Lei Yue Longmen

It has been three days since Cen Zhu fully woke up, the first thing he saw when he woke up was not Li Jingzhu, but Wu Jingchai and Li Jingxu.

Wu Jingchai poked his head above her, like looking at a big turtle, "Huh? Her eyes are moving, she seems to be awake. Brother, brother, you? Do you still know me? Brother!"

"You? Don't touch her!" It was Li Jingxi's soft reprimand, and then she walked out rustlingly holding her skirt, and called outside the door: "Eunuch Liang, I seem to be awake, you? Come and take a look."

After a while, an old man sat in front of the bed and asked with his mouth open, "How are you feeling, son-in-law?"

Cen Zhu's mind was groggy, feeling very complicated, as if his will could no longer control his body, and the two were still healing each other.After being dazed for a long time, I finally gathered up some strength and hummed weakly, "Hungry~"

"Hungry means you're fine. You? Wait? Rumei, bring the porridge quickly."

"It's coming, it's been preparing? Well, the imperial doctor said that I will wake up today, but I didn't expect to wake up."

"I'll go and tell Sister Huang." The young master said with his arms akimbo.

"No need, Yun Zai has already left."

Soon, Her Majesty's ceremonial car arrived, and the room was full of "His Majesty" knelt down, but Li Jingchen's eyes only followed the pale and weak person on the bed, looking at her slightly opened dark eyes.It seemed that the lonely palace wall finally had an echo. She walked towards the ghost cautiously and quietly, took her hand, and slowly buried her face in her chest, thanking her for not letting her Left alone in this lonely square city.

Everyone retreated consciously.Wu Jingchai followed Li Jingxi to the bank of Yuqing Lake, stood outside Bibo Pavilion for a long time, and wanted to accompany her to the bridge again.

"You? Why do you keep following? Me?"

Wu Jingchai curled his lips: "I want to relax, can't I?"

"You? Go to another place to relax, what's the matter behind me?"

"I'm afraid of you? Can't think about it? Jump into the lake."

Li Jingxi glared at him angrily, Wu Jingchai quickly raised his hand, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to accompany you. By the way, I also want you to accompany me."

"You? What is there to accompany you? You? If you want to jump into the lake, I will never stop you, and I can even give you a ride."

Wu Jingchai spread his hands, "My mother is going to get engaged to me. Am I qualified to accompany you now?"

Li Jingxi didn't speak, but pursed her lips, turned around and continued walking on the bridge.

The two stood at the top of the bridge hole, each occupying one side, and the young master simply jumped onto the bridge railing, "Actually, I envy Miss Huang very much. To be able to be with the person you love for a lifetime, this is how many people spend their whole lives together." It may not be a blessing. But I don't envy her. This kind of relationship is too deep for you and me. I say it is unlucky. If that Cen Zhu doesn't survive this time, I can't even imagine the heart of the emperor. To be honest, I'm quite afraid of how bitter the life will be. Maybe marrying an ordinary wife and living an ordinary life is the best destination for ordinary people like you and me. I also played with Zhou Xiaoshan. It's been a long time, and after getting in touch with him, I found that the person is generally not bad. I am proficient in writing and ink, and I like to ride horses and shoot hunting. ? Maybe you can really think about it..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Jingxi went down the stairs from the other end. Wu Jingchai sighed, and turned his head to look at the reflection in the water, feeling rather melancholy.

At night, Cen Zhu lay in Li Jingzhu's arms, feeling a little unrealistic.Hearing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, Li Jingchen leaned forward and took a look, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell again?"

Cen Zhu shook his head listlessly.Her current stomach is like a battered swim bladder, and it is still in the stage of "leakage". Eunuch Liang said that she will have to raise her for another two months before she can eat normally.And the stomach is the source of the body, without its nutritional supply, all internal organs will suffer.

Cen Zhu felt weak from head to limbs. Seeing that Li Jingzhu was holding her with one hand and supporting the memorial with the other, and it was not very comfortable to read, he slipped from her arms and touched the pillow, "You? Go outside to see Well, I want to sleep for a while."

Li Jingchen lowered his head and kissed her, "Okay, if you feel uncomfortable, you must call me."

When the scroll was released in the middle of the night, Li Jingchen stretched his shoulders, turned from the desk to the bed, noticed that she had fallen asleep, covered her with a quilt, went to the hot spring pavilion to take a bath, and returned to her side.The time was shortened by nearly half compared to usual, and Yun Zai even suspected that she came out after getting wet as soon as she went in.Secretly complaining, I really can't leave for a moment, and I have never seen such a caring heart in raising children.

Half a month later, even Cen Zhu noticed something unusual, "Why do I keep seeing you lately? Staying in the harem? Is there nothing to do in the court?"

Li Jingchen pinched her ear while glancing at the letter, "I have more time to spend with you, isn't it good?"

"That's good, but you don't have to stay here all the time? You? If that's the case, I'll be very stressed."

"You? What pressure?"

"You? Look, you? Staying here all day, how can you summon the ministers in time to discuss national policies? After a long time, people outside will definitely say that I am a coquettish seducer, and that I am a disaster for the country and the people. I am sure of my reputation. Is it right? Besides, I am not a child anymore, I am a big living person, okay, I need to have my own space every day. You? Stare at me for twelve hours, and I have to stare at you for twelve hours ?..."

"You? Think I'm annoying?"

"My God, if I find you annoying, I will never be fined. I mean, you don't need to stay here every day. I won't be like a small bubble, popping and disappearing. This palace is so How many pairs of eyes are looking at you, don't you? Are you afraid that I will fly?"

"It's hard to say. You? Didn't see you when you were stealing the buns? You were so thoughtful."

"Hey, the hero doesn't mention the bravery of the past, nor the waste of the past. Let me just say it straight, have you seen? Which wise monarch hangs around the harem all day long, and only a foolish monarch would move the place of administration to the bedroom. I think you? It's time to reflect on it."

Li Jingchen sneered and twisted her ear, "You? Dare to say that I'm a fool? Are you afraid that I'll throw you into Yuqing Lake to feed the fish?"

Cen Zhu licked his face and said: "How dare I! I just know that Your Majesty is a wise king, so I dare to speak up and advise you. I have a pure heart, and I am afraid that His Majesty's power will be lost. You? It doesn't matter if the power is lost. One day, someone forced them into the palace and said that I would bring disaster to the country and the people, so I would be the first to die in Maweipo? You? Have the heart? Look? Am I just going to die like this?”

Li Jingchen was silent for a long time, and said angrily: "You? Why wasn't this mouth injured?"

However, in the next few days, she moved the main battlefield where she sits and governs back to the imperial study of the former court.But even so, Xiao Huangmen would come over three times an hour to ask her about her situation.That day, Cen Zhu felt upset, but he took a boat to the center of the lake and drifted for half an hour. When it came to the shore, a large group of palace guards forced her into the chariot as if the sky had fallen. , and carried it to the distraught queen.

Cen Zhu really felt a little suffocated.She originally wanted to ask, "Is this necessary?" But seeing her red eyes after landing, she suddenly couldn't bear it and said it out.

That night, they leaned together and talked all night long.

Li Jingchen also felt that she was too sensitive, and felt sorry and guilty, "I didn't mean it, I just never thought that even if you become the most powerful person in the world, you can't protect you from harm. I often Thinking, what is the purpose of my hard work to climb so high? There is almost nothing real around me. Except you? Cen Zhu, except you? If there is no you?, I don’t know what I will face next I don't know what's the point of living?"

After hearing this, Cen Zhu's heart shook, "How could it be meaningless?"

"It just doesn't make sense. I sit there, busy and busy every day. I can never finish reading the memorials, and the battles are endless. I am full of benevolence and morality, and there are all interests underneath. Day after day, year after year, you? Are you so busy, for those who support you, or for those who oppose you? Or for everyone? Sometimes I feel that those who live in dire straits are miserable, and sometimes I feel that they are not innocent. I Sometimes I feel that they don’t need my existence, and sometimes I feel that they need my existence very much. Sometimes I feel that I am a knife, and sometimes I feel that I am a fish. All things are amiable from a distance, It's despicable up close. I'm on the verge of breaking down every day, but when I come back and see you?, I feel so at ease?, only you?, making me feel real. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly disappear, that What should I do? You? Say what should I do?"

Cen Zhuo kissed her on the forehead: "No, no, there will be no such day. Don't worry, I will always be here with you? Goodness, I never knew that I am so important to you? If I had known this earlier, I would have eaten one less bun."

Li Jingchen is collapsing? When she said that, it broke her power all at once.He punched her hard, and said with tears, "You? Your soul is weak!"

Cen Zhu laughed, hugged her in his arms, endured the stomachache, and kissed again and again.

But after calming down, she rubbed her face in a very serious tone and said, "But girl, you... really don't think so, do you take me too seriously now? I still remember You once said that feelings are not the most important thing in your life. I was very uncomfortable when I heard this sentence at first, but then I think it is really a wise saying. Because you are the real one You? You don’t have to depend on anyone to exist, and you don’t have to worry about a bastard like me.”

"I haven't told you? What happened to me in the cave after Yingrou had an accident that day. Actually, I met Abbot Qinglian. I talked with Abbot Qinglian for a long time in the cave that day, and he talked about a shocking thing. He was very shocked. It was about Qingsong. There was a fire on Qixia Mountain that day, and Qixia Temple was about to be destroyed. "Master came out of the meditation room with a big package still hanging on his chest. Inside were packed belongings. When he ran wildly, those bottles and jars made a deafening noise, which attracted the monks' attention."