[Full-time master] Chunhe Jingming

"Try to tie one?" Xue Jingming, who had just come out of the emergency room, was expressionless, and his questioning tone was somewhat indifferent.

She hasn't spoken to him in this tone for a long time since the relationship improved!Sun Xiang was so startled that his whole body trembled, his first reaction was that Xue Jingming was angry, and when he was about to turn around with some hesitation, Xue Jingming just patted him on the shoulder.

In the next second, Sun Xiang heard a muffled groan.

Did she touch the wound? !

"Xiao Jing, are you okay?" Sun Xiang didn't care about whether he was angry or not, he turned around in a panic to see if Xue Jingming had touched the wound, and met a small face with a bitter expression .

The tall and big boy was at a loss: "How is it? Does it hurt? It's my fault. I shouldn't... I shouldn't have stimulated you, and I shouldn't have moved suddenly... In short, if you hurt, hit me twice..." Sun Xiang doesn't know how to comfort others, and is usually rebellious. Once he knows that he has made a mistake and hurt an important person, he rushes to admit his mistake but doesn't know how to admit it, and speaks incoherently.

Everyone didn't have the heart to tell Sun Xiang that it was the right hand that Xue Jingming patted on his shoulder - the one that wasn't hurt.

Seeing Sun Xiang's stupid look, Xue Jingming frowned on purpose: "It hurts to death..." The little appearance of Xuanran who was about to cry and struggling to endure made people feel distressed.

It's the essence of drama.

When everyone was worried about her, the hurt girl still wanted to use her smile and liveliness to reassure everyone.For her, the pain was far less unbearable than watching the people around her worry.

"Sorry, I'm afraid I won't be able to play tonight's game." Xue Jingming smiled helplessly. After all, there are some things that cannot be improved without her optimistic attitude. "Even if she plays, it will only hinder everyone. So, hand in Here you go!"

Lu Hanwen was the first to stand up: "Well, leave it to us!" He and Xue Jingming are the most explosive mainstays of Blue Rain, and have always played the role of saving the situation at critical moments: once a teammate appears Mistakes or being suppressed, their task is to turn things around with their outstanding performance.But this time Xue Jingming was not around, and Lu Hanwen, who had grown into an indomitable man, had already made up his mind to go all out.

All members of Blue Rain expressed that they would make 12 points of effort.Xue Jingming has never been a spiritual leader or a pillar in Blue Rain, and she has never imposed her hopes on others. She has always regarded herself as the most ordinary member of the team, as the one who should be loved Girls have always taken care of other people more.But this time, every Blue Rain team member knew that even if it was for Xue Jingming, or more for Xue Jingming, they had to fight.

She tilted her head and walked around Sun Xiang who was blocking her line of sight, and said to Zhou Zekai: "Senior, let's save our victory or defeat for the next match in a few days."

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zekai pursed his lips and whispered.

Even though Xue Jingming was standing behind Sun Xiang's right, with her left arm and hand blocked, Zhou Zekai saw the gauze and bandages wrapped from her upper arm to her wrist the moment she walked out of the ward.It can be seen that the injury is serious.Severe burns are very easy to leave hideous scars, and the pain is even more heart-piercing. Zhou Zekai has tried this kind of thing, so he also knows how seriously Xue Jingming has been hurt.This accident was enough to cause Xue Jingming to miss the professional arena, and even her beautiful appearance, which has always been praised by others, was flawed.Zhou Zekai blamed himself for not being able to protect her.

Xue Jingming laughed. She really can't get used to hearing people say "I'm sorry" to her, and she doesn't know why, maybe it's because... she can't stand it.After all, heartache and repentance, such feelings are too heavy to breathe.

"Senior didn't do anything wrong, why do you say I'm sorry? It's the best comfort for me to fight with all my strength."

"Even if I suffer a little injury, I will take away your championship."

Although the wound has been treated, in order to prevent inflammation, the hospital and everyone in the team suggested that Xue Jingming should receive an infusion in the hospital, and then return to City G with the team tomorrow.Xue Jingming obediently returned to the ward, and then kicked everyone out on the grounds that everyone could adjust their mentality and prepare for the game with peace of mind, and that Wang Jiexi would come over in a while.

Huang Shaotian was the last one to walk, and when he reached the door, he still couldn't help but look back: "Little Sunshine..."

"It's okay." Xue Jingming squinted his eyes and smiled, "Senior Shaotian, I'm really okay."

Huang Shaotian was silent for two seconds: "Little Sunshine, did I ever tell you that you look like the captain when you smile?"

"Huh?" Xue Jingming opened his eyes and looked at Huang Shaotian, then remembered, "Ah... I said it..."

"Especially when dealing with outsiders. You deliberately imitate the captain's attitude and handle interpersonal relationships impeccably." Huang Shaotian frowned, and reread the four words "to deal with outsiders", "But in front of me, you don't have to be like this." Yes. I don't like you laughing like this." I don't like you forcing yourself.

"..." Xue Jingming didn't speak, the smile on the corner of his mouth was gradually retracted, and he lowered his head.Huang Shaotian saw something crystal clear falling from the shadow covered by the girl's long hair, he sighed, walked in, and closed the door.

"If you want to cry, don't suppress your voice, there is no one else here except me." Huang Shaotian sat down by the bed.

Xue Jingming didn't raise his head, but his crying voice was obvious when he spoke. Her body is not particularly healthy, and her lung capacity is poor because of her e-sports geek physique. She started crying: "It really hurts... "

"Am I not going to be able to play in the future... just like senior Sun Zheping..., no matter how hard I try, I still... have to leave the arena..." No matter how beautiful the words were, Xue Jingming knew this in his heart Cruel reality, such a deep wound, even if healed, how much impact would it have on the opponent?How long can she stay on the stage of professional e-sports?

"If I lose this season... Will I... I will never be able to challenge for the championship again..." In the afternoon, Xue Jingming had momentum, but Xue Jingming knew how strong Samsara was. With injuries, the probability of defeating reincarnation may not even be [-]%.

Xue Jingming buried his face in the quilt, tears gushed out and soaked into the fabric, and his voice became indistinct: "I haven't won the championship yet...I can't lose, absolutely can't lose...I don't want to lose! "

Since his debut in the eighth season, how many times has Xue Jingming failed?Two years of silence, three runner-ups, being questioned and criticized, she endured no amount of setbacks and pressures, so that one day she can break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly to win the laurel crown.She believes that she can do it, and everyone who knows her, friends, rivals, and even strangers with good intentions, believe and bless her, and one day she will do it.But now, one second before breaking through the cage, she broke her wings.

In many cases, the most painful thing is not being in the dust all the time, but the gap from heaven to hell, which is "death before leaving the teacher".

The so-called despair is probably this feeling.Xue Jingming was just crying, the quilt covered the light, she couldn't see the light, so she simply assumed that she was blind, or there was no such person as Xue Jingming in this world, she just could only cry and didn't even know what she was crying about , For whom to cry fool.Thoughts are like a ghost floating in the wind, with many things flashing through her mind, from birth to this second—brother Xue Rui took her to fly a kite, she sat in front of the piano and played brisk notes, and her parents sent her to Wang Jiexi’s home, Wang Jiexi took time off to accompany her to Xiangshan to see the red leaves, met Yu Wenzhou and Huang Shaotian for the first time, rubbed Senior Zheng Xuan’s shoulders, had that conversation with Yu Feng in the hotel lobby, visited G City with Huang Shaotian, and played in the playoffs. After a crushing defeat, she resolutely returned to the furnace and remade, the first match after her comeback - she remembered that it was an away game against Hundred Flowers, filming commercials with Zhou Zekai, the World League, Xiao Lu's birthday, Christmas... During this time, she passed all the tests and got on the team bus Wang Jiexi's instructions before, everyone on the plane joking, and then... that moment of despair that was more intense than pain.

The soul seems to be out of the body, watching the replay of everything in the past 20 years like a revolving lantern, and finally let out a sigh——

The sky is so thin, how thin it is to me.

Xue Jingming never believed in the destiny, but this time, she just felt that God played a joke on her.

Turning everything about her for so many years into a complete joke.

It was cold, but the wound was very hot. Xue Jingming felt that he was going to be burned to death in such pain.

Stop crying!

Smile, Xue Jingming, just smile.

I can't be depressed like this!

Don't let others worry about you.

Aren't you "Little Sun"?

Aren't you always the strongest?

Aren't you not going to be knocked down by any difficulty?

But...it really hurts.

Suddenly, a moderate force supported the back of her head and made her look up, and the next second, warmth like the sun enveloped her.

Huang Shaotian knelt on one knee on the edge of the bed, and leaned over to take Xue Jingming into his arms.

He patted her head lightly as if wanting to comfort a child who had a nightmare: "Hey, trust me, everything will be fine. Don't cry, I feel so distressed..."

"Little Sun is so powerful. After two days of pain relief, he will definitely be able to defeat Samsara. Try your best to fight. If you can't beat next season, you won't fight. You have worked hard enough and done a good job. Don't you like making desserts?" We open a bakery, or a bookstore, if you want to study, you can go to college, you are so smart, there must be no problem." Huang Shaotian spoke very slowly, like a dream, or a lyric poem, or is a hymn.

"Look, I'm retiring next season and I can accompany you. If you don't like Wang Jiexi, we'll go to City B. If you're afraid of the cold, stay in City G. Whether you like a quiet town or want to travel, I don't care. I can go with you... If you open a dessert shop, I must be your loyal fan - but the dim sum you make must have a good business, maybe you have to make an appointment, you have to let me be a VIP member , the kind that you don’t need to make an appointment to see you if you want to come..."

"If you really don't want to leave the alliance, let's go to the training camp to guide. The sharpshooter you taught and the swordsman I taught will definitely be the best partners again. The chairman likes you, and it's good for you to work in the headquarters , very close to home...but it's far away from G City...I'll go too, how about I be a commentator? Will I be complained a lot..."

"Anyway, don't be sad. What if you break your body from crying? Don't you admire Lao Ye very much? Lao Ye told me that the Thousand Chance Umbrella was made by Su Meizi's brother. As soon as it was made, it became a loose person. What happened to him? Speaking of it? Oh... say 'it's just starting from the beginning'. You see, all difficulties can be solved. It's good to vent your feelings, but don't cry for too long, the little sun I know, but no will be overwhelmed by any difficulty."

"No matter what happens, I'm still here."

The author has something to say:

I know it's wrong to abuse a girl.I plead guilty.

Little Sun is a strong child, but sometimes some pain cannot be overcome with a smile.She originally wanted to hide her sadness in her heart, but fortunately there is still Shaotian who can let her vent.

This plot is also because of a deep feeling recently. If you want to blame you, blame CCTV, which broadcasts Romance of the Three Kingdoms every day, and then I went to read the novel again, emmmmm suddenly became sad.He died before leaving the teacher, which made the hero burst into tears.

But the little sun will cheer up quickly.

In the past two days, first of all, I have been addicted to the Three Kingdoms, and secondly, the new embroidery thread I bought is different from the previous thickness, and it feels so good that I can't help www

I'm going back to school tomorrow, so the winter vacation is still not over, let's see if I can finish writing in a while.

How about opening an orthopedic branch after writing this?How about opening another reincarnation branch?

Don't talk about it, I'd better fill in the hole quickly...