You, teach me how to do things?

There are not many lines in the audition, and it plays a man who is forced by a thief with a knife to get money from a safe.

People from the film crew helped Xia Yuanling to play the show. The two were far apart, and Xia Yuanling could act as the other party read the lines.

"Where's the money?"

Xia Yuanling's body immediately became tense like the strings of a piano. He slowly raised his arm and pointed forward.

"give it to me!"

Xia Yuanling's body was tense, as if he was being threatened by someone, and his head was thrown back.

He remembered that in the script, here he was held to the neck with a knife.

Stiffly walking a few steps forward, Xia Yuanling stretched out his hand, pretending that there was a table in front of him, slowly pulled out the drawer, and took out the wallet from it.

"Here's all my money, take it—"

"stop!"

Before Xia Yuanling finished the performance, the director directly called to stop.

"Xia Yuanling, right?"

The director took off his glasses, frowned, and impatiently asked Xiao Xia's name.

"Yes." Xia Yuanling relaxed his body and ended his performance.

What's going on here?Why did you stop suddenly before the show was over?

"I know you," the director took a breath, "You're a child star, you're from a major, right?"

Xia Yuanling was about to nod, but he didn't expect the other party to say out of nowhere: "Are you just acting like this? What did you learn in school?"

"You were forced by someone with a knife, and you didn't even shake your hand? You raised your hand so high when someone asked you to point out where the money is? Do you think you're still acting like a child?"

After Xia Yuanling finished speaking, he turned to the executive director next to him: "Didn't you say you don't want Xiao Xianrou and these idol actors, why did you find him for me?"

The executive director was also dumbfounded, but he had long been used to the director's style, so he quickly apologized and said sorry, he didn't know what was going on.

Xia Yuanling's heart skipped a beat.

When was he classified as an idol actor?

Is he not good at acting?Has he always acted like this?

Seeing that Xia Yuanling still didn't leave, the director threw the A4 paper in his hand on the table, hugged his chest and began to talk about Xia Yuanling: "Speaking of which, we are actually destined. When you filmed "Bitter Summer", I was the scene manager. , but there were so many crew members that you probably couldn’t remember me.”

"Bitter Summer" was the movie that Xia Yuanling made when he was a child and made him famous in one fell swoop.

"Xia Yuanling, have you eaten up all your childhood knowledge? Just act like this? If you were still studying, would you have graduated? Do you dare to show your university teacher the performance you just did? If you teach me I have to tell you to get out of the classroom!"

Xia Yuanling was powerless to refute what he said, only feeling his face burn.

"Sound stage table, what have you done?" Speaking of this director, he seemed a little angry, "Let me tell you that our industry was ruined by actors like you. It's not so bad. The general is out of the dwarf. And then they all over the world brag about their good acting skills."

"Okay, okay, stop talking, you keep talking more and more vigorously," the woman sitting next to the director stopped him, and gave Xia Yuanling another look, telling people to leave quickly.

Xia Yuanling lowered his head and escaped from this place as if fleeing for his life.

When he broke into the outside world, the sky looked like concrete that wanted to crush people.

The clouds rolled together in a strange way, making Xia Yuanling unable to breathe.

"Did you eat up all the foundations of your childhood?" "Would you be able to graduate if you were still studying?" "Don't you shake your hands?"

The director's accusations sounded like cannonballs in Xia Yuanling's ears one after another.

"This industry was ruined by people like you. It's not that bad. It's just that you are a little bit better than others, so you can boast about your acting skills all over the world."

Are people like him ruining the industry?

Xia Yuanling didn't understand why it became like this.

When he first signed a contract with the agency, the agency told him that he was still young, and he had to go to the crew to practice more, don't care about the script, just go and shoot with confidence.

When I was young, I was good-looking, so I made more idol dramas, and when I got older and had experience, I made those with depth.

icing.

All the words were like slow poison, stuffed into his mouth wrapped in sugar.

"You are so busy in class, you just shoot some idol dramas, those suspenseful and literary films, the time is long and you can't get money, why take that risk?"

Yes, when they say that, they believe it.

He is voluntary.

Because filming is too hard, because it’s too hard to be taught by the seniors, it’s too painful to shoot summer scenes in winter, get sores on your hands from the cold, and lose weight until you sleepwalk in the middle of the night to find food.

Since there is an easy way to live, why do you have to be so tired.

So start to trust the word of the agency.

Anyway, there are old books from childhood to eat. Anyway, he was born in a major, and he is better than those idols who turned into actors.

So he claims that his acting skills are still passable, so he thinks that his talents are underappreciated, so he privately turns this circle into a dirty pool.

So cynical.

In fact, the person who is nothing is myself——

He never saw his fault.

He has already discarded all his original intentions when he graduated, and even lost the clean and pure eyes of his childhood.

All of these are self-chosen.

Xia Yuanling leaned against the gray concrete wall.

The gravity of the earth seemed to strengthen suddenly, pulling his whole body to the ground. Only by leaning against the wall would he not look like a waste.

He finally understood what Teacher Zhang meant that day.

What is too far away from life, but because of Luo Feiluan's face, he didn't expose it.

How can I, who has filmed so many idol dramas, be able to act well in Mr. Zhang's script.

Or, how to match?

At the beginning, he was clamoring to learn acting, and fell out with his parents. The tuition fees for college were earned by working part-time from one crew to another.

At that time, I suffered so much.

When it was the hardest, I could only eat soy sauce and pickled vegetable bibimbap every day.

Is the way I am now worthy of the self who worked so hard in the past?

Finally, he went home distraught.

Snow fell on the road.

The cold wind hit him everywhere.

so cold.

Xia Yuanling felt his toes were cold.

He is walking in the snow.

He had a desire to be buried in heavy snow.

In this way, there is no need to worry, feel guilty, and blame yourself.

Open the door, there is no one inside.

Putting down the phone, Xia Yuanling washed his face with hot water.

Look at yourself in the mirror, avoiding your eyes as if you were seeing the victim.

He kept blaming others, but forgot that he was the one who chose to go into the abyss.

Greed for enjoyment is a taboo in this industry.

It was I who killed the dream with my own hands, but imposed the crime on others.

I don't know how long he just watched it like this until Shang Chuan went home and opened the door.

After wiping his face clean, Xia Yuanling put on a smiling face and went to say hello to Shang Chuan as if he was fine.

It's a pity that when he opened his mouth, his voice was broken, hoarse and unpleasant.

"Have a cold?" Shang Chuan didn't doubt him. It was snowing today and the temperature dropped sharply. He heard that there was going to be a blizzard tonight, so he asked his employees to leave work early.

Xia Yuanling nodded.

"And don't turn on the air conditioner. It's snowing tonight. Remember to add another quilt."

"Ah."

Shang Chuan didn't notice Xia Yuanling's abnormality today, and talked about the new things he encountered today.

"Speaking of which, Mei Shuhan brought in an intern today, majoring in coding, self-taught painting and jewelry design."

He made two cups of tangerine peel tea for himself and Xia Yuanling.

"It's great to be young, even if you choose the wrong path, you can still have a chance to start over."

Xia Yuanling looked up at Shang Chuan, as if he had caught a glimmer of hope from the words just now.

He took the teacup Shang Chuan handed over in a daze.Surrounded by the tea, Chen Pi stretched out his body, and he saw half of his face in the reflection of the water.

Yes, he can do it all over again.

Even if you make a mistake, you still have a chance to come back.

It's just a pity that Xia Yuanling only saw himself in the tea.

But he didn't see Shang Chuan who was also holding tea.

The loneliness in his eyes was even worse than his.