[Full-time master] Chunhe Jingming

Xue Jingming hadn't been to a Glory match for a long time.It is reasonable to say that there are three professional teams in City B, and there will be home games almost every week. It is very convenient to go, but Xue Jingming has never been there again.At least he had never watched a game live - there was one time when he helped Wang Jiexi deliver something.

After returning to City B, Wang Jiexi returned to Tiny Herb to guide them. This season, Tiny Herb also had a lot of newcomers. Most of the time, as long as they were at home, he would accompany the team.It happened in mid-autumn, when there was an unprecedented rainstorm in City B, and Wang Jiexi happened to be not on the team, so he rushed to the stadium from another place by himself, and accidentally got his clothes wet.

He didn't tell Xue Jingming that it was Xue Jingming himself who remembered that Wang Jiexi didn't bring an umbrella or drive, worried that he might catch a cold, so he dug out a whole set of clothes from Wang Jiexi's closet and rushed straight to the arena.

Wang Jiexi was on the player bench.Tiny Herb's staff naturally knew Xue Jingming, so they let her in without saying a word. Xue Jingming followed Huang Shaotian's example and wrapped himself up tightly. He lowered his head and walked through the audience, finally reaching Wang Jiexi.

At first, she was so anxious that she couldn't care about other things, but when Xue Jingming arrived at the scene, she realized that she was even more cowardly than he imagined.

He didn't even want to be recognized by any Glory fans at the match scene.Xue Jingming didn't know what kind of eyes others would look at her—surprised?Confuse?miss?even mercy?No matter which one, it is not what she wants, because no matter which one, it reveals the same message:

She doesn't belong here.

From a long time ago to not long ago, Xue Jingming never imagined that one day, in her prime, she would no longer belong to the arena she dreamed of.

When Wang Jiexi took the clothes from Xue Jingming's hands, he was dazed for a moment—yes, he was palpitated, uneasy, and even a little scared, as if he even recalled the nightmare that troubled the person he cared about.He stood up, grabbed Xue Jingming's slightly shrinking shoulders, and led her out.He blocked Xue Jingming's body as much as possible, almost embed her in the shadow he circled, but those who are interested can still easily judge from the figure that this is Xue Jingming.

Xue Jingming, who had already left the professional arena, had broken wings.

At that time, Xue Jingming could feel that the fingertips of the injured hand were cold and trembling, but the large scar from the wrist to the upper arm was painful like a fire.She bit her lower lip tightly, accepting this cruel fact.

She seemed to have no reason to come back to this place anymore.

But this time, Yu Wenzhou and Lan Yu gave her this reason.

"I hope you can come." Yu Wenzhou looked at her with a smile, "Don't want to see how everyone is playing now?"

Xue Jingming had always known, especially on the day he left the team, that Yu Wenzhou had always regarded her as the most important part of Blue Rain.This sense of identity made her feel very warm, at least, she used to belong here, didn't she?Although it was only once, although it has withered, it was once splendid.

She remembered that Sun Zheping mentioned some old things to her. During the period after retiring in the fifth season, he was unwilling to recall anything about the professional arena. He just wanted to forget and numb himself—he said that many seniors After retiring, I try my best not to get in touch with this circle, and I probably have the same mentality.But he understands that the pain of the two of them will be deeper than that of other retired players, because the others were defeated by the ruthless years, and they are considered to be jealous of talents, and they were caught off guard by sudden disasters.

Xue Jingming clearly felt the bitterness when that domineering senior said with a smile the words "Heaven is jealous of talents".

Sun Zheping told her, don't force yourself, just let nature take its course.Because one day she will find out that everything will pass.the reason is simple.

After suffering for a while, he unconsciously began to pay attention to the professional circle, Baihua's record, and Zhang Jiale's state.Slowly getting used to it, slowly calming down, slowly, he came back with a healed scar.

——Just because of this, there are things he wants to let go of, but after all, there are things he can't let go of.

Xue Jingming couldn't let go of Lan Yu, and Lan Yu never forgot Xue Jingming.So, this time, she is willing to come out.

She returned a gentle smile: "Okay, see you tomorrow night. Senior Shaotian and I will cheer for everyone in the auditorium."

So the next day, two retired gods wrapped up like zongzi quietly slipped into the auditorium.

The tickets inside Blue Rain are naturally all in the same area, and Huang Shaotian and Xue Jingming saw acquaintances as soon as they took their seats.The elites of the Lanxi Pavilion Guild, as well as a few newcomers from the training camp have all come——Yu Wenzhou said that if he had the opportunity this time, he would like to make an appointment for a friendly match with Tiny Herb. Back, he and Wang Jiexi are negotiating.

"Sister Xiaojing!" When a girl saw Xue Jingming, she let out a low cry of surprise and rushed forward.

Xue Jingming was hugged to the full, and the little girl who was shorter than her at the beginning is now three or four centimeters taller than her. She raised her hand and rubbed her head helplessly: "Xinxin has grown taller again, how are you doing recently?" ah?"

Yin Xin hugged his idol whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and smiled happily: "Very good, the training is completely OK. The captain said that I will almost be able to join the team next year to play in the rotation. Senior Xiao Lu also brought me to cooperate. I will try my best to help everyone. of!"

"Come on." Xue Jingming smiled gratifiedly.

"Where is Miss Xiaojing?"

Xue Jingming turned his head and glanced at Huang Shaotian, who was chatting with Liang Yichun, he relaxed his brows, and said in a gentle tone, "Me? It's also very good."

Yin Xin froze for a moment, followed Xue Jingming's gaze to Huang Shaotian, and then turned back.The little girl was very ghostly, she immediately saw the clues, curled her lips a little angrily, but quickly said seriously: "If Young Master Huang treats you badly, I will go to Glory and beat him up!"

Xue Jingming burst out laughing when he heard the words: "Hahaha okay, how are you going to beat him up?"

"The six-star light prison invites you to enter the tile." Xiaoxin smiled playfully.

Xue Jingming laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up, this little girl is too cute!Isn't this the legendary plot of "Huang Shaotian was arrested by Boss Wei and sent to the training camp" that everyone in Blue Rain tacitly circulated?

Blue Rain, that's great.

Sister Xiaojing, you must be happy.Looking at the goddess' bright smile, Yin Xin silently blessed her in her heart.When she first learned about Xue Jingming's accident, she was so distraught as if she had hurt herself, and she cried miserably after Xue Jingming retired.This time, he begged the captain to bring her to City B, just to see Xue Jingming.Now I finally feel relieved. Although the goddess was kidnapped by Huang Shao, as long as she is happy, everything will be fine.

After all, it was a wealthy team, and Blue Rain didn't have a hard time playing against Heavenly Swordsman, and the game ended with 8:2.

"Captain." When leaving the arena, Huang Shaotian said suddenly, "I have something to tell you."

Yu Wenzhou paused for a moment, but when he turned around, he put on a ambiguous smile, his eyes wandered around the two of them, and finally fell on Xue Jingming.The words were addressed to Huang Shaotian: "Why didn't you hide it from us?"

Huang Shaotian touched his nose guilty, and could only follow Yu Wenzhou's intention to apologize: "Uh... I didn't mean to hide it from everyone, the main reason is that Xiaoyangyang has no plans to make it public for the time being, and I'm afraid it will arouse public anger, isn't it..."

Everyone in Blue Rain looked at Huang Shaotian with gradually "fierce" eyes, probably knowing it in their hearts.

"It's just... I'm with Little Sunshine." Huang Shaotian faltered for a moment, then declared frankly.

Xue Jingming blushed slightly and turned his head away. Sure enough, announcing a relationship in front of so many people... It's really not an ordinary shame.Especially when facing teammates who used to get along day and night, and the object of love was once a member of the partners, I always feel a sense of... sneaking away behind everyone's back.

"Okay, Young Master Huang! I didn't realize that you are like this!" Zheng Xuan and Huang Shaotian had a good relationship, and he was the first to condemn him, "Hurry up and recruit, when did you start planning to attack Xiaojing?"

Li Yuan summed up his bloody and tearful accusation in one sentence: "Rabbits don't eat grass beside their nests."

"Tsk tsk tsk, after so many years, is it that Young Master Huang is so unkind?" Xu Jingxi shrank his shoulders exaggeratedly, and leaned closer to Xue Jingming, "Xiao Jing, you can't underestimate the man's scheming, don't be fooled by it." Cheated."

"Damn!" Huang Shaotian finally erupted after being teased by everyone in turn, "You are all foxes of a thousand years, why are you playing chat with me! You make it as if you have no one you like, you are naked Jealousy! I can learn from my sincerity towards Little Sun, please stop judging my character by your hypocritical and dirty thoughts..."

Xue Jingming said coolly: "They are all monks in the temple, what are you talking about off the list?"

The unprepared AOE damage was like a halo of thunder in Dazzling Hundred Blossoms, causing the audience to fall into silence, and the team members of Blue Rain were all stunned.

Xiaojing, you have changed.You have really changed.Sure enough, it's different if you have a boyfriend, Husband and madman, this is it.

But is protecting Huang Shao going to hurt us? QAQ Huang Shao, please give us back that super heartwarming Xiaojing in the past!

Escaping from the verbal criticism of everyone in Lan Yu, Huang Shaotian secretly looked at Yu Wenzhou, who had been silent all this time, and he was completely stunned by this look.

He had never seen such an expression on the captain's face.

Yu Wenzhou's eyes seemed to never leave Xue Jingming's figure from the beginning to the end. His eyes revealed an expression of extreme gentleness and lingering determination—Huang Shaotian didn't know how to describe those eyes, but he knew them. It never happened to him.

Maybe it's because he got the girl he loves deeply.

But Yu Wenzhou, who was equally affectionate, didn't even have the chance to touch him.

Huang Shaotian suddenly thought of it, those eyes are like Jiangnan Misty Rain obsessing over the blossoming apricot blossoms, or a mayfly touching the last morning light - the important thing in a lifetime has to be far away from him to show such an expression Bar.Nostalgia to the point of heartbreak, what kind of pain is that?

In the end, he still didn't bring Yu Wenzhou back to his senses. It would be too cruel to deprive others of the right to be attached to them... Instead, Yu Wenzhou himself finally struggled to look away, closed his eyes, picked up a smile and greeted Lan Yu's team members back to their residences .

Back at the hotel, Yu Wenzhou closed the door of the single room and threw himself heavily on the bed.

Seeing it with my own eyes, close at hand, but far away in the sky, is it such a heartache?Yu Wenzhou stretched out his hand to touch something that didn't exist, but what he touched was nothingness, and he couldn't help laughing bitterly.

He kind of wants to drink.When chatting with Ye Xiu before, Yu Wenzhou asked about smoking, Ye Xiu, a veteran smoker, replied, "Sometimes you can still calm down, even if smoking is banned, you can calm down by smelling the smell of tobacco."But at this moment, Yu Wenzhou didn't want to calm down at all, he just wanted to make his always sober mind messy, the more messy the better.

Maybe that way he'll be able to forget things, let go of things, even do things he wouldn't dare to do when he was sober.

The songs on the phone leaked through the plugged-in earphones like a gossamer sound, and Yu Wenzhou ripped off the earphone cable and let it play outside.

……"Non-vegetation".

Why would he torture himself like this?A low sobbing sound rolled out of Yu Wenzhou's throat, but he seemed to be laughing, but when he closed his eyes, the dampness disappeared and the light disappeared. I really don't know whether he was crying or laughing.

Only the beautiful Cantonese female voice echoed in the empty room——

"I understand that there is a time for awakening, but it is not too late to be presumptuous

I was confused once before I was saved

My heart is gray, my heart is not broken, my heart is dead, I am still drunk

It's rare for a person to be burdened only by falling in love and hugging

I don't know what to have is to lose

Tell the world mercilessly who he is

You can't sink, you can always get lost

Why do people bother to sleep awake

Satisfy perception with flesh and blood

Piously to make mistakes Conscience beats crisply

......"

The author has something to say:

Can't get it, can't let it go. "Looking back, even if you admit your mistake, it's a good thing you were wrong." Wenzhou is like this, knowing that there will be no result, knowing that the only one who will be injured will be himself, but he is still willing to sink like this.

Friends who have never heard of "People Are Not Vegetation" can go to find out, often wonder why the lyrics written by Lin Xi can always express a kind of emotion so vividly, listening to it makes people feel heartbroken.