The emperor's loyal dog, oh, ran away?

Sick for March?

March……

"How did you get sick for so long? You..." Fang Xiang Yaojue asked this question, and he thought of it immediately.

How come you haven't been sick for so long?

On that day, he resolutely decided to leave, as if he was dying, how many injuries he suffered, just by looking at him...it is already innumerable.

Li Rang that day.

He also yelled "Help me".

What right does he have to hate Mu Ya or Chao Yang?In fact, if they weren't there, maybe he wouldn't have seen Li Rang.

"At that time I..." At that time, he was also angry with him, and he was still waiting for Li Rang to go back and apologize to him.

It turned out that he had been sick for so long after that.

No wonder...he didn't remember anything.

"What's the use of you coming here now? Mu Ya and Chaoyang treated me very well. When I was seriously ill, the doctors said I was hopeless, but they... didn't think they were dirty or tired. They took care of me for countless hours. Month. Although they don't talk about their love every day, I still feel that they treat me well." Li Rang took a sip of soup, his tone was soft, and he just told him a story.

"...Yes, you should be rewarded."

As long as the two of them calmed down, every word he said would always hit his heart.

What people are most afraid of is to face their own mistakes. When they face their mistakes, they have to face the huge gap opened by making mistakes.

"Reward? Why do you need to reward them? I can't figure it out, what is your intention for me, I admit that I just don't remember you, but I really don't want you to suffer... You were probably very important to me before. But why did it become like this again? You could watch everything happen, you could hurt me, you could ignore me when I was seriously ill, and now I live a stable and happy life... ...You insist on showing up. Is this love? No matter how you think about it, it's more like you don't want to see me live a good life at all, that's hate."

There are many things, the more you think about it, the more you understand.

Their relationship, their affection.

No matter how you think about it, it has nothing to do with love, after all, he is also being pampered, loved and cared for now, he understands.

If he was cared about, he wouldn't have such a body, such a damaged Li Rang.

It must have been unloved before.

Mu Ya and Chaoyang have never been unreasonable people, there will always be some quacks coming to their villa, no matter what kind of clothing, status, appearance or conversation.

Mu Ya would treat him like this, except for some well-known thieves and murderers, Xiang Yaojue seemed to be the only one.

He could see their attitude towards this person, so how could he not think too much about it.

In the memories he can't remember, there must have been something happened between them, which made Mu Ya look like this every time he saw Xiang Yaojue.

Li asked him not to ask, and they didn't say anything.

Li Rang didn't ask, because he knew that they were worried, and that they were also carefully maintaining his emotions and mood.

He wanted to bid farewell to the past, accept them, and accept the status quo.

If they don't say it, it's probably what happened in the past, and it's not a good thing for him.

But this person appeared again and again, pulling his nerves and disturbing his mood.Is this love?He asked himself many times.

He wrote letters, he made gadgets for him with his own hands, and the person who seemed to never cook was willing to boil water and wash vegetables for him... The way he looked at himself was gentle and joyful.

But he couldn't believe it. Someone deep in his heart was telling him that everything was false.

That person has no heart.

fake fake fake...

"Li Rang, although I have said this to others, I am the only one who is sincere to you. Only this, you should not doubt me. If I am not sincere, why do you think I came here from all the way? ...I thought that at least my sincerity could be conveyed to you..."

The stomach was still warm, but the heart was cold.

Every time he thought they had moved a step closer, he would bring reality before his eyes and tell them that they were getting further and further apart.

Hate... He said he hated him?

And that is true.

"You may not be wrong in saying that. The arrow I shot that day was hatred. I hate you for not keeping your promises, and for you who are determined to betray me and leave. I don't think you have the right to leave me. I want to break you." Legs, keep him by my side, let you... can't go anywhere, can only struggle at my feet every day... I want you, and I can't live without me... In fact, you love Me, you should love me too, right?"

Xiang Yaojue looked at Li Rang's face that became ugly little by little, and his heart was trembling.

He didn't want to say these things, but what if he didn't answer, this question will always be a thorn in his heart.

If he doesn't answer for a day, it will be backlogged in his heart.

Can really say it...

He realized how dirty and despicable his heart was.

Then what would it look like in Li Rang's ears?

"That's impossible. On the contrary, I seem to have a good life without you. I'm sorry to disappoint you. You don't have to come tomorrow, not only tomorrow, but don't appear in front of me again in the future." Li Rang couldn't eat anymore up.

What a terrible word, what a terrible person.

It was hard for him to imagine that he had his legs abolished for such a reason?Those eyes... still need an answer?Maybe another outrageous reason.

This person's love is not love, but perverted selfish desires.

The appearance of love is not like this.

When he had never been loved, Li Rang had no way of comparing... But now that Li Rang knew it, he could see it more clearly with the comparison.

No wonder he was so afraid... This man's kindness to him now is just a disguise... It's just to trick him into softening his heart and trick him into returning to his torment.

"You lied, you said you can't see me suffering, you still have me in your heart, you obviously have me." Xiang Yaojue got up from here, squatted in front of Li Rang, he wanted to catch Li Rang hand.

But before his hand touched Li Rang, Li Rang slapped his hand away, shaking his head and pointing at the door: "Go out."

Xiang Yaojue frowned: "Before... before me..."

"Get out!" Li Rang stood up angrily, forgetting that his feet were hurt, and stamped his feet so hard that cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

He supported the table, gritted his teeth and looked at Xiang Yaojue: "I will make the same choice a thousand times, ten thousand times, you have a good face, but such a terrible heart... I I was lied to by you before, but fortunately, I finally understand you... The previous me would leave you, so why would you think that the present me would be easier to lie to? Because of my amnesia?"

Li Rang supported the table, took a deep breath, and pointed to the door, but this time he couldn't be more polite: "Get out! Get out of me!!"

Xiang Yaojue shook his head: "You misunderstood me... No, Li told you to calm down."

"Misunderstanding? Misunderstood what? My injury is not because of you? It's not you who tortured me? It's not you who played with my feelings and used my feelings to humiliate me? Isn't it you?"

Li Rang didn't even care about the pain in his feet. The anger gushing out of his heart almost burned his sanity to ashes.

He pushed hard, not wanting to see him, not a single one of him.

How naive.

He thought that maybe he was also sincere, and maybe it was not his intention to hurt himself, but an accident.

If so, maybe he can really ignore it and forgive him.

But he did it on purpose.

How could he be so ruthless... It's terrible.

So it was because of this, the fear in my heart, it was because of this.

"Yes, yes...not all right, Li Rang, Li told you to calm down..."

"Calm down? I still need to be calm? Why should I forgive you, why should I? I don't need you to make up, I don't need you to repay, you get out!!!"

Li Rang pushed him several times, but only one leg could exert strength, so Xiang Yaojue supported the door with one hand, and pulled Li Rang with the other: "Yes, what you said is right. Those are all my faults. I failed you and hurt you, but I love you for real...it's because I can't live without you, it's because I can't live without you, Li Rang, Li Rang...don't drive me away."

Li Rang looked at him coldly, his brows were full of cold hatred.

All the strength he wanted was frozen by his eyes. His five fingers were a little unsteady on the door, but Li Rang pushed him again, hit the threshold and fell out.

Before Li Rang got up, Li Rang had already closed the door firmly.

Xiang Yaojue gritted his teeth and stood up.

Isn't he eating noodles? Didn't he cook noodles for himself?How did you get to this point?Humiliate him?

Yes, he used dog to describe him time and time again.

He underestimated his dignity and ideas again and again, and did whatever he wanted.

He got up again and approached the door: "Li Rang, your legs...you should have a good rest. I know you are angry...can you give me a chance to explain?"

"No need, Li Rang is just a disabled person, so what reason is there for you to trust him sincerely? Li Rang still has self-knowledge, so you don't have to lie to me anymore. It's enough, it's enough..."

Li Rang's tingling brain, don't force him to remember.

He didn't have to think about those dark memories, the past that he almost put his life in, those pains.

"Li Rang, our past has indeed made you wrong many times. But there are also many better memories. We attacked Cangyang Mountain seven times, we crossed the Shili River at night, we established the Red Wing Army on snowy nights, Make a covenant...we...have many other memories. If I don't remember, Li Rang, Li Rang, even I give up, we are really over. You have paid for me for 20 years, but I haven't let you enjoy the blessings yet, you are the one who suffers, idiot, idiot..."

"I don't want it anymore, your blessing, Li Rangxiao can't bear it, don't force me anymore..."

force him?

In his memory, Li Rang said this more than once...

But he never took it to heart...how could he not take it to heart?