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At that moment, his feet seemed to be rooted on the ground unknowingly, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of veil suddenly, and even his body became stiff instantly, unable to move an inch.啋玎化Z

All he could do was to open his eyes wide, and then make full use of his concentration to try to see everything in the room clearly.

In the room, Su Hui skillfully prepared the face wash, wrung out the towel and handed it to the boy. After the boy wiped his face, she cleaned up everything and sat by the hospital bed, smiling and talking with the boy while peeling her hands. of an apple.

It was obviously a boring hospital, and it was obviously a lifeless ward, but there was a strange tacit understanding between the two that no one could get in. The Su Hui in the room was still the same Su Hui, gentle and gentle, careful and introverted.

The boy is still the same boy, but he is no longer what he used to be.

Maybe Wu Yan's eyesight has degraded in an instant, maybe it's because of something else...

The man stared blankly at everything in the room, standing there like an ice sculpture, unable to move his duty.

He thought about the picture of meeting his former best friend many times, and also thought about the possibility that he might not be able to get in touch again in his life, but after all, he never imagined that it would be like this when they met.

He lost all his long-cherished wishes and became a vassal of others, his free self is no longer the same as before;

But he finally escaped the shackles of fate, but it was difficult for him to return to his free self, his body was disabled, and he was separated all his life.

Time flies, time flies, when we meet again, all the changes are really different.

"you……"

The man's change is so obvious, how could Bai Yan not notice it, his brows frown instantly like two dead tree roots.

Snapped……

The sound of the cup falling on the ground was like a stone, smashing into the calm space like a mirror.

"You... no..." Ignoring the fragmented porcelain cup on the ground, Su Hui's whole body was like withered grass in a storm, shaking as if it would be fragmented at any moment.

How could he be here?

She obviously didn't say anything.

Is it a coincidence, or did I inadvertently reveal some flaws?

Subconsciously turned around and looked at the person on the bed, the person she had worked so hard to protect and conceal for so many years, he also became pale and stiff in just a moment...

"Long time no see, Tianxiang!"

I don't know how I woke up from the surging memory. When Wu Yan opened his mouth to speak, he had already pushed open the door unconsciously, passed Su Hui who was stunned in the middle of the room, and walked to the side of the hospital bed. .

"Yeah, long time no see."

With a light smile, Zhou Tianxiang struggled to get up from the bed, avoiding the hands that Wu Yan and Su Hui stretched out quickly to support and help.

"I can do it myself." There was a nonchalant smile on his face, and that warm face seemed to contain a bright little sun. No matter how the world changed, he was still Zhou Tianxiang in his bones.

The person who will always cut off outsiders, but can give everything to the friends he recognizes.

Once again, his feet were rooted firmly on the ground, watching the skinny man on the bed struggle to move his body little by little, when his arms finally supported his upper body and sat up successfully.

Wu Yan suddenly felt that his eyes were dry, aching and hot, as if he was being roasted by a raging fire and thick smoke.

Zhou Tianxiang leaned against the head of the bed, his skinny face became paler, with obvious transparency in the paleness, almost even the blood vessels on his face could be seen clearly, the cyan veins seemed to be a The roots of the tangled roots of old trees are like trees, and there are thin drops of water around each root.

It was just a single movement of getting up, and he tossed himself into sweat.

"Let me introduce to you, this is Su Hui." Not feeling anything wrong, Zhou Tianxiang panted slightly and introduced Su Hui who was beside her, her chest fluctuated at an abnormal frequency.

"This is Wu Yan, my friend for many years."

Smiling and looking at Su Hui, Zhou Tianxiang didn't give any explanation, such as why this friend has never been in touch for so many years, and why can they get along peacefully with this sudden appearance?

Su Hui stared blankly at Zhou Tianxiang, then at Wu Yan, and was about to say something when she suddenly stretched out a hand in front of her.

"Hello there!"

Wu Yan looked at Su Hui with a smile, except for the indifference and melancholy in his eyes, it was as if he was seeing her for the first time, every movement was so perfect and natural.

"Hello there!"

Knowing that all of this is false, she still had to stretch out her hand to tell a lie, which she has been hiding from Zhou Tianxiang. Yes, she never told Zhou Tianxiang that she saw Wu Yan, and she saw this more than once. man.

It's not that she doesn't want to tell him, nor can she tell him, she just can't open her mouth, but she doesn't know how to say it, it seems that every time the words come to her mouth, they will disappear inexplicably.

Maybe the reason is simple.

It was just because of a simple unrequited love, yes, she loved him, from the first time she saw him, she fell in love with him.

There are so many loves in this world, there are those who have been in love for a long time, those who are happy with friends, and those who have fallen in love at a glance.It's just that she can't compare to other people's love, and she can't compare to other people's love.

During the years of knowing Zhou Tianxiang, they talked about everything, and their minds reached an incomparably tacit understanding, but it was also because of the tacit understanding that it was not a matter of time for a healthy Su Hui to hide from Zhou Tianxiang, who was repeatedly ill. What a complicated thing.

Because of the understanding, the most successful calculation and betrayal can be achieved.

Concealment, compared to the above two, is even more effortless.

"..."

The room that followed was filled with depressing silence. None of the few people found Bai Yan who had not appeared in this space. They sank into their own world and almost forgot everything outside of them.

"You guys talk, I'll go out for a while."

Finally, she couldn't take it anymore, Su Hui bit her lips and finished speaking, before rushing out of the corridor without waiting for a response.

What is she still doing here?

Do you want to humiliate yourself, or feel that you are not enough to be covered in bruises?

After getting along for many years, the man I loved so much mentioned another man's name again and again.

Once or twice, Su Hui can regard these as Zhou Tianxiang's memories of the past;

Four or five times, Su Hui could attribute this to the fact that Zhou Tianxiang didn't have many friends;

But countless times?

When the person you love mentions another person’s name to you countless times over and over again, if he intends to do so, how can you act low and how can you maintain your indestructible barrier? ?

If he was unintentional, then why are you ashamed to allow him to stab yourself?

She is also a woman, and she will be jealous. Although her self-esteem has long been wiped out in this crazy upside-down, she is still a human being after all, and she will be hurt and sad.

People.

In the hospital at night, the lights were dim and cold, and the buildings that were as holy as snow in the daytime looked like a city of icy corpses, with a refreshing chill everywhere.

Sitting on the cold stone bench, Su Hui curled herself up tightly into a ball, nestled on the stone bench with her hands on her knees, and looked at the misty dark clouds in the sky.

She was not sure about the relationship between Wu Yan and Zhou Tianxiang, and she really didn't know, but she was very sure of one thing, this man was an indispensable existence in Zhou Tianxiang's life.

That is beyond the existence of friendship and family affection. Su Hui is more sure that the reason why Zhou Tianxiang never loves her is because of Wu Yan, this man.

Is there any possibility between man and man?What can happen between men and men?

This is not an era of ignorance and ignorance, nor is it an era of conformity. She will still love Zhou Tianxiang deeply after knowing his disgraceful past, so others are naturally more likely to love Haitao Tao in a more bizarre state. .

Maybe, she is really too selfish, maybe she should have let them meet long ago...

but……

Su Hui slowly buried her head in her knees, curled up with her tightly squeezed heart, trembling, exuding heart-piercing pain, as if it would explode at any moment.

"If you have too much obsession, you will end up in a cocoon."

The cold voice, like the cold moonlight, quietly sprinkled in the ears, and Su Hui looked up at the speaker in a strange way.

"It's you?" The tears stopped in an instant, but the little stars were still shining brightly in the night.

"you love him?"

Bai Yan snorted coldly and walked in front of Su Hui. After the observation just now, he completely understood that this woman could never be from Melt.

It's not that their acting skills are not good, it's just that there are some things that they didn't experience personally, and they lack a sense of reality after all.

"If you don't love, how can you..."

If she hadn't fallen in love with someone who didn't love herself, how could she have fallen to this point?

Even if she is an orphan, she can still have her own peaceful world in this colorful world.

But now, she has an obsession in her heart, not only refuses to let go, but puts him by her side desperately.

Even if he is a burden, she still has to stubbornly resist him on her body, even if this burden makes her bend her back and make her only kneel or crawl forward, she is not willing lay down.

"Love?"

Bai Yan frowned and touched his nose, and looked at Su Hui with a puzzled expression: "What is love? This is an abstract word, how can you be sure that you are in love with him?"

Su Hui: "..."

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