Vest life from scratch

At the very beginning, Risharo Tsukimi was just an ordinary novelist.Maybe it's not so common, after all, there are many authors who write goofy novels in the world, but she may be the only one who can be scolded like that.

... It's not that she writes so badly that people and gods are angry, or there are other dark reasons such as peer oppression, it's just that the bloody novels she writes will change reality.

Whether it's the bloody love story between Amaterasu witch and Amaterasu, or the fairy tale about the prince meeting and getting acquainted with the poor girl; whether it's a joke about the witch cursing the world just for the girl, or the destroyer who overthrows everything just to let the world die for himself His beloved was buried.

The words she wrote will be presented in reality one by one, becoming everyone's nightmare.

Everyone sent her letters begging or threatening to stop her.

But Tsukimi Risaro couldn't stop.

She vaguely remembered that she seemed to have made an agreement with someone in her dream when she was young, that she must become a writer when she became an adult, and if she failed to write a story within a month, the world would be destroyed.Of course, the other party also promised to do everything possible to hide her existence.

Yuejian Lishaluo only likes, and can only write dog-blood stories, even if she wants to switch to other themes that are useful to the world, her mind is frozen, and she can't think of anything.

She can only continue to write her own bloody stories, trying to leave the last glimmer of hope for the world she loves in every story that makes reality more and more desperate.

Until finally, Tsukimi Risaro was killed by the angry people who found her.

All her manuscripts were burned, and all the people in the world gathered to celebrate her death wantonly, and the whole world fell into a crazy carnival.

A month later, the world she loved came to an end with laughter and laughter.

Not understood by anyone in the world, Risharo Tsukimi, who bears hatred and insults but still guards the world for seven years, was favored by Qin Qiandeng and absorbed into her organization—now it should be called 【Old Library】.

The ability given by Qin Qiandeng to Risharo Yuejian is to choose a certain character created in the past, and inherit the memory, strength, interpersonal relationship and everything of the other party.

She chose Amaterasu Miko, who she first created.

At that time, the organization was still very small in staff. Apart from the ordinary staff who maintained normal operations, only she and Qin Qiandeng could be called official members.After the scale of the organization expanded and the system basically took shape, the most important person, Aquatic, joined here as a consultant.

Of course, this is a follow-up.

Organizations - Let's just call them libraries.In the beginning, the library was no different from the Council of Thorns. Everyone is essentially the same kind of people, but they each prefer to choose different methods of destroying the world.

If the library wants to destroy the world, it simply uses force to destroy it, such as using technology far beyond the world to control the nuclear bomb to explode at a carefully calculated location.Or even simpler, send Tsukimi Risaro, who has recently been driven mad by the memory of Amaterasu Miko, to wash the whole world into a sea of ​​blood hell.

But the Council of Thorns was different back then.

They prefer to watch the poor world destroy itself, and then call it the sin of the destroyed world, and what they do will naturally become a gift to guide the divine punishment.

The world of Risaro Tsukimi was one of the worlds destroyed by them.

And the one who made an agreement with her in a dream when she was a child, and then pushed forward with one hand, and contributed to the destruction of her world, was the fourth member of the Council of Thorns, An Gewei.

She asked for a meeting with him, asked why her world was destroyed, and returned to the library calmly.

"I thought you were going to kill him."

"Two people who can't die, what's the point of hurting each other." Yuejian Risharo said calmly, "Besides, my world is indeed very bad, and it would be good to be destroyed early."

Her world has been absorbing nutrients from other worlds to strengthen itself, and has destroyed hundreds of worlds so far, and more worlds will be destroyed if left unchecked.

"But that's always your world." Qin Qiandeng said with a smile, "My own world is always different, isn't it?"

"This kind of talk really doesn't suit you at all, leader." Yuejian Risharo responded, "You who are thinking about how to destroy your own world, you must understand my current mood."

"No, I don't understand at all." Qin Qiandeng said, "I still hope that my world can survive until now, and I still hope that all my efforts will be in vain."

"I have loved my world deeply until now."

"That's really different from me." Tsukimi Risharo recalled the consciousness that had swallowed countless worlds written in the information, and now it has swelled into a huge monster's world consciousness, "Just because I love my world, It is even more unacceptable that my world has become that kind of monster."

"I said, leader, since you have already died once, you should wake up from the dream of the past."

"The little girl I picked up can also say such righteous words." Qin Qiandeng still smiled, "Give up, as long as that guy Eggsy is still alive, I will never wake up willingly from my dream here."

"Okay, that's the end of this topic, it's time to continue working, Yuejian Risharo."

The world Qin Qiandeng and Eggsy belonged to is becoming stronger every day, which leads to the acceleration of the consciousness of other worlds.

The pace of library and parliament destroying the world also accelerated.

Yuejian Rishaluo gradually couldn't remember how many worlds she had destroyed. She only knew that when she opened her eyes, there was blood in front of her, and before she closed her eyes, there was also blood in front of her.

And consciousness... Whether she is conscious or chaotic, she runs around in various worlds, creating countless tragedies that should or shouldn't happen.

Sooner or later, Yuejian Rishaluo's spirit will completely collapse, Qin Qiandeng's spirit will completely collapse, and everyone in this library will have a complete mental breakdown... This is what she tried so hard to save. The universe will also collapse.

This is a doomed rescue trip.

Saro Tsukimi had already had this realization early on.

However...that day never came.Not only that, the radical atmosphere in the entire library and even the parliament has basically tended to ease under the influence of a certain factor.

The reason for everything is the joining of consultant Suina Yuemeng.

But it's a pity that Risharo Yuejian didn't care.

To her, it was just the subconscious trembling of the body of the dead dragonfly, the last sad and weak feeling on the lifeline extending from death.

In any case, Tsukimi Risaro himself will continue to struggle and fight with all his might.

She is the storm and fire of destruction, raging through every world she goes by instinct alone—until that day that was never imagined.

"Are you joking?"

"Absolutely not."

"...Sorry, can you repeat what you just said?"

"It's been resolved, that world." Shui An Yue Mian's tone was reminiscent of what he had for lunch today, "...but as a price, the leader and the speaker all died in that battle."

"Wait—?!" Tsukimi Risharo grabbed her by the collar, "Why don't you call me, if you call me in this war, the leader will definitely not die?!"

"If I had known in advance, I would have called you." Shui WuyueMian, who was grabbed by her, lowered her head, "It's a pity that I didn't find out that they were dead until I saw the letter."

"...I see." Saro Tsukimi let go of his hand in despair, "So, why did you appear in front of me?"

"I'm here to invite you to build the [Old Library] with me."

"What it is?"

"It is an organization that has inherited the wishes of Qin Qiandeng and Eggsy. The purpose of its existence is to continue to protect this universe."

"Why do you think I'll help you?"

"Because Sharo, you love this organization more than anyone else. Before I came to this organization destined to be destroyed, you have been working hard to maintain its existence. Even if you burn yourself to nothing, it doesn't matter. As long as it keeps this organization alive for a little longer...you should always think so."

"Wow, it's disgusting." Tsukimi Risharo shook her arms, "It sounds normal, but it makes me feel disgusting if you say it."

"Maybe it's because same-sex repels each other." Minazukimian said, "So you want to come with me?"

"—By the way, until now, the only members of the old library are you and me."

"I haven't said I want to join you, have I?"

"Eh? Do you, who likes organizations the most, want to reject me?"

Yuejian Lishaluo patted her hand on her shoulder angrily: "If that library tarnishes the leader's will over the years, I will destroy it."

"No problem. After all, you are the leader of the library. I'm just a mere consultant, so I'm not qualified to point things out."

"Huh?" Yuejian Risharo turned his head, "What did you just say?"

"It means that you are the leader of the old library, and I am just a poor consultant with no real power."

Tsukimi Risaro took a deep breath, and quickly accepted the reality: "...If I were the head of the library, there would be no problem with being willful at all."

"Please."

"Then I announce that I will give up the position of curator to Qin Qiandeng, and I will be the secretary."

"oh oh--"

"Give me at least pretend to be happy to be more genuine!"

The organization and the Thorn Council have come to an end, and [Qin Qiandeng] will be in charge of everything next, assisted by consultant Mizuna Tsukimian and secretary Tsukimi Risaro... [Old Library],

However, nothing in this world is eternally consistent.

The Organization is the same, the Council of Thorns is the same, and of course the Library of Old is the same.

...It's just that the cause of the change in the old library is the death of the water without the moon.

"I'm sorry, it seems that I can only stop here." The blood-stained Mizuna Yuemian tightly held the hand of Tsukimi Risaro who was forcibly delayed and arrived late, "... even without me , and we must work hard, Shaluo."

"But, if you really feel that you can't hold on anymore... come to 'me'."

with this sentence.

Two people who have worked together for hundreds of years, one of them stopped.

Unlike Minazukimen, Tsukimi Risaro is not the material to properly manage members of the organization, not to mention that she was in a state of confusion for a long time after realizing Minazutsuki's death.

Even after persisting for a few years relying on the successors left behind by Shui An Yue Mian, the old library still fell apart in the end.

Death, death, ... and death.

Following the death of Mizuna Moonsleep, she has witnessed the deaths of countless people, those who died in the civil strife in the library, those who died in the process of protecting the world, and those who died in the process of destroying the world.

Finally it was the turn of the old library, targeted by all world consciousness.

"Is this really good? Destroy the things she left behind into what it is now." Ann Gewei, who hadn't seen her for a long time, sat beside her, "If you want to work harder, I will help you - as long as you come to pray for me, pray for me, the enemy who destroyed the world you love the most."

"Please." Yuejian Risharo said, "I can do whatever I want, and it doesn't matter what other people do. Ann Gewei, help me keep this organization alive."

"...Because she created it to save me, the old library."

Yuejian Rishaluo should die on the day he learns about Qin Qiandeng's death.

But Mizuna Yuemian tried every means to protect Yuejian Risharo's life, using Qin Qiandeng's last wish and Yuejian Risharo's love for the organization.Next, what binds Tsukimi Risa's life is the friendship and family affection between her and Minazuki Mui, and perhaps the vaguely unilateral love of Tsukimi Risa.

In the end... what bound Tsukimi Risaro's life was the "curse" of Minazuki Mui before his death.

"I will keep the old library." Ann said, "but you have to find a way to go on the next road."

He smiled and waved to Tsukimi Risaro, and when he walked out of the room, he never looked back.

The world was silent for a moment.

The power she was extremely familiar with spread out towards the entire universe centered on the outside of the door, erasing the concept of the old library in this universe, and transferred the old library to the outer universe.

This is An Gewei's superpower "Martyr".

Its real role has never been to protect the user's life, but...to complete the user's belief that he must die at the cost of the user's life.

Saro Tsukimi sat in the old library where she was left alone, flipping through the names and experiences of her colleagues in the past, recalling the past time over and over again.

Then she suddenly remembered that Amaterasu Miko had the ability to go back in time.

She re-invaded the inner side of the universe, found the destroyed world without a moonless sleep, and desperately went back in time, trying to find a future where the sleepless water could survive.

There are countless reincarnations, there are countless dead or dying Azukimen, there are also countless Azukimen who are alive but were killed by her forcibly imposed responsibilities, and even because of contact with her, they were killed by the world consciousness. Dead water has no moon sleep.

But every sleepless night is telling her it's not her fault.

Risaro Tsukimi learned his lesson little by little.

Abandon the form of existence.

Ditch the old name.

...to cover up all the past, and leave the choice of whether to save the world to Shui An YueMian herself.

At last... the most promising reincarnation has returned.

"Speaking of which,... Sara."

"What is it?"

"Do you think I'm the sun god in your story?"

"What are you kidding,... you are at most a nightmare that lasted for many years."

"... so cold."

"However, even if it's a nightmare, I don't want to wake up."

The author has something to say: vv: Yue Jianli & Qin Qiandeng, who is addicted to nightmares and refuses to wake up, and Ah Mian, who wants to help them break free even in reality, I kdl.

vv: It's sugar.

I:?

vv: is sugar (accent)

我：……行。感谢在2021-08-2421:35:45~2021-08-2621:35:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of stars in the night sky;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!