While eating, Jian Yao subconsciously observed Lang Qing uncontrollably.
Lang Qing's eyes are somewhat similar to his, but Lang Qing's eyes are smaller, the ends of the eyes are more pointed, the bridge of the nose is higher than his own, but the tip of the nose is not so upturned.
The temperament of the two is actually different under closer inspection.
Lang Qing looks... like a good student, friendly to his classmates and gentle to his friends.
like-
The former Huo Yan.
Jian Yao lowered his eyes slightly. In fact, he didn't know how to read people before, but now he has learned the knowledge of reading people without a teacher.
Lang Qing is also a person who wears a mask to live, but Huo Yan does it to confuse others' sight and achieve his own purpose.
But Lang Qing is obviously not. He seems to be afraid of making others angry and embarrassing, so he wears a mask to please others.
Thinking about it, it is also true that there is such a father on the stall who has no fixed place to live with his mother since he was a child. It is difficult for a person who grew up in such an environment not to be aware of his words, otherwise he would not have entered college without any background. You can still get the resources that many people dream of.
It's just that it must be tiring.
Jian Yao took a sip of vegetable soup, did Huo Yan feel tired before?
I always wear a mask. After a long time, the mask grows on my face. I may not be able to tell which part of myself belongs to the mask and which part belongs to myself.
"Jian Yao, what are you laughing at?" Feng Yang asked winkingly, "Did your girlfriend send you a message?"
Jian Yao almost spit out the soup in his mouth, his face flushed red, he explained: "He didn't send a message, I just remembered something."
When he thought that only he knew Huo Yan's full face, he felt a strange sense of happiness.
There will be no one in this world who knows Huo Yan better than him.
Some people only understand Huo Yan's brutal side.
Some people only understand Huo Yan's disguised side.
And he has seen more sides of Huo Yan, he knows the reason why Huo Yan's character is formed, and also understands the insecurity in Huo Yan's bones.
That's why Huo Yan's desire to control is so strong.
And while he didn't want to be watched by bodyguards, his scalp became numb because of Huo Yan's possessiveness.
Jian Yao picked up a piece of tofu, and he squinted his eyes to eat it.
He himself is a complicated person.
As long as Huo Yan did something, he couldn't resist to the end with principle.
As long as Huo Yan...
Lang Qing looked at Jian Yao's profile, picked up the teacup to cover half of his face, and concealed his eyes looking at Jian Yao.
"The portions are huge!" Feng Yang slumped on the chair with his stomach outstretched, smacking his lips contentedly, "I have to go to the supermarket in the afternoon, I don't know if there will be any activities."
Boys: "I have a coupon here."
"Buy some cheap and discounted goods first, and wait until we earn money from part-time jobs."
"If I can make money, I have to send it home."
Jian Yao listened to their conversation, although he didn't speak, but unexpectedly felt very familiar and friendly.
Just when Jian Yao was about to have another cup of tea, his cell phone rang suddenly, and Huo Yan's name was displayed on the caller ID. Jian Yao picked up the cell phone almost as soon as the ring rang, and pressed the answer button.
"Are you outside the hotel?"
Jian Yao stood up: "I'll come out right away."
He looked at his classmates and Zhang Shuai with some embarrassment: "My friend is here to pick me up. I have something to do in the afternoon, so I have to go first."
Zhang Shuai shaved his teeth with a toothpick: "Go, go."
The boys booed: "What kind of friend, it must be a girlfriend."
"Your girlfriend came to pick you up by car. You are so lucky. I'm so envious."
The young boy has no resistance to his sister, mature and mysterious, so he is very envious of Jian Yao.
Jian Yao just smiled and touched the back of his head: "I'm going out first."
They invited him today, so Jian Yao didn't ask for money.
He could have them back in two days.
Jian Yao likes this kind of communication with back and forth.
Of course, he also likes the strict AA system when he has no money.
"Let's go too." The others also stood up.
Lang Qing didn't move, he turned his head to look at Jian Yao who opened the car door outside the glass window, and got into the car with a bright smile on his face.
"You've been looking at Jian Yao since just now." Zhang Shuai asked strangely, "Could it be that you fell in love with him?"
As the closest friend, Zhang Shuai is one of the few people who can confirm Lang Qing's sexual orientation. Others are just guessing, but Lang Qing has admitted it to him.
Lang Qing shook his head slightly: "No, I just think he looks familiar."
Zhang Shuai grinned: "Is it familiar? You look so alike."
Lang Qing frowned and said, "It's not that we look alike, forget it, I can't tell you."
"gone."
Zhang Shuai hurriedly followed, and he put his arms around Lang Qing's shoulders: "You have a bad temper, so people who don't know you think you are a good-tempered person."
Lang Qing hooked the corner of his mouth mockingly.
"Has Lei Ye ever come to look for you?" Zhang Shuai asked.
Lang Qing was expressionless: "I told you, he has too much self-awareness, so leave him alone."
"Tomorrow..." Zhang Shuai sighed, "Should your dad come again? You have such a bad temper, why don't you know how to tell your dad and always give him money? You give him countless times .”
"Even if he has fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, you should give him a pension when he is unable to work, let alone he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father at all!"
Lang Qing didn't hear Zhang Shuai's words clearly, he looked in the direction of the car leaving.
He knew who the person sitting in the driver's seat was, he was handsome and rich, he stood at the top of the Zhou Group, and everyone looked up to him.
And it was such a person who was always waiting for Jian Yao.
Lang Qing's gaze softened a little.
Many years ago, he was still in elementary school and lived in the alley with the cheapest rent. He only had electricity and running water, but no toilet. The two of them, mother and son, lived in a house with only one bed and one desk.
And every time his father showed up, he would rummage through boxes and chests for money.
Even if they are divorced.
But his father seemed to think that as long as a woman married him, she would be his woman for the rest of her life.
Let alone his son.
When he was buying school uniforms that day, Lang Hua also robbed him of the money. His mother hugged his father's legs and begged him crying: "Xiaoqing hasn't had new clothes for several years! You can't let him spend the money to buy school uniforms." No! He is your son! Treat him better, and he will be filial to you when he grows up!"
His father kicked his mother away: "I'm not the only son. Living in this kind of place and going to that kind of school, what can I do in the future? Why don't you go out and work as soon as possible!"
"I have a son, don't you know? That woman also thought I didn't know."
"Single women gave birth to a child, and it happened to be a few months after breaking up with me, so I'm so fucking stupid."
"That child is in a key middle school, and his grades are among the best!"
"From now on, what I want to enjoy is his blessing!"
Lang Qing remembered that at that time he exhausted all his strength to stand up against the wall and asked a question that he never regretted: "What's his name?"
Lang Hua looked at him mockingly: "Want to know? All right, No. [-] Middle School Jianyao, go and see."
He seems to be saying, you will know the gap between you when you see it, and there will be no unnecessary delusions.
Lang Qing met Jian Yao.
At the gate of No. [-] Middle School.
Different from the school he attended, the campus of No. [-] Middle School was very new. The people who attended this school were either rich or students with top academic performance—because the houses in the nearby school district were all bought by rich people.
He asked a lot of people, and quietly looked at Jian Yao who was always surrounded by friends and looked like a star.
But the strange thing is that he didn't feel any emotion like jealousy.
He looked at the face similar to his own, and at a certain moment felt that this was another self in the world, also without a father, but living in a non-threatening family, with good educational resources, and no need to feel inferior for a school uniform Reluctant to go to school.
Although their lives have nothing in common.
But he just felt that the other party would be the person who understood him best in the world.
It's his brother.
His mother knew what he was doing, but she never mentioned it.
If Lang Hua was a good man and her husband, she might become hostile towards Jian Anzhi and Jian Yao.
But Lang Hua was not, so she might be like him, thinking that the other party would understand her.
I know the feeling of helplessness, grief and grief.
Occasionally, Lang Qing would find that his mother would buy some fairy tale books and sit outside the house and read them alone. Both mother and child were the same, they had no friends, no one to talk to, and they couldn't talk about these things with each other.
Jane's mother and son are just like another couple in the world, but they have a better life.
When he was in junior high school, Lang Qing managed to get admitted to Jian Yao's school. He felt that he might have a chance to become friends with Jian Yao. Just a word.
But after he passed the exam, he found out that Jian Yao had already transferred to a small county.
Lang Qing couldn't say that he also wanted to transfer to another school.
Leave the capital and go to a small county?
He doesn't have that kind of capital.
Hearing the news about Jian Yao again was because of Huo Yan, but at first he couldn't connect the Jian Yao in the news with the Jian Yao he knew.
He himself is gay, so he can also feel Huo Yan's feelings for Jian Yao.
Look, a pair of brothers, they even have the same sexual orientation.
This circle is filthy, and there is no lower limit if they are all men. What is loyalty to each other is a lie to deceive themselves and each other.
He always meets people in a bad manner, and always finds that the other person is a promiscuous rotten person when he wants to get involved.
And Huo Yan waited for Jian Yao for seven years, resting in the nursing home every night during the seven years, rushing to the company early the next morning, rain or shine, there is not a day that is not like this, if even such Huo Yan is not loyal to Jian Yao, maybe There are no loyal people in this world, right?
Lang Qing lit a cigarette by the side of the road.
His expression was a little tired.
Why is he still paying attention to Jian Yao?
Maybe it's because he didn't want Lang Hua to find Jian Yao too.
You don't have to be like him, you have to worry about an ugly and greedy face suddenly appearing in front of you all the time.
Jian Yao doesn't need to know that he has such a father, nor does he need to know that he has a younger brother who is always subdued and talks nonsense.
He hoped that his other self could live a happier life.
Lang Qing's eyes are somewhat similar to his, but Lang Qing's eyes are smaller, the ends of the eyes are more pointed, the bridge of the nose is higher than his own, but the tip of the nose is not so upturned.
The temperament of the two is actually different under closer inspection.
Lang Qing looks... like a good student, friendly to his classmates and gentle to his friends.
like-
The former Huo Yan.
Jian Yao lowered his eyes slightly. In fact, he didn't know how to read people before, but now he has learned the knowledge of reading people without a teacher.
Lang Qing is also a person who wears a mask to live, but Huo Yan does it to confuse others' sight and achieve his own purpose.
But Lang Qing is obviously not. He seems to be afraid of making others angry and embarrassing, so he wears a mask to please others.
Thinking about it, it is also true that there is such a father on the stall who has no fixed place to live with his mother since he was a child. It is difficult for a person who grew up in such an environment not to be aware of his words, otherwise he would not have entered college without any background. You can still get the resources that many people dream of.
It's just that it must be tiring.
Jian Yao took a sip of vegetable soup, did Huo Yan feel tired before?
I always wear a mask. After a long time, the mask grows on my face. I may not be able to tell which part of myself belongs to the mask and which part belongs to myself.
"Jian Yao, what are you laughing at?" Feng Yang asked winkingly, "Did your girlfriend send you a message?"
Jian Yao almost spit out the soup in his mouth, his face flushed red, he explained: "He didn't send a message, I just remembered something."
When he thought that only he knew Huo Yan's full face, he felt a strange sense of happiness.
There will be no one in this world who knows Huo Yan better than him.
Some people only understand Huo Yan's brutal side.
Some people only understand Huo Yan's disguised side.
And he has seen more sides of Huo Yan, he knows the reason why Huo Yan's character is formed, and also understands the insecurity in Huo Yan's bones.
That's why Huo Yan's desire to control is so strong.
And while he didn't want to be watched by bodyguards, his scalp became numb because of Huo Yan's possessiveness.
Jian Yao picked up a piece of tofu, and he squinted his eyes to eat it.
He himself is a complicated person.
As long as Huo Yan did something, he couldn't resist to the end with principle.
As long as Huo Yan...
Lang Qing looked at Jian Yao's profile, picked up the teacup to cover half of his face, and concealed his eyes looking at Jian Yao.
"The portions are huge!" Feng Yang slumped on the chair with his stomach outstretched, smacking his lips contentedly, "I have to go to the supermarket in the afternoon, I don't know if there will be any activities."
Boys: "I have a coupon here."
"Buy some cheap and discounted goods first, and wait until we earn money from part-time jobs."
"If I can make money, I have to send it home."
Jian Yao listened to their conversation, although he didn't speak, but unexpectedly felt very familiar and friendly.
Just when Jian Yao was about to have another cup of tea, his cell phone rang suddenly, and Huo Yan's name was displayed on the caller ID. Jian Yao picked up the cell phone almost as soon as the ring rang, and pressed the answer button.
"Are you outside the hotel?"
Jian Yao stood up: "I'll come out right away."
He looked at his classmates and Zhang Shuai with some embarrassment: "My friend is here to pick me up. I have something to do in the afternoon, so I have to go first."
Zhang Shuai shaved his teeth with a toothpick: "Go, go."
The boys booed: "What kind of friend, it must be a girlfriend."
"Your girlfriend came to pick you up by car. You are so lucky. I'm so envious."
The young boy has no resistance to his sister, mature and mysterious, so he is very envious of Jian Yao.
Jian Yao just smiled and touched the back of his head: "I'm going out first."
They invited him today, so Jian Yao didn't ask for money.
He could have them back in two days.
Jian Yao likes this kind of communication with back and forth.
Of course, he also likes the strict AA system when he has no money.
"Let's go too." The others also stood up.
Lang Qing didn't move, he turned his head to look at Jian Yao who opened the car door outside the glass window, and got into the car with a bright smile on his face.
"You've been looking at Jian Yao since just now." Zhang Shuai asked strangely, "Could it be that you fell in love with him?"
As the closest friend, Zhang Shuai is one of the few people who can confirm Lang Qing's sexual orientation. Others are just guessing, but Lang Qing has admitted it to him.
Lang Qing shook his head slightly: "No, I just think he looks familiar."
Zhang Shuai grinned: "Is it familiar? You look so alike."
Lang Qing frowned and said, "It's not that we look alike, forget it, I can't tell you."
"gone."
Zhang Shuai hurriedly followed, and he put his arms around Lang Qing's shoulders: "You have a bad temper, so people who don't know you think you are a good-tempered person."
Lang Qing hooked the corner of his mouth mockingly.
"Has Lei Ye ever come to look for you?" Zhang Shuai asked.
Lang Qing was expressionless: "I told you, he has too much self-awareness, so leave him alone."
"Tomorrow..." Zhang Shuai sighed, "Should your dad come again? You have such a bad temper, why don't you know how to tell your dad and always give him money? You give him countless times .”
"Even if he has fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, you should give him a pension when he is unable to work, let alone he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father at all!"
Lang Qing didn't hear Zhang Shuai's words clearly, he looked in the direction of the car leaving.
He knew who the person sitting in the driver's seat was, he was handsome and rich, he stood at the top of the Zhou Group, and everyone looked up to him.
And it was such a person who was always waiting for Jian Yao.
Lang Qing's gaze softened a little.
Many years ago, he was still in elementary school and lived in the alley with the cheapest rent. He only had electricity and running water, but no toilet. The two of them, mother and son, lived in a house with only one bed and one desk.
And every time his father showed up, he would rummage through boxes and chests for money.
Even if they are divorced.
But his father seemed to think that as long as a woman married him, she would be his woman for the rest of her life.
Let alone his son.
When he was buying school uniforms that day, Lang Hua also robbed him of the money. His mother hugged his father's legs and begged him crying: "Xiaoqing hasn't had new clothes for several years! You can't let him spend the money to buy school uniforms." No! He is your son! Treat him better, and he will be filial to you when he grows up!"
His father kicked his mother away: "I'm not the only son. Living in this kind of place and going to that kind of school, what can I do in the future? Why don't you go out and work as soon as possible!"
"I have a son, don't you know? That woman also thought I didn't know."
"Single women gave birth to a child, and it happened to be a few months after breaking up with me, so I'm so fucking stupid."
"That child is in a key middle school, and his grades are among the best!"
"From now on, what I want to enjoy is his blessing!"
Lang Qing remembered that at that time he exhausted all his strength to stand up against the wall and asked a question that he never regretted: "What's his name?"
Lang Hua looked at him mockingly: "Want to know? All right, No. [-] Middle School Jianyao, go and see."
He seems to be saying, you will know the gap between you when you see it, and there will be no unnecessary delusions.
Lang Qing met Jian Yao.
At the gate of No. [-] Middle School.
Different from the school he attended, the campus of No. [-] Middle School was very new. The people who attended this school were either rich or students with top academic performance—because the houses in the nearby school district were all bought by rich people.
He asked a lot of people, and quietly looked at Jian Yao who was always surrounded by friends and looked like a star.
But the strange thing is that he didn't feel any emotion like jealousy.
He looked at the face similar to his own, and at a certain moment felt that this was another self in the world, also without a father, but living in a non-threatening family, with good educational resources, and no need to feel inferior for a school uniform Reluctant to go to school.
Although their lives have nothing in common.
But he just felt that the other party would be the person who understood him best in the world.
It's his brother.
His mother knew what he was doing, but she never mentioned it.
If Lang Hua was a good man and her husband, she might become hostile towards Jian Anzhi and Jian Yao.
But Lang Hua was not, so she might be like him, thinking that the other party would understand her.
I know the feeling of helplessness, grief and grief.
Occasionally, Lang Qing would find that his mother would buy some fairy tale books and sit outside the house and read them alone. Both mother and child were the same, they had no friends, no one to talk to, and they couldn't talk about these things with each other.
Jane's mother and son are just like another couple in the world, but they have a better life.
When he was in junior high school, Lang Qing managed to get admitted to Jian Yao's school. He felt that he might have a chance to become friends with Jian Yao. Just a word.
But after he passed the exam, he found out that Jian Yao had already transferred to a small county.
Lang Qing couldn't say that he also wanted to transfer to another school.
Leave the capital and go to a small county?
He doesn't have that kind of capital.
Hearing the news about Jian Yao again was because of Huo Yan, but at first he couldn't connect the Jian Yao in the news with the Jian Yao he knew.
He himself is gay, so he can also feel Huo Yan's feelings for Jian Yao.
Look, a pair of brothers, they even have the same sexual orientation.
This circle is filthy, and there is no lower limit if they are all men. What is loyalty to each other is a lie to deceive themselves and each other.
He always meets people in a bad manner, and always finds that the other person is a promiscuous rotten person when he wants to get involved.
And Huo Yan waited for Jian Yao for seven years, resting in the nursing home every night during the seven years, rushing to the company early the next morning, rain or shine, there is not a day that is not like this, if even such Huo Yan is not loyal to Jian Yao, maybe There are no loyal people in this world, right?
Lang Qing lit a cigarette by the side of the road.
His expression was a little tired.
Why is he still paying attention to Jian Yao?
Maybe it's because he didn't want Lang Hua to find Jian Yao too.
You don't have to be like him, you have to worry about an ugly and greedy face suddenly appearing in front of you all the time.
Jian Yao doesn't need to know that he has such a father, nor does he need to know that he has a younger brother who is always subdued and talks nonsense.
He hoped that his other self could live a happier life.
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