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At the end, Zhong Ning couldn't help asking Ruan Mu why she and Su Yuan were asked to come to the BBQ, but Ruan Mu looked at her in surprise, "You have to find someone to eat with anyone." Is there a reason?"

Zhong Ning stopped with a word.

Maybe Ruan Mu didn't care about what he thought of her, and didn't care whether Su Yuan still misses her, or maybe she was just such a person who never looked back on the past as she wanted, and it was Su Yuan and her who were still holding on to those things. Just don't let it go.

Thinking of this, Zhong Ning suddenly understood Su Yuan's current feelings, "..." She was a little at a loss for words, and the food became even more tasteless.

After a long time, Jing Han said calmly, "I'm almost done," then Ruan Mu also put down his knife and fork, and looked at Zhong Ning for a while, "... everything is alright?" Seeing Zhong Ning nodded, he finally After a symbolic drink, he stood up and made a gesture to pack his things.

"..."

Zhong Ning picked up the baking tray and was about to send it back to the kitchen, but subconsciously turned around and took a look. On the west side of the huge backyard, there was a thin figure vaguely beside the lawn beside the bushes, because the surroundings were getting darker and darker. She could only recognize Su Yuan's delicate face through the starlight of the fire.

Zhong Ning stopped just like that, and looked behind her steadily, "..." Does Su Yuan need her own comfort now, she thought so.

"I really can't stand it anymore,"

Ruan Mu noticed Zhong Ning's hesitant look, and couldn't help raising his eyebrows slightly, "Why do you take three steps and two turns?" She took advantage of the situation to take the things in Zhong Ning's hand, and signaled her to go over with her eyes.

"..."

Zhong Ning took a deep breath and finally let go, "Then I will trouble you..."

Seeing her turn around, Jing Han suddenly raised her eyes and glanced at Ruan Mu, with the same flat tone, "If it wasn't for you, would they be like this?" She was obviously talking about the things that happened before.

Ruan Mu smiled, as if he didn't buy it, "I don't even know what you're talking about."

Jing Han glanced at her and didn't reply.

……

On the other side, Zhong Ning had already walked to the side of the bushes. Su Yuan raised her wrist and took a sip of her wine. When she realized it, she raised her eyes to look at her, "..." Zhong Ning didn't say anything, but just sat down next to her .

For a long time, neither of them spoke first.

This time was different from the past, Zhong Ning sat beside Su Yuan, but she didn't feel cramped.

It was like stepping on a shaky piece of thin ice at the same time, neither dared to move first, nor dared to shout loudly, as if whoever opened his mouth first, both of them would be overturned.

Ever since they got to know each other, Zhong Ning always thought that she didn't know Su Yuan well. Slowly, after a long time, she probably had some understanding of this seemingly perfect woman.

Su Yuan is actually a person who takes relationships very seriously. She can accept breaking up if they don't love each other, or because of some irresistible factors, but she can't bear Ruan Mu like this. From the beginning, she pretended to be related to others.

She didn't understand why she still wanted to be together even though she knew about it. Maybe Su Yuan's feelings for Ruan Mu in the past were the same as her own feelings for Su Yuan now, but she knew it but had no choice.

For the whole day, Zhong Ning looked at the complicated expression in Su Yuan's eyes, and for the first time, she clearly understood Su Yuan's helplessness and uneasiness.

But she would rather she never knew about it. Su Yuan had only humbled herself a few days ago, so what's the use now?Zhong Ning knew that even though she no longer wanted to get back together, Su Yuan still didn't want to see Ruan Mu and Jing Han together.

"..."

Zhong Ning thought for a long time, and made a move that made her feel abrupt. She turned on the sound of the phone and stuffed it into Su Yuan's arms, "..."

The movement of Su Yuan's thin lips touching the edge of the cup stopped, she was slightly taken aback, and the familiar music sounded like this - "Or just like this, don't go to her again, you have lost her, let her go Well... just forget it like this, or you don't like her enough, if you like her enough, you won't like this concern secretly. "

"It's because the ending wasn't romantic enough. That's why you're so reluctant to part with her. If you can't leave her forever, you'll be even more afraid."

"Isn't it better now? She has changed a painting forever, you just need to hang her occasionally..."

The soft Cantonese female voice kept singing, Su Yuan opened his mouth slightly, but didn't say anything, "..." The expression in those gentle eyes gradually became complicated, Su Yuan seemed a little uncomfortable, and the light in his eyes gradually became more complicated. drooped down.

But the music continued to play, "Forgive yourself, you have always been so bad to yourself, and brought so many bad consequences, you have to digest it slowly."

"..."

The 2-minute song came to an abrupt end, Zhong Ning didn't know if Su Yuan understood what she wanted to say, but if it was still useless, she didn't want to do anything more.

The more I think about it, the more I feel wronged about what happened today, it seems that no matter what I do, it is wrong, and Su Yuan will not understand what I do.

"Su Yuan, I never tried to force you..." For some reason, when Zhong Ning finally opened her mouth, her voice trembled, "Why do you think that way? I didn't intend to lie to you or anything else. ,you……"

"..."

She didn't finish her sentence, but she stopped when she saw the corner of Su Yuan's eyes dyed red.

There seemed to be an unknown liquid sliding in those eyes, soft and elusive, Su Yuan was looking at her with red eyes, pursed her thin lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "...come here."

The moment she saw that face, Zhong Ning's entire head went blank, "Su Yuan...why do you want to cry?" In a trance, it seemed that a kind of heat turned up and washed away all the bitterness.

Zhong Ning was pulled in front of Su Yuan somehow, sat on her lap and kissed her.

It seems that I have never been so involved, but I have never been so awake.

Zhong Ning felt that she might be intoxicated, because she was intoxicated by Su Yuan's need for her at this moment, but she still had a breath stuck in her heart, because she was not the one who caused Su Yuan's sadness, so she couldn't let it go.

When her lips parted a little, Zhong Ning finally couldn't help her eyes turning red, "Su Yuan...I really hate you today." She panted lightly, those words that she had planned, all those grievances were all because of seeing Su Yuan It broke down like this.

"..."

Su Yuan caressed her waist, raised his head and kissed her neck, and said in a low voice, "I know, it's all my fault."

Zhong Ning's cheeks were flushed red, and she blamed in a trembling voice, "I came to find Ruan Qi today, it's not what you think at all, you never told me that he is Ruan Mu's father, how would I know..."

She knew that Su Yuan was not feeling well now, but she couldn't suppress the emotions in her heart, "Why are you looking at me like that all of a sudden..."

Su Yuan put his fingertips in through her clothes, touched her soft waist, and kept saying, "It won't be like this again, baby." There was still some redness around the soft eyes, Su Yuan pressed down the bell. Ning's head was kissed lightly, "I know it's my own fault, these things are not your fault..."

The moment the lips were pressed together, Su Yuan's voice dropped a little, "Maybe it's just that I'm too unwilling, I..."

As she was talking, she accidentally touched the playback switch and the singing voice suddenly cut in, "Maybe you don't like her enough, if you like her enough, you won't secretly like this concern..."

Both were startled.

Sad and helpless, all the confusion seems to be solved by this sentence.

Su Yuan stopped those movements, and the corners of his lips could not help but bend, "..." It seemed that he had thought about it carefully, and there was nothing wrong.If I really like Ruan Mu that much, and I can't let go of Jing Han's closeness to her, then what is she doing with Zhong Ning these days, letting her own heart go.

After a pause, everything seemed less heavy, and the sadness in Su Yuan's eyes gradually dissipated.

"I didn't expect you to play this song for me. I was a little surprised," she caressed Zhong Ning's waist, and suddenly said softly, "Back to the summer vacation in middle school—it's as if I haven't grown up yet."

"..."

The atmosphere gradually calmed down, Zhong Ning's nose was sore, and her voice sounded a bit muffled, "What's the surprise, do you think you are very mature?"

She also cared a little because of Su Yuan's unwillingness to reconcile, and her words were a little impulsive.

But Su Yuan accepted everything, she sighed and kissed Zhong Ning's collarbone, "I'm immature, I'm really sorry."

Because of the current posture, Zhong Ning sat on her, feeling a rare sense of superiority, "Why did you want to help me find a job, but didn't tell me?" She finally couldn't help asking here.

"..."

Su Yuan opened his eyes slightly, looking surprised, "Did Ruan Mu tell you?"

Zhong Ning nodded, still a little unhappy in her heart, "And why bother Ruan Mu, am I so useless?" Although Su Yuan's knot seemed to be untied, no matter how you look at it, she is asking for help from her ex-girlfriend. girlfriend rhythm.

"Of course I didn't just ask her to help, other people also asked." At this time, Su Yuan also confessed everything, "Sorry, I wanted to tell you, but there were too many accidents during this time, I I just want to find a separate opportunity to tell you well."

Zhong Ning lowered her head, looked at Su Yuan's serious expression, and couldn't speak any more accusations, "..."

Su Yuan's soft eyes fell on Zhong Ning's face, and she couldn't help raising her hand again to press her down and kiss her, "Zhong Ning, are we okay?" She said too many sorry words tonight, and Zhong Ning finally let go , she couldn't help but let out a cry, "Hmm..."

Su Yuan pressed onto Zhong Ning's lips, and said something else, "..."

Zhong Ning didn't hear her words clearly, her breath was a little unsteady, "...what?"

Su Yuan said softly, "I said, I really like you."