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Zhuang Yan kept a secret in his heart, and he was absent-minded all morning. In fact, for so many days, the issue of sexuality has been a hurdle for him to overcome. This is a kind of panic that knows that he is different. If you care about other people's eyes, you can ignore it as if it doesn't exist.

People are very cowardly most of the time, even if Zhuang Yan accepts the fact that he likes Chu Chen calmly, he has asked himself time and time again, this road is so difficult, can we do it if we don't take it.

the answer is negative.

The love in the student days is quite pure, and because of their youthful age, people often underestimate their determination to like someone, and even be despised. Few adults really take these sincerity seriously, even if they were so I have expressed it hoarsely, and it is only a moment to be denied.

It's actually a bit sad to say it, others only take it as a joke, only the young love that I care about.

For Zhuang Yan, if he went back to the beginning and asked him to give up Chu Chen, it might still be possible, but it's different now.He has already tasted the sweetness of possession, if he loses it again, it will inevitably be a pain like a cramp, and he can't bear it at all, and he is not willing to bear it.

"Qiao Feng is very likely to be of the same kind," he couldn't help thinking.Unlike the descriptions of the same sex in the book and the video performances across the screen, this happened in real life, right in front of his eyes.Qiao Feng is not some strange actor, he is a real person who lives by his side.

But this is someone else's life after all, and he has no intention of participating or making too many comments, so he didn't struggle with it all the time. When the game officially started in the afternoon, his attention was directly diverted.

The school sports meeting of schools across the country is not bad. The first event on the first day must be the preliminaries of 100 meters, 200 meters, and 110 meters hurdles. Sprint has always been the sport that attracts the most attention. , that kind of momentum and enthusiasm made people excited, but this afternoon was robbed of the limelight by the 4×400-meter relay race.

Zhuang Yan was the last relay contestant chosen by the physical education teacher. He thought it was nothing at first, but he just ran around the playground, not to mention that Chu Chen also participated, but when he fully understood the rules of the relay race, his mentality immediately collapsed.

Qiao Feng read in a low voice according to the rule sheet: "Rules of the relay race, each male and female group of each class will send a student as the protected person, and the contestants will carry forward the relay, and they must complete the task of eating cakes within 400 meters during the running. Hand over to the next stick." Stopped here, turned the page and continued: "The final judgment condition is that the contestants must cross the finish line with their protectors on their backs and eat the cake before they can score points."

Not only that, but the rules also stated that the number of cakes in the cake eating task is gradually decreasing, that is, the first one must carry the person on his back, and finish eating four cakes at 400 meters, No.2 eats three, and the number decreases in turn.

"Fucking, this rule is so fucking insane, it was made by some virtuous and heartless person, pervert!" Zhou Dize was even more broken than Zhuang Yan, he ran first and had to eat four cakes.

Tu Yingjie patted him, and said sympathetically: "Come on, Sao Nian! Fate chose to hand over the first stick to you, which shows that Fate trusts you. In order to quantify points, for the sake of the team, let's fight with our lives!"

The points of the Nineteenth High School Sports Meeting are related to the class quantitative points of each class.At the end of each semester, the top three in class quantification score can get a class bonus. The amount is not large, but it is an honor. No one does not like honors.

"You are the second best, not much better than me. Looking at your bamboo pole figure, you should care about yourself first!" Zhou Dize sighed, really wanting to cry, confidence is something he had before, But he had to eat four cakes in one go, and if he didn't choke to death, he would have to be disgusted by the girls because they were too ugly.

"How many points are there in the relay race?" Zhuang Yan had a complicated expression, he didn't like sweets very much, it was too greasy.Xin said that if he didn't have many points, he simply wouldn't bother to fight for it, and just ran and ate slowly.

"Eight points." Qiao Feng said.

Eight points, the highest score in all competitions so far.

Solemnly avoided Qiao Feng's looking eyes for a moment, and hooked Chu Chen's shoulder calmly on the surface.Although he planned not to dwell on the incident in the morning, he was still a little embarrassed facing Qiao Feng.

Chu Chen stood one step lower than him. The step was not high, and his hand was placed on Chu Chen's shoulder.

Seeing Chu Chen holding the phone very attentively, he didn't know what he was looking at, so he leaned over his upper body and asked, "What are you looking at?"

The first class of the second year of high school was lucky. They were located in the center of the stands. Their ears were full of noisy voices, but the voice of Zhuang Yan with sticky warmth came from behind their ears.

Chu took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, what time does the review start?"

He was the last baton in the relay race. The physical education teacher saw that he was tall and long, so he didn't even give him the right to refuse, so he just filled in his name.

"Wait a little longer, the relay race is only after all the preliminaries here, I guess we have to wait for a while." Zhuang Yan completely softened his bones and dragged his body and mind on Chu Chen.

The race on the track was in full swing, and the sound of cheering from the stands was endless, but he was still keenly aware of the "click" of the shutter not far away.

The two girls in the class next door took the photo. Seeing that he found out, they immediately put away their phones and didn't dare to touch them.

Zhuang Yan looked straight at the past with an unfriendly expression, "What are you shooting?"

The two girls looked at each other, shook their heads and said nothing.

Just as Zhuang Yan was about to attack, Zhou Dize took a close-up of his face.

"What are you doing?" The solemn face completely collapsed.

"Take a picture and post it on Moments." Zhou Dize took it for granted, "Brother Yan, please, today is the sports meeting, what a memorable day! It's just a photo, you won't be so stingy, will you?"

Zhuang Yan opened his mouth, and his anger was half extinguished at once, "Then you shoot yourself, why do you shoot me?"

"Not only did I take pictures of you, but I also took pictures of Chu Chen." Zhou Dize snapped another picture at Chu Chen's face after speaking, "You two look good, if you put it in the middle town building, the like rate will be much higher .”

Zhuang Yan was furious, and rewarded the idiot without saying a word.After thinking about it, he asked Chu Chen, "Would you like to take a picture and send it to Aunt Lin for the children to see?"

"It's already been filmed." Chu Chen said, "I recorded the video."

"Oh." Zhuang Yan took out his phone and turned on the front camera, "Then I'll take a picture and send it to my dad." He touched Chu Chen's back, "Hey, let's cooperate, can we take a photo together?"

Chu Chen frowned lightly, and nodded after thinking for a while.

Solemnly looking for a good angle, Zhou Dize grinningly made a gesture and forced himself into the mirror. His move successfully attracted the attention of the rest of the students.

"Hey, come here, we're taking a group photo here!" Tu Yingjie shouted.

Majestic's face was blackened into a pot, and the mad suppression did not break out.

"Hey, Mr. Qiao, come quickly, you stand in front!" Zhou Dize has already started to arrange the formation in a good manner, "Guan Tong, hey, you and Xiao Zhao, you two are small, you also stand in front, come on, classmates , a more handsome pose!"

As he greeted, he carried the class flag and stood on the top of the mountain against the wind.

"Chu Chen, go to the back, or come to the middle, you two are too tall, we have nothing to do if you stand there." Someone said with a smile.

Zhuang Yan: "...Fuck, we can squat!"

Chu Chen took the phone from his phone, stretched his arm and raised it far away, framing everyone in the camera, "Let's shoot like this, I'm starting."

He said that he started from the beginning, and Zhuang Yan didn't have time to manage his expressions, and he was fixed with a face that others owed him 300 million.

Not only him, but most of the rest of the people were also unprepared. There were those who were fighting with ferocious faces, some who were talking with their mouths half-opened, and some who were studying the poses for taking pictures but were suddenly photographed. To describe it in one word, it was a disaster.

So this photo later became one of the black history of the school sports meeting that everyone was extremely unwilling to face.

……

Not long after the photo was taken, the physical education teacher from Class [-] came over with a big bag of snacks, and a tall, thin and strange man came with him.

The strange man put his arms around Qiao Feng's shoulders as soon as he arrived, and the two chatted by the stands, talking and laughing.

Zhuang Yan glanced back by chance, and was stunned for a moment.

This man is the one he saw in the community in the morning. He looks good up close, but his eyebrows and eyes are very sharp, and he has the air of being a fool like "I've been in the underworld".

With regard to him and Qiao Feng, it can be seen that there are multiple minds. Although the two of them have not done any intimate behavior at the moment, the invisible barrier between the two of them that shows the special relationship is obvious.

Zhuang Yan slowed down and avoided his sight, only to find that Chu Chen beside him was also paying attention behind him, and he suddenly realized that he was acting with Chu Chen in the morning, if he saw it, then Chu Chen could naturally do it too.

So, if Chu Chen saw it with his own eyes, what would he think?

"You saw it too, didn't you?" Zhuang Yan asked bluntly, with a firm tone.

Chu Chen looked back, pretending not to understand what he meant: "What did you see?"

Zhuang Yan said: "Don't be stupid, I know you must have seen it."

"So what if you don't see it?" Chu Chen lowered his eyes, which were dim.

"Of course I can't do anything, but I want to know, do you mind this? Or are you annoying?" Zhuang Yan whispered.

The temperature in the afternoon has risen, but there is still a chilly feeling that winter is about to enter. The cold wind howls and blows across the skin, making people subconsciously tuck their necks into their collars.

Chu Chen was silent for a long time before he sneered and said, "Is my opinion important? I don't care, or hate it, does it make a difference to you, or in other words, is it necessary for you to know?"

The two were sitting in the back row of the stands. The students had all gone to the front to follow the game, and they were the only ones left in the quiet back row.

Zhuang Yan turned sideways and stared at him quietly: "Of course it is necessary, I like you very much, and I don't want you to be unhappy."

Chu Chen smiled suddenly. He bent one leg and put one hand on his knee, "Don't ask these questions, it's really boring. Don't be greedy and ask too much, it doesn't make any sense to you if you think too much." , you will not change your mind because of this entanglement."

It was rare for Chu Chen to talk so much, but Zhuang Yan couldn't be happy.He sighed and said tiredly: "But if you insist on getting to the bottom of it, then I can only say that I don't mind being with you, I don't mind kissing and hugging you, and I don't even mind that this relationship will be destroyed one day. Who knows, I've suffered enough criticism, it doesn't matter more. But I hope you don't forget that you and me have never been voluntary."

I don't mind, but don't want to.

Zhuang Yan's heart sank heavily, and he was stunned. He thought Chu Chen would hate him, but he never thought that Chu Chen didn't care at all.

Chu Chen doesn't love or hate, he just seems to accept his fate.

Majestic's throat seemed to be tightly strangled, and it became difficult to breathe.