The white moonlight is my vest

"Need anything? Like tea?"

Tsushima Fuki looked calm and composed, as if Florian and the others were really his invited guests.

Emiya Kiritsugu noticed that Fusuki Tsushima was completely in charge of the Tsushima family at this time—even though the servants were puzzled by their sudden appearance, Fusuki Tsushima said, "It's me. The words "our guest" immediately smoothed out all the ripples in the servant's heart.

As long as he says he is a guest, he is a guest.

Identity will not make anyone suspicious.

Tsushima Fusuki's attitude of treating them as honored guests made Emiya Kiritsugu a little more relaxed.God knows, with Gilgamesh as an unstable factor, Emiya Kiritsugu is so afraid that something will suddenly go wrong with the King of Heroes, if something offends the King of Heroes inadvertently, maybe this Tsushima mansion will be wiped out.

...Although Gilgamesh seemed to hold back when he was at the Zen Monastery.

Tsushima Fuki is a very proper person.

He took them to a bright house—yes, bright.Compared with this gray Tsushima mansion, the color of this room is refreshing.There are yellow little stars on the blue wallpaper, a white and soft wool carpet, and a few bear pillows piled up in the corner.The moon-shaped chandelier casts gentle light, and even the handles of the cups on the coffee table are carved with clouds.

The decoration is not quite expensive, but every decoration is very thoughtful.

"I think this place should be more suitable for receiving you." Tsushima Onuki picked up a book that fell on the floor, saw a big grimace drawn on the page at a glance, and smiled helplessly, "Sorry, it's been a long time here I haven't received any guests, so it will be a bit messy."

Why did Tsushima Fuki bring them here?

Emiya Kiritsugu didn't want to understand.

Receiving guests should naturally go to the reception room, not such a private place.Traces of a boy can be seen in every decoration of this room, which should not be used to entertain guests—what is that?

Toy room?

Tsushima Fuki asked: "What do you want? Coke?"

Just as Emiya Kiritsugu was about to say that he didn't need anything, he heard Florian cheerily shouting, "Yes! Coke!"

he:"……"

Emiya Kiritsugu slowly made a question mark.

Wait, did Wenshu Tsushima not ask him at all?

"Then Coke, wait for me a moment."

Fusuki Tsushima went out to get a Coke for Florian, Emiya Kiritsugu carefully observed the room while paying attention to the movement outside the door, trying to find some clues.He remembered that when he was preparing for the checkpoint, Tsushima Fuki stabbed Shenlu Che without hesitation, and he didn't dare to let go of his vigilance.

This young man is definitely not as easy to get along with as he looks on the surface.

Especially...why is he so friendly to Florian?

It stands to reason that the "Tsushima Fuki" in this dungeon should be Tsushima Fuki ten years ago, no matter how you say it, there is no chance to know Florian.Not to mention that in the previous relationship, Florian and Tsushima Fuki did not show any particularly harmonious relationship.

even.

Florian once did something to Tsushima Fuki.

Emiya Kiritsugu thought about it, but still didn't understand.

As for this room... the owner of the room must be Shuji Tsushima.Thinking of that kite-haired young man in bandages, Emiya Kiritsugu was a little speechless.He had personally experienced Osamu Dazai, so he naturally knew that this young man was not easy to get along with.

...Did he actually stay in such a room when he was a child?

Somewhat unbelievable.

Irisviel took the opportunity to ask Florian in a low voice: "Have you met Tsushima-kun before?"

Because there will be Coke later, Florian was so happy that even his ruby ​​red eyes became brighter.He thought for a while: "How long ago was it?"

Irisviel was momentarily at a loss for words.

Of course she knew that Florian had been staying in the Einzbern family's castle since he was born, and never had a chance to go out to meet anyone.Because he is the only male artificial human, it is naturally impossible for the patriarch to let him go out at will.

If it wasn't for technical reasons, Florian's lifespan was limited, and the patriarch let him go to fulfill his final value—otherwise, he might stay in that castle in Germany for the rest of his life.

It was no use asking Florian that question.

Fusuki Tsushima came back quickly, and handed Florian a can of Coke, and the servants who followed him served a cup of tea for the others.But except for Florian, no one used the tea on the table.

The servants left after serving tea.

Emiya Kiritsugu decided to strike first, and fixedly looked at the thin man in front of him: "You know, we are not your guests at all."

Tsushima Fuki smiled, accompanied by a slight cough.

His face is pale all year round, like snow that won't melt.

"But you are not malicious," Tsushima Fuki blinked, "otherwise, when you see me, a powerless person, you will have already attacked me."

"Since the visitor is not unkind, it is naturally a guest."

Emiya Kiritsugu: "..."

No, if he could win the second round of the game by killing Tsushima Onuki, he would not hesitate.

"And you came with him, right?" Tsushima Fuki added slowly, "That's more like a guest."

Emiya Kiritsugu: "..."

It is not very clear who the "he" Tsushima Wenshu is talking about.

Fortunately, Tsushima Wenshu is willing to answer their questions.

He took out his mobile phone, which had a large screen and was playing a video.

——Osamu Dazai, Gojo Satoru, and Hirohito Tiboni were standing at the door of Tsushima Mansion, and some people looked around from time to time.The protagonist of the video is obviously Osamu Dazai, sitting on the ground and scratching at the door panel.

Although the surveillance camera was not particularly clear, it was effortless to see his movements clearly.

Emiya Kiritsugu: "..."

This wave, Tsushima Onki is in the atmosphere.

"So," Florian was a little surprised, "you recognize that Dazai?"

Tsushima Fuki held up his cup and took a sip of tea. Hearing this sentence, a little smile leaked out of the corner of his eyes.At this time, he looked like a 20-year-old young man, with the youthful spirit that this age group should have.

"Is this his name?" Tsushima Fuki thoughtfully, put down the teacup in his hand, and looked at the sky outside the window.Regarding the fact that his younger brother changed his surname after he grew up, he actually looked very happy, his expression was high, and he was a little angry. "Tsushima is indeed an annoying surname, and the surname Dazai is also good."

...what does this represent?

Emiya Kiritsugu stared blankly at the young man in front of him.

"so."

Emiya Kiritsugu heard himself say.

"You know he's your brother?"

Tsushima Fuki still turned his head sideways, looking into the distance, his eyes were full of relief.

"From the first time," he said softly, "I knew it was him."

"Although I don't know why you separated from him, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to talk about some things," Tsushima Fuki made a shush gesture, "Because I still really want him to come to me by himself, but— —”

Tsushima Onuki knelt on a soft cushion, his kite-colored hair was a little long, and the bangs on his forehead blocked some of his eyes.He withdrew his gaze and stared at the book he put aside, as if he was looking at someone through the book.

He seemed to have everything and everything, but when he looked at the book, but didn't dare to reach out to touch it——

He seems to have nothing.

After a long time, Tsushima Fuki sighed softly, and then finished what he said just now.

"He is not a very brave boy," Tsushima Fuki said, "so give him more time. Although he is not brave, he is always afraid of losing, but when something is really about to be lost, he must I will do my best to keep it.”

"Although he doesn't know exactly what happened, he came here..."

Tsushima Onuki lowered his head and sighed, "But it's really great that so many people around him are with him."

Dazai Osamu didn't know that when he was wandering outside the gate, he was discovered by Tsushima Fuki.

After Kunikida Doppo shook his collar dozens of times, Osamu Dazai finally calmed down a little bit of indecency.He seemed to be on the fence with this door, and stood in front of the door studying for a long time without moving.

The Chanyuan Shang couldn't help it anymore: "...What are you doing? Is there any secret on this door?"

Osamu Dazai casually made an excuse for himself: "I'm trying to determine the approximate timeline based on the scratches on the door... Ah, so how old is 'I' now?"

Edogawa Ranpo didn't bother to answer these hypocritical lies of Osamu Dazai.

The detective didn't move anything, just stood aside, and calmly reminded:

"If consciousness leaves the body for too long, I think you know what will happen."

——Osamu Dazai has never mentioned Tsushima Fusuki since he entered this dream.When watching those scenes, everyone in the Armed Detective Agency was afraid that Osamu Dazai would get out of control and do something, but he was very calm from the beginning to the end.

Only dark eyes can express his mood one or two.

Osamu Dazai didn't knock on the door, so naturally some people were willing to knock on the door.Hirohito Kojou was patted on the shoulder by Gojo Gojo, accepted the task, stepped forward bravely, clenched his hands into fists, and knocked on the door a few times.

Soon someone came to open the door.

A crowd of people suddenly appeared at the door, and they were all unfamiliar faces, the servant was startled.But thinking of the special advice from Wenshu Tsushima before, these are guests who came here on purpose, and they must be treated well.

... But the young master didn't say, so many people will come?

Knotaba Yuhito bit the bullet and continued to carry out the task assigned to him by Gojo Satoru.

The sunny boy with pink hair scratched his head, raised his hand and said hello: "Ah, that, how are you?"

Knotaba Yuhito wanted to call for help.

He didn't know what to say at this moment!

"Is it a guest?" Seeing that the servant took the initiative to speak, Knotabagi Yujin breathed a sigh of relief inwardly, "If it's a guest, it's our fault to make the guest wait outside for a long time."

Gojo Satoru nodded as a matter of course, you are right with a full face.

Chanyuan Shangye: ...?

Wujo Wutiao adjusted his sunglasses, looked like he couldn't do it, and began to flicker: "Your young master personally invited me here."

Chanyuan Shangya and Polygonum cuspidatum: "..."

The man spoke as if it were true.

Gojo Satoru's accusation was too justified, the servant himself had been ordered by Tsushima Fuki, and now that the words of the two sides matched, he believed it even more. "I'm going to inform the young master now, all guests please follow me to the reception room first, please wait a moment—" The servant invited them in respectfully, and turned around quickly to inform Tsushima Wenshu.

Chanyuan Shang also took a funny look at Wujo Wu.

Waiting for the servant to notify Tsushima Onuki?Wouldn't it be revealed by then?

Gojo Satoru began to talk nonsense in a serious manner again: "That's not necessary, I made an appointment with him, and he will come by himself when the time is up. He should be dealing with family affairs now, right? We agreed on a certain time, and we can't because Our early arrival changed his plans."

Servant... The servant is just an ordinary servant, of course I don't know what Tsushima Fuki is doing now.

After coming and going, Gojo Satoru succeeded in fooling him.

But just as she was about to retreat and stood guard at the door, she was stopped by a person.She raised her eyes, and was surprised to find that there was such a person among this group of people——

He is [-]% similar to Tsushima Onuki.

But why, when she just led the guests in, did she not notice the existence of this person at all?

...Could it be that she is nearsighted?

"I want to ask a question," Dazai Osamu said with a smile, "Is the Patriarch at home now? After all, there are some things, it's better to go directly to the Patriarch."

He remembered every corner of Tsushima House, and every servant's face.

Even if ten years have passed.

Osamu Dazai remembered that this servant was responsible for escorting the guests, and the place of work was naturally on the side of the gate.Tsushima Fusuki seldom leaves the Tsushima house, and usually stays in the house, so the servant naturally has little chance to see Tsushima Fusuki.

But their father, the head of the Tsushima family, was completely different. The head of the Tsushima family had many mistresses outside. Every morning, he went to the east to see one, and in the afternoon to the west to see the other, and only occasionally came back to spend the night at night.

And his entry and exit must pass through the gate.

So the servant in front of him must know the whereabouts of Patriarch Tsushima.

The maid really knew.

She stopped and thought about it seriously: "...The Patriarch just went out this morning, and he is not at home now."

She looked at Osamu Dazai, pursed her lips, and hesitated.

"Actually, the owner doesn't care about anything now," the servant said, "If you have anything to do, you can definitely go to the young master... Why don't you wait for the young master to come over?"

"No matter what trouble you have, the young master will definitely be able to solve it."

Osamu Dazai felt a little funny.

Is Tsushima Fusuki's status in the hearts of the servants of Tsushima's family already so high?He just mentioned Patriarch Tsushima casually, and these servants are not willing to listen?

...Of course he knew that Tsushima Onuki could solve his troubles.

After all, Dazai Osamu's biggest trouble now is Tsushima Fuki himself.

But the question is, does Osamu Dazai dare to go to Tsushima Fuki now?

Now, Osamu Dazai dares to look for the young man who always smiled gently at him and stood there waiting for him to come home?

Travelers who have been away from home for a long time will linger at the door of their homes, and they will feel timid when they are close to their hometown.Now Tsushima Fuki was staying not far from Dazai Osamu, and Dazai Osamu could even know exactly what Tsushima Fuki would do now.

——But Osamu Dazai just couldn't summon up the courage to touch it.

After witnessing Tsushima Fusuki's past with his own eyes, Dazai Osamu couldn't imagine what kind of mood Tsushima Fusuki was in to keep showing such a gentle smile to him.

...What the hell is he thinking?

The distance between them used to be so close, but after looking back for so many years, he realized it.

The distance between them turned out to be so far away.

the other side.

"May I ask, did you know Florian before?" Fusuki Tsushima's friendly attitude gave Irisviel a little confidence. After all, the young man seemed too easy to get along with, "Your attitude towards him is a little bit ..."

special?

Alice Viel was stunned.

But it can't be called special.

After all, Wenshu Tsushima just went to get a can of Coke for Florian himself, and he didn't do anything afterwards, as if his care for Florian was just a flash in the pan.

Irisviel felt that she was thinking too much: "Sorry, I was rude."

...Since she lost Florian, she has been particularly concerned about Florian's affairs.Moreover, Florian's character made it impossible for her not to care.

"No, I was offended," Fuzuki Tsushima explained why he did so, "It's just that I rarely saw people like him before, and I couldn't help but think of my younger brother just now."

Florian: "..."

You may not believe it, he is older than you!

He is not a brother!

Gilgamesh raised his eyebrows, and said the first words since he entered the room: "Florian doesn't have any similarities with that brother of yours, does he?"

Indeed, no matter what, Florian has nothing in common with Osamu Dazai, from facial features to personality to hobbies.

"Of course he's not like Xiu Zhi."

Tsushima Wenshu would not be so blind that he couldn't even tell what his younger brother looked like.

"I'm just..." He didn't have the habit of confessing his heart to strangers, and he stroked the handle of the cup with his fingers, "It's rare to see a child like him, and I envy him occasionally."

envious?

What is there to envy Florian?

Emiya Kiritsugu keenly discovered that Osamu Dazai was the weakness of a heavy-hearted person like Tsushima Fusuki, so he decided to attack from this aspect.

"Aren't you curious about what happened to your younger brother?" Emiya Kiritsugu recalled the past of Fusuki Tsushima that he had found out, "Where does he work now? What kind of friends does he have? What is in his life? trouble?"

Emiya Kiritsugu paused for a moment, then added.

"... Will you exist in his future?"

After a moment of silence, Tsushima Onuki still had a gentle smile on his face.

Tsushima Fuki said flatly: "As long as he is living well now."

"His future will not have me," Tsushima Onuki still said calmly, pointing out the fact that during the ten years when Osamu Dazai grew up, there would indeed be no Tsushima Onuki Shu this person, "He may have experienced a lot of wind and rain, but he eventually grew into a wonderful person."

His appearance made Emiya Kiritsugu widen his eyes.

... Tsushima Fuki was simply implying that he would die soon.Osamu Dazai's experience is actually no secret in Yokohama, after all, he has too much blood on his hands.Emiya Kiritsugu didn't need much effort to find this out.Although after what happened like that, Osamu Dazai finally chose to join the Armed Detective Agency.

"I mean," Emiya Kiritsugu tried to open Tsushima Fusuki's heart through Dazai Osamu, "what if he went through something really bad?"

He really didn't know what kind of person Tsushima Fuki wanted Dazai Osamu to be.

But look at the layout of this room, it has nothing to do with bloody violence.Since Tsushima Fuki would decorate such a room for Osamu Dazai, it is impossible to expect him to become a Mafia, right?

"How bad is it?" Tsushima Wenshu said with a smile in his eyes, "He often told me, 'Living in this world' is really boring. I think, to him, living is already Is it a bad thing?"

Emiya Kiritsugu is not Osamu Dazai, of course there is no way to compare.

He tried his best to figure out what Dazai Osamu would think when Tsushima Fusuki died... But Dazai Osamu was really not a normal person, and this question made him a little bit embarrassed.

"For him," Florian said, "the thing worse than living is that he can only live alone in this world, right? Such a thing, just thinking about it is very hopeless. "

Flory looked at Fusuki Tsushima calmly: "I don't understand - you obviously care about him most, why are you willing to leave him?"

"He's really the person I care about the most."

Tsushima Fuki admitted this without hesitation.

Florian asked again: "Then why did you choose to leave him? You know him well, and you know what he will do."

He thought for a while and added: "Just like what you said, he is your younger brother."

"...I don't understand." Florian was a little confused, "If you love someone, you shouldn't want to be separated from him."

Tsushima Fuki replied: "You are right."

"...so why did you leave him?"

"There's no 'why', there's no reason," Tsushima said. "It's just that I wanted to end up here, so I did. It's not that complicated. As for the future, his life is his, and I don't." relation."

Florian: "Don't you care that he...is in pain because of your leaving?"

"I don't think the dead should have self-awareness?" Tsushima Fuki made a little joke, "I'm not a good person. I won't be able to go to heaven in this life. I can only go to hell. People who have heard of hell To atone for sin, work day in and day out."

"By that time, I shouldn't have much time to think about him—if I have to say something, I hope that he won't come to hell to be my colleague in the future, because I think the work in hell will be very hard."

"As for anything else...I'm sorry, but it's my choice."

Fusuki Tsushima seems to have special treatment for Florian: "Do you still want to ask me any questions?"

Florian took a swig of his Coke.

He said honestly: "...No more. I think I am different from you. If there is a day, I will not make the same choice as you."

"Then I wish you well." Tsushima Fuki glanced at the clock on the wall, "You will never have to face such a choice, and you will never have to leave those you love."

Florian: "...I've already left."

Tsushima Fuki was a little surprised, and then smiled again: "But you are still back. If I have a chance to come back after I leave—"

He didn't go on, looking a little distressed.

"There shouldn't be such an opportunity," Tsushima Onuki murmured, "People who go to hell, how can there be such a good treatment, what do I want to do so much?"

Florian: "Then why don't you think about it now?"

After all, they all knew that Tsushima Wenshu had indeed returned.

"Because I'm not too courageous," Tsushima Fuki sighed, feeling that he had said too much, "On this point, Xiuzhi and I are really the same. If you really have this opportunity, I don't know what else I would choose."

the other side.

Osamu Dazai stared at the diary in his hand in a daze.

In this dream, he actually brought this diary along with him.

Although this diary has been covered by him for many years to prevent damage - Dazai Osamu still clearly remembers the appearance of this diary when it appeared in his room.

When Shuji Tsushima got the news of Fusuki Tsushima's death and returned to his room in a daze, he found a diary hidden under his pillow.

This diary coincides with the scene I saw before - the young master nestled in his room, writing a diary with fantasies.

So this diary...

In fact, it is Tsushima Fuki's diary before he was five years old.

When I was a child, my wrist strength was not enough, no matter how talented I was, I couldn't write good-looking characters.Children's thinking is also unconstrained. Even if Tsushima Fusuki can see it by himself, it may be difficult to recognize what he wrote back then.

...so Osamu Dazai couldn't recognize what was written on it.

What kind of mood did Tsushima Onuki give him this diary that Dazai Osamu couldn't even understand?

The content of this diary is not that important anymore. After witnessing Tsushima Fuki's past, it is not difficult for Osamu Dazai to guess.The first page is a piece of paper with three circles and some weird and distorted lines drawn on it - I have to say that Tsushima Fuki's drawing skills are really bad, it seems that even he is not good at everything of.

Osamu Dazai speculated that this was probably a family of three drawn by Tsushima Fuki when he was a child.

Dad, Mom, and him.

He stretched out his hand and stroked the traces left after the diary was torn from the paper.There should have been many pages here, but they were all destroyed by the young master himself that night, leaving only this one page.

After that, it was some simple daily life.

On the head was a distorted date—the only characters Osamu Dazai could make out.Osamu Dazai still can't understand the following content, but he can continue to guess, for example, I picked a flower for my mother today, but it didn't appear in front of my mother. He picked it; for another example, I still haven't seen my father today, I don't know when my father will be free, he has studied all the courses well, and when his father comes to see him one day, he will proudly put his Pass the full score report card to Dad, will Dad praise him then?

The diary is not thick and the pages are not many.

The time for Tsushima Fuki to fantasize is not long.

Osamu Dazai suddenly realized.

The diary in his hand entrusts Tsushima Fusuki's first fantasy, the first dream of Tsushima Fusuki.

Unfortunately, this dream never had a chance to come true.

……and many more?

Unfulfilled dream?

... So Fuki Tsushima left this diary to Shuji Tsushima.

Tsushima Fusuki's life ended after the night when he was five years old. It was barren and he never dreamed again.But he met Shuji Tsushima—his younger brother, who was as smart, as keen, as insightful, and as timid as him.Shuji Tsushima's life is far from over, and there are still many possibilities.

So Tsushima Fuki gave his dream to Tsushima Shuji.

On the road that should have been deserted, he saw a flower blooming from a distance.