weak, it never affected his strength.

Suddenly, Gilgamesh had a clearer sense of Enkidu's weakness.

The other party fell into a real weakening, weakened to the point that he was even weaker than when the other party was weakest before, just like a wild beast lost its minions, and an eagle lost its feathers.

So in such a situation, the most likely is——

"Enkidu."

Gilgamesh looked at the closed door again, his piercing eyes seemed to see the other Enkidu hidden inside through the door, and pointedly stated the fact that he had guessed the other party.

"Are you starting to be reconciled to your current state?"