You, teach me how to do things?

Shang Chuan didn't expect Xia Yuanling to answer him like that.

That's right, when everyone opposed it back then, I stood behind Xia Yuanling and said that I was willing to support his dream and accompany him to the end.

Just because my dream was ruthlessly crushed once.

It's just because he entrusted Xia Yuanling with the regret that he couldn't complete it.

Seeing Xia Yuanling's red eyes, Shang Chuan's heart was stabbed severely.

After all, he can't take people away cruelly, and he doesn't want to use the most vicious language in the world to hurt the one he loves deeply.After a long silence, I managed to organize my words, and asked the same words: "Xia Yuanling, I don't understand, why does acting have to be at the expense of your mental health?"

because--

Xia Yuanling raised his head, tears fell from his eyes, his vision was slightly clearer.

His eyes did not fall on Shang Chuan, but on Luo Feiluan who was standing in the corner.

Actor in his 20s.

Now he is the highest earning actor in the country.

To Luo Feiluan, the things he had worked so hard for a long time were just something out of pocket.

Xia Yuanling shifted his gaze to Shang Chuan, and admitted the fact with a wry smile: "Because I'm not smart enough, Mr. Shang."

Although he once became popular because of "Bitter Summer", he is far behind the current Luo Feiluan.

Because I'm not smart enough, I have to torture myself insane every step of the way, take my spirit away, and then fully integrate into the environment where the character is, so that I can act well.

He is not like Luo Feiluan, although Teacher Zhang has repeatedly criticized Luo Feiluan for being very crafty in acting, but Luo Feiluan can do what he does and win awards for what he plays.

He is much smarter than himself, and has too much talent.

For you geniuses, every ordinary step requires a mortal to exhaust everything to get there.

Mr. Shang.

Can you understand?

You have a smooth journey, you have studied for a Ph. D., and you are so smart even in business, do you know what is the sin of mediocrity?

Xia Yuanling's "not smart enough" answer, to Shang Chuan, seemed like a shot in his heart.

——“Why did you stay up so late studying?”

——"I'm not as smart as you, brother."

—— "I'll just raise you in the future, our little princess doesn't have to suffer so much."

and then?

Then his beloved little princess, hugging the roses he gave her, jumped into the rushing river wearing red high-heeled shoes and a black skirt on that rainy night, and never got up again.

He looked through all of Shang Miao's diaries and letters during his lifetime, and every word was accusing himself of how much pain this "perfect brother" had caused her.

Why can you memorize the text so quickly?

Why do you do well in any subject?

Why do you even learn to dance so quickly?

Why did Mom and Dad already have such an excellent you, but they still gave birth to such a mediocre me?

Shang Chuan let go of Xia Yuanling's hand.

He was afraid.

Of course he was afraid, after all he had lost a blood relative.

The princess he holds in his palm is like a rose withered by the wind.Every word left is like an accusation against oneself.

If he hadn't said the phrase "I'll support you", if he hadn't left home earlier, if he could have discovered the anomaly sooner, wouldn't Shang Miao have died?

Now the lover he engraved in his bones said the same thing to him.

"Mr. Shang, can you let me film? I beg you, just this time, I have prepared so much, and I don't want to lose this opportunity. Mr. Shang, I will listen to you from now on, just let me do it well. Are you going to finish this movie?"

He stretched out his arms and hugged Shang Chuan, perhaps after the fierce quarrel, Xia Yuanling began to miss those tender memories from the past.He knew that Shang Chuan was kind to him, but the opportunity was rare, and if he missed it, it was hard to do it again. He had to be cruel to himself in order to grasp the essence of the character Shu Yan.

Not crazy, not live.

He is already crazy, let him finish the play well.

"After filming this film, I will never take this type of work again. Shall we go on a trip? There will be no problem."

On the other hand, he knows Shang Chuan's strength. If Mr. Shang really gets in the way, it's really too easy to ruin a movie.

If he really quarreled with Shang Chuan head-on, Shang Chuan might really find a way to prevent him from participating in the performance.

But with Xia Yuanling in front of him begging himself in a low voice, Shang Chuan's heart softened.

Of course Shang Chuan knew how difficult it was for Xia Yuanling along the way.

How can you blame a dreamer.

He clearly did nothing wrong.

In the end, Shang Chuan couldn't bear his soft-heartedness.

He softened his voice and coaxed Xia Yuanling to leave this ghostly place first: "You go back with me first, and we can discuss the rest of the matter later, do you think it's okay?"

"Well, I'll listen to you."

Xia Yuanling grabbed Mr. Shang's hand.

It was only at the moment when the palms of the two touched each other that Xia Yuanling froze for a moment.

So there,

There are no roses.

After bidding farewell to An Qian and Luo Feiluan, Xia Yuanling who returned home seemed to have nothing unusual.

As usual, he apologized to Shang Chuan with a playful smile, poured water for him to make tea, and pressed Mr. Shang on the sofa to tap his shoulders.

"Stop being courteous to me," Shang Chuan grabbed the man's arm and made him sit beside him, "Xia Yuanling, you've gone too far this time! Have you considered the consequences!"

Xia Yuanling lowered his head and played with his fingers: "I know, but Mr. Shang, I really want to win the prize."

During this time, Xia Yuanling's desire was inflated by the flowers and applause that followed.

He not only wants to make money and become popular, he also wants to win prizes.

Like Luo Feiluan, like all the seniors he respects.

Su Shenyan can bring him box office, but only Shu Yan can bring him recognition and strength.

Film awards favor literary films, and literary films especially prefer personal biographies.

What's more, the script this time was written by Teacher Zhang.

Before that, Mr. Zhang has won all the best screenplay awards in China, not to mention that "The Painting Demon" is a work of Mr. Zhang with special care. Every line and every action has been carefully considered.

Shang Chuan could also understand Xia Yuanling's thoughts. When he was rushing to finish his thesis, he only slept for an hour or two a day a week, and he was almost sent to the first aid by Fan and the others.

Only this time, Xia Yuanling's actions were too worrying.

"You're still young, and you still have a lot of opportunities, don't be in such a hurry, okay?"

"But this time is a very good opportunity." Xia Yuanling put his head on Shang Chuan's shoulder, "Mr. Shang, when you wrote your thesis before, you also knew how important and rare a good argument is. "

He could understand what Xia Yuanling said.

He also had a dream that he wanted to realize, and he paid a huge price for it.

After all, he couldn't bear to keep Xia Yuanling tightly by his side.

Just like in the fairy tales he once read, the Ice Prince held the butterfly tightly in his hand.

If you hold it tightly, it will cause harm to the butterfly.

What's more, acting is Xia Yuanling's freedom.

Shang Chuan stretched out his hand and pulled Xiao Xia into his arms: "I agree with you to act, but more than 20 days of isolation are enough, you are not allowed to go back to that rental house again, did you hear me?"

"All right."

"When filming, keep in touch with me."

"Well, Mr. Shang is the best!"

He smiled playfully, Shang Chuan couldn't help kissing him on the cheek, and then leaned against Xia Yuanling's head: "You have to remember one thing, you are not Shu Yan, not Su Shenyan, you are my Xia Yuanling."

The two of them took a step back, and this matter had a good ending.

It was a hot and dry late summer day, and the sunlight poured into the living room through the light green gauze curtain, drawing spots of light on the white marble floor.

Haven't seen the sun for a long time.

See you today, very pretty.

On the other side, An Qian and Luo Feiluan were sitting in the car.

An Qian asked why Luo Feiluan appeared in Lanxin Jewelry today, and how he got in touch with Mr. Shang.

Luo Feiluan handed the paper bag that he had been holding in his hand to An Qian. He didn't dare to say that he ordered it from Lanxin Jewelry, so he could only lie: "An investor, Mr. Tuo Shang, gave it to me. , I want me to act in his movie. I haven’t considered it yet, but I brought the gift first, it’s a pretty ordinary chain, and I’m giving it to you.”

It cannot be said that it was carefully designed by someone else, and it cannot be said that it was bought by myself at a large price.

Such perfunctory, disgusting, and disgusting methods can only be used to exchange for An Qian's peace of mind.

"That's expensive too."

"I have a lot of chains like this at home, take them."

An Qian had no choice but to accept it.

When the two of them were on the road, they couldn't help but chat about the conflict between Xia Yuanling and Shang Chuan just now.

An Qian naturally felt sorry for Xia Yuanling, he didn't understand why the filming had to be such a mess.

"Xiao Xia, he—" Luo Feiluan mentioned this, and his eyes were also lonely, "He can get out of it."

Xia Yuanling was able to give it a go because he didn't have the false reputation he carried.

It is precisely because of this spirit of being able to fight that Teacher Zhang handed over the script of "Drawing Demons" to Xia Yuanling.What would happen if he left it to himself, maybe it was just another Jiang Tianren wearing a Shuyan skin.

Teacher Zhang is not stupid, he naturally knows that Xia Yuanling is a far better choice than himself.

Luo Feiluan is also clearly aware of his own problems. He is troubled by too many things other than acting. He has to be busy with variety shows, busy with fame, busy with making money, busy with consolidating his circle, and will always use that set of acting, It has already lost its original aura.

You never know when you will be abandoned by the audience.

Times are changing, but he can't keep up with them.

Now Luo Feiluan no longer dares to take on the role, he is afraid that if he plays too much, his feet will be exposed.

I am tired of the fame and fame of the world.

On the contrary, he envied Xia Yuanling not to be trapped by these impetuous and misty things, and to live freely and neatly.

"Go back to my house."

"okay."

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