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The world is frighteningly real.A person will encounter many troubles in his life, some are hideous, ugly, or sad and hopeless. You can choose to avoid them, but some of them cannot be avoided no matter what.

You must know that the source of all troubles is the most fearful and darkest place deep in your heart at the moment. It is certainly terrifying, but it is also absolutely subject to your will.You have to be ready for battle at all times, and take any chance you can to beat it.

Zhuang Yan is not an evasive school, he spent the whole night examining his heart, during which time his mind was full of thoughts.

Chuchen is very boring and doesn't like to talk. Usually, when others say three sentences, he will answer half a sentence when he is in a good mood.He is good at rejection, always shrinking alone in the corner, not blending into the lively crowd outside the corner.He has a withdrawn personality, with a cold face, he is not close to others, but a group of sensitive children surround him and call him brother.

The more he thought about it, the heavier his mood became. Majestic was tightly wrapped in the blanket, sweating all over, he was breathing heavily, looking at Chu Chen's circle of friends over and over again, and the pitiful chatting and interaction between the two of them, Saved all the photos with Chu Chen's figure, he caressed the young man's handsome eyebrows, letting his heartbeat sink deeper and further away.

The next day, he changed his indifference from the previous few days and returned to his usual enthusiasm.In and out of class, he would always hook Chu Chen and say a few words, even if it was just a short word or two, or just a light and helpless look, it would be enough for him to be excited for a long time.

Boys in adolescence change a lot. Occasionally, they look like monkeys in the hair-exploding period, jumping up and down with great energy.Occasionally, peacocks who are in estrus during the courtship period can't hear the word "like" the most, especially after they start caring about someone at a certain moment, they can open their tails anytime, anywhere.

Late autumn is approaching, the weather fluctuates between hot and cold, with heavy rain and thunder and lightning in the middle of the night, and the sun hangs high at noon, and the sun is shining brightly.Since last week, the class time of No. 10 Middle School has been adjusted backward by [-] minutes.

This day just arrived at the lunch break, and there was a sudden heavy rain outside the window. The raindrops were as big as peas, rolled in the strong wind, and slanted into rain curtains, falling on the umbrella surface, the ground, and among the grass in the playground.

It is rainy in Zhucheng, the rain comes and goes in a hurry during the day, and it won't last long. There are many complaining students in the teaching building. Some of them are crowded in groups under an umbrella to go to the cafeteria, and some simply rush into the rain and run wildly. Some simply stayed on shift hungry and waited.

Zhuang Yan and Zhou Dize found an umbrella and ran to the cafeteria to pack some lunch boxes.Chu Chen has a big appetite, so Zhuang Yan specially ordered a few more meat dishes to pack separately, and went to buy a plate of QQ Star in four boxes.

Zhou Dize hugged a bunch of bread and biscuits, but when he swiped his card, he found that he didn't have enough money. He touched his trouser pocket, and only found a crumpled one-dollar bill, which wasn't enough to buy a piece of bread.

He turned to Zhuang Yan and said, "Brother Yan, hurry up and lend me some money."

"You eat so much by yourself?" Zhuang Yan handed him his meal card, "Are you a pig?"

"I didn't eat it!" Zhou Dize pulled a big plastic bag and quickly filled it with food. "It's raining too much, and I don't know when it will stop. Most of the students in the class are still watching without eating. I'll bring them some food." Go get something to eat."

Zhuang Yan saw that he was holding a bag of rice in the other hand, and it was difficult to pack it with one hand, so he helped him pack a few, and sighed, "I found that you have changed recently." He said, "Be more careful than before, and understand It’s good to be considerate of others, and the squad leader is not in vain.”

Zhou Dize smiled, remembering that last year seemed to be the same time, he was arguing with a male student in the next class for almost a week, and the arguing got bigger and bigger, and there were big and small fights six or seven times.

At that time, he had just been promoted from a junior high school student to a high school student, and he felt that he had become an adult, a man, and his self-esteem was stronger than anything else. For such a trivial matter as queuing and jumping in line, no one would give in, and the disturbance was astonishing, and he went to the Political and Education Office.

Later, both sides were punished, and the opponent was the one who jumped in the queue, and the punishment was a little heavier. As a result, that person was fat-hearted and fat, but his eyes were smaller than corns. "Theory all fed the dogs.

That little fat man led a few social hooligans and squatted at the school gate to block people. Zhou Dize, who was alone, was beaten so hard that he couldn't get up. Still stubborn, a soft word is stubbornly refused to say, if Zhuang Yan happened to pass by and drive people away, I don't know what the consequences would be.

Human growth is predictable, rapid and subjective.A year ago, he was a teenager who mistook impulsiveness for character, but now that he thinks about it, he just finds it childish and funny.

"I was forced to do this too. It's not easy to be a class leader." Zhou Dize scratched his face, "Since I brought Chu Chen into the group last time, many people in the class have objected to me and said a lot of bad things about me behind my back. I also overheard it, you said how embarrassing it is, they are all in the same class, one thing in person, one thing behind the other, conflicts will break out sooner or later."

Zhuang Yan lost his face when he heard it, and pressed Zhou Dize's hand that was about to swipe his card, "Who said anything bad about you?"

"There are quite a lot of them. Chu Chen's evaluation in our school is really bad." Zhou Dize said, "Actually, I think he's not bad, right? as it says."

"Forget it." Zhuang Yan took back the meal card and shook out the bread and biscuits from the plastic bag, "I won't lend you the money."

"Why?" Zhou Dize was stunned.

"It's not worth it," said solemnly, "They make me feel uncomfortable."

Suddenly thought of something, and handed the card back, "Let's buy some, the girls in our class are not bad."

The good and the bad must be distinguished. It is not fair to kill a boatload of people with one shot, and people should not be too mean.

Zhou Dize smiled apologetically at the proprietress of the commissary, and said to Zhuang Yan after refilling a large bag of snacks, "What's the matter, your face turned black just after you brushed it, because they said bad things about me?"

The rain was still falling, and the rain splashed everywhere, and the students around were hurrying.

Solemnly opened the umbrella and moved it to the side, "I can't tell, there are many reasons. I'm polite, upbringing, I'm not abusing good people, and I don't like doing good things that don't get rewarded."

Zhuang Yan's nature is not lively, and the friends around him have to think for a long time before deciding how to get along, so he doesn't have many friends.

In fact, most teenagers are very innocent, friends come easily, so the quality is greatly reduced.

To put it hypocritically, the most basic thing for people to get along with each other is mutual respect, and those who are not worth it will not even bother to look solemnly.

Zhou Dize was silent for a few seconds, then burst out laughing, raised his arms and patted him on the shoulder, "Yeah, who is not an ordinary person, and it's not the ancient times, what do you want to be a broad-minded and chivalrous hero, an ordinary person It’s just that there are shortcomings, no wonder Caidao insisted on forcing me to call you brother, Brother Yan has a big pattern!”

Zhuang Yan glanced at him, and the two of them hid under the umbrella and walked into the rain, gradually walking away.

There were more boys than girls in the science class. A group of boys saw that Zhou Dize only distributed bread to the girls. Most of them just hooked their shoulders and teased him. .

There were also a small number of people who sneered at this obvious behavior of pleasing girls, but because he was backed by the big tree Zhuang Yan, and he was the squad leader appointed by Qiao Feng, they held back and did not dare to speak out.

Zhuang Yan opened the box of QQ Star and pushed it in front of Chu Chen, in exchange for a puzzled look from the other party.

"I invite you to drink, to replenish your brain." Zhuang Yan stared into his eyes.

Chu Chen ignored him and took two mouthfuls of rice by himself.

Smiling solemnly, he opened several other packing boxes in the plastic bag, which were full of bright red meat.

"You have to replenish your body after nourishing your brain." He couldn't help touching Chu Chen's hair, "Kids eat more to grow taller."

Chu Chen retreated, avoiding someone's ghostly claws, and looked at him with a mentally retarded look.

"How much?" He turned his eyes back, and pushed away the QQ stars and the extra meat and vegetables, "I don't want milk, and I don't want these either."

Zhuang Yan twisted the fingers that had just been swept by the hair, stared at the clear eyes under the sun, and suddenly experienced the joy of feeding. Thinking of this, he laughed, "No money, brother treats you to eat." Yes, my brother is happy."

Successfully exchanged for a sneak attack from under the table of the feeding target.

Solemn's heart was beating fast, but he was very happy.

It's really strange to like someone. The feeling of falling into the abyss is like the dense forest branches that grow wildly in summer. Every second of missing, there will be a centimeter of love, densely packed with countless roots, and rooted in the Bottom line, never stop.