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"Why, don't you just realize that I look really..."

"Yes, you look worthy of the people of the world, worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth." I don't know if it's a compliment or a sarcastic remark, the man raised his eyebrows and looked at Yi Yang, and he didn't hide it at all.

"It's not important, as long as you like it."

If you could still maintain the mood of pretending to be joking just now, then when Yi Yang's words came out, the man's pretended solid skin cracked open with a thin crack.

As long as he likes it, how can he be so valued by him.

"Yi Yang..." As soon as the words came out, the man suddenly hesitated, and just looked at Yi Yang solemnly, with serious and indistinct emotions written in his dark and bright eyes.

"how?"

"It's okay." The man replied indifferently, and the man turned his head sideways to look at the receding scenery outside the window.

After all, he still didn't ask those questions, and he didn't say what he wanted to say after all.

He chooses not to say it, not because he believes in Yi Yang, but because he thinks it is unnecessary. His smallness and weakness are so simple and straightforward. If Yi Yang cares about him, or cares about him, then even if he doesn't say it, he will know it in his heart. of.

But if the other party has never had such thoughts at all, his behavior is just adding jokes to himself and making it even more ridiculous.

"..." Yi Yang frowned, but didn't respond.

Why doesn't he know what Wu Yan means? It's just that he has never been a person who likes to explain and make guarantee promises. For people like them, promises are actually more like a deliberate deception, a kind of He likes to use practical actions to prove and explain everything.

After being silent for a while, Yi Yang suddenly said: "You have always been an informal person, but Ayan, you are different to me after all."

Wu Yan paused for a moment, but he didn't look at the man, but his eyes that stayed outside the window slowly drifted away.

Yes, it is different after all.

Ordinary people in his world, he doesn't care about gains and losses, he doesn't take precautions and doesn't give too much enthusiasm, but Yi Yang, whether it was in the past or now, he always faces it with care and heart. of.

This, he never denied.

It's just that, the intention in the past was because he had a pure heart that was ignorant of love, but now that he has gone through thousands of sails, he has already stubbornly believed that everything now is just for safety and survival, and everything has nothing to do with love.

"Everyone is different, and there are many people who are special and different. Myert is also different."

Maybe it was a deliberate provocation, maybe it was to rub the man's self-righteous spirit, or maybe it was just a direct explanation. The sentence the man threw out suddenly made the atmosphere in the car stiff.

Silence, silence to the point of dead silence, as if the original person suddenly disappeared, unwilling to reveal even the slightest breath.

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Wu Yan felt a little regretful.

There are many things in this world that people have always known well, but guns always hit the early birds. As long as you are the first to tell these well-known things, then you are doomed to be wiped out and killed. The one that strikes, without exception.

So he didn't feel that what he said just now would cause any harm or influence to the other party, he was just worried, just afraid, afraid that he would touch the other party's reverse scale unintentionally, which would bring him even more incalculable misery .

He really has nothing, and there is no such thing as being unable to afford to lose, but it is precisely because of this that he should be more careful everywhere, because in this situation where people are swords and I are fish and meat, he has nothing to rely on. chips.

"I have never been a strong person, and I don't want to jump up and down in vain, trying to do something against the sky to change my life. I have never just wanted to live a simple life in a corner, but now... Yi Yang , since I can’t make a choice, then I won’t choose.”

Whether it is an explanation or a submissive explanation, what he said is nothing more than his most authentic state of mind at present.

"Really?" Yi Yang's voice could not hear any joy or anger.

Wu Yan nodded.

He never liked to lie, and when he was forced to do so at work, what he did most was to mislead and lead in words, and the so-called most intuitive lying was never something he was willing to do.

After all, what he did was really not a lie, he was just showing off some mysterious things, the truth and falsehood were all contained in his words, wise and wise people could understand the truth at once, while the rest...

So I'm sorry, it's because you have a problem with your own understanding, and he didn't tell you to do that.

Therefore, after all these years, he can still boldly say that he has never lied directly.

"Should I say you are smart, or should I say you are stupid?" Slowly touching the man's chin, Yi Yang's downcast eyes were deep in thought: "I know, you don't want to believe me."

"I've never been a smart person. I want to trust you too, but I can't. Here, I don't want to trust anyone anymore, even if I have no choice." Wu Yan tilted his head slightly to avoid the man's hand Pointing to his heart and looking at Yi Yang.

Forget it, he used to love him so much, even if he doesn't love him anymore, there's really no need to avoid it?And faintly, the man himself can't control the emotions deep in his heart. He just wants to let him know, know his pain, and know his current state of mind.

Whether it was to make the other party give up, or to arouse the other party's pity that was shattered into scum, the man didn't know, because he did it subconsciously before he had time to think.

"Here?" Yi Yang reached out and pressed the hand on the man's heart. From there, he seemed to be able to faintly feel the strong beating of the man's heart. It was like the rhythmic footsteps of a horse walking on the grass. .

"Since you can't believe it, then don't doubt it, Ayan, I'm waiting for the day you believe me again."

Waiting for the day I believe in him again...

These words, like a bolt of lightning, knocked Wu Yan into a state of disorientation.

What does he mean by this, could it be...

"Do you love me?" Maybe it is the most uncontrollable impulse from the depths of the soul, maybe it is just to ask the final result of the infatuated love back then, maybe...

Maybe, there are not so many maybes anymore, now he can't even tell what kind of mentality he is asking this sentence, is it the him who was crazy about love back then, or the current him who is as calm as water, everything is inextricably linked The strands of entanglement have long been intricate and chaotic.

"Love?" Yi Yang murmured the word, as if thinking deeply.

"Yes, do you love me? Yi Yang, from the past to the present, have you ever loved me?" Don't retreat but advance. Although the ending of the year has long been doomed to the answer to this question, Wu Yan still lacks a clear answer from the other party. answer.

At this moment, maybe it was impulsive, maybe it was possessed by a demon god, but he really wanted to know the answer.

The determination and seriousness in the man's eyes were so obvious, Yi Yang was startled, and smiled slightly: "This word does not exist in my world..."

"Master wants to see you!" The cold voice, before the man finished speaking, suddenly appeared with malice like a mountain ax halfway through.

At the same time, the door of the car was also opened from the outside, and the car that was driving had already stopped before Wu Yan noticed.

Wu Yan followed the cold voice, and saw a middle-aged woman in her 50s staring straight at him, with the hostility in her eyes like wanting to swallow herself whole, without any concealment.

Who is this person, so hostile.

To yourself?

Or to Yi Yang, because he didn't dare to face Yi Yang directly, so he turned his hatred to himself?

Before he could figure it out, Yi Yang spoke up.

"Remember your identity."

Indifference, that is absolute indifference, different from the usual cold feeling, Wu Yan clearly felt that Yi Yang's indifference at the moment was radiated from his bones undisguised, except for ruthlessness, without a trace of warmth.

"Yes." The woman's face froze, she immediately buried her head, and turned sideways to let Yi Yang get out of the car.

The two walked out of the car one after the other.

The villa, a villa of some ages, is full of old cultural charm. Just by looking at it, it can be seen that the formation of this place did not happen overnight.

Two blond-haired and blue-eyed maids stood at the gate, and when they saw Yi Yang get off the car, they bowed respectfully.

Wu Yan was a little puzzled. It stands to reason that such a family with such a rich heritage should not have such a battle when the young master returns home. Although the magnificent scenes performed in novels and TV dramas are flashy, they correspond to the current background. On the contrary, the scenes seem to complement each other.

But I don't know that although the Yi family has a rich background, Yi Yang is just a young master, especially recently, the two masters of the Yi family, the young and the old, are fighting openly and secretly.

After all, most of Yi Yang's influence is outside, and the family of this old house is the headquarters of his father.

He didn't come back to declare war, so it was only natural for him to be dismounted.

As for the kind of contest that the general wealthy families talk about, the kind of amiability on the surface, and the secret intrigue of life and death, the Yi family does not practice these, because that kind of time has already passed.

Mr. Yi Yiqian does not have more than one son, but now everyone only knows that Yi Yang is his only son, so where the rest of the people have gone, these cannot be described simply by the words "evaporating from the world".

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