[Full-time master] Chunhe Jingming

The away game against the Thunder in the regular season was another victory.

In the team competition, Xue Jingming stopped Xiao Shiqin's attempt to attack Soksar extremely simply and rudely, and wiped out all the mechanical tracking machines released by Life Extinguisher halfway.Afterwards, Changyan Yikong and Ye Yusheng troubled each other, one empty and one real, Fang Xuecai Dai Yanqi was unable to save him, and was stopped by Song Xiao, Xiao Shiqin quickly became the first victim.

Xiao Shiqin was a master tactician who could cause trouble for any strong team even with a bad hand. It didn't take Yu Wenzhou to say that they knew they should be cleared first.

Lan Yu, who quickly took down the core of the opponent's tactics, played without difficulty. After the game, Xue Jingming left the table early with a dizzy head-her body seemed to be unable to adapt to the high tension during the game, and the reaction after the game was a bit big.

When they returned to the hotel where they were staying, they saw Yu Feng, who hadn't participated in the team competition, sitting alone on the sofa in the lobby, not looking very energetic.

"Senior Yu Feng?" Xue Jingming carefully leaned down beside him, and asked softly.

Yu Feng raised his head a little bluntly, then squeezed his brows, his facial features frowned and then relaxed, he finally seemed to be in better shape: "Xiaojing...you didn't go to the interview?"

"Well, I'm back first. What's wrong with you, senior?" Xue Jingming was very worried, but she deliberately restrained her emotions for fear of causing Yu Feng's resistance.

But Yu Feng obviously didn't want to say more, he just kept silent for a while, and then asked meaningfully: "Xiaojing, do you want to be number one?"

Xue Jingming didn't understand what he meant for a while: "Number one? Is there anyone who doesn't want to be number one?"

Yu Feng waved his hand and stopped mentioning this matter. He was only 20 years old when he debuted in the sixth season, and he looked a bit vicissitudes at the moment.Knowing that Xue Jingming would always be more tired after the game, he sent her back to the room on the grounds that Xue Jingming should have a good rest.

The next day, everything was back to normal.But Xue Jingming didn't think so at all——

When she was reviewing the notebook of her tactics class, she accidentally discovered and confirmed: Recently, the captain is paying special attention to the situation of the Berserkers and Team Hundred Blossoms. There are not obvious but definite targeted actions...

Team Hundred Blossoms...is the team from before Senior Lele.The current captain is senior Zou Yuan, who is an ammunition expert by profession.

Before Senior Lele retired, Team Hundred Blossoms had never had a Berserker who could keep up with Dazzling Hundred Blossoms. As a result, Dazzling Hundred Blossoms had always been alone with Dazzling Hundred Blossoms after the Blood Scene of Blossoms became history.After Zhang Jiale retired, Zou Yuan took over Hundred Blossoms, but this season's regular season, the team's results are not very satisfactory, at least reaching the semi-finals of the playoffs is still very difficult.

Senior Zou Yuan, ammunition expert, Blossoming Blood Scene, Berserker, Senior Yu Feng... A possibility suddenly popped up in Xue Jingming's mind.

Could it be - Senior Yu Feng is going to transfer to Team Hundred Blossoms after this season, right? !

Why?Shouldn't it?Obviously staying in Blue Rain would have a better chance of winning the championship, so why would they want to transfer to Hundred Blossoms?The vast majority of these professional players love this game deeply, and they do not play for fame and wealth, but for glory and championship.

Since it is for the championship, it is obvious that Lan Yu should be the best choice in terms of background and current lineup... Xue Jingming is very puzzled.She herself was naturally unwilling to leave Senior Yu Feng, but if Yu Feng really had his reasons, no matter how reluctant she was, she should bless and encourage him—but the problem now is that the reasons don't make sense.

"Xiaojing, do you want to be number one?"

These words suddenly exploded in Xue Jingming's mind.Could it be said that this "number one" doesn't just refer to the champion, but refers to the "number one" of the entire team?

Yu Feng's turning back to Baihua was just her personal guess. Xue Jingming, who was as measured as he was, would not ask casually, but how could Yu Wenzhou fail to see the truth?

Since the end of the winter break, Yu Wenzhou and Xue Jingming have communicated more and more, and he has changed from paying attention to her to completely caring for her - he is fulfilling the agreement with Xue Rui very well, and practicing his own the goal of.After getting along a lot, he knows some of Xue Jingming's habits like the back of his hand.

What Xue Jingming didn't know was that there was no hiding in Yu Wenzhou's eyes for some emotions that she couldn't perceive or wanted to hide.

If only Wang Jiexi and Yu Wenzhou could see it, then Wang Jiexi knew her too well, and Yu Wenzhou was too smart.

"When the winter transfer window opened, Baihua had a talk with us and asked Yu Feng if he had any intention of transferring." In the tactical class in the evening, Yu Wenzhou sat down next to Xue Jingming calmly, and took the first step before Xue Jingming mentioned it. Said the correct answer.

"Then what did Senior Yu Feng say?"

Yu Wenzhou twirled the pen in his hand, and opened the notebook on the table: "After this season is over, I will think about it."

"..." Xue Jingming didn't know how to answer, but just accepted the fact that he knew it.Hundred Blossoms recruited Yu Feng with nothing more than two conditions, the position of captain and deputy captain and the account card [Falling Blossoms].Yu Feng is different from Zheng Xuan and Xue Jingming. One of the latter two lacks fighting spirit and lacks ambition, while the other focuses on becoming stronger but actually has no desires.And he didn't want to be Blue Rain's third in command forever, Huang Shaotian was too radiant, Xue Jingming grew up too fast, and Yu Feng wanted to be the "number one" he could do, wanted to stand at the highest position within his ability, to write A story entirely his own.

Everyone's pursuit is different, it doesn't matter right or wrong, each has its own reasons, so what can she say?

No matter how reluctant you are, you can only be friends, not teammates.

Not long after, news came from Wei Herb: "Deng Fusheng is going to retire."

Deng Fusheng can be considered an old man in the league. After Tiny Herb took home the championship trophy in the seventh season, Fang Shiqian, the god of healing, announced his retirement. When this season is over, Deng Fusheng will also leave the professional arena.

When Xue Jingming saw the news from Liu Fei on QQ, he lowered his eyes and lost his mind for a long time.

The relationship between people is mutual. If she treats people well, the people around her will have a good relationship with her.Like Fang Shiqian back then, Deng Fusheng took care of her as a junior.Fang Shiqian, who has already retired, doesn't have much contact with Xue Jingming now. Except for the holidays, there are not many opportunities to chat on weekdays.Everyone will have their own life. If they are not in the same circle, many people will drift away like this.

She had a very vague and melancholy feeling, she couldn't explain it clearly, like a tiny fishbone stuck in her throat, and every time she wanted to speak, she felt a sharp pain.

For them, retirement may be worse than death.None of them want to retire, nor do they want to see someone else retire.But what makes people helpless is that this is a step that each of them has to face. Sooner or later, everyone will, as if life will eventually die.

Me, too……

Xue Jingming was also very sad.Then continue to bury their heads in training - before they come to the end, at least they have to work hard, their goal is to be the champion!

In May, Xue Jingming received an international courier.

June playoffs.

Yu Wenzhou found out, Huang Shaotian also found out, everyone in Lan Yu found out——

Xue Jingming is not suitable for the playoffs.

Contrary to "Mr. Key" Song Xiao, she is very uncomfortable with the high pressure and tight schedule of the playoffs.Xue Jingming spent a lot of energy and energy in every match, and there was no problem during the match—or she was just trying to hold on—but she must have adverse reactions after the match.And the schedule of the playoffs is very full, and there is no time for her to adjust this bad state.

In the match against Tiny Herb, Xue Jingming made an extremely obvious mistake and was firmly caught by Wang Jiexi, Changyan Yikong was the first to end under Wang Buliuxing's terrifying offensive.Huang Shaotian hurried to make amends, and the rest of Lan Yu almost desperately beat Tiny Herb by narrow margins and successfully advanced.

Xue Jingming would never make that mistake in normal times—when she was flying the gun, her eyes were in a trance, and her consciousness and operation were interrupted.

Such an obvious mistake, even reporters who don't understand Glory can see it.In the post-match press conference, facing reporters' malicious questions, Yu Wenzhou naturally told the truth about his "discomfort". Coupled with Xue Jingming's pale, almost transparent face, he managed to stabilize the situation.

After all, Wang Jiexi has always been a "wall" for the younger generation. This time Xue Jingming was defeated by Wang Jiexi like an autumn wind sweeping fallen leaves, making everyone feel that she has hit a rookie wall.

The problem is very serious. Xue Jingming, who has been widely praised by his teammates, opponents, media, and fans, is actually a player who cannot play well in the playoffs, that is to say, "cannot win the championship".

"You need time." Wang Jiexi quickly rushed to Lan Yu's lounge, and half-supported and supported Xue Jingming, who was not walking steadily, "Everyone will have pressure, some backlogged in the heart, some Physiologically."

"You obviously belong to the latter."

In fact, Xue Jingming's ability to resist stress is very strong, but "resistance to stress" does not mean "decompression", she just blocks those pressures when necessary-but they still exist, and even accumulate more and more.

The strong Xue Jingming is like a piece of hard glass, her heart is very pure, she can endure the abrasion of hard objects, but she is too brittle.

Hard, but also brittle.

"Xiaojing, don't push yourself. You won't stop here, you just need a timeout."

Xue Jingming is very hardworking, smart and optimistic, but she is under a lot of pressure.She knows that only by working hard can she catch up with such a fast progress, so she works hard; she knows that her troubles will only cause trouble for others, so she is optimistic.

In fact, she left everything she needs to bear to herself, so she was "not nervous" during the competition.If you feel that you can't be nervous, you can really face it with a self-deceiving smile.

But when it was over, the pent-up pressure poured out, enough to overwhelm her.

When the sun shines and heats up, it also burns its own body.

Xue Jingming will not complain about his pressure, but his physical reaction will eventually be hidden one day.

Why do professional players debut around adulthood?Because at this age, they not only have enough time to fight hard, but also have enough energy and strong physical and psychological qualities.And she is still too young, she still needs some time to become a real sun.

Arms tightly embraced the silent Xue Jingming, and Wang Jiexi looked towards Yu Wenzhou very seriously.With the commercialization of the alliance, Lan Yu had no reason to give Xue Jingming another blank period. He needed Yu Wenzhou to give him an answer and a promise.

If it doesn't work, Wang Jiexi will even take her back to City B - it's just a blank period of one or two years, Tiny Herb's training room can still give her a place and corresponding resources.

Yu Wenzhou walked up to Wang Jiexi and Xue Jingming, bent his knees slightly and looked at Xue Jingming's eye level: "Xiaojing, Lan Yu can wait for you. Don't rush to the field, everything can take your time."

Tiny Herb can do it, and so can Blue Rain, Yu Wenzhou still has a view of the big picture.

On the club side, he can fight for her to play as little as possible on the court. After all, he still has a certain right to make decisions about the team; he can give her enough time and space to grow until she can compete freely on the court. Kill; yes, he can wait for her to grow up a little more.

In fact, such a sudden situation greatly stimulated Yu Wenzhou. God knows how much he wanted to support her and send her to rest when Xue Jingming was supporting her body with a pale face at the press conference, but he couldn't.Xue Jingming's nervousness when facing the spotlight, the nervousness when facing the microphone, those emotions that they regarded as shyness, he can truly feel now-that is "fear".

Yu Wenzhou could see Xue Jingming's other emotions, but this time, "timidity" and "fear" were so confusing, it could be said that even Wang Jiexi didn't notice the slightest bit.

Sorry to scare you.

Xue Jingming just nodded. She nodded to Wang Jiexi's concern, Yu Wenzhou's persuasion, Huang Shaotian's care, and other team members' greetings.

Um.I see.It's fine.good.knew.

She was thinking about one thing, a big thing about Lan Yu and about herself.

In the end, Blue Rain still failed to reach the championship podium. In the finals, they were narrowly defeated by Samsara and stopped at runner-up.

The gun king is really too strong, Jiang Botao's cohesion and tactics are also in place, all members of Samsara can keep up with the "No.1" footsteps, and the cooperation is very good.Reincarnation is like a whistling bullet, powerfully and quickly piercing through the powerful enemies of the entire league, hitting the bull's-eye fiercely, and becoming the new champion team.

Xue Jingming was sitting in the audience, witnessing Lan Yu's narrow miss with the champion, and heard the seniors clenching their fists and saying that they would fight again next year.

Yu Wenzhou was still elegant, Huang Shaotian was disappointed but not depressed, Zheng Xuan didn't say he was under pressure, he just sighed and raised his head, Yu Feng looked at the championship trophy with some regrets, and then planned to embark on a new journey.

They came down from the field, even though they were defeated, they were still heroes.

She clenched her pockets tightly and finally made up her mind.

—Maybe, it's time for a change.

The author has something to say:

PS: I feel sorry for my little sun.

But there is also a reason for me to design the plot like this. To be honest, I don’t think a 15-year-old girl who has been protected by Wang Jiexi can really have such a strong psychological quality-it is “normal” for her to have situations and shortcomings. "of.

She can be very optimistic, which is an advantage in mentality and is controllable.But stress and physical quality are uncontrollable, and problems are inevitable.

So there will be a period of troughs—professional, not psychological.Little Sun is still Little Sun after all, besides, there is still Shaotian around.

Don't worry, the transformation has begun.

Also, about what a girl told me about the update time: Before September, it was still updated in the morning, and you can see it when you get up.After September, it will be updated at night. Of course, in order to prevent the little angels from staying up late to practice immortality, the evening update will definitely be before ten o'clock.don't worry~

see you tomorrow!