Dangerous Personality

After Chi Qing took his temperature, he had a low-grade fever. He had a slight fever but it was not obvious. You can observe it for a few more days. Xie Lin didn't mention going to the hospital for the time being: "Take the medicine first. If you don't feel better in a few days, you just If you don’t want to go to the hospital, you have to go.”

Chi Qing had never been controlled like this before. If he had lost control, he would have told Xie Lin to leave as soon as he uttered the first word.

But now it was clear to him that he had ulterior motives.

So it was rare for him to let Xie Lin say the whole thing, and he didn't refute him in a very face-saving way: "Oh."

Xie Lin: "Your 'oh' sounds reluctant."

Chi Qing admitted: "Perfunctory you."

Xie Lin held the empty water glass and went to the water dispenser to get water.

When just handing water, Chi Qing was still restless.

Xie Lin noticed that Chi Qing seemed to be rubbing against his hands all the time, and the way of rubbing was very unobtrusive. Chi Qing's fingers were slender, and due to the low-grade fever, his body was a little hot again, and his fingertips were slightly hot, and they were lightly attached to his hands. He brushed his knuckles against it, even though it looked like it was just an accident.

But the number of accidents is a bit too much.

Be careful when you connect the thermometer, and you are not careful when you connect the water.

……

The first two releases could be regarded as accidents, but when he poured a few cold medicines into his hands and Chi Qing accidentally touched his palm while taking the medicine, he was almost sure that it was not an accident.

"You didn't wear gloves today." Xie Lin said suddenly after he swallowed the pill.

Chi Qing had already prepared: "I have a cold."

"Ok?"

"Dizziness," Chi Qing said, "I forgot to wear it when I went out."

"forget?"

"When people are sick, they are always not sober."

Xie Lin is not so easy to fool: "Perhaps you can forget the gloves, but also forget all your problems? It has been 10 minutes since you connected the thermometer, and you didn't even wash your hands during these 10 minutes," Xie Lin said. After a slight pause, he continued, "...and rubbed against me three times."

"Once or twice can be explained as an accident, but nothing more than three."

Xie Lin looked at him while talking, and there was no questioning in his tone, and his voice hardly made people feel questioned: "Mr. Chi, you have rubbed against me so much, do you have to give me an explanation?" ?”

"..."

Chi Qing swallowed the medicine, holding the glass in his hand, thinking about how he should respond.

His thinking is actually not very clear now, he has not slept for several nights, and his mind is turning slower than usual.

It can't be said that his cleanliness got better overnight.

It's not like he's a walking medical miracle.

Finally, Chi Qing put down the water glass and said frankly: "I have no cure for my cleanliness in the late stage. Even if I feel dizzy and have a fever of forty degrees, it is impossible for me to get any better."

Xie Lin gestured for him to continue.

Then Xie Lin was caught off guard and heard a sentence next.

"But touching you doesn't seem that uncomfortable." Chi Qing said this very slowly, he raised his eyes and looked back, "As for why, I don't know."

His "don't know" is not completely concealing.

Because he really didn't know why he couldn't read Jielin.

In order to make these words sound more convincing, Chi Qing explained what he had done before: "And the few times I poked you before, it wasn't because of the tablecloth or because I was drunk, I just wanted to try try."

Chi Qing finally explained: "I consulted Dr. Wu last week, and he couldn't tell the reason."

This explanation barely convinced Xie Lin: "Stretch out your hand."

Chi Qing: "?"

Xie Lin: "You say so much, I always want to test whether it is true."

Chi Qing poked his hand out of his cuff, the hand that was usually wrapped under the black fingertip was still so white that it dazzled the eyes, his hands rarely appeared in front of others without gloves, it was Ji Mingrui, who wanted to follow It took years for him to not wear gloves when he came out to eat, let alone touch them - but this time Xie Lin touched Chi Qing's fingers without hindrance.

Chi Qing didn't even dodge.

Although I have touched it a few times before, those times were special circumstances, and I was in a hurry, and I probably didn't react until I let go of my hand.

Just as Chi Qing's hand was removed from the glass, Xie Lin was afraid that he would not get used to it at first, and only touched his cold fingertips. Seeing that he was indeed unresponsive, he closed it, and exposed Chi Qing out of his sleeve Half of his fingers are all in the palm of his hand.

"How do you feel?"

It feels very peaceful.

But Chi Qing couldn't say.

In the end, all he said was, "I don't feel anything."

"Isn't it uncomfortable? Are you sure you don't want to punch me now?"

Chi Qing gave him a cool look, and asked, "Do you really want to be beaten?"

"...No," Xie Lin said, "I'll just make sure."

Ji Mingrui, who was dismissed for "feeling disgusting" just last week, would probably be able to vomit three liters of blood on the spot if he saw such a scene of differential treatment.After mentioning "Doctor Wu", Chi Qing found a perfectly legitimate reason for his behavior: he came for treatment.

This neuropathy called Jielin seems to be helpful to his treatment.

"That's right," the next day, in the psychological clinic, Dr. Wu flipped through Chi Qing's case and said to Xie Lin, "When we talked on the phone last week, he did mention this to me."

"His cleanliness is really difficult to treat. I have never encountered such a difficult case. Other customers with similar symptoms can find some psychological causes through communication, but this Mr. Chi is the same as you-I don't know why he Resisting other people's touch, and I don't know the origin of cleanliness. He seems to have a hard time trusting others. I didn't have any hope at first." Dr. Wu smiled bitterly, "I even helped him contact the next one with more experience. Clinic."

The consulting room is still the same, but the essential oils in the aromatherapy have changed to a different flavor.

Xie Lin sat opposite Dr. Wu, not in the same posture as a patient, with his legs crossed, his palms folded and resting on his lap—it looked like a superior who had come to listen to Dr. Wu's report.

Xie Lin didn't quite agree with the phrase 'same as you': "The topic is about that Mr. Cleanliness, why is it about me?"

Dr. Wu: "...Don't you think our consultation has progressed so far, so it can be said that there is no progress at all?"

Xie Lin disagreed: "I think there is quite some progress."

Dr. Wu said in his heart that in our current state, there is no progress.

"Come here every week to listen to your knowledge about mental health and safety, which has given me a new understanding of many things and provided me with a lot of perspectives," Xie Lin said, "People's lives are so stressful now. , It is necessary to come here regularly to cleanse the soul."

Dr. Wu: "..."

Look, after talking for a long time, the words are nice, but it's the same as not saying anything.

The same is true of his understanding of Jielin over the years. He has not found any useful information, and when it comes to psychology, this person knows better than him.

He seems to have been like this since I met him...

No, there was one exception.

Dr. Wu recalled the situation when Xie Lin first stepped into this consulting room a few years ago.

At that time, Xie Lin didn't say anything, borrowed the rest bed in his consultation room, slept for nearly two hours, and thanked him when he woke up.

Dr. Wu couldn't remember the exact date, but he only remembered that it was a snowy winter, the streets were covered with a layer of white snow, and when Xie Lin put on his coat and went out, flakes of snow fell on his shoulders.

"So now I need to cooperate with him in treatment?" Jie Lin's words brought Dr. Wu back to his senses.

Xie Lin seldom misses the point of trying to figure out people's minds. Before Dr. Wu could say his ultimate goal, he brought it up first.

Dr. Wu's thinking is indeed like this. Although he doesn't know the reason at all, Chi Qing's cleanliness has finally made a breakthrough: "Of course it depends on your wishes. It's best if you are willing. In his current state, if there is Individuals can get him used to touching, and the situation is likely to improve, and there may be more and more 'special cases' like you."

"So my suggestion is that the two of you can carry out cooperative treatment, and the two of you should have as much contact as possible."

Dr. Wu's current suggestion is to suggest that Chi Qing contact Jielin more, and at the same time suggest that Jielin help cooperate with the treatment.

Xie Lin still wore the ring when he went out. He pinched the silver ring, turned the ring around, and finally said: "I have no problem, as long as he doesn't reject it."

Every time Xie Lin came to the clinic, there was a lot of commotion. The commotion did not mean that he had done anything, but that the topics in the mouths of several receptionists always became extremely active. gentlemen".

When Xie Lin's consultation was over, several receptionists turned their attention away from the wall-mounted TV in the lobby: "Mr. Xie, the consultation is over? How do you feel?"

Xie Lin smiled at them, and said familiarly: "Do you and Dr. Wu know some kind of magic, otherwise why do I feel that I am in a very good state after every consultation."

This is essentially the same as nice to meet you.

The receptionist pursed his lips and smiled, and said shyly, "Then...see you next week."

While waiting for the receptionist to drive the car to the door, Xie Lin glanced sideways at the screen on the wall-mounted TV. The TV channel was broadcasting a report from the news station, and the topic still revolved around the current hot case of 'the mysterious death of the tenant'.

Since the TV is placed in the lobby, it cannot affect the guests to go in and out of business. The TV is muted, and only a line of headlines can be seen, and the host's mouth is opening and closing: The case is still not progressing... We have no way of knowing how the murderer is. Entering the room, how did the crime happen...

The female receptionist noticed Xie Lin's gaze and said, "It's very scary. I don't dare to go back after get off work every night. I also rent a house nearby. I always feel that my home is not safe."

The female receptionist chatted with Xie Lin for a while, and when Xie Lin's car arrived at the door, the female receptionist noticed Dr. Wu standing beside her at some point: "Doctor Wu."

Dr. Wu joked, "Finally I'm back to my senses, why don't I see you talking so much?"

The female receptionist smiled: "Mr. Xie is quite friendly, and there are always many topics to talk about with him."

"I don't think so," Dr. Wu held a thermos in his hand. Although his understanding of Xie Lin was still at the level of a blank file, he always held a pessimistic view of Xie Lin. "He is like a fan. The door with authority is set up, and his thoughts are hidden too deep, unless the authority is unlocked, it is difficult to understand what he is thinking."

"..."

These words were beyond the scope of comprehension, the female receptionist did not understand, and looked at Dr. Wu with confused eyes.

"Nothing, keep working."

Dr. Wu sighed, and didn't say any more. He was concerned about whether the two most difficult customers in his hands could cooperate with his treatment plan.