[Comprehensive] Cultivate a brother who wants to die

Five years is enough time for Qingchen to hand over everything from the Lin family to Lin Hai, and even cultivate many people who are loyal to the Lin family.Note that he is loyal to the Lin family, not to Qingchen alone.With these people around, Qingchen is more assured that her departure will not bring down the Lin family.One must know that for so many years, Qingchen has been supporting the Lin family alone. If something happens to him, the Lin family may be shaken up.

In the past five years, Qingchen has devoted all her efforts to cultivating Lin Hai.Faced with Lin Hai's hesitation to speak and worry, Qingchen just didn't see it. He knew what Lin Hai was worried about, but he couldn't and wouldn't say it.

When Lin Hai was 15 years old, he tried the waters, and as expected, he won the leader easily at Lin Hai's level.But three years later, when Lin Hai wanted to go to the capital for a test, Qing Chen stopped him.Not only because Qingchen didn't have much time, and he had to take advantage of the last time to hand over his hand, but also because Lin Hai might lose his reputation if he went this time.If it is said that the township examination is a brave man who meets on a narrow road, then the general examination is like thousands of troops crossing a single-plank bridge, and only a few successful ones can be counted.Even if Lin Hai has a passion for it, he might not succeed, so it's better to settle down for a few more years, and grind his temper by the way.

After listening to Qingchen's analysis, Lin Hai also agreed. He should also know in his heart how rich he is, and there is something lacking in front of the students in the examination.So, Lin Hai settled down and followed Qing Chen to take over the Lin family.Perhaps, he realized something, Qingchen looked at Lin Haizhan ΍ΠWei Nalajian

As for the eldest daughter of Jia's mansion, after Lin Hai was promoted, Qingchen asked a matchmaker to marry Lin Hai.And Jia Fu didn't say anything, just nodded and agreed, which surprised Qingchen, how could Jia House agree so easily, he thought it would be difficult!Qingchen, who was worried that there was a trap in it, went to collect information and found out the reason.

After the death of Rong Guogong Jia Yuan, the eldest son Jia Daishan took over the official position, so people called Jia Daishan the Duke of the country.Now the head of the Jia family is Jia Daishan. Jia Daishan married the daughter of the four major family historians, and the second gave birth to two sons and a daughter: Jia She, Jia Zheng, and Jia Min.This Jia Min is Lin Hai's favorite person, and Jia Min deserves the word "Min". She has been loved by Jia Daishan since she was a child.The Jia family also did not recognize and implement "a woman without talent is a virtue" like the Wang family. It is said that this woman can be regarded as a talented woman in the capital circle, sought after by many princes, dignified, virtuous, and graceful.

Jia Daishan has been on the battlefield and has made military exploits. Such a character is definitely a man of indomitable spirit.Seeing Jia Min growing up beside Jia Daishan, Qingchen nodded in satisfaction.People like Jia Daishan may use tricks, but they are definitely controlled within a certain range. Generally speaking, they are aboveboard, and Jia Min, who has been influenced by Jia Daishan, will not be a person with treacherous thoughts.After the two get married, they will also be in harmony with each other.Marriage is a lifelong event, Qingchen doesn't want Lin Hai's marriage to suffer misfortune.Even if the object is someone Lin Hai doesn't like, Lin Hai will force himself to live with her for the rest of his life because of his responsibility.

After Jia Min entered the door, she played the role of mistress with knowledge and interest.Mother Lin thought she was old, so after Jia Min entered the house, she took the initiative to relinquish the power of housekeeper.However, Lin's mother did not let go completely so enlightenedly, and could only be regarded as a semi-retired state.After testing Jia Min a little, Mother Lin completely let go and began to enjoy her old age.

After retiring, Mother Lin's most important thing was to worry about Qingchen's marriage, but Qingchen pushed them away with various reasons.Qingchen confessed the funeral and seemed to cultivate Lin Hai, and Lin's mother also saw it.After Qingchen No. 16 rejected the marriage, Lin's mother also looked at Qingchen with a kind of emotion that Qingchen couldn't explain clearly, like sadness, clarity, and relief.

"It's time, you should go." Such a sentence rang in Qingchen's mind sitting at the bottom. Qingchen's movements froze for a moment, and she looked up at Lin Mu who was still chattering and the smiling face sitting opposite her. Lin Hai and the gentle and dignified Jia Min beside Lin Hai.His lips parted, wanting to say something, but when the end came, he didn't know what to say.This world is very peaceful, without the turmoil of the previous world, nor the chaos of the previous world. If it wasn't for the reminder from the system in his mind, he would almost forget that he doesn't belong to this world.

"Mother, I just remembered that there is still a little business to be done in the study." Qing Chen interjected while taking advantage of the pause.

"Really? Then go! You don't have to work all the time, go out and walk more when you have time!" Mother Lin looked at the expressionless Qingchen, a little strange, what made him look so dignified .Thinking about it this way, she didn't force Qingchen to stay with her. She was just a housewife, and even if she couldn't help them, she couldn't hold them back.

"Brother, I'll go with you." Before stepping out of the door, Qingchen heard Lin Hai's voice.Qingchen turned her head, looked at the other party's immature face, and nodded slightly.

The moonlight sprinkled on the corridor, adding a touch of haze to the night.Lin Hai turned to look at Qing Chen, "Brother, what is it?"

Qingchen also turned her head and smiled at Lin Hai, "It's nothing, it's just a normal business."

"Oh." Lin Hai withdrew his gaze, feeling uneasy in his heart.The elder brother's appearance is too erratic, as if... he will leave the world and disappear into the world in the next moment.

Walking quietly, Qingchen thought about it, let's explain it at the end!

"Ah Hai, you said that your watch character is like the sea, okay?" If Lin Hai in the past few years had a broad mind but was still immature, then now he is truly tolerant.

"it is good."

"Ah Hai, if there is anything you don't understand in the future, you can go to Master Wu of Fahua Temple."

"Brother, what do you mean?"

"Although you have come into contact with a lot of things in the past few years, they are not too many. If you encounter any difficult obstacles, you can go to Master Zhiwu. Master Zhiwu promised me to stay in Gusu for ten years. , You have to take good care of it!" Qingchen said with a smile, she met an eminent monk who had achieved enlightenment, and once accompanied Lin Mu to a temple to offer incense.He is a wonderful person, and he is also a capable person. He has met so many Taoist monks, and he is the only one who can see a thing or two about him.

"……Yes."

"I've already taken care of the matter of the Lin family business. You can read your book of sages with peace of mind. Our Lin family can rely on you to restore the lintel. However, if you fail the exam, you don't have to be discouraged. After all, there are so many people who fail the exam every year How many people are on the list for the student exam? You are not bad, and you are still young, so if you take the exam a few times, you will gain experience."

"……Yes."

"Okay, the study is here, you should go to study too." Qingchen pushed open the door of the study, stood inside the door, and said to Lin Hai.

"……Yes."

Qingchen was about to close the door, and after closing the door, he was about to leave.

"Brother..." Hearing the anxiety in Lin Hai's voice, Qingchen paused for closing the door, raised his head and asked, "What's the matter?"

"..." Lin Hai opened and closed several times, while Qing Chen waited patiently.

"Brother, I still don't know what your watch name is?" Finally, Lin Hai asked.

Qingchen thought, it really is!At the beginning, after Lin's father left, he gave himself his own name as his nickname, but in the business, people mostly called him "Master Lin", and at home, they called him by his first name.Therefore, it has been seven or eight years since his watch was taken, and he has not used it a few times.

"Qingchen, my name is Qingchen." This was the first time that Qingchen called out her own name in a legitimate way.

"Oh."

Finally, the door closed under Lin Hai's gaze.Lin Hai vinegar, eating, eating, ang, scratching the white cherry ∫⊥, punishing Ω, making an appointment, swearing, playing, eating, ァK, alcohol, neon, こ, perch, where to hold, and eating.

...Follow-up...

Early the next morning, Lin Hai thought about the uneasiness in his heart last night, so he went to Qingchen's yard to find his peace of mind.Pushing open the door, only to find that there was only the last bit of the red candle on the table, and the candle's tears had solidified on the table.There were some official documents neatly placed on the desktop, which looked the same as usual.

However, Lin Hai's heart tensed for no reason. There was no popularity in the study room, and there was no sign of it being used at all.Without alarming anyone, Lin Hai searched the entire Lin Mansion, but couldn't find his brother.Lin Hai sat down on the chair in Qingchen's study, his brother left after all, and in front of him was a letter, a letter that could be regarded as a "suicide note".

Facing Lin Mu's calmness, Lin Hai couldn't believe it.He knew that his mother was not considered a lady of the family, but only a young lady.When entering the Lin family, he suffered a lot of secret losses, and followed the principle of "follow the father at home, obey the husband when married, and obey the son when the husband dies".Otherwise, after Father Lin's death, he wouldn't spend his days crying and doing nothing.

It was strange that such a weak woman was so calm when she heard that her son had disappeared.Facing Lin Hai's surprise, Mother Lin didn't explain anything.Long ago, Mother Lin knew that this child would leave sooner or later, because before Qingchen was born, Mother Lin had a dream, and she couldn't remember exactly what the dream was about.But she always remembered one thing, that is, the child she was carrying did not belong to this world.

Mother Lin didn't tell anyone about this dream, including her husband whom she regarded as heaven.And this son with a lot of background showed his difference after he was born.He is very quiet, so quiet that he doesn't look like a newborn baby, even if he is hungry, he won't be born.More than once, Lin's mother saw the depression and melancholy in his eyes, the vicissitudes in his eyes were like a heartbroken person who sees through the world.

In fact, Mother Lin didn't care about the origin of this son, even if it was a monster, it was still her son.She always thought that no matter what, he would have the courage to live, but she was wrong.

So far, Mother Lin still remembers a time when he accidentally fell into the water. She thought he would instinctively struggle, but in fact he didn't.As soon as he entered the water, he sank straight down. His body posture and the regret that he had no time to restrain himself when he was rescued all told Lin Mu that he wanted to die with all his heart.

This guess made Mother Lin feel cold all over. He is her son, born in October!After that, Mother Lin never dared to let him out of her sight.This kind of worry and fear lasted until she conceived again, and she clearly saw the vitality in his eyes when he heard that he was pregnant and was still a boy.No one knew that the tears she shed at that time were not because of the joy of being pregnant again, but because she knew that her son had the motivation to live.

Then she watched him with three heads on his back, running to see that he was still Xiaotuanzi's youngest son.The melancholy in her eyes also gradually faded, and was gradually occupied by joy. She almost cried watching this change.

After a few years passed in such a stable manner, it once again caused waves.Her husband died, facing so many greedy wolves, Lin's mother could only cover her face and weep weakly.At this time, he stood up and supported the entire Lin family, as well as a world for her and the younger brother.Faced with this son who does not belong to this world, Lin's mother really tried her best, hoping that he would abandon everything in the past, and hope that he could pick up the idea of ​​life.

But after repeated marriage rejections, Lin's mother was really desperate, because this son would really leave her, this family, and even this world.She has been angry, desperate, and given up, and finally a word from Master Wu woke her up: "jjj, emptiness is form."

She forced it. In any case, she is still his mother, and he also recognizes her as his mother, doesn't he?This is enough!Since then, she became a vegetarian and believed in Buddhism, not only fulfilling her vows, but also praying for her poor son.No matter where he went after he left, she only hoped that he could live a healthy life.

Now, he is still gone.Faced with such a long-expected result, Lin's mother said that she was very calm, and she would still chant scriptures and pray for him for the rest of her life.