Half-dead paulownia

(Huanzhao Country Banquet)

Ling Han didn't say much, he just quietly observed this man who couldn't speak, every move, every frown and smile, the more he deliberately didn't think about it, the more he realized that his body was full of the shadow of An Ling Xuantian, waved Not to go, lingering in the body.

The atmosphere was still tense, and everyone didn't know what topic to continue. Xiao Jinmo snatched the wine glass from Ling Zhuoxi again, drank it without hesitation, and then smiled politely at Anling Yuhao, just That smile was a bit forced, but there was endless sadness in his eyes, how much he wanted to take a good look at Anling Yuhao's expression on the opposite side, wasn't he very proud?Are you surprised?Are you still holding Ling Zining's hand?Ever since you found out that Ling Zining was Feng'er, you finally dug out all the accumulated love and gave it to the woman who lied to you, but you were still willing to give her everything and give her everything.Maybe I am just a passer-by who has been hurting you deeply at this time, or maybe you are already tired of seeing it, and deliberately started to target me, yes, I am just a mute, I am no longer qualified.In this battle that has not begun, my outcome has long been doomed.

"Young Master Xiao is really a bold person, no wonder our crown prince appreciates you so much." A minister at the banquet hurriedly smoothed things over, and immediately applauded endlessly, and the ministers all echoed their praises. Get lively.

"Xiao Jinmo, you..." Ling Zhuoxi looked at Xiao Jinmo worriedly.

He shook his head lightly, indicating that he was fine, then pointed to his head, and then stood up.

"Brother Jinmo, do you want to go back to rest?" Meng'er guessed after seeing Xiao Jinmo's movements.

Stretch out her slender hands, and fondled Meng'er's head. It seems that Meng'er is really observing and taking care of me. Now that I have lived with them for a long time, I can guess almost everything. There is a tacit understanding.

"Alright, this kind of messy occasion is not suitable for you at all, not to mention that you are not in good health recently, so let Meng'er go back to rest with you, okay?" Ling Zhuoxi said carefully.

"Well, Brother Jinmo, Meng'er doesn't like this place either, let me go back with you." Meng'er tugged on Xiao Jinmo's arm and begged.

Xiao Jinmo nodded, agreeing to Ling Zhuoxi's suggestion, but suddenly hugged Ling Zhuoxi tightly in front of him, and patted his solid shoulder heavily, which caught Ling Zhuoxi by surprise.

"Father, Xiao Jinmo is ill. Let him rest first. Is there anything else to do?" Ling Zhuoxi reported to the emperor in a panic.

"I think he is weak and pale, Xi'er, you need to find a good imperial doctor to treat him properly, and you must not delay." Ling Han instructed earnestly.

"Yes, father." This is exactly what Ling Zhuoxi is thinking in his heart, and the most urgent thing now is that Xiao Jinmo's illness will relapse at any time.

(Huanzhao country back garden)

Xiao Jinmo and Menger left the banquet one after the other, after Xiao Jinmo confirmed that Menger had also returned to the room, he gently opened the door and walked out of the room.

The same moonlight, the same person, but there are already different scenes in front of my eyes. Everything comes too fast, whether it is happiness or pain, but it has become a fleeting moment. Even though there are all kinds of helplessness, I still have to let myself pretend to be strong continue to move forward.

The heart hurts, the pain is finally numb, the tears are all gone, all that is left is dryness, the love is deep, and the deep is turned into a blessing.

There are too many secrets, too many stories, it's not that they can't be mentioned anymore, but they have become meaningless at this time, Anling Yuhao, feel free to hate me, this is the choice I made for you, if it is true The choice to leave, why should more be involved?Still blame myself for being too cowardly.

Meng'er, Ling Zhuoxi, and those who care about me, thank you for all your concern for me, it's not that Xiao Jinmo doesn't know, it's not that she doesn't understand, but the current situation is no longer suitable for my existence, there is really no way to let myself Pretend to be strong, every look, every movement, I can't help but not care, there is really no way out, maybe only leaving is the only way to completely free me, as long as I don't meet each other, I can't fall in love, seeing them When we are together, the world has no color.

Take a last look at the prosperity of this prosperous age, there are you and him in it.

I really didn't shed a single tear, it's just that the steps to turn around and go were so heavy, it was a bit strenuous to walk.

"Xiao Jinmo, are you going to repeat the old trick again?" The slightly hoarse but familiar voice that could no longer be familiar suddenly came from behind.

He stopped, but didn't look back, because he was afraid that all his beliefs and vows would be shattered in the moment of looking back.

"Why? Why do you always do this? Is it your hobby to choose to leave silently again and again? Do you like playing other people's games like this? Do you enjoy the feeling of being worried and missed by others?" It turned out to be an unexpected calm The tone was no longer as roaring as imagined, but the lowness was even more depressing, making people unable to breathe.

how come?Is this how hard-hearted you are in my eyes now?Anling Yuhao, do you think such irony from me will make you feel better?That's right, I want to choose to leave silently, but what does this have to do with you?Even if you are worried, it is not your turn to take care of it.

She still didn't turn around, but quietly listened to the questions from the people behind her.

"Okay, Xiao Jinmo, do you want to leave? Do you want to disappear completely? Then I will grant you, I want you to remember the last sentence I said at the entrance of the Qingyou Temple that day." Anling Yuhao seemed to have done it. A heavy tone like a major decision.

Is it the entrance of the quiet ancestral hall?Was it the moment when I left me holding Ling Zining?Xiao Jinmo suddenly heard Anling Yuhao's words just now, his heart was full of puzzlement, and his mind was trying to recall the words at that time.

"Feng'er, it hurts! If you think this is what you want, then let me protect you!" Said it softly, still with that endless tenderness.

Xiao Jinmo was caught off guard and stood there in a daze. He didn't understand what Anling Yuhao meant by mentioning it here, but why his dry eyes couldn't help but shed tears again.

"When will you continue to lie to me? Is it a month, a year, or forever?" Anling Yuhao's mood began to fluctuate, and his angry tone was also mixed with sadness.

Just this sentence made Xiao Jinmo finally understand that Anling Yuhao had already known about it.

"Do you think that just the jade pendant I gave to Feng'er can make me mistake her for Feng'er? I want you to know that no one can replace Feng'er. He lives in my heart, not in my head." How could I not recognize the person who lived in my heart? How could I not remember that Feng’er who was crying and couldn’t find his father? How could I forget that Feng’er who saved my life at all cost?” Anling Yuhao's words choked up a little.

Anling Yuhao, please stop talking, how do you want me to end all this?Whether I'm shocked or curious, it's already too late, isn't it?No matter what, I can't go back to the past, my existence will only add to the burden on you now.

Seeing that Xiao Jinmo didn't look back from the beginning to the end, but also didn't continue to move forward, Anling Yuhao walked straight forward, passed by Xiao Jinmo, and stopped just one step away.

"Xiao Jinmo, when you were a child, you gave up your life to save me. You have no regrets on Xumi Peak, and you are willing to sacrifice yourself to protect me. Today, do you have the courage to join hands with me again in the world of mortals?" Anling Yuhao didn't have too much Extravagant demands and resentment, just like what Meng Li said, because he understands all of them, there is no need to explain them, what he had to do in the past was for preservation, but now, if he loses Xiao Jinmo completely, no matter how much he wins He doesn't want to.

Anling Yuhao didn't say much, just stretched out a hand calmly, and waited quietly, suddenly fell into silence, as if everything was still, and time would no longer pass by, a silver-haired silver-haired peerless man under the melancholy moonlight Just like that, he stretched out a hand gracefully, while the frail man with a beautiful face behind him kept his head down, as if he was afraid of disturbing everything.The moonlight was getting darker and darker, and a wisp of smoke gradually swallowed the bright jade plate, and it became smaller a little bit, as if it had changed from a round plate to a thin crescent moon, and the surrounding lake water was constantly rippling. A pair of rescued mandarin ducks are still cuddling together, as if they are also waiting.

The moonlight suddenly dimmed completely, and the vast sky lost its only brilliance, and was instantly surrounded by darkness. It turned out that the moon was gone, and the faint lights of the stars did not want to embellish it any more. The same was true between them. Unwillingness to be separated and bound.

Suddenly, he felt a breath on his face, and then it was like a warm and soft object touched his lips, but because of the sudden darkness, Anling Yuhao couldn't see clearly what it was. things.But before he had time to think about it, he heard a whisper in his ear, which made him lose his mind.

"No matter how dangerous it is, no matter how many times, as long as it is related to you, I will say, I am willing." Just like this, it slowly rang in his ears, such a clear and sweet voice made Anling Yuhao unable to recover.It never occurred to her that this was a real voice, a voice that came from Xiao Jinmo's mouth, a voice that only appeared in dreams thousands of times, a voice that she prayed to heaven countless times to hear.

Immediately afterwards, the somewhat cool hand was tightly surrounded by warmth, and the warmth instantly spread all over the body, and the moon also broke free from the darkness, and finally returned to the sky, passing the shreds of moonlight to the world, and everything returned to the original The mandarin ducks in the pond disappeared, but there were no ripples on the water surface, as if they had never been calm.

The only difference is that the hand that was lonely just now has already been tightly grasped by the other hand, and the meridians clearly visible on the back of the white hand have accelerated the circulation, as if they want to squeeze the two hands together like this. Tightly wound, let the blood flow together.

Just holding each other tightly like this, without making too many promises, but they have already surpassed everything, and just left quietly like this, regardless of the troubled times and prosperity.