[Red Chamber] Feijun does not "marry"

Put away the emotions in my heart, I know that the current Lin family is defenseless for me, although I don't know how to judge that I am the heir of the Lin family other than the youthful appearance, but from the bottom of my heart, I believe in the young man if.

I did not rashly appear in front of my father and sister who should be my family members. I hid in the dark and silently observed them.From the bottom of my heart, I hope to find traces of my life here.

But, unfortunately, I didn't hear any information about me from my father and sister.Then there is only one possibility, if I really existed, then in their hearts, I must be gone now.

Smiling a little self-deprecatingly, thinking about how I have lived in the organization for more than ten years, how could my father and sister think that I am still alive.

It's just that there are still some inexplicable thoughts in my heart.

I think it's because the life of a killer has made me feel that I am a person without a past, and I just want to find proof of my existence from my relatives or life. Unfortunately, I feel that I have some disappointment.

After all, due to years of training, my mind is extremely firm, even if I feel disappointed, it does not affect any of my actions.

I still hid in the dark and continued to observe my father and sister.

I found that my father was a very talented person, although he was recovering from a serious illness, he still couldn't hide his own bearing.Looking at my father's still thin figure, I thought of the things I told me about my father before when I was a teenager, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart that my father was also confused, and I was even more envious of the deep love between my father and mother.

Every time I see my sister's thin and frail figure, I feel sorry for her.Without the care of the young man for many years, I don't know what kind of grievances I would suffer in that deep house with my younger sister's temperament.Coupled with this overbearing father, if there is something wrong with him, he will go with his mother, and the younger sister will definitely not have a good life waiting for her in the Rongguo Mansion.

What's more, the father is the only support for the younger sister. If she loses her father, even if she can maintain her appearance, she will not feel good inside.

I have been in the organization for many years, and I have been the leader of the dead for several years. Countless information has passed through my hands, so I know a lot about the dirty things in the back house. I think my sister has such an arrogant and pure temperament, no one protects her , in such a place, I am afraid that there will be no bones left for people to eat.

Although the young man never told me how many things he has done for his sister these years, but seeing that his sister can still maintain a girlish innocence at this age, I understand that the young man must be very protective of his sister, even without Let her nature have a little dip.

Of course, I wouldn't foolishly think that Jia's family can really be so good that there is no mess at all. After all, where there are many women, there will be more right and wrong, not to mention that Jia's family has a noble woman in the palace.

Seeing my father's body gradually recovering from day to day, and his pale face gradually turning rosy, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, I also have hidden worries in my heart. I don’t dare to choose this time to appear in front of my father and sister. I am afraid that my father has not yet come out of the horns. When I was there, I was terrified that he would choose to give up his life again.

Therefore, I was more careful to hide my figure. I knew that the youth's shadow guards would not take the initiative to reveal my existence. As long as I did not reveal my whereabouts, my father and sister would not be able to find me.

But I didn't expect that when I was close to my sister, I found that her eyes glanced in my direction if there was nothing, and then turned away and no longer paid attention to my direction.

I was slightly surprised in my heart, I don't know whether my sister's look was a coincidence or she really found something.It's just that I have never been so close to my sister since then. After all, I was a killer once, and it is impossible to have such a fluke mentality, so I chose to stay away from my sister to avoid being discovered.

Father's physical condition seems to be recovering very well. Gradually, he has the strength to get out of bed. He even spends some time every afternoon at Shifen to teach his sister homework, or sit with her to drink tea, chat, and play chess. , playing the piano.

In short, when I watched my father and sister get along together, I just felt that the warm atmosphere seemed to melt my numb heart.Seeing my father's admiring eyes towards my sister and the sweet smile on my sister's face, my desire for family members became more urgent in my heart.

Finally, after I waited for nearly half a month, and hid in the dark and observed secretly for half a month, the boy appeared before my eyes again.

The boy walked into the study with his father, and I also saw an opportunity to hide in the study quietly. Although I knew that all my actions could not be hidden from the boy's eyes, but I really wanted to see him more.

I'm not interested in the conversation between the boy and his father. They mostly talked about the assassination of the emperor. I have the most say in this matter, but I can't say it.

Because the leader of the slain warriors had long since died at the hands of the young man, and now I am just a leftover heir of the Lin family.

Accompanied by my father's astonishing eyes, I turned somersault and landed in front of my father in the boy's voice, and then seemed to instinctively knelt down on my knees in front of my father who already had tears in his eyes.

"Father..." I yelled this father from the bottom of my heart. Although it sounded calm, it concealed my longing for my family for many years. I knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times to my father. I was unfilial for not being filial at the knees of my parents, because I couldn't give my sister shelter and didn't fulfill the responsibility of a brother, because I couldn't honor the Lin family but only brought endless haze to my incompetence.

I can feel the trembling of my father's hand holding me, and also feel the heat of my father's tears falling on the back of my hand. The temperature seems to be burning all the way to my heart.

Even though my body was hacked several times and my injuries were so severe that I almost died without crying, I only felt a strange sadness lingering in my chest and abdomen at this moment.For a moment, that kind of inexplicable emotion enveloped me. When my father hugged me and cried bitterly, I also shed tears.

At that moment, I felt the blood in my body screaming, it was probably a feeling of being connected by blood.

I finally vented my feelings in this unfamiliar way, I wiped my eyes a little embarrassedly, seeing the young man smiling at us father and son all the time, it made me feel a slight heat on my cheeks.

Later, when I stood in front of my sister openly and aboveboard, watching her go from surprise to joy and finally burst into my arms and burst into tears, holding my sister in my arms and looking at my father standing next to me with a smile, at that moment I felt that I Owned the whole world.

My father took me, my sister and the boy back to the old house of the Lin family in Hangzhou. He summoned the whole family of the Lin family in order to recognize my ancestors and return to the clan, and even revealed the truth about an old case about me.

Looking at the coffin containing the body of "me", I knew how much my father loved me.When he knew the news of "I"'s death, my father must have been extremely sad.What's more, even from that time on, my mother's health gradually failed. My father loved my mother deeply, so he must have endured extreme grief.

After his mother passed away, his younger sister was taken to the capital, and his father had no relatives by his side.Probably it is the love and longing for his mother and the reluctance for his sister that made this man survive until today.If there is no younger sister at that time, maybe the father really went with the mother.

Fortunately... Thinking of this, I looked at the boy with gratitude in my eyes.

The young man seemed to have noticed something, and turned his head to me with a warm smile. The cinnabar mole between his eyebrows was dazzling red, making him as compassionate as if he was the reincarnation of the Buddha.

From this moment on, I have my own name, Lin Cong.