You, teach me how to do things?

The birthday party was held in a four-story villa, only the first and second floors were open to guests.

The balcony on the second floor has the best view, but it’s a pity that most of the guests who come here come to socialize rather than enjoy the view, so they leave this unique view to Shang Chuan and Xia Yuanling.

The Huoshaoyun in the evening seems to have burned away the impurities in the sky, leaving behind a night scene so black that it is difficult to see even the stars.

Not far away, there are waves sparkling, and in the turbulent night, like a luxurious Tianchi, the black crystals are crushed and piled up.

The sound of the waves is hollow and quiet, like a call from an ancient era.The black figure lit up the fairy wand, but it was too far away to see clearly.

Nearby is a garden full of people, exchanging cups and chatting with each other, and among the noisy voices, there is occasionally a lady's exclamation or a man's loud voice.

In order to create a birthday atmosphere, the garden is covered with star lights, and silver and gold balloons can be seen everywhere.

But Shang Chuan felt that white roses were missing here alone.

That white, pure rose will be the finishing touch of this night.

Unfortunately, this is not the season of white roses.

Speaking of it, he seemed to have never sent flowers to Xia Yuanling.

What kind of flower is it suitable for?

Regardless of the fact that Shang Miao's death made Rose a taboo in his heart, it is impossible for him to stimulate Xia Yuanling with the representative of Shu Yan.

It may be more suitable for cream flowers.

Shang Chuan was amused by his own thoughts, and turned his head to look at Xia Yuanling.

Xia Yuanling was also looking at the scenery.

It's a pity that the scenery in his eyes is not so beautiful.

People frolicking by the water seemed to him mermaids with scales, and the wine glasses held by garden guests were not wine but human blood.

He naturally knew that these were not true, but he just couldn't control these hallucinations, nor could he control the fear that arose in his heart after seeing these things.

"Can you swim?" Shang Chuan casually found a topic to chat with.

"meeting."

Xia Yuanling nodded. Speaking of which, he went to the beach with Shang Chuan before, but he just had a look at the scenery, but he didn't have a chance to swim.He remembered the warm orange sun burning the sky red.

If Shu Yan were to paint this picture, he would definitely outline Shang Chuan's left shoulder with gold.

Because in the sunlight, his Mr. Shang looked so—

Dazzling.

"Next time I take you to the swimming pool, you have eaten too much recently, and you should keep up with your exercise."

Xia Yuanling didn't like to hear these words.

It's not all fed by you.

Xia Yuanling complained silently in his heart.

At this moment, the waiter who had just asked Xia Yuanling for his autograph caught up.

"Sorry, the signature you gave me just now—"

His voice interrupted the communication between Shang Chuan and Xia Yuanling, and the two turned their heads to look at the waiter at the same time.

Xia Yuanling vaguely realized that something was wrong, but Shang Chuan was the first to speak: "What's wrong?"

"The name that Xia Yuanling signed for me just now is wrong, can you sign another one for me? I just asked my colleague for a post-it note."

The waiter brought the tissues and notes to Xia Yuanling.

Shang Chuan glanced at it, and saw the signature written by the black marker pen, which belonged exclusively to Shu Yan.

Then he stretched out his hand and snatched the tissue.

It is true that Shu Yan's signature is correct.

Xia Yuanling's heart skipped a beat, he lowered his head and didn't know what to say.

The waiter didn't dare to take the pen and paper that was handed to him by the waiter.

"What do you want me to say about you?" Shang Chuan unfolded the tissue, turned his head and continued to look at the night scene outside, "Xia Yuanling, you are very good at playing the game of obedience and violation."

"Mr. Shang, I'm sorry, I—"

Shang Chuan stretched out his hand out of the balcony, and the paper towel with Shu Yan's name hung in the void like a handkerchief.

"Don't throw it away! Mr. Shang!"

The tissue in Shang Chuan's hand turned into a dying nightingale in his eyes.

Nightingale was covered in scars, and blood dripped down Shang Chuan's fingertips.

It screamed and howled in Shang Chuan's hands.

"Don't throw it away!"

Shu Yan finally died by jumping off a building.

He didn't want to see anything fall from the sky again.

"Can you let him go!"

But Xia Yuanling's expression angered Shang Chuan.

Shu Yu, Shu Yu.

Why would a dead person become Xia Yuanling's nightmare?

And why are you entangled tightly and refuse to give up.

He released his fingers without hesitation, and the white tissue fell down.

Xia Yuanling rushed up to grab it, but his speed was too slow after all. The piece of paper was swept away by the wind, then fluttered down, and finally fell into the blue swimming pool in the garden.

The water soaked the paper towel and Shu Yan's name.

Most of his body leaned out of the balcony.

With a cold face, Shang Chuan reached out and grabbed Xia Yuanling's tie, pulling him away from the balcony.

Xia Yuanling staggered and fell to the ground.

"Why, do you want to jump down again?"

"Xia Yuanling! Don't force me to let you not even have the freedom to go out!"

"Do you want me to chain you up!"

Xia Yuanling looked up and saw the anger in Shang Chuan's eyes. He seemed to be afraid, but also seemed to remember the importance of Shang Chuan to him.

He bowed his head and apologized to Shang Chuan.

Like broken glass.

Shang Chuan's eyes gradually became lonely: "I let him go, who will let me go?"

I originally had a lover who was as warm and free as the sun.

And who locked my sun into the clouds?

The waiter who witnessed all this covered his mouth and ran away.

He just wanted to ask for an autograph, but he didn't expect to witness the most distorted relationship between Shang Chuan and Xia Yuanling.

abuse?captivity?

He wanted to tell others about the unusual relationship between the two of them, and he wanted to do something to save Xia Yuanling.

It's just that he also has to weigh the fate of offending Shang Chuan.

But when his justice and selfishness were playing against each other, Shang Chuan led Xia Yuanling down from the second floor.

The two looked so harmonious and affectionate.

Xia Yuanling was always by Shang Chuan's side. Although Shang Chuan had a lot of entertainment, every time he finished speaking, his eyes would be on Xia Yuanling.

It was as if the farce just now was just a dream.

It's an unreal illusion.

But there is only one thing that is different from before.

The silver tie clip on Shang Chuan's tie.

Disappeared.

Standing in the bright lights, he communicated with all the people who came up to talk with ease.

Always smiling, always indifferent, and can't find anything wrong with every gesture.

Gentle and dangerous.

Knowing that it is a trap, but still wanting to sink people.

And he held Xia Yuanling tightly.

It is the entangled prey in the trap.

"Kirsch? I prefer cherries as a fruit to wine."

"Me too," Shang Chuan rubbed his wrist against Xia Yuanling's waist when he answered these words, "Ripe cherries taste the sweetest."

Xia Yuanling immediately straightened his body.

But the pain in his chest made the smile on his face freeze.

So, where did that tie clip go?

A few days later, Shang Chuan brought Xia Yuanling back to the clinic.

This time, Xia Yuanling's resistance was much lowered, and he was able to stay and talk to the doctor alone.

The doctor simply asked a few questions about his daily life recently, and Xia Yuanling would answer whatever he asked.

When encountering a question that I don't want to answer, I just keep silent, and the doctor is not impatient, so I change the way or skip this question.

"Your company is very useful. His current problems are not as serious as they were when he first came."

The doctor let Shang Chuan in and ordered his colleague to look after Xia Yuanling in another room.

"According to my judgment, he should be able to distinguish the difference between Shu Yan and himself, but he couldn't let go of this role because of some reasons. Because Shu Yan has passed away in reality, he may be using this method to let the Shu Yan continues to live."

"Spiritual survival?"

"It should be, but this also shows that Xia Yuanling's mental problems are not very serious. At least he can still distinguish reality from fiction. Are you also a psychology major? It feels like you understand this knowledge very well? "

"I'm not, I'm just interested in reading a few theoretical books on psychology before, and I have learned some very basic theories, such as Freud's id ego superego, Lacan's theory, and Jung's psychology study."

"That's not bad. Your more knowledge about this will also help Xia Yuanling's recovery. The time is up. I'm sorry that our conversation must end here. I still have an appointment."

"Okay, I'm leaving too, thank you for taking care of me during this time."

Shang Chuan finished chatting with the doctor and went to the next consultation room to pick up Xia Yuanling.

He is much better now than before, and occasionally he will take the initiative to talk to Shang Chuan, unlike before, he either screamed or called Mr. Shang mechanically repeatedly.

Xia Yuanling took the initiative to speak: "Mr. Shang, what did you say to the doctor just now? Why did it take so long?"

Why does this sound like jealousy, Shang Chuan turned his head and replied: "We talked about some psychological things, what's the matter?"

After getting the answer he wanted, Xia Yuanling stopped talking again.

Seeing that he was silent again, Shang Chuan took the initiative to chat with him.

"He said to let me read more books on psychology, which can also assist you in your treatment." Shang Chuan put his arm around Xia Yuanling's waist, "But I don't have that much patience, and I only agree with one truth."

"Pain can make people realize what is reality."

"Did you say so?"

Xia Yuanling's body froze, as if thinking of something beautiful and lingering.

Shang Chuan thought he was very interesting like this, like a shark toy trapped in a net basket, so he lowered his head and kissed his lips.

But soon, Shang Chuan felt a small pain on the tip of his tongue.

Xia Yuanling bit his tongue.

Just a light bite, as if resisting the kiss.

Shang Chuan let go of Xia Yuanling and ended the kiss.

Xia Yuanling's eyes wavered, as if he was afraid that Shang Chuan would discover his carelessness.

Shang Chuan pretended nothing unusual, and left with Xia Yuanling in his arms.

When he lowered his head, the corners of his mouth couldn't hold back, and there was a hint of a smile.

His Xia Yuanling seemed to be coming back soon.

The author says:

Hey hey, just ask if you are sweet