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Chi Xingyan fell to the ground, his head hurting like he was run over by a train.Those doubts that he deliberately exaggerated and let go, came to mind one after another at this time, becoming clearer and clearer, and finally condensed into a question-is it fun to deceive yourself?

It's always been skeptical, isn't it?Chi Xingyan asked himself.

Why did Song Siwei treat me nicely for no reason in the first place?

Why is Song Siwei interested in a kid who is ten years younger than him and always offends him?

Why did Song Siwei admit that he was still a solo mother after living for 30 years, yet insisted that I was his first love?

Why did Song Siwei "meet one and love the other" in the play, and I have to turn the story over and stay by his side?

Why?Why?

Chi Xingyan reflected on one question after another, thinking about it until his headache was splitting, and finally came to the conclusion: because I like him so much.

Because I like it, my heart is soft.Because I like him, I dare not go into all the speculations and doubts that separate me from him.

Because I like it, when he asked me to accept or end the relationship, I chose the latter without hesitation.

Chi Xingyan almost masochistically straightened out all these threads. Whenever he was so sad that he wanted to give up, and wanted to practice "If you don't understand, don't think about it for the time being" again, he forced himself to stare at the paper in his hand. Look at the photo, then suddenly wake up——

This is the truth, Song Siwei and his unforgettable "thousands of times" are the truth.

As for Chi Xingyan, he just played a scene with Song Siwei.

He scolded Song Siwei every day as a lunatic who couldn't tell the truth from the falsehood, but who was involved in the drama without distinguishing the true from the false?

This first love was as absurd as an irony.

Chi Xingyan lay on the ground, his mind blank.He held the photo in his hand above his head, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that the strange man on it looked very similar to himself, with the same thick eyebrows and big eyes, the same youth, and standing next to the person he liked, he even looked secretly happy. very similar.

So I'm not a spare tire, he thought, so I came here as a stand-in for Song Siwei's Bai Yueguang.

He finally couldn't help crying, comforting himself while crying, a man doesn't cry easily, I'm sad for this day, and wake up tomorrow as a good man again.

Chi Xingyan's good cry was turbulent. He lay upright on the cold floor, cried himself to sleep, cried and had a fever, and finally cried himself into the hospital.

When he woke up, he was on a drip, the bloodshot eyes in Song Siwei's eyes were clearly visible, he spoke softly and nicely, he was padded with a pillow and tucked in the quilt, and told not to get out of bed, but to be obedient by stroking his head.

Chi Xingyan thought bitterly, no wonder I fell for his way. No one would like such a humble gentleman, the perfect Mr. Song who is a peerless good man.

"Is it better?" Song Siwei asked him, and stopped him from answering, "Don't answer, your voice is hoarse."

Immediately afterwards, Chi Xingyan heard that he was arguing, and called Liu Meng to say that Xingyan would not be able to go back in a short time, called the crew to ask for leave, and asked the nurse for water and cotton swabs.

Song Siwei carefully dipped a cotton swab in water, moistened Chi Xingyan's puffy lips, and sat for a while, fearing that the brat would be too thin-skinned, he joked, "Don't talk, you look like a sickly handsome boy, and you are more arrogant than usual. It looks much better now."

As he said that, he stretched out his hand and pinched Chi Xingyan's face, "But he's not as cute as usual, I'm a little flattered that he's so good."

Chi Xingyan looked at him fixedly, sniffed, thinking Song Siwei, don't be so nice to me anymore, I'm leaving you, do you know?

I want to hold back a big move, and I will let the whole country know that you liar, I have ruthlessly dumped you.

Seeing his blank expression, Song Siwei stretched out his index finger and scratched his tall nose: "Why are you staring at me? Are you moved?"

Chi Xingyan blinked, and replied hoarsely: "Fart, my eyes are just too big."

Song Siwei chuckled, stood up and kissed him on the forehead, and stroked his brows and eyes at close range: "It's cuter when you open your mouth to attack people, but I'm not used to it when you don't speak all of a sudden."

Chi Xingyan closed his eyes fiercely, and said to himself, please leave quickly, please.

Song Siwei kissed him between the brows again, and poked his face with his hand: "Why are you closing your eyes? It's so cute to stare at people with big eyes. Hurry up and take this opportunity to stare a few more times. You won't be able to stare when you recover from illness."

Really which pot is not open and which pot is lifted, Chi Xingyan opened his eyes and looked at him, and asked coolly: "You like big eyes so much?"

Song Siwei: "..."

He intuitively felt that the tone of Chi Xingyan's words was not right, but he couldn't think of the reason for it.Perhaps it is a new way of puffing up?

"That's right..." Song Siwei said, teasing him... "Twinkle and twinkle, the eyes are full of little stars."

Chi Xingyan was so angry that he wanted to run away, he almost sat up and yelled at Song Siwei's face, your little Xingxing has big eyes, but he is also blind!

How about falling in love with you, an old hermaphrodite, a master in love, an old cow who eats tender grass and thinks of white moonlight!

He turned over and pointed his butt at Song Siwei, and issued a silent order to evict him.

Song Siwei stood for a while inexplicably, pondered for a long time and seemed to understand something, and gently pushed his back: "I said it all, there is no male vixen, and no one will snatch it from you."

Chi Xingyan thought in his heart, is this a fucking male vixen's problem?This is Bai Yueguang's problem!

After thinking about it, right, I forgot that there was a male vixen in the crew... Why is Song Siwei's harem so huge? I'm so fucking green that the whole universe panics.

Seeing that he was silent, Song Siwei bypassed the male vixen and changed the topic: "By the way, Chen Gui said that the editing of "Dong Lin" is almost finished, do you know?"

Chi Xingyan: "What's none of my business?"

"Didn't you also take over a few theme songs for the characters? It is estimated that it will be submitted for review soon, and it is time for you to start writing songs."

Chi Xingyan turned over and looked at Song Siwei, who had made himself so shattered in order to fit into the role, he said sarcastically, "You are already playing another role, "Donglin" has already been played, right? Thank you Can you still write the hidden lyrics?"

Song Siwei took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to Chi Xingyan: "I finished writing it when I came back from the finale. I originally wanted to revise it, but then I didn't feel that way when I joined the codename crew. The more revisions got worse, so I still maintain the original version. Bar."

Chi Xingyan unfolded the paper, and the writing on it was exactly the same as the sentence "For you, thousands of times" on the back of the photo, which hurt his eyes a little. He followed the words on the paper and read it out expressionlessly:

"When you are young and want to know the early spring, what is the reason for the lack of madness? Ride the horse and roar at Donggao. Le Gong is beautiful, the red tassel tent is warm,

Any dude can be thrown away, and he is ambitious several times.

Turning the clouds with both hands, once the rain falls,

Longtan hangs my life, and the tiger's lair is chaotic.

Pride is hard to find, liver and gallbladder are ice and snow,

Chess game rice paddies, who is the loser.

Longitudinal life a reed, what happened?

Lying drunk on the battlefield is a sight to behold, fame and hatred are all gone, suddenly looking back, the night is as cold as water, and the lonely moon hangs high. "

Every word on the paper is Xie Qian's life, and there is no mention of his sadomasochistic relationship with Cheng Chushi.

Chi Xingyan couldn't help but want to ask him, Mr. Song, have you forgotten that we are acting in a Dangai drama?

You forgot, what the audience wants to see is you having sex with me!Why did Xie Qian in your lyrics suddenly become a loner?

Chi Xingyan was about to hold his breath, and there was only one thing he cared about - as expected, I wasn't there.

There is no me in the lyrics, not even Cheng Chushi who played me, all my thoughts and thoughts are his Xie Qian.

As Song Siwei himself said, he can only meet and love one another in the play, and he can't fall in love once the play is over.

He is just a play lunatic who likes to be trapped in fantasy, a weirdo that even Chen Gui and Zhao Tianshuo recognize.

"How is it? Can you compose music?" Song Siwei asked.

"Good composition..." Chi Xingyan said disheartenedly, "After two days, I will compose it for you, and I will give you another gift."

Song Siwei was a little surprised, and teased, "When did you become so obsessed? Is two days a special day?"

Chi Xingyan thought in his heart, naturally it is the day to announce to everyone that I dumped you.

"It's the anniversary of our acquaintance for half a year."

Song Siwei was startled, half a year has passed so soon... He took a deep look at Chi Xingyan, feeling that he had suddenly become deeper today, and smiled, "Yeah, half a year has passed, you seem to have matured a bit."

Just as Chi Xingyan wanted to scold him, Song Siwei said, "I seem to be younger, and I feel pretty good."

It feels like two people are running in the direction of each other, and the distance spanning ten years is not so far away.Who has changed whom?

Chi Xingyan was far less peaceful than Song Siwei had imagined, and there were so many grass mud horses in his heart that they almost covered the green grassland above his head.

Damn it, you are young if you eat young grass and absorb my yang energy, and I am mature if my boyish heart is broken into dregs by you.Song Siwei, you old man, how shameless you are when you talk?

Chi Xingyan swallowed all his anger into his stomach, and chose to be a mature man who could not express his anger.

Angrily holding back his big move in his heart, his body healed at an astonishing speed, and soon he returned to Song Siwei's home in Beijing, plunged into the musical instrument room, and began to plan his breakup.

The author says:

Note: The liver and gallbladder are all ice and snow - from the line "Nian Nujiao? Passing the Dongting" by Zhang Xiaoxiang in the Song Dynasty, "Lone light shines on itself, and the liver and lungs are ice and snow".

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Gong is really immature... I finally remembered why I couldn't watch it anymore, because Gong...

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