Lin Xuan of the Red Chamber
Chapter 34
Sitting in front of the dressing table, Hong Ying looked at her current appearance carefully. It had been many days since she had looked at herself so carefully. One was because she was afraid that when she looked in the mirror, Xiao Yun's face would suddenly appear from inside. Come out; secondly, it is also because the recent complexion is too haggard, completely different from the past, as a normal woman, she is afraid of seeing herself like this.
The woman in the mirror was pale and could hardly see any blood, and there was a thick black-blue color under her eyes, Hong Ying knew that this was because she hadn't had a good rest these days.
Biting her lips slightly, Hong Ying's hands slowly stroked her face. She could hardly believe that the woman in the mirror was herself. She still remembered that her skin was still pink and fair a few months ago, just like seventeen years ago. Like an eight-year-old girl, her lips are pink and tender like cherry blossoms, instead of black and purple like they are now.
I'm only in my 20s now, even if I'm not as delicate as a young girl in the prime of life, I can't be so. Could it be that the consequences of being haunted by evil spirits are really so serious?
While Hongying was startled, she suddenly felt a little lucky. She was glad that she had been hiding in the house under the pretext of being pregnant these days. Even if Lin Ruhai came, she would avoid seeing him and push him to Jia Min. Otherwise, if Lin Ruhai saw Considering her current appearance, Lin Ruhai would never love her as much as before.
This is the second thing, if Lin Ruhai and Mrs. Lin really know, then I am afraid that I can no longer hide what I want to hide.
Hong Ying's hand holding the medicine bag tightened suddenly. She knew that she had to make up her mind. These days, both Mrs. Lin and Lin Ruhai had noticed her abnormality. If she didn't make a decision early, they would find out sooner or later. .
Slowly opening the abortion pill wrapped in oiled paper, Hong Ying stared at it for two seconds, her eyes fluctuating, she didn't know whether she was doing right or wrong, and she couldn't be sure what the master of Jinshan Temple said That's right, but this is the only way now, no matter what the result is, she has no choice.
Because she really couldn't hold on any longer, she didn't want to see Xiaoyun's bleeding face when she opened her eyes again, she didn't want to live in such sadness and helplessness every day.
Hongying has been pampered and grown up since she was a child, she is not a strong woman, the blows these days have been too heavy for her, so heavy that she can't bear it at all.
Hong Ying took a deep breath, closed her eyes tightly, bit her lips, and let the tears in her eyes flow down her cheeks.Hong Ying held the medicine bag with both hands, and her heart became ruthless, she was about to hand the medicine bag to her mouth and swallow it.
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"Auntie, are you in there? The old lady has sent someone to bring things over, do you want to go and have a look?" Shuxiang knocked on the door, standing at the door and said softly.
Scholar's voice is actually not loud, the maids of these wealthy families have all learned etiquette and rules, so they will never disturb the master by yelling, but Hongying also knows that what she is doing now is shameful .
Although Hongying didn't want to admit it, she still knew deep down in her heart that this matter should not be done, so Shuxiang's soft voice sounded like a thunder in her ears, making her heart tremble. Trembling, his hands shook involuntarily.
After hearing clearly that it was Shuxiang's voice, Hongying finally woke up. She looked at the medicine powder scattered everywhere by herself, and felt a little bit bitter in her heart, but at the same time, she felt a sense of relief. Perhaps, from the bottom of her heart, Hong Ying is unwilling to do this.
"Auntie, are you there, Auntie?" Seeing that there was no movement inside, Shuxiang's knock on the door became slightly heavier, and the voice was a little louder than before.
Hearing the slightly hasty voice of Shuxiang outside, Hong Ying came back to her senses, she didn't care to think about other things, she stood up quickly, and cleaned up the medicine powder on the skirt with the fastest speed, she calmed down a little, and quickly Walked to the door and opened it.
"Scholar, what's the matter, what's the matter?" Hong Ying asked calmly, pretending that nothing happened.
Seeing Hongying's nonchalant look, Shuxiang was a little confused. She didn't know why Hongying stayed in the room for so long without responding, but she was just a little maid, and it was not her business to ask what the master was doing inside. , so he could only temporarily suppress the doubts in his heart, and began to answer Hongying's question.
"Auntie, the old lady sent someone to deliver things just now, do you want to go and see?" Ever since she found out that Hong Ying was pregnant again, the old lady Lin began to send things here, most of which were right. Some supplements that are good for pregnant women.
Especially during this period of time, Hong Ying hid in the yard under the pretext of being uncomfortable, and did not even come out of the house. Mrs. Lin would inevitably be a little worried. On the one hand, she wanted to confirm Hong Ying's mental state and Whether the body is healthy.
Hong Ying nodded slightly. Although she didn't want to move now, she knew that she had to go at this time. Don't say that Mrs. Lin was well-intentioned, even if she wasn't, she couldn't leave Mrs. Lin behind face.
However, Hongying's current state is really not suitable for seeing people. After thinking about it, she didn't care about Mrs. Lin's people who had been waiting for a while, so she turned and went back to the house, letting Shuxiang wait for her to clean up and dress up for a while. After a while, until her complexion no longer looked so bad, Hongying went out again, and walked towards the living room supported by Shuxiang.
Hong Ying hurriedly rushed to the living room, but she didn't notice the thoughtful expression of the scholar beside her, and the strange eyes looking at her.
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The one who brought things to Hong Ying was Wang Nai, the old lady next to Mrs. Lin. To be honest, she was familiar with Hong Ying. I think that the reason why Hong Ying got married in the first place was due to Wang Nao's contribution. .
If Wang Momo hadn't described the Lin family and Lin Ruhai so well at that time, and had said that Hong Ying's treatment for marrying into the Lin family was so high, Hong Ying might not have married in.
However, these are all in the past, no matter what life is like now, it is Hongying's own choice, regretting is useless, simply resenting others' deception is also useless, it will only make enemies in vain, not to mention, Wang Momo At the beginning, it was only a little exaggerated, and it was not deceitful. In the final analysis, I should blame myself the most.Hongying has been able to live under Jia Min's nose for so many years, and this awareness is still there.
Although Hong Ying still has some prejudice against Wang Momo, Hong Ying hides it well, at least on the surface so that people can't see it.
Nanny Wang chatted with Hongying for a while, and seeing that Hongying was pale due to the hard work of pregnancy, there was nothing wrong with her, so she asked to resign, and Mrs. Lin was still there. Waiting for her news.
After seeing Wang Momo left, Hong Ying was relieved. Although she had already covered her face with a thick layer of powder, Hong Ying was still a little worried that she would be seen by Wang Momo. The black and blue color of his body cannot be completely concealed.
As soon as the tone in her heart relaxed, Hongying's body shook slightly, as if she was about to faint, Shuxiang hurried forward to support her.
Relying on the strength of Shuxiang to support her body, Hong Ying only felt dizzy in her head. She thought, maybe it was because she was too nervous just now.
Seeing that Hongying was not in good condition, Shuxiang hurriedly helped Hongying back to the room. Originally, Shuxiang wanted to tell Nanny Qi to ask a doctor to come back to show Hongying, but Hongying insisted, and Shuxiang also I can only dispel this idea.
After helping Hong Ying to lie down on the bed, Shu Xiang walked to the incense burner and poured some tranquilizing incense into it.This is a habit only two months ago. In the past, no spices were used in this house. It's not that Hongying doesn't like spices, but spices are often the easiest to manipulate.Instead of always having to prevent inspections, which may not be absolutely safe, it is better to simply not use it, which is convenient and simple.
Hong Ying did this not only to guard against Jia Min, but more importantly, she wanted to guard against Lin Ruhai's other concubines. Since she entered the mansion, Lin Ruhai has treated her with tenderness and consideration. They are all a little jealous, let alone those aunts, if they don't take more precautions and be careful everywhere, how can Hongying survive until now.
Lin Ruhai had no children in his early years. In order to embrace her grandson as soon as possible, Mrs. Lin had no idea how many people had been stuffed into Lin Ruhai's room. Most of them were born in the family. The influence in Lin's mansion was deeply intertwined.
In fact, Mrs. Lin originally thought that the children of these families had some roots in the Lin Mansion, and it would not be too easy for Jia Min to deal with them. After all, the reason why Mrs. Lin did this was because she felt The fact that the Lin family has no children is all due to Jia Min.
She thought that if she wanted the Lin family to have a future, she had to find someone who was qualified to resist Jia Min's plot, and those women outside, even if they had some influence in the family, were no match for the Jia family.
And those whose families are more powerful than Jia's family will not marry into Lin's family, not to mention being a concubine, they are regular wives. At Lin Ruhai's age, they may not be willing. This is not Mrs. Lin Belittle your own son.But Lin Ruhai is indeed a bit older. If it was more than ten years ago, with Lin Ruhai's literary style, no one would marry a woman.
Therefore, thanks to Mrs. Lin, although Lin Ruhai's inner courtyard can't be said to be full of turmoil and swords and swords, it is definitely not calm. Hong Ying's caution is justified.
It’s just that at this moment and at that moment, when she was tortured every night and couldn’t sleep, even though Hongying knew that Anshenxiang was not very good, she had no other choice.
The author has something to say: As soon as I came back, I saw Qiqi sending mines, and I felt so happy O(∩_∩)O~~
The woman in the mirror was pale and could hardly see any blood, and there was a thick black-blue color under her eyes, Hong Ying knew that this was because she hadn't had a good rest these days.
Biting her lips slightly, Hong Ying's hands slowly stroked her face. She could hardly believe that the woman in the mirror was herself. She still remembered that her skin was still pink and fair a few months ago, just like seventeen years ago. Like an eight-year-old girl, her lips are pink and tender like cherry blossoms, instead of black and purple like they are now.
I'm only in my 20s now, even if I'm not as delicate as a young girl in the prime of life, I can't be so. Could it be that the consequences of being haunted by evil spirits are really so serious?
While Hongying was startled, she suddenly felt a little lucky. She was glad that she had been hiding in the house under the pretext of being pregnant these days. Even if Lin Ruhai came, she would avoid seeing him and push him to Jia Min. Otherwise, if Lin Ruhai saw Considering her current appearance, Lin Ruhai would never love her as much as before.
This is the second thing, if Lin Ruhai and Mrs. Lin really know, then I am afraid that I can no longer hide what I want to hide.
Hong Ying's hand holding the medicine bag tightened suddenly. She knew that she had to make up her mind. These days, both Mrs. Lin and Lin Ruhai had noticed her abnormality. If she didn't make a decision early, they would find out sooner or later. .
Slowly opening the abortion pill wrapped in oiled paper, Hong Ying stared at it for two seconds, her eyes fluctuating, she didn't know whether she was doing right or wrong, and she couldn't be sure what the master of Jinshan Temple said That's right, but this is the only way now, no matter what the result is, she has no choice.
Because she really couldn't hold on any longer, she didn't want to see Xiaoyun's bleeding face when she opened her eyes again, she didn't want to live in such sadness and helplessness every day.
Hongying has been pampered and grown up since she was a child, she is not a strong woman, the blows these days have been too heavy for her, so heavy that she can't bear it at all.
Hong Ying took a deep breath, closed her eyes tightly, bit her lips, and let the tears in her eyes flow down her cheeks.Hong Ying held the medicine bag with both hands, and her heart became ruthless, she was about to hand the medicine bag to her mouth and swallow it.
----------
"Auntie, are you in there? The old lady has sent someone to bring things over, do you want to go and have a look?" Shuxiang knocked on the door, standing at the door and said softly.
Scholar's voice is actually not loud, the maids of these wealthy families have all learned etiquette and rules, so they will never disturb the master by yelling, but Hongying also knows that what she is doing now is shameful .
Although Hongying didn't want to admit it, she still knew deep down in her heart that this matter should not be done, so Shuxiang's soft voice sounded like a thunder in her ears, making her heart tremble. Trembling, his hands shook involuntarily.
After hearing clearly that it was Shuxiang's voice, Hongying finally woke up. She looked at the medicine powder scattered everywhere by herself, and felt a little bit bitter in her heart, but at the same time, she felt a sense of relief. Perhaps, from the bottom of her heart, Hong Ying is unwilling to do this.
"Auntie, are you there, Auntie?" Seeing that there was no movement inside, Shuxiang's knock on the door became slightly heavier, and the voice was a little louder than before.
Hearing the slightly hasty voice of Shuxiang outside, Hong Ying came back to her senses, she didn't care to think about other things, she stood up quickly, and cleaned up the medicine powder on the skirt with the fastest speed, she calmed down a little, and quickly Walked to the door and opened it.
"Scholar, what's the matter, what's the matter?" Hong Ying asked calmly, pretending that nothing happened.
Seeing Hongying's nonchalant look, Shuxiang was a little confused. She didn't know why Hongying stayed in the room for so long without responding, but she was just a little maid, and it was not her business to ask what the master was doing inside. , so he could only temporarily suppress the doubts in his heart, and began to answer Hongying's question.
"Auntie, the old lady sent someone to deliver things just now, do you want to go and see?" Ever since she found out that Hong Ying was pregnant again, the old lady Lin began to send things here, most of which were right. Some supplements that are good for pregnant women.
Especially during this period of time, Hong Ying hid in the yard under the pretext of being uncomfortable, and did not even come out of the house. Mrs. Lin would inevitably be a little worried. On the one hand, she wanted to confirm Hong Ying's mental state and Whether the body is healthy.
Hong Ying nodded slightly. Although she didn't want to move now, she knew that she had to go at this time. Don't say that Mrs. Lin was well-intentioned, even if she wasn't, she couldn't leave Mrs. Lin behind face.
However, Hongying's current state is really not suitable for seeing people. After thinking about it, she didn't care about Mrs. Lin's people who had been waiting for a while, so she turned and went back to the house, letting Shuxiang wait for her to clean up and dress up for a while. After a while, until her complexion no longer looked so bad, Hongying went out again, and walked towards the living room supported by Shuxiang.
Hong Ying hurriedly rushed to the living room, but she didn't notice the thoughtful expression of the scholar beside her, and the strange eyes looking at her.
-----------------------
The one who brought things to Hong Ying was Wang Nai, the old lady next to Mrs. Lin. To be honest, she was familiar with Hong Ying. I think that the reason why Hong Ying got married in the first place was due to Wang Nao's contribution. .
If Wang Momo hadn't described the Lin family and Lin Ruhai so well at that time, and had said that Hong Ying's treatment for marrying into the Lin family was so high, Hong Ying might not have married in.
However, these are all in the past, no matter what life is like now, it is Hongying's own choice, regretting is useless, simply resenting others' deception is also useless, it will only make enemies in vain, not to mention, Wang Momo At the beginning, it was only a little exaggerated, and it was not deceitful. In the final analysis, I should blame myself the most.Hongying has been able to live under Jia Min's nose for so many years, and this awareness is still there.
Although Hong Ying still has some prejudice against Wang Momo, Hong Ying hides it well, at least on the surface so that people can't see it.
Nanny Wang chatted with Hongying for a while, and seeing that Hongying was pale due to the hard work of pregnancy, there was nothing wrong with her, so she asked to resign, and Mrs. Lin was still there. Waiting for her news.
After seeing Wang Momo left, Hong Ying was relieved. Although she had already covered her face with a thick layer of powder, Hong Ying was still a little worried that she would be seen by Wang Momo. The black and blue color of his body cannot be completely concealed.
As soon as the tone in her heart relaxed, Hongying's body shook slightly, as if she was about to faint, Shuxiang hurried forward to support her.
Relying on the strength of Shuxiang to support her body, Hong Ying only felt dizzy in her head. She thought, maybe it was because she was too nervous just now.
Seeing that Hongying was not in good condition, Shuxiang hurriedly helped Hongying back to the room. Originally, Shuxiang wanted to tell Nanny Qi to ask a doctor to come back to show Hongying, but Hongying insisted, and Shuxiang also I can only dispel this idea.
After helping Hong Ying to lie down on the bed, Shu Xiang walked to the incense burner and poured some tranquilizing incense into it.This is a habit only two months ago. In the past, no spices were used in this house. It's not that Hongying doesn't like spices, but spices are often the easiest to manipulate.Instead of always having to prevent inspections, which may not be absolutely safe, it is better to simply not use it, which is convenient and simple.
Hong Ying did this not only to guard against Jia Min, but more importantly, she wanted to guard against Lin Ruhai's other concubines. Since she entered the mansion, Lin Ruhai has treated her with tenderness and consideration. They are all a little jealous, let alone those aunts, if they don't take more precautions and be careful everywhere, how can Hongying survive until now.
Lin Ruhai had no children in his early years. In order to embrace her grandson as soon as possible, Mrs. Lin had no idea how many people had been stuffed into Lin Ruhai's room. Most of them were born in the family. The influence in Lin's mansion was deeply intertwined.
In fact, Mrs. Lin originally thought that the children of these families had some roots in the Lin Mansion, and it would not be too easy for Jia Min to deal with them. After all, the reason why Mrs. Lin did this was because she felt The fact that the Lin family has no children is all due to Jia Min.
She thought that if she wanted the Lin family to have a future, she had to find someone who was qualified to resist Jia Min's plot, and those women outside, even if they had some influence in the family, were no match for the Jia family.
And those whose families are more powerful than Jia's family will not marry into Lin's family, not to mention being a concubine, they are regular wives. At Lin Ruhai's age, they may not be willing. This is not Mrs. Lin Belittle your own son.But Lin Ruhai is indeed a bit older. If it was more than ten years ago, with Lin Ruhai's literary style, no one would marry a woman.
Therefore, thanks to Mrs. Lin, although Lin Ruhai's inner courtyard can't be said to be full of turmoil and swords and swords, it is definitely not calm. Hong Ying's caution is justified.
It’s just that at this moment and at that moment, when she was tortured every night and couldn’t sleep, even though Hongying knew that Anshenxiang was not very good, she had no other choice.
The author has something to say: As soon as I came back, I saw Qiqi sending mines, and I felt so happy O(∩_∩)O~~
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