Lei Yue Longmen

"Jing Yu?" The person on the chair opened his eyes at some point, those eyes that used to be soft and soft, but now they are full of trance and exhaustion.Holding her face in his hands, he asked a little hoarsely, "Is that you? Am I dreaming?"

Li Jingchen held her hand, kissed her on the face, and stroked her forehead, "It's me. You are not dreaming. I'm sorry, I came late, and I didn't accompany you to see the peach blossom."

Her brain was a little unresponsive due to alcohol anesthesia, and she thought for a long time before saying: "Oh, it's okay, we can still watch Taozi together." She struggled to get up, "Come on, let's go to see Taozi now."

"It's too late now, and it will be the same when I watch it tomorrow." Li Jingchen hurriedly held her down.

"Oh, that's right. I'm a little dizzy now. Let me hug you for a while, for a while."

"Hey, just sleep and you'll be fine. I'll carry you to bed, okay?"

"Ah."

On the second day, Yun Zai prepared a few clothes and sent them to Li Jingchen. As soon as he walked to the door of the bamboo house, he heard loud quarrels coming from inside.

"Li Jingchen, I can't wait for you all year round. I have my own life. You messed up all my plans. I regret it. I don't want to live like this. I've had enough. I want To be Qin Zhuo, to be Huaqing, to be myself!"

Or? In other words, only Hua Qing was arguing, and the voice of the Empress Dowager was a little weak, and she could even be heard trying to suppress the trembling of her voice.

"Is the only way you can be yourself is by becoming an alcoholic?"

"I can change whatever I want, it has nothing to do with you, you don't care!"

"Okay, I will never take care of you in the future, you just continue to live and dream!"

The door of the bamboo house was flung open, and Li Jingchen burst out of the house with a face full of anger, so angry that he didn't even have time to put on his shoes, so he walked away in a fit of anger.Yun Zai didn't know what happened? He quickly picked up the shoes on the ground for her and chased after her.

Yun Zhong hurriedly picked up the carriage, carried Li Jingping away, and heard the voice chasing after him: "Even if I am drunk, it has nothing to do with you!" Subconsciously frowned, he whipped his horsewhip hard, Drive the wagon faster.

Yun Zai paid close attention to Li Jingbai quietly, the drops of water on her chin continued all the way to the palace.When I got back to my room, I locked myself up and stayed up until evening without eating or drinking.Yun Zai is very worried. Ever since she was with Hua Qing, she has become less and less like the former Li Jingzhu. Her emotional sentimentality has made her a woman who can shed tears casually, even if the other party says something serious. ?, can make her feel depressed for a long time.Seeing her sinking deeper and deeper in this relationship, Yun Zai really didn't know whether to be happy or worried for her.

Hua Qing lay on the bed as if she was dying, recalling when did the quarrel just started?Was it Li Jingchen who got up early and went to the tea room to pour tea, accidentally found a whole cabinet of hidden wine in her cabinet, called her sleepy self over, questioned her face to face, and immediately ignited the long-standing anger in her heart?Or did she excitedly run to the palace yesterday to wait for her, only to be shocked to learn that she was placed at the end again, and the disappointment and resentment that could not be dispelled in her heart flooded her head with a hangover all night?Or is it that the long wait in the past year has worn away her little patience, and now she has exposed her true nature when she ridiculed her, and she doesn't know how to cherish it?

Her head started to hurt violently, and she vaguely heard the sound of someone wringing a wet towel by her side, and the sound of splashing water falling into the basin, bringing waves of comfortable coolness, reminding her of Li Jingchen last night tenderness.

"Jing Yu? Don't leave, okay? Don't leave me in the future..."

Bao Siniang paused, and then slowly wiped her forehead.The doctor said that her illness was caused by years of stagnation in her heart. In addition, she drank too much alcohol and became angry, and her body was crushed all at once.

Bao Siniang felt that it was not worth it for her, remembering that she was not like this a year ago.At that time, she was young and flirtatious, no matter how difficult the scene was, she never sighed.Now she is haggard from body to heart.

Why does that woman take all her love for granted without giving her any promises?Is it really worth it if there is always only one person who pays silently and waits hard?

Hua Qing was in a hurry to get out of bed after only lying on the hospital bed for two days. She seemed to have forgotten the unhappiness that happened the day before.

Different from Yun Zhong's cold face, Yun Zai almost caught her with the eyes of a savior, "Sister Hua, you are here. If you don't come again, I don't know what to do? Your Highness has been here for two days I haven’t eaten well, so what’s the point if you continue like this? Hurry up and untie any knots you have, and stop torturing yourself with each other. I can see that Your Highness is about to reach the limit for you, she is such a strong one Man, you came back crying all the way yesterday morning, you..."

"Okay, okay, I see, you go to the kitchen to get some meals, and they will be delivered to the room later."

When Hua Qing heard her cry all the way, her heart felt as if she had been twisted by iron tongs. How could she have any stance?

Distressed and remorseful, why is she so messed up, that morning she asked herself why she hid so much wine, didn't she care about herself?

"Jing Chen, it's me, can you open the door?"

She patted on the door but didn't respond, worried that something happened inside?In desperation, he had no choice but to ask Yun Zhong for help.Yun Zhong glanced at her indifferently, raised his foot and kicked open the door quite neatly, then stood aside with his sword in his arms.

"Thank you."

"I didn't kick it!"

"..."

"All right, all right, I kicked it."

Hua Qing quickly entered the room, went directly to the inner room, and immediately saw the figure on the bed with her back turned to her.Curled up and motionless as if asleep.But there was such a big commotion just now, it was impossible for her to fall asleep.Hua Qing walked over gently, and leaned against her ear like a small animal, "Jing Yu? It's me, I'm here to see you, don't you want to see me?"

As if hearing the sound of sucking, Hua Qing was very distressed. She stretched out her hand from the back of her neck, picked up half of her body, hugged her in her arms, rubbed her cheek with her palm, and coaxed: "Okay, okay Don't cry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't lose my temper with you that morning, don't cry, okay? Our Jing Yu is already a big girl, and it won't look good to cry any more."

She coughed violently, because she hadn't eaten for two days, her skin was haggard and pale, and her hands were hanging feebly on her waist, drooping feebly with the vibration of her chest.

Hua Qing's eyes turned red, "How can you be so stupid? You are angry with me, why don't you punish yourself by eating? Are you trying to make my heart hurt to death?"

The tears of the person in her arms flowed down silently, dripping into her neckline drop by drop, unable to restrain her grievance.

Yun Zai came in with the food, and when he saw the two of them hugging so tightly, his face blushed, and he automatically ignored himself as a transparent person, but secretly heaved a sigh of relief, finally the rain was over.

Hua Qing personally fed her rice porridge, and the empress dowager, who had been hungry for two days, curled up on her lap like a docile kitten, licking the rice porridge spoonful by spoonful.Every time Hua Qing raised the spoon, she would stare straight at her, fearing that she would not feed it to herself.Yun Zai's heart melted when he saw it, and he quickly held the porridge closer to Hua Qing, so that she could scoop it up and quickly feed it to the empress dowager who was waiting to be fed.

Hua Qing used a small spoon to control her emotions, cooled half a spoonful of rice porridge, and carefully put it into Li Jingchen's mouth. After wiping her mouth for cleaning, she started to feed the second spoonful. Even Yun Zai was intoxicated by the delicate look.

"You're not allowed to stop eating from now on, do you know that?" After feeding her, Hua Qing pecked her hungry lips, and still insisted on admonishing her.

The empress dowager, who hadn't slept all night, was already exhausted to the point of exhaustion. At this moment, she smelled the peaceful smell on her body, she snorted, and fell asleep with her shoulder on her pillow.

Early the next morning, Hua Qing took the sleepy Li Jingchen to the porch to bask in the sun, saying that he wanted to get rid of the bad smell on his body. On a June day, even though Li Jingchen's body was cold, his face would inevitably burn out. Blush.But she didn't seem to notice it, and kept staring at the person who worked hard to water the flowers in the yard, until she flicked the cold water drops on her face, then shrunk her chin and turned her head to avoid it.

"What's wrong? I've been out of my mind all morning, lost my soul?"

Li Jingchen looked at her in a daze for a while, then turned his face away heavily.

There is a situation!

Hua Qing put down the water bottle, sat next to her, and covered her from the sunlight on the roof, "Tell me, which shameless person made you angry again? Tell her, and I will teach her a lesson for you!"

Li Jingzhen shook his head, and after a long muffled voice, he looked into those probing eyes again, "Do you regret being with me?"

Hua Qing froze for a moment, "Why do you ask that?"

She had obviously forgotten what she said when she lost her temper the morning before yesterday, but Li Jingzhu firmly remembered it in her heart.These days, she tossed and turned for a long time, thinking that she should regret it.I can't give her anything, so why should I ask her to do everything? Is everything according to my own will?

Hua Qing seemed to understand something, held her hand and kissed her on the lips, said: "How can I regret it? Do you know? The days with you are the happiest in my life." Time, I wish that such days could be longer, how could I regret it?"

"However, I can't take you back to Beijing, and I can't visit you often. I even take away the two identities you created so hard. When you are depressed, you can only talk to Bao Siniang. When you are lonely, you can only talk to Bao Siniang. I left you alone in Kangyang, don’t you blame me? There is no one who does not desire to be with the one he loves in a fair and honest way, but I can’t give you anything!”

She was in tears as she spoke.Hua Qing looked at her in astonishment, but what appeared in her mind was the first time she coldly told herself what price she needed to pay for liking her.In a year, it turns out that many people and many things can really be changed. These silent changes not only made her happy, but also made her feel a little worried.

Suppressing the soreness in her heart, Hua Qing helped her dry the water stains on her face, and comforted her in turn, "Although I long to be with you in a fair and honest way, if doing so will only hurt you, then I would rather not These vain things. If one day, you are strong enough to marry me with eight sedan chairs, but you don't come to marry me, I will turn against you!"

"Then you promise not to leave me before then, and I will definitely become strong enough to marry you with eight sedan chairs."