[Full-time master] Chunhe Jingming

Notice!This chapter contains the author's own view on love!If it causes discomfort, please exit in the upper left corner.

He wanted to see her, had wanted to see her since a long time ago, wanted to see her very much.I want to see her in the alley in the early morning, on the street in the middle of the night, or under the eaves dripping with rain, the shade of cicadas singing, the riverside filled with mist, the square full of people... It doesn't matter.As long as it's not in a dream.

It was really difficult for Zhou Zekai to meet Xue Jingming. In a year, there were two regular season games and three days in the All-Star Game, which was less than a week.In a few days, he could fall in love with this gentle and strong girl, but he needs to spend all the rest of the time to taste the pain of lovesickness.He wanted to chat with her through the communication device, and wanted to ask her to play Glory together, but found that he couldn't even find a topic to expand on. Their communication and familiarity were not even as good as Xue Jingming and Sun Xiang.

Clearly in one circle, but like two worlds.

Zhou Zekai knew that if he lost this opportunity, he might not even have the chance to express his feelings.How could he not be afraid?How can you not be nervous?That was the girl he had silently liked for two or three years.But he didn't allow himself to hesitate.

It's a long way from city S to city G, and it's really tiring to drive here.But after he got off the car, he rushed to the hotel where the latest dynamics of Blue Rain's official Weibo account was located, made a phone call, and wanted to take Xue Jingming away from other people - so that she would be closer to him?

Xue Jingming was obviously startled by the sudden confession: "Senior... But I don't like you like a lover." She has no experience of being pursued or rejected by others, but just expressed her truest thoughts.

"I will treat you well." Zhou Zekai's obsidian-like eyes did not give in at all, "I will like you in the future."

How could Zhou Zekai not know that Xue Jingming didn't mean that to him?But he felt that this did not prevent him from pursuing Xue Jingming. He would treat her very well, take good care of her, make her fall in love with him slowly, and let her know how much he likes her.

Only Jiang Botao knew what was on his mind, and he only shared his thoughts with Jiang Botao who slept with him.Jiang Botao couldn't understand Zhou Zekai's thoughts. He didn't understand why Zhou Zekai was willing to lower his figure like this. From Jiang Botao's point of view, Zhou Zekai had always been strong and proud. He was neither arrogant nor put on airs. But he was as proud as he was shy.

Zhou Zekai said, "Jiang has no one he loves."

"Why do you like Sister Xue so much?"

Zhou Zekai's liking for Xue Jingming was even more unreasonable than Huang Shaotian and Yu Wenzhou's. He didn't get along with each other like this for a long time, and he identified a person after only a few encounters.It is undeniable that when we met for the first time, he was attracted by the beautiful face and cute expression, and he unconsciously received more attention and love, but gradually he realized that it was more than that.Xue Jingming is a tough girl, Zhou Zekai has never seen such toughness and persistence in any other girl, and she is different from Su Mucheng, she is less generous but more lively, and Chu Yun Xiu is different, less aura and more cute, less aggressive than Tang Rou and more restrained, less lively and more stable than Dai Yanqi, she is different from other girls in the alliance, but she happens to be in the It was on Zhou Zekai's favorite point.When he sees her fail, he will be worried, when he sees her cry, he will feel distressed, when he sees her jumping, he will be happy, and all his emotions and sorrows are tied to her.

Zhou Zekai couldn't describe how much he liked this girl.

Jiang Botao didn't need him to say more, he could tell a lot from the captain's expression, he sighed, and patted Zhou Zekai's shoulder: "Then you go, don't leave any regrets for yourself. Use your best efforts to go Fight for it, Sister Xue deserves your pursuit like this."

Zhou Zekai let go of his pride, saying that even if she doesn't like him, he will treat her well, and one day Xue Jingming will like him.

"Can you give me a chance?"

Xue Jingming looked at the bouquet of champagne roses, his mind buzzing.She never thought that Zhou Zekai would like her, let alone that Zhou Zekai would do this.

As a flower lover, how could Xue Jingming not know the flower language and meaning of champagne rose?

Falling in love with you is the greatest happiness in my life, missing you is my sweetest pain, being with you is my pride, without you I am like a ship that has lost its course.

I only love you.

Whether it is the happiness together or the longing for each other, they are all so unforgettable.

This kind of love is too penetrating to the bone marrow, and too heavy, making Xue Jingming a little breathless.There was a voice in her heart telling her the cruel truth: If you are suffering so much, how much pain must senior Zhou Zekai have?

Do you have the heart?

There are eight words in Xue Jingming's life principles, which almost carry out all her behaviors: Compassionate and sympathetic, with heart to heart.She can let herself suffer, but she is determined not to allow herself to hurt others at will.She knows that some people deserve their crimes, and that some people deserve to die. She will not call out for those bad people, but she also believes in the beauty of this world, and she believes that most people in the world are worthy of being loved.

Can you bear it?Do you have the heart to make senior Zhou Zekai suffer like this?

Could not bear.In Xue Jingming's heart, Zhou Zekai is not a role that can be ignored casually. He is a senior she respects, a strong man at the pinnacle of glory, an opponent, and even a comrade-in-arms who has cooperated several times.How can a girl who has given her utmost kindness to strangers have the heart?

However, some things cannot be compromised.

"I'm sorry, senior." Xue Jingming bit his lip and looked at Zhou Zekai ruthlessly, "I can't accept your confession, it's not fair to you."

Perhaps in the eyes of many girls, it is understandable to accept the pursuit of a boy who loves them deeply when there is no one they like.As long as you don't cheat during the love process, accept the boy's favor and give you proper care in return, there is nothing wrong with it, even if you meet someone with first-class conditions and a good personality, it is not impossible to go to the end together.

This sounds like something is not good, but such a phenomenon exists widely in reality.It's not just a joke, the girl is also devoted to love with all her heart, but the boy pays more for her and bears more pressure.Neither of them did anything wrong, and this is a way to get married.

However, Xue Jingming didn't accept it, she felt it was unfair.

In the matter of love, absolute fairness is impossible.There is always one party who falls in love first and pursues it hard, and the other party gradually develops a good impression and falls in love with each other.But only when two people have a good impression of each other, the relationship between lovers can be established. Two people take care of each other, support each other, you are attached to me, and I care about you.It's not that one party gives his best and the other obediently accepts.As Xue Jingming said before, her principle is to "compassion with heart", and she will not leave such unfair treatment to Zhou Zekai.

She often said that sentence - only love and food can not be let down.

Everyone always thinks that the foodie girl focuses on "food", but she never ignores "love".

The so-called not letting go is not "not missing" or even "not letting go", but the real "not letting go" and "not trampling on".In her opinion, a relationship between lovers with unequal love is to "below" and "trample" the love of one of them!

She knew that her refusal would make Zhou Zekai sad.However, long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain.She can't delay him.

Zhou Zekai was speechless for a long time in a daze, Xue Jingming could see his beautiful thin lips and slender eyelashes trembling uncontrollably, and then his voice was also trembling, every word seemed to be squeezed out from his throat: "Can... let me pursue you?"

"...Senior, before I win the championship, I absolutely have no intention of falling in love, no matter who it is." Xue Jingming lowered his head and twisted his skirt tightly with his fingers, "You'd better...don't put too much thought into it." She I can't say a blunt rejection, I can only give such a tactful advice.Something seemed to be condemning her cruelty in her heart. If she didn't even give others the freedom she pursued, it would be unavoidable and too cruel.

Zhou Zekai also lowered his head, he could hear the muffled grinding sound of his tightly clenched teeth, the sound was very subtle, but it entered into his brain through bone conduction, grinding every bone marrow and every inch of nerve numb.Zhou Zekai held back, he couldn't expose his fragility and helplessness.

Failed.

It was a total failure.

Not even a chance.

The odds are zero to begin with.

How to face her in the future?

Will she be farther away from me?

If one day, she belongs to someone else...

What should he do?What should he do?

Will you give up?

Maybe the heart will die.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhou Zekai took out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket, and the movement of swiping the screen was a bit rough, as if he was venting something, and he seemed to be eager to cover up something.After a while, he threw his phone back into the storage compartment on the door of the car in despair, and slammed his fist on the steering wheel: "Send you back."

"Thank you, senior." Xue Jingming said such polite words without going through his brain.

Their conversation has always been limited to this.

"Flower, you accept it."

That was his wish, an "unforgettable" and "unique" bitter love.This bitter love started because of Xue Jingming, and it only belonged to Xue Jingming alone.

The footsteps leaving Zhou Zekai and the rose in his hand seemed to be extremely heavy. The moment Xue Jingming pushed open the door of the hotel, Xue Jingming felt that all the strength in his body was drained.

In the next second, she noticed that the expressions of other people in the hotel were a little dignified.

Huang Shaotian stepped forward to greet him: "What did Zhou Zekai tell you?"

"...It's okay." Xue Jingming turned his head away.

"Don't hide it, the world has turned upside down on Weibo!" Huang Shaotian gritted his teeth, "Zhou Zekai is too impulsive, do you know how much it will affect you?! When we saw his post, all of us thought It's impossible for you to agree to him. It's hard to do this, even if he deletes the post, fans have already taken screenshots, and the two of you were taken outside by fans just now. Tsk...how did you make such a thing happen. " Yue The more irritable he said, Huang Shaotian pulled his hair, pulled Xue Jingming to sit on the sofa, and let out a heavy breath, but he didn't seem to calm down at all.

What made him angry was not Zhou Zekai's preemptive confession, but Xue Jingming's embarrassing situation.

Zhou Zekai has so many fans that no player would be amazed.As for Xue Jingming's character's occupation, Zhou Zekai is a sharpshooter, Huang Shaotian is a swordsman, and Wang Jiexi is a magician. As a result, although she is top-notch, she doesn't have many fans, and the one who attracts the most fans is her and Wang Jiexi's similar style of play.Compared with Zhou Zekai, this is very different.

Honestly, it wasn't a big deal.Xue Jingming has a good temper and is cute. If he really stands with Zhou Zekai, no one can deny that it is a match made in heaven, and maybe a glorious romance can be achieved.

But Xue Jingming rejected Zhou Zekai, that was another matter.Not to mention the black fans of Keyboard Man, Zhou Zekai's fans can drown her in every mouthful of saliva.

Zhou Zekai was really impulsive this time, but he is not someone who can't afford to lose. On the contrary, he is extraordinarily daring to love and hate. He just wants to tell everyone that he likes Xue Jingming and wants to pursue Xue Jingming.It's just that this kind of bitter love has changed to irrational fans.

Jealousy, gossip, gossip... No matter what kind of motivation, they all pointed the finger at Xue Jingming.

"Xiaojing, don't worry." Yu Wenzhou also came over and rubbed the top of the girl's hair, "The club will negotiate with Samsara to deal with this matter, so don't read Weibo these two days."

The manager also comforted: "The emotional life of the players is originally reasonable and legal. Don't have any ideological burdens, and don't blame Team Zhou—I don't think he has any fault. You are not only players, you are also Xue Jingming. and Zhou Zekai. You are all normal people, what's wrong with liking someone and rejecting someone?"

Xue Jingming nodded, she thought the same as the manager.She definitely didn't mean to blame Zhou Zekai, she didn't even feel that Zhou Zekai was wrong at all.What Xue Jingming was worried about was that he got into trouble again.

When he was restless, the door of the box was knocked twice and pushed open.

"I'll pick up Xiaojing."

Xue Jingming raised his eyes and smiled weakly: "It's okay, I'll be fine if I sleep in the club."

"Why shouldn't the little birthday star accompany the uncle who has been waiting for you at home?" Wang Jiexi raised his eyebrows.

Then he walked over in two or three steps, bent down and picked the girl up from the sofa, and even wobbled in his arms. Xue Jingming was so scared that he quickly hugged his neck, and finally a look of disappointment appeared on his face. An expression other than tangled and disturbed.

Seeing her expression, Wang Jiexi smiled with satisfaction, half sighing and half jokingly said, "Oh, our Xiaojing has grown up."

The author has something to say:

PS: It can be said that I feel very sorry for Xiao Zhou.

I also feel sorry for Little Sun.In fact, sometimes, rejecting someone really takes all the energy out of your body, and that feeling is so uncomfortable.

My view of love is what Little Sun thinks, love cannot be let down, and love is equal.

And I don't think there is anything wrong with Xiao Zhou's confession on Weibo, he was putting all his eggs in one basket.Moreover, public figures are human beings, and he should perhaps pay attention to influence, but he also has the right not to suppress his feelings.

Lao Wang went online at the right time, and the scene in the next chapter switched to his home, and then it was the competition stage.

Goodnight everybody.See you tomorrow