You, teach me how to do things?

"Go to my house when you go back, remember my utility room? There is a box of bird's nest in it, you take it to Xiaoxia. I also know a few psychologists, I will give you my business card when the time comes."

Luo Feiluan hugged Anqian and kissed him on the face several times.

"okay."

The two had dinner together in the evening, and An Qian stayed until the next day before leaving.

He got up early to catch the first subway.

But unfortunately, as soon as An Qian went out, he bumped into Luo Feiluan's manager, Brother Zhong.

An Qian didn't speak, just nodded and left.

Brother Zhong hasn't reacted yet.

Didn't it mean that something happened to Xia Yuanling?Why is Anqian here?

He knocked on Luo Feiluan's door.

Luo Feiluan thought that An Qian had forgotten something, so he wrapped a bath towel and opened the door, but he didn't expect Brother Zhong to be standing outside the door.

Brother Zhong looked at the traces of his lust, and combined with the interaction between Luo Feiluan and An Qian during this period of time, Brother Zhong felt that something was wrong.

Now it is even more confirmed that the relationship between Luo Feiluan and An Qian is unusual.

"You two?"

Luo Feiluan quickly closed the door, changed clothes and opened the door again.

As soon as Brother Zhong entered, he closed the door: "What's going on with you and An Qian?"

Luo Feiluan knew that sooner or later he would be discovered, so luckily he recruited.

"I'm dating him."

"You are crazy!"

Brother Zhong grabbed Luo Feiluan's arm.

"I'm not crazy, I like him!"

"Do you like it as a meal?"

"I'm not taking the traffic route, what's wrong with me and him? What's wrong with me falling in love?"

"He was raped, do you know! Have you thought about how others would scold you and scold him when you were with him? Luo Feiluan! You are not young, can you see the reality?"

Luo Feiluan didn't answer his question, just glanced at Brother Zhong: "We agreed, you don't care about my private love life."

Brother Zhong naturally knew that he had nothing to do with him. A studio would only focus on the star himself, without any treaties or rules.

"In the future, if something goes wrong, you can find a way to solve it yourself."

He left only this sentence and turned to leave.

On the other side, An Qian brought the bird's nest to Xia Yuanling after returning, saying that Luo Feiluan sent it.

Shang Chuan was stunned when he saw it.

"He doesn't have to be so polite."

Shang Chuan accepted the gift.

An sneaked into his house and was familiar with the way. After changing his shoes, he found Xia Yuanling directly, and asked how Xia Yuanling was doing recently.

Naturally, Xia Yuanling would not reply to him, and only concentrated on playing with the snake in his hand.

"Still the same, he doesn't talk much. I asked him to cut his hair in the morning, and he was crying and fussing." Shang Chuan mentioned the incident between the two of them in the morning and gave him a headache again. "Maybe he wanted to leave something about Shu Yan. commemorate."

Shang Chuan has been annoyed by Xia Yuanling's hair over his shoulder for a long time.I remember that shoulder-length hair is the symbol of Shu Yan. Shang Chuan always felt that as long as Xia Yuanling got rid of the things related to Shu Yan, Xia Yuanling could rebuild his self-cognition.Unexpectedly, in the morning, he mentioned that he would take Xia Yuanling to get his hair cut. Xia Yuanling started crying as soon as he heard it, until his eyes were swollen from crying, and he knelt on the ground and dragged his legs to prevent him from leaving.

Shang Chuan wanted to tie someone up to the barber shop directly, but looking at Xia Yuanling's face full of tears, he couldn't do it in the end.

"Has he still not come out of the role of Shu Yan?"

An Qian couldn't understand why Xia Yuanling couldn't tell the difference between the two obviously different people.He didn't know much about being an actor, but he was just worried about when Xia Yuanling would be able to return to a normal life.

"Yes," Shang Chuan talked to him, and went to the refrigerator to pick out a few fresh grapefruits and mangoes and handed them to An Qian, "I bought them at the supermarket this afternoon, and you took them back to my cousin."

Aunt Biao was talking about An Qian's mother. Every time she came over, Shang Chuan would do his best to ask An Qian to bring some souvenirs back with him as a landlord.

"Thanks, I'll go back and have a look first. If you have anything to do, call me. Yoyo said she wants me to go to an exhibition with her. When the exhibition is over, she and I will come over to see Xia Yuanling."

An Qian didn't say anything else, he was still very concerned about Xia Yuanling's affairs.

"You are busy with your work, Xiao Xia will be taken care of by me."

The two exchanged a few casual greetings, and An Qian took his things and left.

After An Qian left, Shang Chuan went back to the computer and looked at yesterday's data.

He watched seriously, and didn't notice that Xia Yuanling had slowly crawled to his side, peeking at his computer.Of course he couldn't understand those statistics, he just admired Shang Chuan who worked hard.

"What's wrong?" Shang Chuan reached out and rubbed his face.

I didn't notice it before, but now I think Xia Yuanling's face is soft and easy to rub.But I have to feed it a little fatter, so that it feels comfortable to the touch.

Xia Yuanling didn't speak, just lay on his lap, inhaling the faint fragrance of his body.

But for Shang Chuan, once he enters the working state, nothing around him will disturb him.Seeing that Xia Yuanling was fine, he continued to focus on processing his data.

Seeing that Shang Chuan was only busy with work and ignoring him, Xia Yuanling climbed off Shang Chuan depressedly.

He remembered the grapefruit and mango that Shang Chuan gave An Qian just now, and said that he hadn't eaten mango for a long time.

Xia Yuanling took out the mango from the refrigerator on his own, and then picked up the knife specially used to peel the fruit.

Shang Chuan is looking at the company's stock. He just sent a message to several directors, asking them what their opinions are on the sales plan for the next quarter.

Before receiving a reply, I heard a "hiss" from the kitchen.

Then the blade fell to the ground and made a crisp sound when it came into contact with the marble floor.

It was only then that Shang Chuan noticed that Xia Yuanling who had been sleeping next to him just now had disappeared.

He hurried to the kitchen and saw Xia Yuanling was holding a knife in his hand, which was still stained with blood.

Knife, blood, Xia Yuanling.

Shang Chuan's first reaction was to commit suicide.

At the end of the script, Shu Yan jumped off the tall building alone, and dyed the nightingale and rose red with his own blood.

He rushed forward, ignoring the knife in Xia Yuanling's hand, snatched the knife from his lover's hand, and threw it into the pool.

"Xia Yuanling! What are you doing?"

He pinched Xia Yuanling's wrist and pulled it in front of him.

There was a red wound on Xia Yuanling's palm, which seemed to have been accidentally scratched with a knife just now.

"I warn you, I can't lose another family member! Did you hear that!"

The original fear invaded his sanity, turning him from a human into a monster through and through.

From sister to father.

He didn't want to, and couldn't, lose any more members of his family.

Xia Yuanling wanted to retreat, but Shang Chuan held his hand tightly, and he had no chance to resist.

"Cut the mango."

He quietly justified his actions.

Only then did Shang Chuan notice that there were mango fibers in Xia Yuanling's hands.He probably cut the green mango in half, dragged the mango with one hand, and wanted to draw lines on it with a knife, but accidentally cut too deep, and the knife pierced the mango skin and scratched his palm.

The wound was not deep, and the blood that flowed out was not much, but Shang Chuan was used to wearing glasses, so he could see more clearly.Coupled with the association of a knife, it made him lose his mind for a moment.

Shang Chuan saw his wound, which was so shallow that he didn't even need to go to the hospital.

"Knives are not allowed in the future."

Shang Chuan did not apologize for his impulsiveness, but warned Xia Yuanling not to use anything that would hurt him anymore.

There is a medicine cabinet at home.Shang Chuan helped him bandage the wound, and then threw away the blood-stained mango.

Xia Yuanling followed behind him, watched his actions, and after Shang Chuan took care of everything, he stretched out his arms and hugged Shang Chuan.

Shang Chuan did not hug Xia Yuanling in the same way, but calmly announced a fact: "You remember what I said, let you be a good boy."

His tone was terribly cold, Xia Yuanling let go of his hand, and looked up at Shang Chuan suspiciously.

He always thought he was pretty good.

But today was a surprise.

It was also an accident to knock over the water glass yesterday.

It was even more accidental when the perfume bottle was broken the day before yesterday.

"Then do you know that bad children need to be disciplined?"

Shang Chuan lifted the hair on Xia Yuanling's shoulders.

There are too many places where he is not good.

Xia Yuanling's heart tightened, not understanding the meaning of Shang Chuan's words.

So when Shang Chuan hugged him and fell on the bed, biting his skin like a beast.

Xia Yuanling suddenly realized something.

If he died, the man in front of him would wither and rot like the roses blooming in the hallucination.

He originally thought that he was not important to Shang Chuan.

After all, in his perfect life, he seems to be the only accident and failure.He fell in love with himself, just like Yue Lao went blind and Cupid shot an arrow into his brain.

But it now appears that this is not the case.

He and Shang Chuan have long been bound together by some kind of emotional connection.

This connection, people call it love.

"Mr. Shang, it hurts."

"Can you take it easy?"

However, Xia Yuanling was still afraid of pain, so he couldn't help asking Shang Chuan for help.

Hearing his voice, Shang Chuan seemed to have regained his senses.

When he raised his head, Xia Yuanling could clearly see the redness in the circles of his eyes.

Why didn't he realize before that his Mr. Shang would also be so vulnerable.

Shang Chuan looked down at the marks on Xia Yuanling's body, and he fell into self-blame uncontrollably.In the past, he would not know the severity because of too little sexual experience, but after a few times, he already knew how to please his lover. Today's traces are not so much love, but rather venting the fear in his heart.

He is afraid of losing.

But Xia Yuanling shouldn't have to bear this.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't treat you like this. You lie down first, and I'll get you medicine."

But Xia Yuanling grabbed his arm.

"do not go--"

"I love so much--"

"So don't go."

Because you gave it to me.

So love and pain are both for me, and I am happy with it.

The author says:

Ouch, is it broken?