farewell to sunset

(There is no chapter 38, I was too stupid to post and delete it by mistake, just read chapter 39 in order, it will not affect the reading)

For the next 60 seconds, neither Shen Youning nor Tang Nuo spoke.

Shen Youning could clearly hear her heartbeat, from weak to strong, from slow to extreme, it used to beat regularly, but now it became chaotic.

Tang Nuo's silence meant that he heard it, that he understood it, and that he was digesting it.

Shen Youning didn't say anything more, he just gave Tang Nuo a direction, a direction that he would never have thought of before, and it was also a possibility, even if it was only a 1% possibility.

"You...you like boys." An An had slipped away from Tang Nuo's grasp at some point, he looked at a small piece of floor in front of him, and asked Shen Youning sideways.

"Yes." Shen Youning replied, "I'm gay."

"Oh... so are you single now?"

"Yes." Shen Youning replied again: "I probably haven't been in a relationship for many years."

After Tang Nuo asked, he realized that he was a bit stupid. For the past two months, Shen Youning had been with her almost every day, so how could there be time for a relationship.

"Then the other half you were looking for before was... a boy?"

"Yes, I've been in two relationships, one in middle school and one in college, both with boys."

Tang Nuo felt that he was even more stupid. Everyone told him that he was gay, and he even asked people to have sex with boys and girls. Isn't this asking knowingly?

But I can't blame Tang Nuo, he and Shen Youning never seemed to have talked about feelings, so in this regard, their understanding of each other was blank.He didn't think about Shen Youning's private life, so he didn't think that the other party would like boys.

Or maybe, until now, he has no time and energy to think about love affairs. He has been vacant for a long time, and he has become accustomed to it, so he tacitly agrees that Shen Youning will not fall in love either.Now that Shen Youning told him that I like boys, Tang Nuo suddenly realized that after two love experiences, Shen Youning might find a new partner one day in the near future.

"What else do you want to ask?" Although Tang Nuo's question didn't make much sense, Shen Youning was extraordinarily patient, as if he wanted to reveal his family background to him.

"Then have you..." Don Nuo got stuck in the middle of speaking.

He originally wanted to ask Shen Youning if he had any plans to fall in love in the near future?Are there clear goals?What kind of person do you like?But the strange thing is that thinking about the scene of Shen Youning falling in love makes him feel a little bit uncomfortable.

"What?" Shen Youning said.

Tang Nuo shook his head, he didn't want to ask anymore.

"You can ask anything you want." As if seeing through what he was thinking, Shen Youning said, "I can tell you everything."

If you don't want to listen, you can always talk about the past, but wouldn't it be inappropriate to talk about your ex?

"Brother Youning." Sitting on the carpet, Tang Nuo hesitated, "Your ex-boyfriend..."

"Want to ask me about my previous relationship experience?" Shen Youning smiled suddenly, "It can be said. Although they are not very pleasant, but it has been a long time, and now I just talk about gossip, and I don't feel anything else."

"You can talk." Tang Nuo put his arms around his legs and rested his chin on his knees, "Then I want to hear it."

"Should I start from the beginning?" Shen Youning said, "It's quite long."

From the beginning, there will be acquaintances, sweet experiences, daily love, and finally the difference between the two.

That strange feeling came up again. Even the emotional fetters that had passed would make Tang Nuo feel like something was stuck in his heart, making him feel panicked.

"It's a long story, can you tell me... why did you separate in the end?"

Fortunately, Tang Nuo didn't want to hear about those happy moments.

"Okay." Shen Youning looked at him dotingly.

Shen Youning's two relationships have indeed failed.

When he was single, he was a handsome guy who was missed by countless people. He fell in love, but he was the one who got dumped twice.

For the first time, he tasted the forbidden fruit of love for the first time. He has a strong sense of responsibility and is considerate and caring, but the other party has a personality that is invincible.

When I met Shen Youning, I was young and had a strong love brain, so I didn't refute at all, which turned the whole family upside down.

In the end, this one gave Shen Youning a green light. Such a terrible first love made Shen Youning never think about having a partner before the college entrance examination.

It's miserable, but it's not all bad.On the one hand, it can be regarded as expressing sexual orientation with family members, which reduces future troubles.On the other hand, he could only devote all his remaining energy to his studies, and because of this, he was successfully admitted to the experimental class of University A.

"This guy is terrible." Tang Nuo frowned repeatedly. In his expression, there were very few negative words, let alone commenting on strangers who had never met before. This was the first time Shen Youning heard it.

"I think there's something wrong with his character." Tang Nuo continued, "He doesn't respect others at all, and..."

Tang Nuo couldn't say anything, and suddenly thought, this is Shen Youning's ex, and the other party hasn't expressed his opinion yet, so it's quite rude for him to point out the country here.

"It's really not a good person." Shen Youning continued: "But I was too immature at the time, and my ability to distinguish right from wrong was not strong, so I felt that I should do this to the other half, and I didn't think he was what kind of person."

"Brother Youning." Tang Nuo leaned closer to Shen Youning's feet. Although there was no one in the room, he still whispered as if he was afraid that other ears would hear him: "I read an article the other day. In your situation... ...does it count as being PUA?"

"Maybe." After being approached by Tang Nuo, Shen Youning's heart itched again, "But it wasn't such a fashionable word back then, but it might really be true now."

After he finished speaking, he reached out to rub Tang Nuo's hair.But he keenly noticed that the moment he got close to Tang Nuo, the other party flicked back slightly visible to the naked eye.

At the same time, Shen Youning's hands froze in the air.

What does it mean?Don't let... touch it?

Because he had just come out to the other party, Tang Nuo's every subtle reaction was a subconscious expression, and Shen Youning did not dare to act rashly.

Tang Nuo was also taken aback for a moment, Shen Youning didn't touch him, and stopped with his hand two centimeters away from his ear.

This stay was not long, because in the next second, Tang Nuo took the initiative to put his head on it.

"What about the other part? What kind of person is that person in the university?"

The touch in the palm was warm and soft, and the thin strands of hair filled the distance in the air, and also made up for the empty worry in the heart.

It was good that he was the same as before.

Shen Youning twisted his hair and told him the second story.

Compared with the brainless superior in middle school, Shen Youning is much more cautious about his second relationship.

He was the one being chased. After assessing that the other party was doing well, he thought that he could continue to get along, at least, he could give it a try.

This trial lasted for nearly two years. Shen Youning was an absolute model couple, and there was nothing wrong with what they did, but on the eve of graduation, the other party suddenly broke up.

The reason he gave was that Shen Youning's character was stable and gentle, and he couldn't give him the excitement of being in love. The past two years have passed as plain as water, and it's a bit boring.

"Maybe it's just that the personality is not suitable." Shen Youning said: "There were no big disturbances when we broke up. It's easy to get together and break up."

This reason could convince Shen Youning, but not Tang Nuo.He tilted his head, and his eyebrows became uneven again.

"But before he fell in love, didn't he know what kind of personality you are? And if it's not suitable, will it take two years to find out?"

Shen Youning curled her lower lip. Tang Nuo's reaction now was almost exactly the same as that of Jiang Yi before.

But it was unlikely that such words could come from Tang Nuo's mouth. He always gave people the impression that he was tolerant, magnanimous, and could be laughed off.

"It's also possible that I was bored, so I just made up an excuse." Shen Youning said truthfully: "Anyway, it's hard to say about feelings. Maybe if you like it today, it doesn't matter tomorrow. If you are still a darling today, you will become a chicken rib tomorrow. .”

Tang Nuo didn't quite understand these love affairs, and he didn't comment on what Shen Youning said, "Maybe...it's all indefinite."

While speaking, his eyes lingered on Shen Youning's body. Shen Youning's body temperature rose by at least one degree under his watch, and he slowly said the second half of the question.

"But why bother?"

"If I fall in love with you, will I get bored?"

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Tang Nuo: Is it something I don't understand?'?'?