Port Mafia fifth cadre

What kind of person is Osamu Dazai?

In the original world, even though he had only met three times, Kawakami Yuzu had a deep impression on Osamu Dazai.

Dazai, a cadre during the Hong Kong gangster period, was equally terrifying in the hearts of his enemies and companions. He could see through people's hearts, manipulate people's hearts, and play with people's hearts. Dazai under the sun restrained his own dark aura, and his demeanor became gentle and mysterious.

But his essence seems to have not changed.

In a very short interval, Kawakami Yuzu could sense that alienated, cold and hollow aura.

Incomprehensible, elusive.

Dazai is very smart.

Without a matching mind, or a gift like Vongola's hyperintuition, it's hard to keep up with his train of thought, but—

Why keep up?

When Kawakami Yuzu met Osamu Dazai, he never tried to figure out the specific thoughts of the other party, as long as he had a rough outline, everyone has his own thoughts, and it is easy to fall into a dead end by forcing others to guess. It is better to follow your own ideas Just do it.

Sometimes unexpected results are achieved.

Quite fun.

If you don’t have any plans to complete, Kawakami Yuzu actually welcomes the appearance of Osamu Dazai. After all, this will bring many surprises to life, and it’s okay to be frightened. It’s very interesting; but when the plan is in progress, seeing Osamu Dazai is definitely not a A good sign, because his existence basically represents an 'accident'.

Cats are always very curious.

Especially smart and unowned.

But, to be honest, Kawakami Yuzu didn't know what 13-year-old Osamu Dazai looked like.

According to the information given by Bai Lan, when Mr. Mori first became the resident doctor in Hong Kong, there was only Alice by his side. After he became the personal doctor trusted by the old leader, he had his student Dazai, who was already 14 years old at that time.

Haven't met Mr. Mori yet?

The sky is full of stars.

The members of the "sheep" surrounded the new lamb, making the 13-year-old Dazai even smaller.

Still dressed in bandages and gauze, half of his exposed small face was unhealthy pale, with a sleepy look. It is said that he jumped into the river because he was hunted down by the mafia, and was rescued by several "sheep" members. Drenched, I don't know how long I've been floating in the river, I'm mentally weak, I just wiped my body, and I'm wearing a big old clothes donated by the lambs.

So you don't have a cold?

Kawakami Yuzu really admired it.

Thinking of Dazai Osamu's rich suicide experience in the intelligence, it is even more amazing the vitality of this iron fight.

"Big brother……"

Osamu Dazai, who had always been very sleepy, with his little head bit by bit, as if he was about to fall asleep at any time, when he saw the boy in white robe, he showed a childish, tender and sweet smile, with a fat baby The little face is very cute, "We meet again."

Little Dazai stretched out his hand.

In the palm of the fair hand is a colorful candy paper with stars flowing.

It seems to hear the voice of the favorability continuously rising. Kawakami Yuzu: ... No, Osamu Dazai is too good.

Obviously still so small.

Kawakami Yuzu couldn’t help thinking about what he was doing when he was 13 years old——

Well, back then he was probably more than that.

It rained heavily the next day.

The part-time job plan was put on hold, and most of the lambs stayed in the house, those who gathered in the hall, those who didn't come out in the bedroom at all, and those who were still visiting other people's rooms... Osamu Dazai belonged to the last category.

With his well-behaved appearance and sweet smile, he successfully asked for the route and entered Kawakami Yuzu's room.

To be precise, it was Zhongye Fangli in the Central Plains.

The master is not there, only the roommate sitting in the quilt is playing a handheld game console, there are slight wind and cracking sounds from time to time, and the battle seems to be very fierce.

Osamu Dazai took off his shoes and socks familiarly, knelt on the quilt and leaned over to look.

It's a racing game.

Players need to constantly accelerate to overtake the cars next to them, be alert to sudden bends when driving, pick up and use props at the right time, and finally reach the end first, even if they pass the level.

Kawakami Yuzu overturned the car countless times, some of which were so mentally handicapped that Osamu Dazai couldn't stand them, but he still played them attentively.

Just looking at this straight sitting posture and calm and calm expression, he is definitely a master.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Osamu Dazai looked up at Kawakami Yuzu.

Very close, you can clearly see the pair of beautiful red phoenix eyes, the slightly protruding eye tails contain a faint crimson color that would be hard to detect if it weren't for this distance, this crimson color is like a god in charge of art. The face was lit up, making this already moving appearance easily raised to a higher level.

Another rollover.

Kawakami Yuzu restarts the game as usual, and feels that he must pass the level this time... I have to say that one of the soils of his friendship with Shinichi Kudo is that they have the same black hole physique in the game.

The sound of rain was beating on the window somewhat roughly.

In such an environment, the room is becoming more and more quiet. In the gap between games, people's breathing can be heard clearly.

"Is life worth living?"

Dazai Osamu's immature voice suddenly sounded at this moment.

Kawakami Yuzu slipped his hand, used the wrong props, ended the scene early, raised his eyes and said casually: "Of course."

Osamu Dazai stared at him with unshielded iris eyes: "Why?"

"To use an inappropriate analogy, free players are one of the game experiences of krypton gold players." Kawakami Yu lowered his eyes to operate the handheld, wanting to change to a simple and easy-to-use game, "Unless the human group is worthless, Otherwise it's worth it."

It perfectly avoids the troublesome topic of how to define "value".

As long as one human being is valuable to be alive, then all human beings can be regarded as their life experience and have value together.Just like a drama, in addition to the protagonist, it also needs supporting roles, cannon fodder, etc., to be considered complete.

"But, living is so boring." Osamu Dazai said in an empty voice.

"..."

Kawakami Yuzu put down the handheld and sighed, feeling that he could no longer play games properly.The young man in the white robe folded his hands and looked like an ancient wise man. What he said was supposed to be a guide but shocked the listeners, "The easiest way is to raise a dog."

Osamu Dazai: "...why?"

The kite-colored pupils shrank in shock, and the vacant expression on the small face that seemed to be floating in the air disappeared. Osamu Dazai expressed great dissatisfaction, "Why a dog?"

So your focus is not why you want to raise an animal, but why is this animal a dog?

As if found something.

"Because a dog is not only enthusiastic, sunny and full of vitality, but also loyal can be easily obtained." The voice of the young man in white robes was like water, flowing quietly, "I have seen such a scene before, the owner who just feeds every day and does not do much If you want to kill your dog to eat meat, if you don't kill the dog with a brick, the dog runs away, but when you hear the owner yelling at it angrily, you will still go home hesitantly with your bloody head on your head, and use wet, Trusting eyes watch the owner until he draws his last breath."

There was a moment of silence in the room.

The rain was getting louder.

"You see, if you raise a dog casually, you will get this kind of loyalty." Kawakami Yu looked at the rain outside the window, "As long as you are the first owner of a dog, you can get the fetters of this life. "

"Fetters?"

"It can also be called shackles, nostalgia, pillars, strings for tying kites, and anchors for positioning yourself." The young man in white robe slowly stated his cognition, "Humans are social creatures. It is easy for people in a group to feel out of place, and after standing on the sidelines for a long time, it is difficult to integrate again.”

That's why it's boring.

At this moment, it is absolutely economical to have a dog, and it is a real prescription.

The little boy with dark brown hair puffed up his cheeks: "No dog!"

Kawakami Yu: ...I feel inexplicably that I am a dog dealer who is selling, it must be an illusion.

"Then go save someone."

"Eh?"

"It seems that you don't seem to be the type who is willing to maintain social relationships for a long time, so just do it at once." The young man in white robe smiled gently, and said, "As long as you become the savior of some people, even if it is a lifetime Contacting them will also remember you, and the gratitude of being saved will hardly fade, so they will automatically become your bond."

"Actually, as long as there are enough deep emotions, this effect can be achieved. Friendship, family affection, love, and many subtle emotions that can only be understood and cannot be expressed in words, such as rivals who feel sorry for each other and accomplices who have to cooperate, and even reversed. Operations, such as the psychological shadow left by almost being played to death."

Resting his chin lazily, Kawakami Yu looked at the little Osamu Dazai who was listening attentively with his face up, and couldn't help but raised his hand to poke his cheek with baby fat, and suddenly understood why Mr. Mori was willing to accept him for students.

He wants it if he can.

But Kawakami Yukami knew very well that his own level could not take on the responsibility of Dazai Osamu's teacher.

It will be hollowed out very quickly.

"What about you?" Not only didn't dodge, but also rubbed his finger with his smooth cheek, Dazai turned his head to look at him, "How did you do it?"

Is it so easy to see through?

For a few years, Kawakami Yuzu’s state was similar to that of Osamu Dazai at this time, floating in this world like a ghost, without any belonging, whether it was the food in his mouth, or the human beings who died in front of him, he couldn’t let him go. He had the slightest fluctuation, everything was meaningless, and he even wanted to use death to verify an answer.

But it is different after all.

Kawakami Yuzu is due to the ups and downs of life, while Dazai Osamu is just too smart.

Life remains the same, everything knows the beginning and the end at the same time, everything is at your fingertips, and after a long time like this, the only invisible death will emit an unspeakable fragrance, handing out the temptation of the devil.

"I don't remember who said that you must first become the light before others will follow the light." Kawakami Yuzu didn't mean to hide anything, and said softly, "I can't become the light, but I met me. light." The black-haired boy said, "My situation is different from yours, and it's just for reference."

"Can I see your light?"

"of course."

The young man in white robe smiled slightly.

When facing smart people, don't hide what you can.

Adhering to this principle, Kawakami Yuzu showed the 13-year-old Osamu Dazai the photos of the 18-year-old Kunikida in the original world without any psychological burden. Yuzu shared it with a little pride, until Dazai Osamu said "I know he is from the Armed Detective Agency, but it's not that big", he didn't show the slightest surprise.

This calmness made Dazai heal and become curious, the young boy tugged on his robe, and said in a clear voice, "Are you from the future?"

"To be precise, it will be a parallel world five years later." Kawakami Yuzu couldn't stand such a cute, obedient and coquettish little girl who was 5cm shorter than him anymore. She raised her hand and pulled her into her arms. After lowering his head, he hugged him even more, "Do you want to know your life in that world?" Looking down at Dazai Osamu's expression, Kawakami Yuzu added, "I only had contact with you when I grew up, actually three times. There's not much I can tell you."

So, do you want to know?

The boy with golden eyes asked.

The advantage is that you can know the future choices to avoid regrets, and the disadvantage is that once again the unknown becomes the known...

Osamu Dazai did not suspect that Kawakami Yuzu was lying to him.

Quickly understood the concept of parallel worlds, and using this to explain, the boy who suddenly appeared under the moonlight and the members of the detective agency in the photo who were of the wrong age could be explained. Before there was a more reasonable answer, Osamu Dazai tended to "This is the truth".In Kunikida's photo, there are more details that can judge the situation, all of which support this point.

Moreover, getting along with Kawakami Yuzu made him feel peaceful.

When little Dazai showed amazing insight and thinking ability, the emotions he received were usually amazement, fear and vigilance, but what Kawakami showed was indifferent calm.

As if everything is as it should be.

It was not expected, but accepted calmly. This kind of acceptance is not numb, but an understanding that is neither far nor near. It is a very comfortable distance, safe, respectful and tolerant.

For example--

"I originally planned to tell the 'sheep' that your supernatural power made you isolated." Osamu Dazai leaned in the warm embrace behind him, speaking terrifying words with an innocent expression, "The supernatural power of the mind control department, they will say You are driven out by the devil, maybe they will attack you or even kill you."

Have you been seen?

It's not surprising.

Moreover, it is impossible to be killed, and the mind control system is not so useless.

"Thank you, Dazai-sama, for your mercy." Kawakami Yuzu said, with no haze on his face, and even pretended to be grateful, "After all, I still have a business to stay here."

"What is it?"

"Hmm. Let's put it this way, I'm actually a headhunter for the Armed Detective Agency."

"Poaching the 'King of Sheep'?"

"Ah."

Osamu Dazai showed a hint of interest on his face, and said with a smile, "Can I make trouble?"

"Please don't." The curious little cat probably won't be able to stop without finding something for him to do, Kawakami Yuzu sincerely invited, "Come and help if you can."

"Ah!"

Nakahara Chuya in the hall suddenly felt a gust of cold wind and sneezed.