[Comprehensive] Cultivate a brother who wants to die

When going to school the next day, Qingchen once again witnessed how tough the girl Miura Haru was when she ran away from his house in tears yesterday.The girl came to Sawada Tsunayoshi wearing armor...comparable to a shogun in the shogunate era, and asked for a challenge.

Qingchen and Sawada Tsunayoshi were a little speechless, girl, you dress like this, you have defense, but can you still act?Sure enough, when Qingchen was watching a good show, Sawada Tsunayoshi and the girl Miura Haru chased after each other, and came to the small river, and fell into the river because of unsteady standing.

With Sawada Tsunayoshi's temperament, he would naturally not allow anyone to die in front of him.

The subsequent development of the incident was also very bloody, quite like the [-] o'clock bloody drama that Qingchen watched with Sawada Nana a few days ago-the hero saves the beauty, and then the beauty agrees with her body.Qingchen scratched her head. Although Tsunayoshi Sawada was not considered a hero, he actually saved Haru Miura.So she changed from Miura Haru, who wanted to defeat the evil forces and save the lost children, to Miura Haru, who was rescued by Sawada Tsunayoshi and vowed to become Mrs. Sawada Tsunayoshi.

Alas, it's like this anyway, and I'm late for class.Qingchen rolled her eyes and went home.I didn't sleep well yesterday, and I always felt like something was coveting.I just took this opportunity to take a nap, and the teacher didn't even register his absenteeism, thinking that he was not feeling well, so he was resting at home.This situation is not unheard of!

As for Sawada Tsunayoshi?After he changed his clothes, he hurried to school.When Tsunayoshi Sawada left the house, Qingchen called Kyoya Hibari and asked him to avoid it.Hibari Kyouya is also his friend, and he can't make it difficult for the other party.And he would not consider such a lofty practice of righteously killing relatives.Ha ha!

Put on your nightgown and go back to bed, close your eyes.Although sleepy, but never fell into a dream.Last night, after he fell asleep, he dreamed of those scenes that were buried deep in his heart.

After he was pulled out of Asahi Nazao's body by Ma Cang Ye Wang, he was found by the system.When he woke up from the chaos, what he saw was the system space when he exchanged the "seal".

The reason why he was so impressed was that only the system space was blank in his memory, which was so horribly empty.Surrounded by white mist, it looks like a fairyland on earth, but there is a hidden crisis.

Qingchen didn't know if his escape angered the system, or if he was weak when he came to the system space that time, and he couldn't feel the crisis hidden in the white mist.Qingchen didn't know what would happen to the white mist after he walked around.However, his intuition told him that he had better stand still and not move at this moment.

So, Qingchen sat on the spot.At first, he was thinking about how the system would deal with him, and later, he was thinking about all his experiences since time travel.Over and over again, it can be regarded as looking back on life, and it can also be regarded as passing time in this dead space.

In this space, Qingchen can't feel anything, neither the flow of wind nor the alternation of light and dark.I don't know how long time has passed, when Qingchen No. 18 looked back on her life, the right master of the space - the system appeared.

It's not right to say that it appeared, because Qingchen didn't know whether the screen that appeared in front of her eyes was considered a system.It's just that the sound of the system does come out of the screen, so let's treat him as the system.

Qingchen looked up at the screen in confusion, but the screen was blank.

Qingchen tentatively asked: "System?"

The screen lit up, and a cold mechanical voice came: "Yes."

Then there was silence, Qingchen didn't know what to say.Indeed, he was the one who escaped while the system was dealing with the tester.At that time, he didn't know why he had that idea and that courage.

That is, for a moment, escape!escape!This thought occupied his mind, and with all the strength in his body, coupled with the struggle of the tester, he found the loophole.

Breaking away from the protection of the system, the space and the turbulent storm in the space are enough to crush his soul.And his strength was exhausted in the struggle just now. In order to avoid the annihilation of his soul, Qingchen followed the direction of the turbulent storm and threw himself into a small world at random.Before entering the world, Qingchen also worried that if this world is special, what if he can see him and have the power to restrain his soul?

But in the end, he decided to give it a go. He was able to break free from the system's control for a while, and he was able to escape the space storm when his strength was exhausted.That being the case, why not gamble again?

After entering the small world, Qingchen realized that she had made the right bet.However, in the next second, he realized that his luck had finally come to an end.This world is very serene and peaceful, there is no alien energy, and there is no confrontation between light and darkness.And the human beings derived from this peaceful and unbelievably peaceful world will not be strong people. To find a suitable host among this group of not-so-powerful people, it is really like looking for a needle in a haystack.

He wandered in that world for three days, and three days was enough time for the world's consciousness to discover him as an illegal intruder.After the discovery, the consciousness of the world started the process of anti-virus and self-defense.As time goes by, Qingchen feels the pressure on her body is getting bigger and bigger day by day.Qingchen knew that if he didn't find another boarding body, he wouldn't be able to survive.

At this time, Qingchen smiled wryly.I didn't expect the consciousness of the world to be so powerful. This is the premise that this world is very fragile. If it were changed to the previous world, he might have become a particle in the universe long ago.

When the pressure he could withstand reached a critical value, Qingchen found a healthy infant, but this infant already had its own consciousness, that is, the soul.In order not to make this soul disappear, Qingchen tried her best to restrain her own soul, so as not to accidentally collapse the original soul in the body he lodged in.

After he entered the boarding body, Qingchen could clearly feel that the pressure on him was gone, as if the consciousness of the world recognized his existence.At this time, Qingchen realized how much pressure the system would have to endure when it sent him into other worlds.Perhaps, the system is also to strengthen the recognition of the world's consciousness to him, so that he will continue to develop from an embryo to a fetus, and then give birth, and then grow up slowly!

Thinking of the system, Qingchen's inner feelings are very complicated.At first, he was grateful to the system for saving his life.And when he was confused and confused about the meaning of life, it was the system that gave him the meaning and support to survive.

No matter how you look at it, he should give the system 12 points of gratitude, not... resentment.

However, when did all of this... start to change?

Was it when he found out that the system was playing tricks on Mr. Atobe and provoked the relationship between him and Keigo Atobe?

Or when he didn't want to leave King Ma Cang Ye, but was forcibly taken away by the system?

Or was it when he was forced to leave the world by the system when he didn't want to part with Kuroro and Hisoka?

I don't know, Qingchen doesn't know.

Before and after the transformation, from gratitude to resentment, Qingchen felt that she really didn't know how to be grateful.He also told himself over and over in his heart that he did not have the ability to resist the system.Everything about him is brought about by the system, you can't resent him, you can't resist him.But... After all, he still couldn't bear it, couldn't bear the unwillingness in his heart, couldn't bear his sense of resistance just around the corner.

Finally...he resisted, and succeeded.Unfortunately, it failed in the end!

The moment she was found by the system, Qingchen breathed a sigh of relief.I don't know why, maybe I'm used to it!I am used to the existence of the system, I am used to the squeeze of the system, I am used to the toughness of the system, I am used to... the system is vaguely familiar.

ah!Before leaving Nazao Asahi's world, when he was able to see the three people he had been caring about all this time, Qingchen felt that he could die in peace!

As for why people from three different worlds can gather in the same world?

There is no doubt that it must be a system messed up.

He was not surprised that the system could find him.It's just that when the system was able to find him, it insisted on pulling those three people into this world, something Qingchen didn't understand.

Qingchen doesn't believe that the system didn't play tricks on him, and it's impossible to find him.

Unexpectedly, even thinking about it, Qingchen can only attribute it to... a virus in the system?

Haha, after sneering for a while, Qingchen sighed, and her expression also became lonely.After all, he still can't escape the control of the system!

Qingchen was silent while thinking about it, and after the screen was turned on once, it was also silent.

Time passed again in the silent confrontation between the two, and then the system spoke first: "I know you are tired."

Qingchen's thoughts returned instantly, but she just lowered her eyes and didn't speak.At the beginning of time travel, he was an ordinary person, except for some unusual experiences, Qingchen didn't think there was anything special about him.From the strong desire to survive at the beginning, to the indifference later, to the eagerness to die later.Qingchen wondered more than once why he was chosen, and how great it would be if it was someone else!How wonderful it would be if he died in that "accident"!

And... life doesn't have so many "ifs".

Indeed, after so many life and death, anyone will be tired.Every time she travels through time, Qingchen is entangled in the choice between giving her feelings to live her life and being unfeeling and unrequited love.But in fact, he didn't even have the right to be entangled.The system directly instilled emotions into his body roughly, allowing him to interact with his mission goals and collect data.

"This system can promise you that the world below will be the last world you need to experience!"

Qingchen stared straight at the screen, this sentence from the system...is it the one he understood?

"Yes, the world below will be your last world. This system will never lie." It's just a matter of saying or not.

"Then... there are no other conditions?" Qingchen asked cautiously, before that, there was no sign.If it wasn't for the white and misty system space, which cannot be faked, Qingchen would definitely think it was her hallucination.

The screen in front of Qingchen's eyes lit up, and then a cold mechanical voice came out, "Yes, you don't have to doubt this system. The company that belongs to this system also has a business license, and it is impossible to detain someone's personal information for no reason." Soul forever!"

Qingchen rolled his eyes, happiness came too fast and suddenly, he didn't know how to deal with it.On the one hand, he wanted to cheer, but on the other hand, he couldn't help pouring cold water on himself. What the system said was unbelievable and unbelievable!

"Your escape this time..."

ah!Sure enough.

"It has brought immeasurable losses to this system..."

ah!How should he be punished?

"The system has appealed to the superiors and they have decided..."

ah!Sure enough, there is no free lunch!

"Take back the 'seal' on you."

Huh?this one?

Qingchen, who should be happy, becomes uneasy. Qingchen understands how strong the system's desire to control is.At the beginning, because he didn't listen to his words, the system could continue to rest the Yin-Yang technique, and completely abolished the spiritual power in his body, without dragging the water in the slightest.The ruthlessness of his attacks made it impossible for him to recover.At the beginning, the system even ignored his wish to say goodbye before leaving, and left the world without saying a word.

The screen in front of Qingchen flickered, and a cold mechanical voice came: "Yes, there is only this punishment. The 'seal' is the item you exchanged for three favors back then, and you chose to exchange it at the beginning, otherwise this time The punishment is not to recover the 'seal', but to kill your soul directly."

... Qingchen frowned, he always had a faint feeling that something was wrong.

"You have to remember, there is no next time."

While Qingchen was still thinking about what was wrong, the system planned to throw him into the "last world" he called.

"Hey, wait, what about those three people?"

The screen turned on, but Qingchen strangely felt that the other party seemed...unhappy. "What conditions do you think you can negotiate with this system now?"

"...No, I just want to ask how they are doing now." Yes, that's all.

The persistence of the system seems to have dissipated a bit, the voice is still cold and mechanical, but in Qingchen's ears, it has warmed up a lot.

"Those three people have been sent back to the original world by this system."

"……Oh!"

Then?Then, when Qingchen's eyes went dark, she felt that she was in a warm liquid.Qingchen, who has experienced time-traveling several times, knows that he is now behind the mother's womb.His hands and feet moved imperceptibly, and he felt resistance.Ah, in the same "room", there are twin brothers in this life, and... will be the last brother!

After that, he was born in peace, grew up in peace, and took care of his younger brother in peace.

Just when Qingchen thought that this life would be as peaceful as the small world he found, reborn appeared...

After closing her eyes and maintaining her health for a long time, Qingchen didn't fall asleep.Thus, Qingchen called the system.

Qingchen: [System. 】

System: [What's the matter? 】

Qing Chen: [I haven't asked yet, after this world, should I stay in this world, or where will I go? ] For example, he traveled to the world at the beginning.

System: […has not been determined yet. 】

Qingchen: [Why do I feel like you paused? 】

System: [That's your illusion. 】

Qingchen: […] Here it comes again, here it comes again, this strange sense of familiarity.

System: [Anything else? 】

Qingchen: [...not anymore. 】

After another half hour, Qingchen sighed, closed her eyes and prepared to sleep.After thinking about the "past events" for so long, he was really tired.I just hope that I can sleep better this time, and don’t keep dreaming about my previous experiences in other worlds like last night.That always made him feel uneasy and...unsatisfied.

He... I'm afraid he will never see those people again.

It's useless to think about it, it's just adding sadness!

This time, Qingchen really fell asleep.

In the dream, Qingchen once again saw the scene of the Heian-kyo era.

Qingchen stood in the big courtyard, there was a big hole in the middle of his courtyard, and there was only a solitary pavilion inside.Qingchen remembers that there used to be a small lake, but it was filled in later, it seems to be... another night walk of the ghosts.At that time, the Hundred Ghosts Night Walk concentrated on the major Onmyoji families.

His guard at the time, the old servant Asano, was transferred to other places.The only ones left in his yard are him and a group of servants who don't understand yin and yang skills. His yard is very remote, and obviously he shouldn't be attacked, but it happened to be possible.Qiao Ji killed the people in his entire yard, right in that lake.Afterwards, that lake was filled in.

It was also during the Night Walk of Hundred Ghosts that one of his cheap elder brother and cheap second brother died and the other was crippled.His father in name had the idea of ​​bringing King Ma Cang Ye home, and then...he also met King Ma Cang Ye.

Thinking of the first time the two met, Qingchen lowered his head and smiled, his face full of ease and joy.

It's been a long time since this yard appeared, even in yesterday's dream.Rarely aroused interest, Qingchen still explored this long-lost, but still engraved in the courtyard.This courtyard carries a lot of memories of him and King Ma Cangye.

Like this pavilion, he remembered that there were two notches on one of the pillars, one was the back of him and King Ma Cangye one year after the agreement, and the other was the real height one year later.At that time, King Macang Ye still felt that he was ashamed that he had not grown to the agreed height, and he hadn't seen him for several days!

Like the morning glory poking in from the yard, he has always been the youngest son who is not favored.Every time he wants to paint, there is always a lack of tools at hand.Paper in the Heiankyo period was imported from countries separated by a strip of water, so it is conceivable how precious it is.Once he had paper, he was rushing to use it for his cheap elder brother and second brother, so he would not think of him as a dispensable little person.

The paper he spent on the "Big Brother in Captivity" was the inferior paper he had accumulated for a long time, and wanted to keep it, which could be used for drawing!When the old servant Asano was tidying up, he kept talking about it for a long time, saying it was a waste!

Naturally, it is even more impossible for paint to appear in his yard.Therefore, when he is excited, he will pick these morning glories, mash them and filter them to get the juice, which can be regarded as natural pigments.

Later, when King Ma Cang Ye knew about it, he also said that if it weren't for the vigorous vitality and fast growth of Chaoyan Flower (another name for Morning Glory), the family would definitely perish.

Take off the shoes on your feet and walk barefoot on the wooden corridor.He hadn't seen this wooden corridor for a long time, "Yi Ya Yi Ya", a slight sound echoed in the silent space.Qingchen stepped up her steps with great interest, and the sound of "babbling and babbling" kept ringing out.

Hahaha.

Qingchen laughed and opened the paper door, this one is the living room.Walk in, and then open the paper door, it is the tea room.This tea room can also be regarded as a key point in Qingchen's memory.In this teahouse, King Ma Cang Ye saw his embarrassment.Qingchen got up and sat cross-legged on the ground, took the tea set on the table calmly, and started to make tea.

It took two or three hours to go through the procedures one by one.Qingchen held the teacup with a smile, took a sip, raised her head and said happily: "Ye Wang, try it too..."

Put down the teacup, a dream is a dream after all.

Suddenly not wanting to stay in this tea room, Qingchen got up and left.Open the paper door again, here is the study.Pulled out a book from the bookshelf, opened it, and it was densely covered with marks.There are his and Ma Cang Ye Wang's, all of which are the instructions left by Ma Cang Ye Wang when he read books with him after he became the head of the family and was able to come in and out freely without being controlled.

Qingchen's fair fingers touched the somewhat yellowed paper, and there were tiny burrs on the edge of the paper, which was the result of frequent flipping.

Putting the book back, leaving the study, and opening the paper door again, Qingchen was stunned.

here is……

There is only one bathtub in the huge room, and white smoke is still rising from the bathtub.That is, the whole bathroom was covered with mist.There was a big bed not far from the bath, and it was too big for three or four people to roll around on it.This bed was specially requested by him. Although he was not favored, the matter of a bed was not difficult.Compared with tatami, Qingchen prefers the bed, even in Sawada's house, the tatami was changed into a bed at his strong request.

Suddenly, a picture appeared in Qingchen's mind.

The slightly taller youth pressed another slender boy to the side of the bath, both of them were naked|naked, the upper youth was hugging the lower youth tightly, pumping|inserting urgently.Under the movements of the two, the water surface kept shaking, making a slight sound of water, echoing the collision and groaning of the two bodies, creating an ambiguous sound.

Her face flushed, Qingchen patted her hot cheeks.This bathroom|room was the place where he had the first meeting with King Ma Cang Ye, at that time...

Ahem, I hurried out of the bathroom.Even though she had already left the hot flashing bathroom, Qingchen still felt extremely hot.

After visiting the whole yard, Qingchen felt satisfied. This is the real sense of revisiting the old place!

After shopping, Qingchen moved the tea set to the corridor.The summer in the Heian-kyo era was very hot, and the room was no different from a steamer, especially for a "master" like him who had no ice.

Although it is said that the mind is calm and cool, but in that extremely hot season, there is no way to calm the mind.Therefore, what Qingchen likes most is to stay in the corridor drinking tea and blowing the wind, although the wind is also hot.

After filling the two teacups, Qingchen picked up a teacup, took a sip of enjoyment, and said, "Aren't you coming out yet?"