Port Mafia fifth cadre
Chapter 104
How do ordinary people celebrate their birthdays?
The answer is how to live how to live.
Specifically, it is how to be happy, eat the food you like the most, go to the place you want to go the most, do the thing you want to do the most, and it will be even better if you can receive the gift you want to receive the most.
But Kawakami Yu felt that Osamu Dazai could not follow this.
What if he killed himself?
Just in case, Kawakami Yuzu has already dialed 110 on the phone, and he will dial out as soon as Osamu Dazai jumps.
They are now walking along the clear Tsurumi River.
Although this is the only way to go from Kawakami House to the main streets of Yokohama. You have to pass by to go to school and go to work. The road is spacious and flat, but when Dazai Osamu is around, I feel very unsafe.
Just as he was thinking, such a sigh came from beside him: "It's a good river~"
Kawakami Yuzu calculated in his mind how long it would take for the city police to come here after receiving the call, and then looked at the traffic in the vicinity. He also thought that Osamu Dazai could actually swim...but you can't do anything if he doesn't swim.Saving lives seemed inevitable.Kawakami Yuzu has already started to calculate how long it will take to go home from here, take a shower, change clothes and go out again.
Call a taxi while you shower.
Otherwise, Osamu Dazai will jump once when he sees Tsurumigawa, and what to do in an infinite loop.
Others will think of them as psychopaths.
Is this the purpose of Osamu Dazai's face change?
As if reading something from his face, Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "Young Yukun, please be happy! Don't worry, I won't go into the water today."
Kawakami Yu confirmed: "I will not hang beams, hang trees, or pair wine with cephalosporins... all suicides will not happen?"
Osamu Dazai smiled: "Of course~ no~ yes~ la~"
Kawakami Yuzu looked at him suspiciously.
I always feel that the tone is too cheerful but makes people feel uneasy.
Osamu Dazai restrained his frivolous appearance and showed a serious expression: "Let's make an agreement, Yu-kun. No one can lie today."
Kawakami Yuzu nodded and said bluntly, "It sounds like you have a lot of questions to ask."
There is a routine called "My wish is to make three more wishes", which is obviously what Osamu Dazai is playing, leading to the agreement of "you can't lie today", just to create an environment for the next question.Having said that, you can also refuse directly if you really don't want to answer the question.
But refusal is itself an answer.
"Of course." Dazai Osamu put his hands behind his head and chatted, "That night, Yu-kun told a lot of secrets that cannot be spread."
Kawakami Yuzu looked indifferent.
If not, he wouldn't follow.
The situation is out of control.
If the situation of the night was only up to the end of answering Zhongye's phone call, then losing the horse would not cause much loss, but adding the character set he made for himself to travel through parallel time and space with the help of "books"... this situation is lost , and if he is found out by the Supernatural Secret Service, he will probably consider leaving Italy.
The prerequisite for the important information provided by Osamu Dazai to be believed is...
"Do you know a person with supernatural ability who can read the memory of objects?" Kawakami Yuzu further deduced, "In the Supernatural Secret Service Department?"
"Ah."
Hey, he actually answered.Kawakami Yuzu tilted his head, and blindly guessed: "Could it be Sakaguchi-kun?" He knew this one.
Osamu Dazai: "Yes~"
Kawakami Yuzu: "..."
Ah, bad.
I always feel that Dazai is so honest, and he is too embarrassed to mislead him with plausible truth.
"Then it's my turn to ask questions."
In the end, they were still sitting on the embankment of the Tsurumi River.
In summer, the embankment has the temperature of the sun, and the warm orange light shines on the surface of the river. As the river flows to the distance, there is a new, continuous stream of river water flowing in front of us.
Warm.Lazy.
Kawakami Yuzu is a little sleepy, since I don't go to school today, why can't I stay in bed...
In such an atmosphere, Osamu Dazai's words also have the comfort of a summer breeze: "If you commit suicide, where do you think it is better to choose?"
Weird topic.
But put it in such an environment, and put it on Dazai Osamu, I don't think it's strange.
Kawakami Yuzu said without hesitation: "The sea." The young man covered his mouth and yawned, and said with a natural look: "The ocean is water that circles the earth and circulates continuously. Sleeping in the arms of the ocean is also sleeping in the arms of this planet. .”
Osamu Dazai sighed: "It sounds very good."
"Drowning to death, it will be ugly after soaking for a long time." Kawakami Yu said seriously: "If you want to choose a sea area where there are no people, you must not be fished out."
After a pause, the golden-eyed boy made a suspicious voice: "That's why I always think people who jump into the river are very strange."
Osamu Dazai: "..."
If it is not salvaged in time, if it soaks for a long time, the corpse will really be ugly, it is not as good-looking as the one that was shot.
Suicide lovers are lost in thought.
The summer wind blew past, the morning air filled the air, and there were birds chirping, Kawakami Yuzu took out his mobile phone, sent an email to Kaito telling him about his request for leave today, and asked casually: "What reason did you ask for leave for me? "
"Chasing a cat and fell into the river, and came home with a fever..."
"Oh."
Kawakami Yuzu edited "Fever" and used actions to show that the previous information was invalid.
"A classmate?"
"Ah."
Osamu Dazai looked a little surprised: "Yu-kun is really like an ordinary person, he can go to school, has good classmates and friends, and also has a part-time job."
Kawakami Yu was even more surprised than him: "I'm just an ordinary person."
The two looked at each other.
After a while, Osamu Dazai laughed: "Yes, You-kun is indeed an ordinary person." He asked with interest: "So what do You-kun think of me?"
Chuan Shangyu held his chin: "I didn't know you before, but you are quite ordinary now."
After a pause, the boy said, "Although you tried your best to prove that you are different from others by committing suicide, I still think that you, as a 'human', are quite ordinary."
Dazai Osamu: "..."
No, he didn't commit suicide to prove it.
Osamu Dazai looked at Kawakami Yuzu delicately, wanting to observe his expression, but the mask blocked the tiniest expression, so he could only look at those golden eyes, and see what those golden eyes were looking at.
and many more.
Kawakami Yuzu returned to the address book after sending the email, and was about to exit when he heard Dazai Osamu's voice: "Who is this 'stray cat'?"
Kawakami Yuzu: "You."
Chuan Shangyu showed no guilt on his face, and said in an encouraging tone: "As a cat, you are still very cute!" Although he thinks all cats are cute.
Osamu Dazai puffed his cheeks and accused, "Yu-kun, isn't it a little too much to treat people like cats?"
Kawakami Yuzu smiled, and his golden eyes were distant and soft: "But, it was obviously Dazai-kun who first saw people as Mr. Odasaku's relics. Who is going too far?"
Suddenly cold.
Few people come to the river embankment in the early morning, and this is a specially selected remote place, except for the breeze and sunshine, there is no disturbance.
Kawakami You could clearly see the obscure, sad, and lingering light spreading from those kite-colored eyes, which was different from the previous ones, this light was clearer, as if... he used to be through the glass The Dazai I saw, but now, it's like this piece of glass has been melted, and I can see a more real existence.
It seems to have touched the softness inside the clam.
He is crying.
Kawakami Yuzu somehow felt this way.
Even though he just said a word, the cynical Osamu Dazai, who acted as if he didn't care about anything, was so fragile that he seemed about to shatter.
Can the power of language really reach such a level?
Or……
In just an instant, the kite-colored eyes were clouded with fog, and the glass returned to its original position. If Yuzu Kawakami had not seen a clearer scene, he would have always believed that the current situation was the real reality of Osamu Dazai.
Really.
He obviously didn't do anything, but he felt like he was bullying people miserably.
The feeling of wanting to hold the whole world in front of him came back again.
Is it really the same person?
Daredevil is really a bit of trouble.
Thinking this way, Kawakami Yuzu apologized neatly: "I'm sorry, Dazai-kun." Facing the surprised pair of kite pupils, Kawakami Yu subconsciously slowed down: "It's my fault." After a pause , he said: "Mr. Odasaku must be a very good person, and I am honored to be his connection in this world."
The golden-eyed boy said this, and even took off his mask to reveal a sincere face: "If possible, can I know him from you?"
In The List of Life, David Eagleman writes:
"A person has to die three times in his life.
For the first time, when your heart stops and your breath dies, you are declared biologically dead.
The second time, when you were buried, people came to your funeral in black.They declare that you no longer exist in this society, and you leave quietly.
The third death is the last person in this world who remembers you and forgets you.Then, you really die, and the whole universe will no longer have anything to do with you. "
Remembering a friend who has passed away is a very personal thing.
This is the case for Osamu Dazai.
His friends are very few, and there are only two after counting. One is a betrayal, and the other has gone to another world.
He would go alone to the Lupin bar where the three of them used to go, and rest alone in front of Oda Saku's grave. People are submerged, and they seem to be floating above the world, seeing the inexplicable connection.
——"The fetters of this world."
——"It can also be called shackles, nostalgia, pillars, strings to tie kites, and anchors to position oneself."
Kawakami Yuzu's voice echoed in my ears, soft and full of patience. He was only 16 years old, but at that moment he seemed like an ancient wise man, full of a kind of... 13-year-old me can't see it, but 18-year-old has more profound experience Osamu Dazai could detect the divine aura.
It seems to have been bathed in the grace of God for a long time.
Osamu Dazai has seen such priests when he was on a business trip to the West. Their spiritual outlook is different from that of ordinary people. Just like people who have used guns for a long time will have gun cocoons on their hands, people who have served gods for a long time will also have their own characteristics. It is a kind of illusory But the breath does exist.
Just like the indelible darkness brought to him by three years of mafia career.
Osamu Dazai politely did not probe.
Obviously, this is Kawakami Yuzu's experience before he was 12 years old, and his experience before he was picked up by Mori Ogai at the age of 14 is also blank.
So why share Oda work with each other?
Because I don’t feel that the kindness Odasaku once bestowed was not known, because I hope that the rescued people can remember Odasaku, or is the existence named "Kawakami Yuzu" a little different from others?
——"Then go save people."
The memory belonging to the parallel time and space flickered at the forefront of the thinking hall, and Osamu Dazai stepped on the high slope.
This is a quiet place hidden in the city, a cemetery where people from the other world are buried.Standing in the cemetery, leaning against the big tree lined with shady trees, you can see the peaceful and quiet sea.Osamu Dazai walked slowly to Odasaku's tombstone, and gently put down a bunch of small white flowers.He has taken off the mask.When you come to meet this person, you don't want to put on any pretense.
The same goes for Kawakami Yuzu.
Their moods occasionally reach the same frequency.
Although Yuzu Kawakami still doesn't know the past between himself and Mr. Odasaku until now, even a small intersection can become a bond between this world and the next world, tying a bird that is about to break away from the lead. If you own a kite, it is also a good thing.
There is no causal relationship between leaving Hong Kong and black people and being a good person.
If it is the same as his conjecture, Mr. Oda Saku is the one who led the latter result, and he must agree with his point of view.
Do good every day.
Moreover, "friends" are quite precious.
Hong Kong Building.Chief's office.
Mori Ogai's expression is hidden behind many shadows. He is dressed like a vampire. Under the only candlestick light source, his purple eyes seem to be soaked in blood. His voice is low and menacing: "Kawakami-kun, today's intelligence agent The news came that you were working with the defected cadre Dazai during the day."
I was summoned when I first came to work at night. The first thing I thought of Kawakami Yuzu was that I still had a good meal. Otherwise, if I talked with Mr. Mori for a long time, my stomach would start to digest myself, and then I settled down and sat up straight. Said in a light tone: "Mr. Mori must know, today is Dazai-kun's birthday."
"So you played truant because you want to spend your birthday with Dazai-kun?" Mori Ogai's tone was unrecognizable, and he sounded like a worried old father.
Well, Kawakami Yuzu thinks so anyway.
"Dazai-kun said that he is going to Tokyo, and it may take a long time before he can return to Yokohama. This time, it can be regarded as seeing him off." Kawakami Yuzu said calmly: "I didn't do anything today, but I just treated Dazai-kun to a crab meat dinner. , bought him a summer festival bathrobe as a birthday present, walked around for a while, and ate a cake before we parted. Absolutely did not talk about any confidential information related to Hong Kong and black.”
After a pause, he said sincerely: "Generally speaking, in life, especially when you want to be happy, people don't talk about work."
That's how I hate work.
Don't talk about ideals with me, my ideal is not to go to work.jpg
Mori Ou's foreign language was calm: "Mr. Kawakami, did you really only do this?"
Kawakami Yuzu: What's the matter with this tone as if we were going to open a room?
Pulling back the thinking that went astray again, Kawakami Yuzu tried hard to show a correct attitude: "Dazai-kun said that he checked my information when I was in Italy and spent a lot of money, almost losing all the money I won from the casino. After spending it, I want to reimburse him. Does this count?"
I can't say anything about going to see Oda Saku and giving Dazai a mask.
Mori Ogai swallowed the words "Did you get reimbursed in the end?" and maintained the boss aura: "What else?"
Kawakami Yu thought about it: "Originally we wanted to pretend, but we should relax a bit on birthdays. In summer, it's uncomfortable to be covered with bandages and airtight. Dazai-kun is a little afraid of getting prickly heat..."
After a pause, he repented deeply: "Mr. Mori, I was wrong, it's all because Dazai-kun is so cute, I couldn't hold it for a while."
Mori Ogai choked, suspecting that he heard something wrong, Alice was so frightened that her blue eyes widened: "Cute?!"
Almost broken.
It was only then that Kawakami Yuzu noticed Alice's existence.
Although the light was very dim, he couldn't even see a little girl. Was he hiding behind an obstacle, or was he just summoned by Mr. Mori?It is really convenient to have two characters. Some Hong Kong gangsters who are not easy to say can be said by the blond girl, and even if they know the essence of Alice, people will still be confused by their senses.
In this world, truth and falsehood are inherently ambiguous.
For example, in Bai Lan's eyes, everyone is probably an NPC.
Kawakami Yuzu showed a comforting smile towards Alice: "It's not the same kind of cuteness as Alice, but I like it too."
There was a moment of silence in the room.
In the condensed atmosphere, Mori Ogai sighed faintly, and made a voice that pointed to the core: "Kawakami-kun, why did Dazai-kun invite you to celebrate his birthday?"
Kawakami Yuzu swallowed the words "Because Chuya is on a business trip", and felt that Mr. Mori's tolerance was reaching its limit if he joked anymore. After all, it was an AI loaded with an emotional module. The wish of parallel time and space. At that time, Dazai, who was 13 years old, said that he wanted to spend his birthday with me."
In the end, I don't know how much Mr. Sen believed.
Walking out of the chief's office, Kawakami Yuzu felt that this summer... no, he would have his own office soon.
Sad.
Going to Big Sister Hongye now, I will definitely be talked about by the big sister who is in charge of intelligence, and it is impossible not to know about this matter.
Double Sad.
Still, the day was pretty fun.
Sure enough, no high school is complete without skipping school.
Chief's office.
Seeing Kawakami Yuzu entering the elevator from the surveillance, Mori Ogai turned on the small orange desk lamp, and the shallow light illuminated the coldness in his eyes, which quickly turned into helplessness.
Mori Ogai sighed: "Kawakami-kun and Dazai-kun are getting more and more alike."
That uncontrollable, elusive feeling.
Alice pursed her lips and expressed a different opinion: "No way, Kawakami-kun is much cuter than Dazai-kun!"
Mori Ogai raised his forehead.
He felt like he was about to lose the word "cute".
Ogai Mori picked up the report on Kawakami Yuzu and Osamu Dazai's shopping that the intelligence agent handed over today.
They really seem to be celebrating birthdays in a normal way.
Alice stomped and ran to turn on the light, covering the spacious office with light, and announced, "I'm going to draw! Where's the crayon?"
Mori Ogai was still thinking.
It was obviously such a depressive and cold atmosphere deliberately arranged, but Kawakami-kun was not affected at all.
The reason?
It can't be that his previous image is too amiable.
Dazai-kun was also like this when he was in Gang Hei, because he was ready to embrace death at any time, so he didn't care about changes in the outside world at all. So, what is the reason for Kawakami-kun?
"Rintaro! Where's my crayon?"
"Wait a minute, Alice--"
[Kawakami Yuzu: In order to make a hole, I told Dazai-kun that I am not from this world anymore. ]
[Bryn: Huh?Yuu-kun, do you remember? ]
[Kawakami Yuzu: Can’t remember.Don't want to think about it.So be it.Let's talk about it when you come over for summer vacation. ]
[Bryn: Good~]
Bai Lan, who was far away in Italy, put down her phone.
What can awaken his ability to spy on parallel time and space, of course, is the existence of non-local time and space, such as Irie Masaichi from the chaotic timeline and space line, or Kawakami Yuzu, who has forgotten the past and does not know where he came from.
So, where does pomelo sauce come from?
Bai Lan looked at the sky.
Out of the box...another box?
The answer is how to live how to live.
Specifically, it is how to be happy, eat the food you like the most, go to the place you want to go the most, do the thing you want to do the most, and it will be even better if you can receive the gift you want to receive the most.
But Kawakami Yu felt that Osamu Dazai could not follow this.
What if he killed himself?
Just in case, Kawakami Yuzu has already dialed 110 on the phone, and he will dial out as soon as Osamu Dazai jumps.
They are now walking along the clear Tsurumi River.
Although this is the only way to go from Kawakami House to the main streets of Yokohama. You have to pass by to go to school and go to work. The road is spacious and flat, but when Dazai Osamu is around, I feel very unsafe.
Just as he was thinking, such a sigh came from beside him: "It's a good river~"
Kawakami Yuzu calculated in his mind how long it would take for the city police to come here after receiving the call, and then looked at the traffic in the vicinity. He also thought that Osamu Dazai could actually swim...but you can't do anything if he doesn't swim.Saving lives seemed inevitable.Kawakami Yuzu has already started to calculate how long it will take to go home from here, take a shower, change clothes and go out again.
Call a taxi while you shower.
Otherwise, Osamu Dazai will jump once when he sees Tsurumigawa, and what to do in an infinite loop.
Others will think of them as psychopaths.
Is this the purpose of Osamu Dazai's face change?
As if reading something from his face, Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "Young Yukun, please be happy! Don't worry, I won't go into the water today."
Kawakami Yu confirmed: "I will not hang beams, hang trees, or pair wine with cephalosporins... all suicides will not happen?"
Osamu Dazai smiled: "Of course~ no~ yes~ la~"
Kawakami Yuzu looked at him suspiciously.
I always feel that the tone is too cheerful but makes people feel uneasy.
Osamu Dazai restrained his frivolous appearance and showed a serious expression: "Let's make an agreement, Yu-kun. No one can lie today."
Kawakami Yuzu nodded and said bluntly, "It sounds like you have a lot of questions to ask."
There is a routine called "My wish is to make three more wishes", which is obviously what Osamu Dazai is playing, leading to the agreement of "you can't lie today", just to create an environment for the next question.Having said that, you can also refuse directly if you really don't want to answer the question.
But refusal is itself an answer.
"Of course." Dazai Osamu put his hands behind his head and chatted, "That night, Yu-kun told a lot of secrets that cannot be spread."
Kawakami Yuzu looked indifferent.
If not, he wouldn't follow.
The situation is out of control.
If the situation of the night was only up to the end of answering Zhongye's phone call, then losing the horse would not cause much loss, but adding the character set he made for himself to travel through parallel time and space with the help of "books"... this situation is lost , and if he is found out by the Supernatural Secret Service, he will probably consider leaving Italy.
The prerequisite for the important information provided by Osamu Dazai to be believed is...
"Do you know a person with supernatural ability who can read the memory of objects?" Kawakami Yuzu further deduced, "In the Supernatural Secret Service Department?"
"Ah."
Hey, he actually answered.Kawakami Yuzu tilted his head, and blindly guessed: "Could it be Sakaguchi-kun?" He knew this one.
Osamu Dazai: "Yes~"
Kawakami Yuzu: "..."
Ah, bad.
I always feel that Dazai is so honest, and he is too embarrassed to mislead him with plausible truth.
"Then it's my turn to ask questions."
In the end, they were still sitting on the embankment of the Tsurumi River.
In summer, the embankment has the temperature of the sun, and the warm orange light shines on the surface of the river. As the river flows to the distance, there is a new, continuous stream of river water flowing in front of us.
Warm.Lazy.
Kawakami Yuzu is a little sleepy, since I don't go to school today, why can't I stay in bed...
In such an atmosphere, Osamu Dazai's words also have the comfort of a summer breeze: "If you commit suicide, where do you think it is better to choose?"
Weird topic.
But put it in such an environment, and put it on Dazai Osamu, I don't think it's strange.
Kawakami Yuzu said without hesitation: "The sea." The young man covered his mouth and yawned, and said with a natural look: "The ocean is water that circles the earth and circulates continuously. Sleeping in the arms of the ocean is also sleeping in the arms of this planet. .”
Osamu Dazai sighed: "It sounds very good."
"Drowning to death, it will be ugly after soaking for a long time." Kawakami Yu said seriously: "If you want to choose a sea area where there are no people, you must not be fished out."
After a pause, the golden-eyed boy made a suspicious voice: "That's why I always think people who jump into the river are very strange."
Osamu Dazai: "..."
If it is not salvaged in time, if it soaks for a long time, the corpse will really be ugly, it is not as good-looking as the one that was shot.
Suicide lovers are lost in thought.
The summer wind blew past, the morning air filled the air, and there were birds chirping, Kawakami Yuzu took out his mobile phone, sent an email to Kaito telling him about his request for leave today, and asked casually: "What reason did you ask for leave for me? "
"Chasing a cat and fell into the river, and came home with a fever..."
"Oh."
Kawakami Yuzu edited "Fever" and used actions to show that the previous information was invalid.
"A classmate?"
"Ah."
Osamu Dazai looked a little surprised: "Yu-kun is really like an ordinary person, he can go to school, has good classmates and friends, and also has a part-time job."
Kawakami Yu was even more surprised than him: "I'm just an ordinary person."
The two looked at each other.
After a while, Osamu Dazai laughed: "Yes, You-kun is indeed an ordinary person." He asked with interest: "So what do You-kun think of me?"
Chuan Shangyu held his chin: "I didn't know you before, but you are quite ordinary now."
After a pause, the boy said, "Although you tried your best to prove that you are different from others by committing suicide, I still think that you, as a 'human', are quite ordinary."
Dazai Osamu: "..."
No, he didn't commit suicide to prove it.
Osamu Dazai looked at Kawakami Yuzu delicately, wanting to observe his expression, but the mask blocked the tiniest expression, so he could only look at those golden eyes, and see what those golden eyes were looking at.
and many more.
Kawakami Yuzu returned to the address book after sending the email, and was about to exit when he heard Dazai Osamu's voice: "Who is this 'stray cat'?"
Kawakami Yuzu: "You."
Chuan Shangyu showed no guilt on his face, and said in an encouraging tone: "As a cat, you are still very cute!" Although he thinks all cats are cute.
Osamu Dazai puffed his cheeks and accused, "Yu-kun, isn't it a little too much to treat people like cats?"
Kawakami Yuzu smiled, and his golden eyes were distant and soft: "But, it was obviously Dazai-kun who first saw people as Mr. Odasaku's relics. Who is going too far?"
Suddenly cold.
Few people come to the river embankment in the early morning, and this is a specially selected remote place, except for the breeze and sunshine, there is no disturbance.
Kawakami You could clearly see the obscure, sad, and lingering light spreading from those kite-colored eyes, which was different from the previous ones, this light was clearer, as if... he used to be through the glass The Dazai I saw, but now, it's like this piece of glass has been melted, and I can see a more real existence.
It seems to have touched the softness inside the clam.
He is crying.
Kawakami Yuzu somehow felt this way.
Even though he just said a word, the cynical Osamu Dazai, who acted as if he didn't care about anything, was so fragile that he seemed about to shatter.
Can the power of language really reach such a level?
Or……
In just an instant, the kite-colored eyes were clouded with fog, and the glass returned to its original position. If Yuzu Kawakami had not seen a clearer scene, he would have always believed that the current situation was the real reality of Osamu Dazai.
Really.
He obviously didn't do anything, but he felt like he was bullying people miserably.
The feeling of wanting to hold the whole world in front of him came back again.
Is it really the same person?
Daredevil is really a bit of trouble.
Thinking this way, Kawakami Yuzu apologized neatly: "I'm sorry, Dazai-kun." Facing the surprised pair of kite pupils, Kawakami Yu subconsciously slowed down: "It's my fault." After a pause , he said: "Mr. Odasaku must be a very good person, and I am honored to be his connection in this world."
The golden-eyed boy said this, and even took off his mask to reveal a sincere face: "If possible, can I know him from you?"
In The List of Life, David Eagleman writes:
"A person has to die three times in his life.
For the first time, when your heart stops and your breath dies, you are declared biologically dead.
The second time, when you were buried, people came to your funeral in black.They declare that you no longer exist in this society, and you leave quietly.
The third death is the last person in this world who remembers you and forgets you.Then, you really die, and the whole universe will no longer have anything to do with you. "
Remembering a friend who has passed away is a very personal thing.
This is the case for Osamu Dazai.
His friends are very few, and there are only two after counting. One is a betrayal, and the other has gone to another world.
He would go alone to the Lupin bar where the three of them used to go, and rest alone in front of Oda Saku's grave. People are submerged, and they seem to be floating above the world, seeing the inexplicable connection.
——"The fetters of this world."
——"It can also be called shackles, nostalgia, pillars, strings to tie kites, and anchors to position oneself."
Kawakami Yuzu's voice echoed in my ears, soft and full of patience. He was only 16 years old, but at that moment he seemed like an ancient wise man, full of a kind of... 13-year-old me can't see it, but 18-year-old has more profound experience Osamu Dazai could detect the divine aura.
It seems to have been bathed in the grace of God for a long time.
Osamu Dazai has seen such priests when he was on a business trip to the West. Their spiritual outlook is different from that of ordinary people. Just like people who have used guns for a long time will have gun cocoons on their hands, people who have served gods for a long time will also have their own characteristics. It is a kind of illusory But the breath does exist.
Just like the indelible darkness brought to him by three years of mafia career.
Osamu Dazai politely did not probe.
Obviously, this is Kawakami Yuzu's experience before he was 12 years old, and his experience before he was picked up by Mori Ogai at the age of 14 is also blank.
So why share Oda work with each other?
Because I don’t feel that the kindness Odasaku once bestowed was not known, because I hope that the rescued people can remember Odasaku, or is the existence named "Kawakami Yuzu" a little different from others?
——"Then go save people."
The memory belonging to the parallel time and space flickered at the forefront of the thinking hall, and Osamu Dazai stepped on the high slope.
This is a quiet place hidden in the city, a cemetery where people from the other world are buried.Standing in the cemetery, leaning against the big tree lined with shady trees, you can see the peaceful and quiet sea.Osamu Dazai walked slowly to Odasaku's tombstone, and gently put down a bunch of small white flowers.He has taken off the mask.When you come to meet this person, you don't want to put on any pretense.
The same goes for Kawakami Yuzu.
Their moods occasionally reach the same frequency.
Although Yuzu Kawakami still doesn't know the past between himself and Mr. Odasaku until now, even a small intersection can become a bond between this world and the next world, tying a bird that is about to break away from the lead. If you own a kite, it is also a good thing.
There is no causal relationship between leaving Hong Kong and black people and being a good person.
If it is the same as his conjecture, Mr. Oda Saku is the one who led the latter result, and he must agree with his point of view.
Do good every day.
Moreover, "friends" are quite precious.
Hong Kong Building.Chief's office.
Mori Ogai's expression is hidden behind many shadows. He is dressed like a vampire. Under the only candlestick light source, his purple eyes seem to be soaked in blood. His voice is low and menacing: "Kawakami-kun, today's intelligence agent The news came that you were working with the defected cadre Dazai during the day."
I was summoned when I first came to work at night. The first thing I thought of Kawakami Yuzu was that I still had a good meal. Otherwise, if I talked with Mr. Mori for a long time, my stomach would start to digest myself, and then I settled down and sat up straight. Said in a light tone: "Mr. Mori must know, today is Dazai-kun's birthday."
"So you played truant because you want to spend your birthday with Dazai-kun?" Mori Ogai's tone was unrecognizable, and he sounded like a worried old father.
Well, Kawakami Yuzu thinks so anyway.
"Dazai-kun said that he is going to Tokyo, and it may take a long time before he can return to Yokohama. This time, it can be regarded as seeing him off." Kawakami Yuzu said calmly: "I didn't do anything today, but I just treated Dazai-kun to a crab meat dinner. , bought him a summer festival bathrobe as a birthday present, walked around for a while, and ate a cake before we parted. Absolutely did not talk about any confidential information related to Hong Kong and black.”
After a pause, he said sincerely: "Generally speaking, in life, especially when you want to be happy, people don't talk about work."
That's how I hate work.
Don't talk about ideals with me, my ideal is not to go to work.jpg
Mori Ou's foreign language was calm: "Mr. Kawakami, did you really only do this?"
Kawakami Yuzu: What's the matter with this tone as if we were going to open a room?
Pulling back the thinking that went astray again, Kawakami Yuzu tried hard to show a correct attitude: "Dazai-kun said that he checked my information when I was in Italy and spent a lot of money, almost losing all the money I won from the casino. After spending it, I want to reimburse him. Does this count?"
I can't say anything about going to see Oda Saku and giving Dazai a mask.
Mori Ogai swallowed the words "Did you get reimbursed in the end?" and maintained the boss aura: "What else?"
Kawakami Yu thought about it: "Originally we wanted to pretend, but we should relax a bit on birthdays. In summer, it's uncomfortable to be covered with bandages and airtight. Dazai-kun is a little afraid of getting prickly heat..."
After a pause, he repented deeply: "Mr. Mori, I was wrong, it's all because Dazai-kun is so cute, I couldn't hold it for a while."
Mori Ogai choked, suspecting that he heard something wrong, Alice was so frightened that her blue eyes widened: "Cute?!"
Almost broken.
It was only then that Kawakami Yuzu noticed Alice's existence.
Although the light was very dim, he couldn't even see a little girl. Was he hiding behind an obstacle, or was he just summoned by Mr. Mori?It is really convenient to have two characters. Some Hong Kong gangsters who are not easy to say can be said by the blond girl, and even if they know the essence of Alice, people will still be confused by their senses.
In this world, truth and falsehood are inherently ambiguous.
For example, in Bai Lan's eyes, everyone is probably an NPC.
Kawakami Yuzu showed a comforting smile towards Alice: "It's not the same kind of cuteness as Alice, but I like it too."
There was a moment of silence in the room.
In the condensed atmosphere, Mori Ogai sighed faintly, and made a voice that pointed to the core: "Kawakami-kun, why did Dazai-kun invite you to celebrate his birthday?"
Kawakami Yuzu swallowed the words "Because Chuya is on a business trip", and felt that Mr. Mori's tolerance was reaching its limit if he joked anymore. After all, it was an AI loaded with an emotional module. The wish of parallel time and space. At that time, Dazai, who was 13 years old, said that he wanted to spend his birthday with me."
In the end, I don't know how much Mr. Sen believed.
Walking out of the chief's office, Kawakami Yuzu felt that this summer... no, he would have his own office soon.
Sad.
Going to Big Sister Hongye now, I will definitely be talked about by the big sister who is in charge of intelligence, and it is impossible not to know about this matter.
Double Sad.
Still, the day was pretty fun.
Sure enough, no high school is complete without skipping school.
Chief's office.
Seeing Kawakami Yuzu entering the elevator from the surveillance, Mori Ogai turned on the small orange desk lamp, and the shallow light illuminated the coldness in his eyes, which quickly turned into helplessness.
Mori Ogai sighed: "Kawakami-kun and Dazai-kun are getting more and more alike."
That uncontrollable, elusive feeling.
Alice pursed her lips and expressed a different opinion: "No way, Kawakami-kun is much cuter than Dazai-kun!"
Mori Ogai raised his forehead.
He felt like he was about to lose the word "cute".
Ogai Mori picked up the report on Kawakami Yuzu and Osamu Dazai's shopping that the intelligence agent handed over today.
They really seem to be celebrating birthdays in a normal way.
Alice stomped and ran to turn on the light, covering the spacious office with light, and announced, "I'm going to draw! Where's the crayon?"
Mori Ogai was still thinking.
It was obviously such a depressive and cold atmosphere deliberately arranged, but Kawakami-kun was not affected at all.
The reason?
It can't be that his previous image is too amiable.
Dazai-kun was also like this when he was in Gang Hei, because he was ready to embrace death at any time, so he didn't care about changes in the outside world at all. So, what is the reason for Kawakami-kun?
"Rintaro! Where's my crayon?"
"Wait a minute, Alice--"
[Kawakami Yuzu: In order to make a hole, I told Dazai-kun that I am not from this world anymore. ]
[Bryn: Huh?Yuu-kun, do you remember? ]
[Kawakami Yuzu: Can’t remember.Don't want to think about it.So be it.Let's talk about it when you come over for summer vacation. ]
[Bryn: Good~]
Bai Lan, who was far away in Italy, put down her phone.
What can awaken his ability to spy on parallel time and space, of course, is the existence of non-local time and space, such as Irie Masaichi from the chaotic timeline and space line, or Kawakami Yuzu, who has forgotten the past and does not know where he came from.
So, where does pomelo sauce come from?
Bai Lan looked at the sky.
Out of the box...another box?
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