You, teach me how to do things?

An Qian successfully took over the position of general manager from Ran He, and he is also familiar with the corresponding work, and he got started quickly.

Not long after, Xia Yuanling was also transferred to the headquarters of Zhongjiu Chemical as a small supervisor of a department.

The business of this department is a bit busy, and Xia Yuanling can't handle it a bit. When he first came here, he made a lot of mistakes, and was criticized by his father at the staff meeting.

With a lot of criticism, Xia Yuanling knew what to do.

He is always the last one to get off work, and wait until all the work in hand has been dealt with before leaving in a hurry.

The colleague who left first greeted him: "Xiao Xia, don't you want to go?"

"I'll wait for a while."

The colleague nodded: "I have to go to the movies with my boyfriend tonight, so I'll go first."

"Yeah okay, I'll turn off the lights and lock the door later."

Xia Yuanling readily agreed, but looking down at the computer desktop, he suddenly remembered what his colleague said casually just now.

the film.

Speaking of which, "Detective Jiang Tianren 4" should have been released recently. There were so many things that he had forgotten.The last time I was in the elevator, I saw Jiang Si's pv with Brother An Qian.

Thinking of this, Xia Yuanling called Shang Chuan, saying that he had something to do at night and would go back later.

Shang Chuan didn't care either. Xia Yuanling often worked overtime during this time, thinking he had something else to do.

Xia Yuanling booked a ticket, finished his work, packed his things, and went to a remote cinema to watch a movie by himself with his mobile phone.

He didn't expect so many people to come to such a remote movie theater, but fortunately Xia Yuanling was a little late. When he first arrived, the movie had already started, so he went straight into the movie theater, and no one recognized him.

He watched the entire movie alone, in a dark corner.

The movie ended and the crowd receded.

"WTF?"

"Compared to the last one, it's too bad!"

"Rnm, refund the money!"

Xia Yuanling sat alone in the corner of the movie theater, with a complicated expression on his face, he didn't know how to evaluate it.

He selfishly hoped that the actor this time was not good enough, so that everyone would remember Su Shenyan, who he played, but he really saw a person with the same appearance as himself appearing in the movie, wearing Su Shenyan's name, and Luo When Fei Luan played the opposite role, his heart seemed to be twisted severely.But he didn't expect that the new actors couldn't perform well at all. In the movie, Su Shenyan winked, which made Xia Yuanling really disgusted.

He is not me.

He is not me.

Xia Yuanling really wanted to rush up and tear up the entire movie screen.

How could he act like this.

Su Shenyan was shaped by himself bit by bit, Su Shenyan is not like this.

but--

After the subtitles at the end of the movie were played, the whole theater was lit up, and the sweeper who was in charge of cleaning swept down the stairs one after another, and when he reached a corner, he suddenly raised his head.

The man in front of him didn't know what was going on, and he huddled in a corner by himself.

"Boy, what's the matter?"

"it's okay no problem."

Xia Yuanling wiped his face in a panic, and then went out wearing his peaked cap.

He is like a child abandoned by the world.

He is not me.

I can do better than him.

but--

I am willing to give up.

Xia Yuanling put on his peaked cap and wandered on the road alone.

He didn't want to go home for the time being, nor did he want to see Shang Chuan.Every time he is in front of Shang Chuan, he must pretend to be very happy, so as not to arouse Shang Chuan's suspicion.

He admits that he loves Shang Chuan very much, but because of this, he doesn't want any mood swings in himself to cause Mr. Shang's worries.

Just like what Shang Chuan once told himself, he can't lose another family member.I also don't want Shang Chuan to fall into that situation again.

Xia Yuanling was walking alone in the street.

The pain and discomfort in my heart are like insects and ants eating away, and every bite is a pain that goes deep into the bone marrow.

Street lights, night scenes, streets blown by the evening wind.

The world seemed far away from him.

Looking up, the shopping mall in front of him was playing a big screen, and the pv of "Detective Jiang Tianren 4" was playing on the screen.Director Fu is really generous, this time he is willing to invest so much money for Jiang Si.Xia Yuanling couldn't help but stop, looked up at the actor who succeeded him, and talked about his understanding of Su Shenyan's role without shame.

"The most important thing about this role is to be handsome, and I think I can still be satisfied with this."

"I know Xia Yuanling played Su Shenyan very well, but I think I can do better."

"Maybe it's that sentence, if the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come."

Xia Yuanling lowered the peaked cap even lower.

He silently complained about the new actor in his heart.

Have you ever learned to dance?Ever sang a play?How much did you pay for this role?

Have you read the script word by word?Have you repeatedly studied Su Shenyan's character and language?Did you know that he is actually a very stubborn, strong and loyal person?

You know he looks cynical, but in fact, he has never betrayed any of them.

Su Shenyan said that he looked up to the sun, the moon and the sky, and bowed his head to the people of the emperor.

Have you ever learned to laugh?Do you know how to laugh so that people can neither feel kitsch but also feel breathtaking beauty?You know how to walk without feeling flirty?

"What the hell are you acting like you're talking about here! Give me my money back!"

Before Xia Yuanling could swear, she heard a girl not far behind pulling her best friend and pointing at the big screen to curse.

"The script is messed up, and the editing scenes are inexplicable. You are a piece of rubbish who buys hot searches to engage in trolls. I think you are better than Xia Yuanling in acting! Damn it, you are [-] Xu Xiu worse than Xia Yuanling!"

Xia Yuanling couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.

But soon, such a smile turned into a wry smile.

So what if he is not as good as him, so what if he is not as good as him, in the end he gave up the opportunity.

From now on, Su Shenyan's name will not be followed by himself alone.

Maybe I should pretend to be kind and thank this person for accepting the role of Su Shenyan after I unilaterally broke the contract.

but--

He was in a daze for a long time before returning home. It was already very late when he got home, Shang Chuan had already turned off the lights and fell asleep, leaving only a small night light on the bedside table, waiting for Xia Yuanling to come home.

After taking a shower and getting into the warm bed, Shang Chuan subconsciously pulled Xia Yuanling into his arms, and asked him if he was tired today, why he worked overtime so late, if he came back late next time, he could inform himself, and he would go pick him up.

Even though he knew that Xia Yuanling was an adult, he would not be in any danger.But Shang Chuan always felt that walking alone at night would be very lonely.

When the whole body fell into Shang Chuan's embrace, Xia Yuanling closed his eyes, allowing himself to drown in the warmth.

He sighed.

On the way back, hatred inevitably rose in his heart.

If they hadn't fallen in love with Shang Chuan, if their relationship was just a simple contractual marriage, if they hadn't stayed in the entertainment industry, Su Shenyan would still be her own Su Shenyan.

He can still see the warm orange mixed with indigo sunset in the film and television city, and the endless "stuck" and "passed" mixed in the empty and lonely scenery.

But when you hugged me tightly, I suddenly discovered one thing.

I can lose Su Shenyan, Shu Yan, and everything that acting has given me.

I can not lose you.

"Why, are you in a bad mood today?"

Shang Chuan hugged him a little tighter, and then left a light kiss on Xia Yuanling's cheek.

Like marshmallows on chocolate, sweet on sweet.

"Well, I watched "Detective Jiang Tianren 4"."

As soon as these words came out, Shang Chuan's heart sank to the highest point.

Although the two of them kept silent about this matter these days, Shang Chuan still clearly understood what Xia Yuanling had sacrificed for himself.

Guilty, sorry, I haven't said such words yet.

The little shark in his arms suddenly became restless and kicked the quilt vigorously.

"Dog thing, if you want to play anything, just buy the script and beat me! You were not born when I acted! Fortunately, you didn't act, what a bad script! Hu Shanxing's brain was eaten by a dog, or Fu Dao's brain was eaten by a dog Yes! The senior is also sick, and the crew is stretched like this and still acting! I don’t care about my reputation! The 120-minute movie is all Nima-connected, let’s put it here for the star audition!"

He cursed all at once.

If you feel comfortable scolding, you will feel much more comfortable.

The little shark's mouth crackled, leaving no chance for Shang Chuan to apologize.

"I think that the Lanxin Jewelry accident at that time may have been arranged somewhere! Yes, you have an accident, I stopped acting, and then Director Mi was arrested and murdered! Such a serious matter! If I still When I'm acting, I definitely have to work hard on public relations, and then separate myself from myself, but this kind of thing is not so easy to separate. Then you see, "Detective Jiang Tianren 4" was filmed like shit again, It’s a good thing I didn’t act! My reputation has not been damaged, and many people regard my Su Shenyan as a cinnabar mole, do you know what this means?”

Shang Chuan answered, "What do you mean?"

"You are more prosperous!"

Xia Yuanling turned his head sideways and smacked his face.

Shang Chuan didn't expect him to hold back such a sentence for so long.

The tip of the nose suddenly soured.

He hugged Xia Yuanling in his arms very tightly.

How lucky is it to be able to find such a treasure in the desolate desert.

"Mr. Shang, like me, hates those people who eat vegetarian meals?"

"meeting."

Shang Chuan thought of the first time he heard that a classmate with poor grades in college passed the defense of his doctoral thesis, and his narrow heart was filled with cries of "he is not as good as me".

But that's mostly true, not all dreams come true.

Not all efforts are equally successful.

Life is full of regrets, misses and regrets.

"That's good, we are the same people."

Same, people who watch their dreams wither.