fall in love with ex-husband

After so many years, I still haven't changed my self-willedness. In some self-righteous reasoning, I took the most responsible person out of the problem, and then threw it to Zhang Kaiji who didn't know it.

After writing the update, it was almost dawn, and the depression in my heart was still unabated, so I put away the computer lightly, and then slipped out of the ward while the nurse was not paying attention.

At the end of the corridor is the smoking area of ​​the family members. I took out the cigarettes that Meng Xi had only left in my place, imitating Zhang Kaiji's usual smoking appearance, and squatted in the corner to light one for myself.

It's not that I haven't smoked before, maybe it's been too long, and I coughed violently before taking two puffs.My throat was sore and itchy, and I coughed until tears flowed out.This must be retribution, I thought helplessly.

Afraid of being discovered by the nurse on duty, I had no choice but to transfer to the rescue channel.The empty stairwell carried my coughing sound far away, and I could even hear my own echo when I sat there.

After a short rest, my lungs were finally functioning normally.The body felt better, but the heart became more and more heavy.Looking at the slowly burning cigarette in my hand, I couldn't help feeling that cigarettes are the same as people, and their life span is so short.

Whether Zhang Kaiji will cheat on me or not, I know better than anyone else, and the reason why I chose to throw all the responsibilities to him is nothing more than to ease the guilt of myself who is about to leave.

I thought despicably, even if one day I died suddenly like the talkative old gentleman in the previous ward, he would not be too sad if he already had someone in his heart.He is still young, and the days to come are still long.If he still can't let go of me and doesn't let anyone approach his heart, how will he spend the rest of his life alone.

I can't imagine that if he is sick, no one cares about him, and I can't bear his lonely back when he is old.

In the final analysis, I am still too selfish. In order to make myself feel better, I can even arrange whether the person I love is cheating or not.

In fact, no matter why he agreed to divorce me, I was the one who chose to hide everything and leave first.

I sat in the stairwell for a long time, and it took a long time until the alarm clock on my mobile phone rang before I came back to my senses.

Because the mobile phone has a do-not-disturb mode at night, I turned off the alarm clock, and I saw the background comment reminder of the website APP.

I was surprised that someone responded to the update in the early morning.

Thinking that there was nothing to do anyway, I scrolled down to look.Most readers are still immersed in the confusion of the two divorced, and are not aware of the potential crisis.

And the first to notice the signs was the previous reader who only knew how to reward and never commented.

I was the first update at 03:30 in the morning, and within 5 minutes, that reader tipped me.I updated a total of three chapters, and he was the first to reward each chapter, and this time he also commented on the last chapter for an unprecedented time.

uxid_829164: Xu Yao will not cheat.

Xu Yao is the male protagonist based on Zhang Kaiji in the novel.

I just wrote a hint in this chapter, and didn’t make it clear that Xu Yao was going to cheat in the future. This reader immediately guessed my creative thinking, and I couldn’t help being surprised, and then replied to him.

Chuji after the rain: Why do you say that?

He didn't seem to be sleeping and replied quickly.

uxid_829164: He is not that kind of person.

I thought to myself, although I made up the cheating, how can you, a stranger, understand Zhang Kaiji like me?How dare you point fingers at me.So I returned him politely.

Chuji after the rain: Then what kind of person do you think he is?

I'm not afraid of being criticized by other readers because of my fierce words, I took my mobile phone and waited quietly for this "uxid_829164" to comment on Zhang Kaiji.

This time his reply was a lot slower, and it took half an hour on the phone to remind him of his reply.

uxid_829164: No matter what kind of person Xu Ruo is, it is impossible for him to betray Gu Xiangnan.That's all I know.

Although what he said was correct, I felt uncomfortable after being stabbed in the throat for no reason. I didn't want to entangle with this reader anymore, so I hurriedly ended the conversation and put away my phone.

When I raised my head again, I found that it was already dawn, and I should have been discovered if I didn't return to the ward.

Just as I got up, the echo of footsteps came from the corridor.

Someone is going up.

Curiosity drove me to poke my head out to see who came to the inpatient department so early.

An unexpected person appears in sight.

I was surprised to see Zhang Kaiji, who was playing with his mobile phone, slowly walking towards the floor where I was.

As if aware of my gaze, Zhang Kaiji raised his head and looked towards where I was sitting.

The moment he saw me, he also had a surprised expression on his face. His brows were slightly frowned, and his sharp eyes were about to see through me.

Noticing that Zhang Kaiji was looking me up and down, I straightened my back nervously, and I was extremely thankful that when I slipped out of the ward, I put on a windbreaker to avoid the cold, which just covered the hospital gown underneath, so I wouldn't recognize it at a glance.

We are separated by three steps.For a while, I didn't know how to ignore him, but greeted him casually.

"Sick?" He broke the ice first, walking further towards me.

I immediately denied it, twitched the corners of my mouth, and said pretending to be calm: "My friend is hospitalized, come to accompany him."

After listening to my explanation, his originally tense expression relaxed, and he pointed to the soot on the ground: "Smoking?"

He knows that I don't smoke and I'm not used to the smell of smoke.But I didn't want him to know that I was imitating him, so I had to lie again: "I didn't do it, I just happened to sit here."

I don't know if my poor acting skills will hide it from him, and I'm a little flustered.

He nodded, didn't talk, but didn't leave either.

I looked at him in embarrassment and asked, "Did you come to the hospital so early because you were sick?"

He looked at me and said lightly: "Like you, someone is sick, come and visit."

The atmosphere dropped to freezing point again.

I didn't want to be alone with him anymore, it disturbed my thoughts, and if I continued to stay, it might expose that I was hospitalized on this floor, so I got up first, walked downstairs, and misled him: "My friend should wake up, Then I'll go first."

He didn't catch up, but just looked at my back and said, "I hope your friend recovers soon."

My nose was acidic, and I waved my hand without looking back, "Okay. Thank you for him."

"Also." Zhang Kaiji stopped me.

"What else?"

"Stop smoking."

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I want the starfish in everyone's pocket, okay, please.