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Zhuang Yan has an irritable temperament, irritable and impulsive. He belongs to the kind of person who makes eye contact with people on the street and easily breeds boring contradictions such as "Do you fucking look down on me?"

This kind of personality is often easy to piss yourself off before hurting others.He pretended to be obedient in front of Chu Chen for so long that Chu Chen almost forgot that he was a militant at heart.

After making a fuss, Zhuang Yan became depressed, his expression was hard to hide his violence, but he said some begging words pitifully, his lips were trembling, and his curved and shallow eyes were sometimes dull and sometimes cold.

Chu Chen looked at him, his heart was full of dense pain, like a poor man who was about to drown, no matter how he struggled, it was useless, and he was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.

"Solemn." He took the mask down to his chin and called out the name of Solemn.

The tip of Zhuang Yan's nose fluttered, knowing that his mania was like tens of thousands of tentacles, and it was difficult to suppress, so he didn't dare to look at him, and then hung his head directly after a few seconds of pause.

Zhuang Xianrui and Zhuang Yuan also chased after them at this moment, seeing them standing under a tree and arguing, they couldn't help shouting: "What are you two doing!"

His sound attracted the attention of several patients and family members who were walking by the side of the road, and they also turned their eyes to the tree.

Zhuang Yan seemed to be very angry. He blushed and took a rough breath.

It's too suffocating, too sad, he doesn't want to stay here any longer, he really regrets it, he shouldn't have found the hospital, if he didn't, he wouldn't have to listen to Chu Chen's disheartening words, his head hurts so much now , and afraid of being unable to suppress his temper and want to get angry and beat someone up, the only way is to escape.

Chu Chen noticed his abnormality, and before he could make a sound, Zhuang Yan let him go and ran away.

"Hey! Little bastard! How dare you run away!" Zhuang Xianrui hurriedly chased after him.

"Yan Yan, why are you running?!" Zhuang Yuan had no choice but to overtake her father by two or three steps, thinking whether to subdue his brother like a prisoner.

Before she could make a decision, Chu Chen yelled loudly from behind: "Zhuang Yan, I'll leave as soon as you run."

Sure enough, Zhuang Yan stopped running, but when he turned around again, his face was pale and his hands and feet were shaking with anger.

"Just stand there, don't move." Chu Chen seemed to be pinched by someone in his heart, but he maintained his composure on the surface, and walked in front of Zhuang Yan with a sullen face.

Seeing that Zhuang Yan's lips were trembling, he had no choice but to embrace him in his arms, and stroked Zhuang Yan's back like a comforting child.

Zhuang Yan struggled frantically not to be hugged by him, and Chu Chen was slapped in the eyes when he pushed and pushed, and the other party became more stable and reduced the extent of his struggle.

Chu Chen took the opportunity to restrain his two arms. Although Zhuang Yan was unwilling, he didn't move any more, and was hugged stiffly.

Zhuang Yuan frowned. Although she had already guessed the relationship between the two, she was confused and felt that it was too much for two children to hug in public. She was about to step forward to stop her arms but someone pulled her. She turned her face away. , her father shook his head at her.

Zhuang Xianrui's face was as green as an uncut watermelon, his chest was turbulent, but he didn't make any moves.

He is always so at a loss when facing the solemnity. He can never forget the crying child on the hospital bed many years ago, and the infinite desolation and guilt in his heart at that time. Now that he has played the role of a loving father for many years, his heart is indeed broken Softened, at this moment he doesn't care about the relationship between the two children, he is only worried that Zhuang Yan will be overly sad and run away.

Zhuang Yan panted heavily, his eyes gradually moistened, "You threaten me? Even you want to force me?"

"I didn't want to force you, don't get excited, don't lose your temper." Chu Chen hugged him and said, "When I say break up, I don't mean to break up."

"Then what do you mean?" The solemn tone was bitter, with a gnashing of teeth.

"Calm down and listen to me." Chu Chen let go of him, and his right hand slid down to hold his hand, "Your father disagrees with us, do you know?"

Yan Yan curled his lips, although he was not reconciled, but it was the truth.

"You love Uncle Zhuang and his family very much, don't you?" Chu Chen stretched out his fingers to brush away the hair on Zhuang Yan's forehead that blocked his eyes.

His fingers touched the cold forehead, closed his eyes solemnly, forced himself to calm down, and nodded, "But you are mine, and I love you too."

"I know." Chu Chen's heart beat faster for a moment, and then felt a little disappointed, "But if you choose to hurt Uncle Zhuang and your family just because you love me, isn't it wrong?"

Chu Chen admitted that after Zhuang Xianrui approached him, he had thought about it for so long, and still chose to take a step back.

The reason is neither what Zhuang Xianrui said, such as not worthy, fear of exposure, etc., nor is it that he belittles himself and has no confidence in himself.

Zhuang Xianrui does not support the two of them. This is a difficult problem. To put it inappropriately, this problem is like a bloody triangle relationship. Zhuang Yan is the one who chooses in the middle. There are only two ways to solve the problem.

One is that the two of them broke up at this point, as if the previous things did not exist, and everyone returned to ordinary friends.The second is that Zhuang Yan and Zhuang Xianrui broke up, broke away from the relationship between father and son, and never had any contact with each other again.

But love and family affection are equally important, both are precious and must be wanted, one cannot be lost without the other.

The relationship between Zhuang Yan and his family is very close, Chu Chen can see it, and has witnessed it with his own eyes.He himself was an orphan since he was a child, and he has never experienced the feeling of having a family. He had longed for it when he was very young, and foolishly expected it. He envied what Zhuang Yan had, and hoped that Zhuang Yan would always have it.

So he can't accept solemnity even more because he loses these.

"What exactly are you trying to say?" His solemn thoughts couldn't be understood, and he immediately became cautious, "Let me tell you, for me, there is no conflict between loving my family and loving you, and I will never break up with you .”

"I don't mean that, don't lose your temper at every turn." Chu Chen suppressed his face, "I just think that we all need to become more mature. Before that, I hope you can get along well with your relatives and friends, learn to Don't let it go, you are very smart, you must learn patiently, I look forward to your growth."

"Of course, I will also work hard to gain the approval of your family. You have to remember that our relationship is not selfish, and short-term happiness is not happiness. We give each other some time, and give your father some time. I will find you. ' he said again.

Isn't this about breaking up!

"I don't!" Zhuang Yan tensed up instantly, his tone collapsed, "I don't!" he emphasized.

"Why should I listen to you!" Zhuang Yan was very sad, "Can't you let me stay? You don't say a word of reluctance, you just let me go! I will hate you, I really will Hate you!!!"

"Only one year!" Chu Chen felt a pain in his heart, picked up his sweater cap and put it on, leaned over and kissed away the tears in his eyes, "Just one year is enough, once the time is up, I will go Looking for you."

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Zhuang Yan didn't leave in a hurry, Zhuang Xianrui had already found someone to take care of the school transfer procedures for him, and he only needed to go to someone.He didn't go to class to say goodbye either, only a few classmates who were on good terms said they would send him off at the airport.

He ran into Qiao Feng when he went to the office to get the materials, and the two didn't talk for long, Qiao Feng kept smiling and told him to study hard and stop trying to anger the teacher, he was listless and didn't listen to a word.

When he came out, he bumped into a little white face with excessively fair skin, which looked familiar to him, but before he could remember who it was, the little white face grinned at him first and rolled his eyes.

Majestic was baffled, but thinking that he was about to leave, he didn't care too much.

Ever since the one-year agreement of 'separate or not', Chu Chen hasn't shown up again. The day he left happened to be Lin Ruoping's surgery, so Chu Chen probably wouldn't come either, but fortunately, he came to several classes. Classmates sent him.

It happened to be his birthday two days later, and Zhou Dize and Cai Yinggang jointly presented him with a strangely shaped small desk lamp.

"We originally wanted to send a projector, but we didn't have enough money." Cai Yinggang scratched the back of his head and said, "The cheapest one costs tens of thousands."

"It's not bad to give a desk lamp, hey, don't look at it, it's a voice-activated lamp." Zhou Dize twisted the neck of the desk lamp and explained, "You can give it a name by clicking the Start button, and you will use it later. If you want to call it by name, it will open automatically."

He was eloquent for a long time, and said he was addicted, "Come on, let me show you a demonstration..."

As he was talking, just as he pressed the Start button with his thumb, he caught a glimpse of Zhuang Xianrui coming this way carrying a solemn schoolbag, curled his tongue, and blurted out: "Dad."

Cai Yinggang and others burst into laughter immediately.

"Who the hell are you calling Dad?" Zhuang Yan looked disgusted.

Zhou Dize slapped his mouth again and again, with a look of remorse on his face, "Fuck, I'm fucking fast, I'm sorry Brother Yan, let me see if I can change this password."

It's all because he usually talks too much, seeing Zhuang Xianrui's face subconsciously wants to kneel down and call him dad.

"Yan Yan, pack your things and get ready to board the plane." Zhuang Xianrui came over and waved at a group of students: "Hurry up and go back to school, don't delay the class."

Everyone said hello.

"Sheng Yan, are you coming back?" Guan Tong asked with red eyes.

Zhuang Yan's face froze, and when he glanced over, he found that the eyes of the girls who came were all red.

He wasn't quite used to this kind of occasion, he was a little embarrassed, "I'll come back when I have a chance."

Hou Yu has been leisurely following all the way around the periphery, at this moment, he came up to him and asked him in a low voice, "You and Chu Chen broke up?"

Yan Yan shook his head ambiguously, "I may not play games on the Internet in the future, so please send me a WeChat message if you have anything to do."

A sweet voice sounded on the radio, and the flight to Shanghai began to urge people to board the plane.

Zhuang Yan walked extremely slowly, looking around all the way.

Cai Yingang handed him a paper bag as he walked, "Chu Chen asked me to give it to you."

Zhuang Yan was stunned for a moment, and took it away without hesitation and hugged it in his arms.

"Thank you," he said.

Zhuang Xianrui followed behind them, seeing Zhuang Yan from time to time to the left and then to the left, and after the glance, he looked sad again, as if he was expecting to see something, but was repeatedly disappointed.

He knew who Zhuang Yanqi Ai Ai was looking for, he felt that he should be angry, but he couldn't get angry, so he could only sigh.

Entering the cabin, Zhuang Yan opened the paper bag in his arms, and took out a finger-thick notebook from it. He couldn't wait to open it, and the content inside was not the love letter he was expecting, but various mathematical formulas and Example questions, turn to the back, and there are formulas and theorems of physical chemistry and biology, as well as example questions.

Both junior and senior high schools cover a wide range of topics, but they are clear and clear, and anyone who sees them can understand them at a glance.

This is a purely handwritten review material!The handwriting is smooth and majestic, the pen is strong, very chic and beautiful.

This is Chu Chen's word!

The tip of Zhuang Yan's nose was sour, and tears forced out of his eyes. Just as he was about to wipe it clean, he found a small white card with a few lines written on it, the content of which was as follows:

To be strict:

Do not cry quietly.

Repair your relationship with your dad.

Study carefully, eat and sleep well.

Rein in your temper, make more friends, be healthy and happy, and miss me occasionally.

Happy birthday Yan Yan.I love you.

Chu Shen