Half-dead paulownia

In the dead of night, when people look at each other silently, the troubles in their hearts are burning, and when they wake up from the dream, in the blink of an eye, in this quiet time of the years, they have lost the self who has fallen into the world of mortals. Is it because of the impermanence of the world, or resentment of the turmoil of fate?

Eunuch Zhang looked Xiao Jinmo up and down again, then nodded to the guards behind him, and let go of the blocked path.

Xiao Jinmo strode forward without hesitation, and the moment he passed Eunuch Zhang, he heard meaningful words: "Love and affection are no match for fate, and sometimes the choice is not up to you."

Finally came to Ling Zining's bedroom, only a wall away, but it made Xiao Jinmo a little strange, he didn't know how to continue, if it was his own impulse just now, then now he wanted to get away from the battle, after another thought, Didn't they already have a slight quarrel when they saw the two?Why are they together now?Could it be that the two of them have really reached a point where they can no longer afford to delay?

Thinking of this, Xiao Jinmo couldn't help feeling a little worried. Thinking of the relationship between Ling Zining and himself, didn't he promise to protect her?No matter what, she is a woman, how can she be easily hurt?

"Yu Hao, can't we really tell Xiao Jinmo about this?" Ling Zining's doubtful voice suddenly came out, but it also drifted out of the door in a mellow tone.

"Resolutely not, otherwise all previous efforts will be in vain." Anling Yuhao's resolute tone seemed beyond doubt.

"But it's not good for us to lie to him like this?" Ling Zining seemed to be a little worried and continued to ask.

"Let him know, it will be even worse. There are some things that don't need to be known too much." An Ling Yuhao understood the current situation very well. If he told Xiao Jinmo about Uncle Xiao's disappearance, he would definitely be very anxious. It affected his already unhealthy body, and he definitely couldn't bear too much of a blow. Moreover, he became more and more sure that maybe everything was directed at Xiao Jinmo. If he did this, wouldn't it hit them right? in his arms.

"You haven't told me what you did all this for?" Ling Zining didn't forget the question just now, and he didn't answer.

Anling Yuhao looked at Ling Zining in a daze, what was hidden under those innocent eyes in front of her, even though she was a little confused just now, but she was able to say those words, it was enough to prove that she still understood something, so Said that even though she seems to know nothing now, maybe she knows better than anyone else in her heart, but she just doesn't want to believe it.

"What I am obsessed with is Xiao Jinmo alone, so for him, no matter what method I use, I will complete it, and this time I will treat it as a performance by the two of us, so that he will be fascinated by this scene, and finally You can achieve your goal by mixing the fake with the real." Although An Ling Yuhao didn't give a direct answer, he believed that Ling Zining absolutely understood the meaning of this.

Xiao Jinmo, who was standing outside, had already heard it clearly. Recalling the conversation between the two of them at the rockery just now, and associating it with what they said now, could it be that I was a spectator from the beginning to the end?Have you been deceiving and hiding from me all this time?Could it be that everything was arranged for the two of them, and the scene just now was acting?All memories are conspiracy?

The Xiao Jinmo at this time is real, but he is not the Xiao Jinmo he used to be. He who doesn't have any real memory may be more willing to believe what he sees with his own eyes, and more obsessed with what he hears with his own ears. He really didn't understand his previous trust and attachment to Anling Yuhao, but how could he experience the feelings that were imposed on him?Thinking about it this way, my current identity is indeed more like a spectator, but I will never be able to participate in the drama of that life.

Waking up every day is just deceiving myself, and everything seems to be worth nostalgia, but what is the pain in the chest?

Maybe at this moment, I don't have any meaning of existence anymore, the Xiao Jinmo who originally lived in his memory should disappear along with his memory, maybe there won't be too many regrets in this way, if it is true To explain the matter thoroughly, it is better to remember the beauty of the past, a lie in a lifetime, after all, it is still complete, in fact, it is also happiness, and don't hurt yourself or disturb others.

I still didn't open the door of the room, and I lost the courage to ask. Most people are like this. They always realize the powerlessness and cowardice at certain times after they have experienced something that they think they will never give up. I understand that it is because I am afraid of knowing the result that I don’t want to admit. Instead of this, I might as well bear it silently, and maybe I will add some high-sounding reasons to those original mistakes to comfort myself.

At this moment, Xiao Jinmo is even more unwilling to accept more, like a raging river, the small spring water has not been fully contained, how can it withstand such turbulent waves?So choosing to escape may be the only thing he can do, and it is also a choice he is willing to make.

Turning around and leaving silently, it was not a lonely back, not a reluctant farewell, but a determination without looking back, he made the choice for Xiao Jinmo in the dream.

"I would rather be such a spectator, because he will never know all the desperate performances of the people on stage, just to make him smile, that's all." Ling Zining explained the meaning of it in one sentence, how could she not know Anling Yuhao loved him deeply.

Anling Yuhao chuckled, as expected, only when Xiao Jinmo was mentioned, would he show such a happy smile.

"So I hope he can quietly be a spectator, not to be disturbed by any mundane world, just let me interpret the prosperity of his life." Anling Yuhao sighed softly, as if thinking about life It was as beautiful as he hoped, but it was a pity that the person he couldn't let go of had already left him outside the door and window.

An Ling Yuhao seemed to feel something, suddenly stopped talking, and without thinking, suddenly turned around quietly and looked outside the door, quickly got up, walked to the door and opened the door.

"What's wrong?" Ling Zining was puzzled by Anling Yuhao's sudden behavior.

"It's okay, it's just..." Anling Yuhao didn't explain anything, he just wanted to say that he felt a familiar aura inexplicably just now, as if someone had been here, and he was afraid that Ling Zining would be frightened again after talking about it, so he simply I won't say anything, but he has always trusted his instincts. "It's very late, let's take a good rest, there are still things to do tomorrow."

"Then you?" Ling Zining hesitated to speak, she was really not sure if Anling Yuhao would really stay here.

"I'll just watch you fall asleep here." An Ling Yuhao understood Ling Zining's meaning, but he would never lie on the same bed with him. He knew that if he could not give her happiness, he would definitely not give her hope.

"Alright." Ling Zining didn't seem to have any displeasure or dissatisfaction, she just said lightly, quietly like a flower blooming secretly, although she is delicate and beautiful but not ostentatious, because she also understands Anling Yuhao, even if she is just standing on the bed like this Before, she would not expect too much.

(Outside Anling Imperial City)

Guiyue was shocked by this sudden attack, what a powerful skill it was to release such a violent force, she suddenly became a little vigilant.

Leaping lightly, he flew to the eaves, carefully observing the movement below, but suddenly felt a cold wind blowing over his head, a white light appeared in an instant, and the tiles on the roof were split into two pieces, Guiyue rolled up the tiles again with a sweeping leg, stretched out her palm and hit the fragments towards the mysterious person.

But the tiles on the roof were set off again in a second wave, rushing towards Guiyue row by row, they could only soar into the air, kicked the tiles out quickly with the soles of their feet, and dodged the attack.

Everything seemed to be quiet again, as if nothing had happened just now, Guiyue stood on the roof, the moonlight swayed, and her face was covered with silver light.

However, the mysterious person finally appeared, but he stood on the other side of the roof, facing Guiyue far away.

"Who the hell are you?" Guiyue seemed to be even more curious about this person, "Shouldn't it be an enemy?" He could feel that he didn't use all his strength in the fight between the two just now, that is, he didn't intend to put him on the line. deadly.

The other party didn't give any answer, just stood still quietly, like a wooden man, although there was a faint moonlight, he still couldn't see his face clearly.

"You saved the baby, right?" Guiyue continued to ask tentatively, "I also did it for the baby. Since we all have the same purpose, why should we kill each other?" He tried to express his position.

It was too late and then too fast, but in the blink of an eye, the mysterious man who was standing on the roof just now disappeared before his eyes, and that speed was beyond anyone's reach.

Guiyue suddenly thought of something, quickly jumped off the roof, and came to the room where she saw the baby, but the door was closed tightly, she couldn't help being startled, could it be a trick to turn the tiger away from the mountain?Guiyue, who was thinking more and more anxiously, quickly opened the door, not daring to look towards the bed.

"Baby?" Finally, he saw the bed a little bit, and was surprised that the baby was still sleepy.

Did the mysterious man leave the baby on purpose?So how did he get the baby here?Where did it come from again?More importantly, who is this mysterious man?From this point of view, he is indeed helping himself, but where is Xiao Su?Why is it just the baby?

More and more doubts made Guiyue feel curious, but after the simple trick just now, for some reason, Guiyue also felt a little familiar, but she didn't know where she met it, but at this moment, it seemed that it shouldn't be too late. After thinking more about these, it is better to bring the baby back to the palace as soon as possible, and then make a long-term plan.