fall in love with ex-husband

It was about to go to the second round of chemotherapy, but I couldn't find time to go to the hospital, not because I was busy with work or because I was entangled in trivial matters.

It was purely because of Zhang Kaiji.

Since the last time I came back from the Town God's Temple, I left Zhang Kaiji to have dinner at home. After that, he always followed me, whenever he was free, he would come over for dinner, and sometimes he would even stay overnight, sleeping in the same guest room where he slept in the past. As a result, I couldn't find a suitable opportunity to go to the hospital.Because Zhang Kaiji appeared at home so frequently, even my parents came to ask me if I had changed my mind and wanted to remarry Zhang Kaiji.

I admit that I still love him, but it is still impossible for me to remarry him.

What's more, I don't know what Zhang Kaiji thinks.

He and I have been divorced for almost a year. During this year, we were like a pair of strangers we are most familiar with. We care about each other, but we don’t contact each other. Now we only have polite greetings when we meet. Talking a few more words is a luxury.I never thought that the lies I originally used to prevaricate him turned out to be an opportunity to meet him frequently.

Seeing that Duoduo who was sick became a dyed pig in the mouth of others, I opened the door for Zhang Kaiji again and again, and then watched Duoduo who could no longer eat with tears in his eyes and was forced to swallow Zhang Kaiji's nutrition full of fatherly love Taste.I think Duoduo probably belongs to the kind of precocious and sensible child who wants his parents to remarry.

It's not that I haven't thought about pretending I'm not at home, but I'm an old man who occasionally writes and writes. Apart from my own home, the place I go to the most is Meng Xizhi's home.So no matter where I am, when I hear the doorbell, the person I see through the cat's eyes is definitely Zhang Kaiji.

Sometimes I even wonder if Zhang Kaiji installed a GPS on me, otherwise how could he grasp my whereabouts so accurately, when he saw that I didn't open the door, he would stand at the door and not leave, so he could control me In the end, I can only compromise.If not, then I can only suspect that there are traitors around me.But looking around, my parents, Duo Duo, and Meng Xi only... it seems that I am alone.

But to be honest, since I can see Zhang Kaiji every day, my overall mental outlook has improved a lot, and the side effects of vomiting and fatigue have also eased a little.I deluded myself that this might also be considered a therapeutic method, and there was no objection at the dinner table.

After all, it’s not a real remarriage, we don’t know how to hold hands, kiss, or have the same room. It’s a bit like when he was a tutor at my house in high school, chatting at the dinner table, and taking a walk together after dinner.

Seeing Duoduo lying on the door and window again, wagging his tail and yelling at me, I knew that Zhang Kaiji had come back from get off work.

No one would believe it if I said it, but the number of times we met after the divorce was more than before the divorce.Before the divorce, because both of us were on the rise in our careers, and I often traveled on business, I couldn’t even see each other completely for a week. fell asleep on him.On the contrary, it was recently that I finally realized the feeling that when I fell in love with him, the focus of each other's life was the other.

But no matter what, I still restrained my love for him and kept a distance from friends.

Even my parents can't stand my almost indifferent attitude towards Zhang Kaiji.The old couple who were eager to make me and him get back together, in order to allow us to spend more time alone so that the old relationship could rekindle, simply thought of a way to travel, and both of them ran away from home, not only took away the nanny Aunt Yuan, but also He directly left the keys with all the door locks in the house to Zhang Kaiji, so that he could enter and exit freely.

With the key, Zhang Kaiji no longer needs my permission to enter the house, but every time he comes, he still chooses to ring the doorbell, and then retreats behind the door, waiting patiently for me to open the door for him.

Sometimes I want to scold him for being an old pedant and not knowing how to be flexible.Seeing that it was going to be the end of the year, the temperature dropped again and again, and I was wearing more and more clothes. I curled up on the sofa and didn't want to move at all. Ring the doorbell.

I covered my ears to no avail, so I struggled out of the quilt angrily, and opened the door for this short-handed university professor.I'll have to wait and see if he even asks me to go to the bathroom for him one day.

"Didn't you bring the key..." I said angrily, "...? What is this?"

Zhang Kaiji raised the corner of his mouth, patted the cardboard box at his feet, and said with a smile, "Warming the table."

"The temperature has dropped recently. I saw that you have been hiding under the blanket and can't come out. I bought one when I passed by the mall. I heard from the shopping guide that it can be used by the whole family in the living room."

Speaking of a family, Duoduo called out in a timely manner.This guy doesn't treat himself like a dog at all.

I couldn't help muttering, how can I hide from the bed all the time, don't I sit in the living room all the time when you are here, and only when you are not here, I can't get up on the bed.

"Isn't it sinking?" I asked casually.

Zhang Kaiji was changing his shoes, and replied: "Fortunately, it's time to exercise."

Hearing what he said, I remembered that his strength was always inferior to mine in the past. Since he could easily lift him from the car to the door of the house, it would be a piece of cake for me.

I wanted to look cool in front of him, so I lifted it with one hand, but I tried hard, but I couldn't lift it up. Not convinced, I gritted my teeth secretly, tried hard a second time, but still couldn't lift it up.

Just when I was trying to lift it with both hands, Zhang Kaiji looked at me after changing his shoes.

At a loss, I immediately let go, and then squatted down here, pretending to be ignorant, and began to read the instructions on the package.

"This thing seems to have to be plugged in to work."

"After all, you have to have a fever." Zhang Kaiji said with a smile.

I don't know if he saw my embarrassment, seeing that I was about to leave, Zhang Kaiji hurriedly called to me, "This warming table is a bit heavy, please help me."

"coming..."

So this warming table, which made me feel ashamed, was carried to the living room by Zhang Kaiji and I.

I didn't expect this thing called warming table to be so heavy, because I underestimated Zhang Kaiji before.

I haven't exercised for a long time, and with a little effort, I feel that my bones are about to fall apart. When the heating table is installed, I no longer have the strength to get up from the ground, so I simply lie under the heating table, cover my body with a quilt, and lie down completely. flat.

If you only look at the current state of the two of us, you may think that I have contributed a lot of labor. In fact, I am just a voice assistant who reads the manual without emotion. The installation work is basically done by Zhang Kaiji independently.After all, he is also an expert in this field. Where it is time for him to show his fists, why should I not think about it.

Seeing that I couldn't afford it, the expert shook his head helplessly, then turned around and plugged in the electric heater.

So I beat my legs with a stick and simply closed my eyes.

"Then I'll cook first." Zhang Kaiji took off his coat and put on an apron.

"Oh."

Since the old couple left, Zhang Kaiji once again became the head chef at home, in charge of my three meals a day.Even if there is a sudden emergency at school, he will order a good meal for me.The meals are similar to what my parents usually cook, and they are all nutritious meals recommended by some doctors. I think they are probably the meals that my mother specially gave to Zhang Kaiji before she left.

If it is said that if you want to capture a man's heart, you must first grasp the man's stomach, then Zhang Kaiji has basically crushed my stomach.

Just smelling the smell of the food in the kitchen, I couldn't help but salivate.

I know the truth that the more I get used to a person's existence, the more I can't leave him.But right now I have no time to think about the future.Even if it is a mirage, I want to have it for a short time.

Zhang Kaiji didn't stop cooking four dishes, and continued to work in the kitchen.

He came to my house as an ex-husband to cook for me, but I was so lazy that I didn't even pick up a piece of garlic for him.Feeling a little sorry, I looked at his busy back and thought about finding something to talk about.

I accidentally caught a glimpse of Zhang Kaiji's computer bag open on the sofa, and remembered that he used to bring his laptop back with him, so that he could continue to deal with unfinished business at home at home.

"Are there a lot of things at school today?" I took the initiative to provoke the topic.

This is the first time I have asked him about his life since our divorce.

He was also surprised.

I obviously felt a pause in the movement of opening the Ji Dian spoon, but soon regained my composure.

He replied: "It's okay, I'm just helping the students revise their thesis, and it's almost finished, just give it to him tomorrow."

I rubbed Duoduo's dog's head and said, "Then why don't you come back after dealing with it?"

"I'm worried about you being alone at home," he said.

"There's nothing to worry about." I didn't understand, "It's not like no one has been with me before."

Zhang Kaiji was silent for a while, but did not answer me immediately.

When I almost forgot what I just asked, he called Duoduo, looked at him and said, "Duoduo didn't worry about you being able to take good care of him alone. Duoduo is still sick, isn't it, Duoduo. "

"Really? Duoduo." I was so angry that my teeth itched, "You said I couldn't take care of you well?"

Duoduo yelled twice and immediately hid behind Zhang Kaiji.

"Idiots on the wall." I cursed.After all, he stopped talking to the father and son.

Zhang Kaiji put the last dish on the table, took off his apron, came to the living room to apologize, and called me to eat: "Are you still angry?"

I turned my head away from him, "No. There's nothing to be angry about. Duoduo already likes you more."

"Don't be angry." Zhang Kaiji couldn't help laughing, "It's okay if I talk about it."

"What to say, what is there to say."

"Xixi, I'm not questioning that you can't take care of Duoduo. I'm just worried that you won't be able to eat well when you're alone at home. On the other hand, I also want to talk to you more."

This person has already grasped my stomach, and he wants to grasp my heart, he is simply greedy.

I turned my back and deliberately pretended not to hear his love words.

"Get up and eat, the food is getting cold." Zhang Kaiji, who didn't get my response, was a little disappointed.

It was still smoking, how could it be cold so quickly.

I muttered softly: "Then you take it here."

"what?"

"Bring the food here and eat on the kotatsu." I sat up, "Didn't you see that the kotatsu is smaller." My voice became smaller and smaller, "You said you wanted to talk to me more."

"En. Eat on the warming table." Zhang Kaiji was like a cold palace concubine whose brand had been turned over suddenly. He rubbed his hands with his apron excitedly, and quickly transferred all the food to the warming table, repeating in his mouth over and over again: "Eat on the warming table, eat on the warming table..."

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There are three chapters to be updated~Thank you for your willingness to support me~