You, teach me how to do things?

Shang Chuan drove Xia Yuanling home.

Taking advantage of Xia Yuanling's chat with his mother, he entered Shang Miao's former room, a room he hadn't set foot in for a long time.

Pull out the drawer and take out the diary covered in dust.

Everything in this room was frozen on the eve of the girl's death, withered roses, yellowed photos, and dusty crystal lamps.Here, his sister was once so hot and brightly alive.

She loves Barbie dolls, bows, and poached eggs in her own bowl.

She is a perfect life made of all the good things in this world.

Shang Chuan flipped through the pages one by one, the time was too long, the front part of the diary was written with a pencil, it was already blurred and blurred into a gray mist.The following part is written with a pen, and still retains a warmth in the cold time.

"My brother is so smart, I have to study hard to catch up with him."

"Today I saw Zuo You peeking at me again, covering his face with a book every time, as if I really couldn't see him?"

"My father said that my brother could recite the entire "Guwen Guanzhi" when he was 13 years old. Hey, it is really more popular than others."

"I bought lollipops after school. The boss said buy one and get one free. Do you want to give away the extra lollipop? Is it okay to give it to him? Forget it, girls should be more reserved."

"The last time I got the first place in the class, my parents are very happy."

"Every time I read and study, can't they admit that I am ordinary? I can't compare with my brother. I have to work very hard to see his clothes. Isn't it enough for an outstanding genius in the family to have a brother? ? Why do you still ask me to do this?"

"Brother, today is the first day of training camp, I miss you so much."

"I really want to know that I realized now that my parents didn't really love me, they just loved me who was the first in the class, and they didn't really love my brother, they just loved the guy who was so good that he was close to a genius Son, their love is conditional. They will give me love only when I obey, and I have to work very hard to be able to be so sweet. If I have to spend my whole life chasing after those who are vague Love, it's better to just take it easy."

"The teacher at the training camp today asked me, if there are three innocent children on one boat and my brother on the other, I must give up the life on the other boat. Said I was cold-blooded and ruthless. But how could he know that the only person in this world who gave me unconditional love is my brother. If I didn't choose him, how sad he would be. "

"But, to my brother, am I that important? Maybe he just regards me as a trouble, as a boring follower."

"..."

"I feel like there's light outside the window."

"I've had enough, sorry."

The next page is blank.

The further back in the diary, the less Shang Miao said.

She also seems to have lost her basic interest in writing.

In the living room outside the door, Xia Yuanling was still talking with his mother.Mother Shang seems to want Shang Chuan and Xia Yuanling to adopt a child early, but Xia Yuanling is not interested in it, but he is good at communicating with elders, and he can lead the topic elsewhere with a few words.

The meal was very deserted, only Mother Shang and Xia Yuanling were communicating at the dinner table, Shang Chuan seemed to have something on his mind, and refused to say a word.

Xia Yuanling thought that he had encountered some troubles at work, so he didn't ask any more questions. Only occasionally, late at night, when the two of them were lying on the bed, Xia Yuanling would ask him insincerely if he had something on his mind, but Shang Chuan would always say that he was fine, Xia Yuanling thought too much or something.

Xia Yuanling himself has a carefree personality, so he didn't take this matter to heart. In addition to the recent news that Zhongjiu Chemical Industry will accept investment from a state-owned company, he was very busy dealing with these rumors, so he didn't care about Shangchuan. things.

When he came back to his senses, he found out that Shang Chuan had started to attend some kind of training class.

This kind of executive class and MBA program is popular now. My own father wanted to send me in before. One was to learn some new knowledge, and the other was to expand my network.

Xia Yuanling was still thinking that a smart person like Mr. Shang has started to make up lessons, so he should hurry up too.But one time when Shang Chuan was taking a shower, Xia Yuanling glanced at the "textbook" he put on the table, and then searched the name of the training institution on the Internet, but he panicked.

The first few news items on the search engine are all advertisements bought by training institutions. Naturally, the publicity is about how practical the courses are and how excellent the students are. But after scrolling down a few pages, you can see that many students complained anonymously Said that these courses are IQ tax, defrauding people of money, and said that when I was in class, I was insulted by the teacher.Some people who did market research came forward and said that these courses are nothing more than packaged higher-level success studies, which are of no use.

The more Xia Yuanling watched, the more flustered he became.

He is naturally willing to believe in Shang Chuan, but——

Mr. Shang will always make mistakes in judgment. Are there still few elderly people who have been deceived by various health products in recent years?

I can't really deceive people.

It's a trivial matter to cheat money, but don't be cheated into doing illegal things.

This matter has been lingering in Xia Yuanling's mind. He has been paying close attention to Shang Chuan's movements, but he doesn't know how to open his mouth to tell Shang Chuan about this matter.

"Mr. Shang, you are going to class today, where is the class? I'll pick you up?"

"Need not."

The more Shang Chuan covered it up, the more worried Xia Yuanling became.

This matter is like a wisdom tooth growing out of thin air between two people, and it is annoying when touched.

Shang Chuan went home later and later, sometimes until late at night.

He would not explain where he was going, nor could he clearly tell Xia Yuanling when he would come back.

Xia Yuanling's suspicions and doubts became more and more serious.

He didn't believe that Shang Chuan would mess around outside behind his back, but he was very afraid that Shang Chuan would go too aggressively and expand his business territory like last time, and eventually he would not be able to bear the slightest fluctuation in the market.

Especially when Xia Yuanling heard the employees of Zhongjiu Chemical tell him that he saw Shang Chuan in the chairman's office.

Shang Chuan went to see his father, but he didn't inform himself in advance.

Apart from literature, Shang Chuan also studied philosophy.

But he forgot a very simple philosophical knowledge.

Quantitative change leads to qualitative change.

He hid his purpose and what he did, but completely forgot what a huge snowball suspicion and anxiety could pile up in Xia Yuanling's heart.

Then at a certain moment, because of a simple incident, it became the prologue of the avalanche.

Shang Chuan packed his luggage and told Xia Yuanling like an order: "Tomorrow I'm going to another place, and I won't be able to go home for about two weeks."

"What are you going to do? Where are you going? Why is it taking so long?"

Facing Xia Yuanling's questioning, Shang Chuan did not answer.

"You don't have to worry about that."

"I'm your lover!" Xia Yuanling grabbed Shang Chuan's arm, "What are you doing? Why do you come home so late every day during this time!"

This was the first time that Xia Yuanling got so angry in front of Shang Chuan.

That's right, seeing him being so well-behaved for a long time, I forgot that sharks can bite people too.

"Mr. Shang, can you tell me? I will worry about you."

Shang Chuan opened his lips, but finally said nothing.

"Are you going to take that course again? I saw online that they are liars, Mr. Shang, please don't go, okay? You are already very good, and you don't need to take those courses."

Shang Chuan grabbed Xia Yuanling's arm and motioned for him to let go: "I have my own measure."

"Mr. Shang, listen to my advice, they are a scam!"

"I have to go."

Xia Yuanling refused to let go, Shang Chuan could only use brute force to shake his hand away.

This was the first time Shang Chuan shook off his hand.

Xia Yuanling looked at Kong Luoluo's palm, there were still red marks on the tiger's mouth where she had used too much force to hold him back.

To be honest, at the moment when he really decided to follow Shang Chuan forever, at that family gathering, Shang Chuan said, "It seems that everyone doesn't support Xiao Xia's acting, but I support it".

He finally understood why, there was such a popular saying in the second year of middle school, I will betray the whole world with you.

So frivolous, so free and easy, so secondary.

But he just likes it.

Because from birth to now, all the choices he has made are wrong, asking for trouble, and overreaching.

Only Shang Chuan held his hand.

Acknowledged his choice.

But now this person personally shook off his hand.

The man who would have rescued him from the depths of madness shook off his hand.

It was only then that Xia Yuanling discovered that he was actually not afraid of being cheated by Shang Chuan, nor was he afraid of the reappearance of the previous crisis of Blue Heart Jewelry, but rather, he was afraid of losing Shang Chuan's love.

He exhausted all his energy, but he was unwilling to share all the secrets with the person he found in this world.

"Why, you won't tell me what happened?"

This is, a simple question.

But it was like a sword piercing Shang Chuan's heart.

"You went to play Shu Yan and locked yourself in a rental house for more than 20 days. Did you tell me? When you gave up acting for me, did you tell me?"

As soon as Shang Chuan said the words, he realized that he had said the wrong thing.

He shouldn't poke Xia Yuanling's heart with these two incidents.

Sure enough, Xia Yuanling raised his head when he heard these words.

Tears just flowed down the red eye sockets.

Those two lines of tears, like crystal daggers, hurt Shang Chuan's eyes.

He really wanted to reach out and wipe away Xia Yuanling's tears.

but--

No.

Shang Chuan bit his lip, pretended to be indifferent and continued: "The person who made the decision in private without telling me, is obviously you?"

He turned around and tried his best to straighten his body: "If you don't want to live it, then don't live it."

"It's like this every time. Whenever something happens, you push me away. Shang Chuan, I don't think you're the one who doesn't want to live on."

"Then leave it alone."

After leaving these words, Shang Chuan pulled the suitcase and walked straight out the door.

Only then did Xia Yuanling realize that Shang Chuan really wanted to leave.

"Don't go!"

"Shang Chuan, don't go!"

"I was wrong, Mr. Shang, don't go!"

With both hands and feet, he hugged Shang Chuan's suitcase.

"Don't go, please, it's all my fault."

Shang Chuan turned his head to one side to hide his red eyes.

"Let go!"

With a cold voice, he squatted down and pulled Xia Yuanling's hand away.

This time, Xia Yuanling finally didn't stop him.

Tired of crying.

Actors are like this, their hearts are more sensitive than anyone else, and they lose energy when they cry.

But Xia Yuanling, in this world, there is still one very important thing that I need to accomplish.

That is a thorn in my heart, if I don't pull it out, I won't be able to face myself in this life.

I'm just sorry that my words hurt you.

But when you know the truth, you certainly won't let me go.

It would be better to know nothing now than it is now.

The author says:

Mr. Shang deliberately pushed him away to protect Xiaoxia.

The next chapter will be sweet.

I have wisdom tooth pain.