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I didn't say you were sad, but I got angry at others.After getting angry, you don’t know why you got angry. All emotions come out of nowhere and are completely out of your control.Is this how it feels? "

Chi Xingyan nodded, and finally gave Song Siwei a little response.

"I feel that something is broken in myself, but I can't tell what went wrong..." Chi Xingyan sat down next to Song Siwei, and said helplessly, "I don't know what to do either."

"Call me Teacher Song, and I'll tell you what to do." Song Siwei smiled.

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It makes me angry, not because the writing is not good, but because the content of the plot makes me angry, sometimes I am too aggrieved;

—Call me brother——

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31. True and False 1

"Again..." Chi Xingyan said angrily, "You're such a good teacher, why don't you teach, you have to be an actor."

Song Siwei raised the corners of his lips: "Because I don't want to be your Uncle Song at the age of 30, you can call me Song Siwei, or Teacher Song."

Chi Xingyan couldn't help not laughing, he was still wearing boxing gloves, like Doraemon with no fingers, he cutely rubbed his hands against each other, and he had a great time playing with himself: "Okay, Mr. Song , stop talking nonsense, hurry to class."

Song Siwei nodded: "Then tell them one by one."

"As for your awkwardness, the first step to being a good actor is to understand yourself more honestly and delicately. Only by understanding where your own pain and joy come from can you fully empathize with others' emotions.

Getting angry more often does not make you look strong. When you encounter problems that cannot be solved, you will light up your anger and scare others away temporarily. This is just a bluff and cannot solve the problem from the root. "

Chi Xingyan was startled. He felt that Song Siwei saw through the self that he didn't even understand. After stripping off the coat called "virtual power", he suddenly discovered that the person who was always hiding behind the anger I am actually as strong and hollow as Song Siwei said.

"You hate people treating you like a child, and you would rather get angry at people than ask why, and you are afraid to ask how to be an adult.

In fact, compared to being said to have a bad temper, you are more afraid of changing yourself, right?

It is indeed a terrible thing to become what others expect, but you can still try to correct yourself a little bit and grow into a better person. "

Chi Xingyan lowered his head, let out an aggrieved "Yeah", and asked, "So why do you treat me like a child?"

Song Siwei glanced at him, then reached out and rubbed his head: "Because you are cute."

Chi Xingyan: "..."

"You're so annoying!" Chi Xingyan punched Song Siwei on the shoulder, but he still gave Song Siwei a nonchalant tickle with more false power than reality.

Song Siwei laughed loudly, and slammed it over again. After sucking the dog, he continued to play contentedly: "Now answer the second question, about your inability to act fake things—"

"It is impossible for an actor to fit the role 100%. Artistic creation needs to exaggerate a certain aspect of human nature to highlight its drama. This drama deviates from the boring real life of an actor.

Therefore, to be a qualified actor, you must learn to accurately distinguish, store and recall your past emotional memories like a computer processor. "

It was the first time for Chi Xingyan to hear such a strange theory, and he found it fresh: "How do you say it?"

Song Siwei continued: "If you look back on your life carefully, you will find that most of them are trivial and trivial matters, but there are one or two very important events. Every time you think about it, it will be like yesterday, although After so many years, joy, anger, sorrow and joy come to my heart again, and it is still so fresh."

"This kind of vivid emotions is the brightest moment in your ordinary life. If you can call out these past emotional memories stored in the depths of your mind in time when you are acting, and then use them in character body, it will appear very real.”

Chi Xingyan lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, and some bad things from the past gradually popped up in his mind. He was startled, and quickly took a deep breath, forcing himself not to think about it.

"go on."

Seeing that the hole was almost dug, Song Siwei threw out the bait without any trace: "For example, the things I did when I was drunk are the emotional memories that have been classified and stored in my mind. When people are particularly relaxed or nervous , will subconsciously repeat the most impressive thing, if you have recorded it at that time, you will definitely find that it is the recurrence of my past experience.”

Chi Xingyan nodded, and after a short silence, he frowned and said, "Who is so bored that he wants to record you? Holding my hand and blowing it like a pig's head, and holding a bald donkey's head to say it's cold, childish to death, It's hot on the eyes."

It's fine if you don't record it.

Song Siwei's goal was achieved, and he thought to himself that there was no evidence left, so you can do whatever you want.

He changed the subject without any leaks: "It doesn't matter what I do, now you have problems to solve. Your personal characteristics are too strong, for you, it is unimaginable to be someone else, so although you can understand the role of Chu Shi , but can’t really become him.”

"No..." Chi Xingyan retorted, his tone unexpectedly firm, "It's not that I can't be someone else, but because I am real and the role is fake."

Song Siwei was taken aback.

"Chi Xingyan is a real person, and Cheng Chushi is just an illusion pieced together in the book..."

Chi Xingyan once again affirmed his own thoughts, "No matter how vividly the author portrays Cheng Chushi, no matter how touching the story between him and Xie Qian, all of these are fake. Only the story of me and myself, That's the truth."

Song Siwei looked at Chi Xingyan quietly, but his heart was like a quiet seabed, suddenly a violent wave was blown up by the wind.

Is everything fake?

As an actor, he often wanders between himself and the role, constantly pulling out his own soul, and then putting another strange soul into the body for his drive.

From then on, it was up to him to be happy and angry, to love and hate, and he had tasted the whole life of the character in a short period of time.

Does the line between true and false matter?

Of course it matters.

When entering the play, the boundary must be removed. Only when the actor believes that every character is real can the audience follow the belief.

When playing a play, you have to establish that boundary again, force yourself to withdraw from the role, and go deep into the crowd to live a real life, so as to find your hidden self.

Once upon a time, Song Siwei also confused that line, and mistakenly took the lingering, love or hate feelings in the trick as real.

The antagonist characters are always portrayed perfectly by the author and screenwriter. In the context of the turbulent era, great love and great hatred are just right, and even small problems have become cinnabar moles in the heart.

Song Siwei continued to talk about the perfect love in the play with abundant emotion, and returned to real life, only to find that the opponent actor had completely changed himself, and all kinds of bad habits and evil thoughts that human beings should have and shouldn't have were all clearly visible in them. It is in stark contrast to the perfect characters in the play.

The sense of disillusionment is overwhelming, all the beautiful feelings can only exist in the play, and once they touch the reality, there is nothing left.

Song Siwei is sensitive and thoughtful. The warmth and sensitivity of an artist is the best gift to his career as an actor, but it has also become a shackle that he cannot escape.

Gradually, he found that he could no longer find a suitable partner in real life, so he simply plunged into the play, using the role to enjoy the hypocrisy magnified by art, thinking that he had entered the "Tao" of an actor. ", has reached the ultimate state of "no distinction between human and drama" that all outstanding actors desire.

It wasn't until three years ago that Song Siwei's smooth and perfect life experienced real life and death, that he suddenly realized how fake and hard to swallow those moments of crying and crying that he had acted in the past——

Real sadness cannot be cried out. Adults can't grow up, they can only grow old overnight.

That was the first time he felt the boundary between true and false very clearly.

However, as soon as he came back to act, he fell into the false script character setting like a terminal illness.

As the plot of "Detective Dong Lin" gradually deepened, he gradually became infected with Xie Qian's cunning and liveliness, unknowingly regarded Chi Xingyan as the tenth day of the junior high school, and he felt satisfied only after teasing him every day.

This "teasing" activity was euphemistically called "dog sucking" by him.

Song Siwei didn't notice all of this until Chi Xingyan firmly told him that all of this was fake.

Chi Xingyan is still Chi Xingyan, and the tenth day of Chengchu is still the tenth day of Chengchu.

Song Siwei became Xie Qian out and out.

Song Siwei was startled suddenly, his eyes were fixed on Chi Xingyan, and he was about to speak, but he was speechless for a while.

"But if I want to perform the trick well, I have to become the tenth day of the junior high school, right?" Chi Xingyan was still immersed in his own thoughts, and continued, "You said before that I acted in my true colors, where is my true character? I feel that I It's quite different from Cheng Chushi."

"Oh...uh..." Song Siwei stuttered suddenly, thinking about it carefully, except for the point of rebellion, there is indeed a big difference between Chi Xingyan and Cheng Chushi.

Cheng Chushi has low self-esteem, gloomy and ruthless, a naturally stuffy person who holds grudges very much, values ​​love and righteousness but loves to go to extremes.

After careful analysis, it is still a bit coquettish. Cheng Chushi described in the later part of the original book, after ignorantly confirming Xie Qian's intentions, became very jealous. Anyone who dared to come over to provoke Xie Qian would kill one by one.

As for Chi Xingyan, he never knew