Jian Xi looked at the lover in front of him in disbelief, and waves of unreal dizziness flooded his limbs and mind.
In the clean and tidy master bedroom, the fresh scent of body soap wafts out, containing a little water vapor.
He never thought that such a solemn, beautiful and absurd sentence would be uttered so naturally—as if it was just a statement of a fact that he already knew in a casual chat.
He didn't react for a long time, and opened his eyes wide.
Yu Anlan watched the other party silently, without changing her posture, as if forcing Jian Xi to answer.
Jian Xi's fingertips gripped the bed sheet, and then slowly released it. In a trance, he blurted out: "Why... why me?"
After he finished speaking, he gradually panicked.In this life, he shouldn't have asked such a question, but he couldn't help but restrain the fog in his heart.
Yu Anlan didn't speak immediately, but thought about the answer carefully.Why?
Because, when they first met, the other party happened to ask for help?
Because, the other party's inexplicable attachment and trust in him?
For a long time, even before he wore the book, he never imagined that he would think a boy was cute, and he couldn't bear to let the other party get hurt a little, and he would protect the other party just like protecting himself.
At that time in the private club, he saw clearly the determination and madness in Jian Xi's eyes, and he understood that the other party regarded himself as the only life-saving straw, because only by using himself can he escape the control of the brokerage company in that desperate situation. It is possible to continue the other party's acting career.
Yu Anlan never resented this, on the contrary, he found it inexplicably reassuring.He saw the same desperation in Jian Xi's eyes, and he suddenly discovered that he was not alone...
Maybe, at that time, he already understood that when he stepped into the quagmire of the Han family, he was always in fear of being killed by the plot of the original book. Under such circumstances, how could he have the right to love someone? Woolen cloth?
However, Jian Xi is the same as herself.At least, before he lost his life, he could save the other party and give the other party a safe environment. He thought selfishly, in this way, he could tie up Jian Xi and let the other party accompany him for a while... no matter how long or short it is , even if it is just a relationship of mutual use for the time being, he will not feel uncomfortable.
It wasn't until he sank deeply in and couldn't let go anymore that he suddenly caught a glimpse of Jian Xi who turned around in panic that night, and the nurturing contract that was wet by the other party's tears.
At that time, he realized that even if he tried to avoid it for so long, it didn't work at all.What exactly does he want?Help each other?Are you self-satisfied?It's all lies.
He just wanted that person, whether it was gentle coaxing or duplicity in disguise, it was all because of such a simple reason——
Yu Anlan took Jian Xi's hand, slowly inserted it between her fingers, intertwined her fingertips, and then said softly: "I have a hundred reasons, but in the end, I can't tell which one is right. it is true."
"I want it all, I like it all—"
"Whether it was the first time we met, or the way you worked hard on stage and in front of the camera, I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Do you think... am I too greedy?"
Jian Xi lay sideways in the other party's arms, hugged the nightgown, shook his head slightly, and said in a low voice: "No, no... Brother Yu is not wrong at all."
It was he who hid everything. He clearly wanted the other party to only look at him forever, but he didn't even have the courage to tell his truth.
However, he hid it for too long... The first life was not enough, and the second life still repeats the same mistakes.
Even uttering that sentence has become so difficult.
"I am willing," he struggled to free the hand, sat up slowly, pressed his lover's forehead, closed his eyes and said, "If you want everything, I will all belong to you. Brother Yu...you It hasn't taken all of me yet."
Although his voice was a little unsteady, it carried an unprecedented weight.
It's like suddenly falling into place, no longer just childish kids clamoring for candy.
He slowly grabbed Yu Anlan's nightgown, kissed Yu Anlan's neck lightly, and said with a smile, "I also like the way you only like me alone."
As the clothes faded, Yu Anlan was surprised to find that Jianxi had already made preparations.
"Obviously there are programs and rehearsals recently, why do you do this..." He felt a lump in his heart, reached out his hand to brush Jianxi's sweaty forehead, and whispered.
He knew that for a man's first time, no matter how careful he was, it would be more painful.
So during this time, even if they slept on the same bed, they were just doing some comfortable things, and even if they stopped here, he didn't think there was any problem.
Jian Xi tensed up, a cold and indifferent face reflected a little emotional pink, but he no longer hid his face shyly, but stretched his arms around the other's neck, and said with a soft smile: "Because, I would be greedy too."
Yu Anlan moved close to the other's eyelashes, and the slightly trembling black feather swept across her heart, and instantly understood what the other party meant.
In the end, both of them approached each other cautiously, but they were afraid that if they said it, they would disappear in smoke—that's why they used such a clumsy method to move forward despite being bruised and bruised.
His heart was sore and soft, and the fingertips he held with Jian Xi tightened, but he didn't hesitate anymore...
……
After the second week, the rehearsal of "Spark" is no longer available every day. For the participants who are temporarily absent, only two days of rehearsal time are needed a week.
The rehearsal, which everyone needs to attend, was scheduled for Saturday.
In the third week after the broadcast of the second episode, the participants who gradually got used to the live broadcast also began to establish contact with the media and film and television companies, shaping their public image.
In the afternoon, a gray car drove into the main road, followed by an inconspicuous black car not far away, in which were the bodyguards hired by Yu Anlan and others.
Inside the gray car, Jian Xi was quietly talking to Yu Anlan when suddenly, the cell phone rang.
Yu Anlan picked up the phone, and on the other end of the phone was Song Fengyi's voice——
"A Yuji took photos of you and Luo Chenxing entangled, and threatened to ask for 1000 million..."
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-08-0923:21:44~2021-08-1211:55:36期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Chu Junye and grandma have no money for 5 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
In the clean and tidy master bedroom, the fresh scent of body soap wafts out, containing a little water vapor.
He never thought that such a solemn, beautiful and absurd sentence would be uttered so naturally—as if it was just a statement of a fact that he already knew in a casual chat.
He didn't react for a long time, and opened his eyes wide.
Yu Anlan watched the other party silently, without changing her posture, as if forcing Jian Xi to answer.
Jian Xi's fingertips gripped the bed sheet, and then slowly released it. In a trance, he blurted out: "Why... why me?"
After he finished speaking, he gradually panicked.In this life, he shouldn't have asked such a question, but he couldn't help but restrain the fog in his heart.
Yu Anlan didn't speak immediately, but thought about the answer carefully.Why?
Because, when they first met, the other party happened to ask for help?
Because, the other party's inexplicable attachment and trust in him?
For a long time, even before he wore the book, he never imagined that he would think a boy was cute, and he couldn't bear to let the other party get hurt a little, and he would protect the other party just like protecting himself.
At that time in the private club, he saw clearly the determination and madness in Jian Xi's eyes, and he understood that the other party regarded himself as the only life-saving straw, because only by using himself can he escape the control of the brokerage company in that desperate situation. It is possible to continue the other party's acting career.
Yu Anlan never resented this, on the contrary, he found it inexplicably reassuring.He saw the same desperation in Jian Xi's eyes, and he suddenly discovered that he was not alone...
Maybe, at that time, he already understood that when he stepped into the quagmire of the Han family, he was always in fear of being killed by the plot of the original book. Under such circumstances, how could he have the right to love someone? Woolen cloth?
However, Jian Xi is the same as herself.At least, before he lost his life, he could save the other party and give the other party a safe environment. He thought selfishly, in this way, he could tie up Jian Xi and let the other party accompany him for a while... no matter how long or short it is , even if it is just a relationship of mutual use for the time being, he will not feel uncomfortable.
It wasn't until he sank deeply in and couldn't let go anymore that he suddenly caught a glimpse of Jian Xi who turned around in panic that night, and the nurturing contract that was wet by the other party's tears.
At that time, he realized that even if he tried to avoid it for so long, it didn't work at all.What exactly does he want?Help each other?Are you self-satisfied?It's all lies.
He just wanted that person, whether it was gentle coaxing or duplicity in disguise, it was all because of such a simple reason——
Yu Anlan took Jian Xi's hand, slowly inserted it between her fingers, intertwined her fingertips, and then said softly: "I have a hundred reasons, but in the end, I can't tell which one is right. it is true."
"I want it all, I like it all—"
"Whether it was the first time we met, or the way you worked hard on stage and in front of the camera, I couldn't take my eyes off of you. Do you think... am I too greedy?"
Jian Xi lay sideways in the other party's arms, hugged the nightgown, shook his head slightly, and said in a low voice: "No, no... Brother Yu is not wrong at all."
It was he who hid everything. He clearly wanted the other party to only look at him forever, but he didn't even have the courage to tell his truth.
However, he hid it for too long... The first life was not enough, and the second life still repeats the same mistakes.
Even uttering that sentence has become so difficult.
"I am willing," he struggled to free the hand, sat up slowly, pressed his lover's forehead, closed his eyes and said, "If you want everything, I will all belong to you. Brother Yu...you It hasn't taken all of me yet."
Although his voice was a little unsteady, it carried an unprecedented weight.
It's like suddenly falling into place, no longer just childish kids clamoring for candy.
He slowly grabbed Yu Anlan's nightgown, kissed Yu Anlan's neck lightly, and said with a smile, "I also like the way you only like me alone."
As the clothes faded, Yu Anlan was surprised to find that Jianxi had already made preparations.
"Obviously there are programs and rehearsals recently, why do you do this..." He felt a lump in his heart, reached out his hand to brush Jianxi's sweaty forehead, and whispered.
He knew that for a man's first time, no matter how careful he was, it would be more painful.
So during this time, even if they slept on the same bed, they were just doing some comfortable things, and even if they stopped here, he didn't think there was any problem.
Jian Xi tensed up, a cold and indifferent face reflected a little emotional pink, but he no longer hid his face shyly, but stretched his arms around the other's neck, and said with a soft smile: "Because, I would be greedy too."
Yu Anlan moved close to the other's eyelashes, and the slightly trembling black feather swept across her heart, and instantly understood what the other party meant.
In the end, both of them approached each other cautiously, but they were afraid that if they said it, they would disappear in smoke—that's why they used such a clumsy method to move forward despite being bruised and bruised.
His heart was sore and soft, and the fingertips he held with Jian Xi tightened, but he didn't hesitate anymore...
……
After the second week, the rehearsal of "Spark" is no longer available every day. For the participants who are temporarily absent, only two days of rehearsal time are needed a week.
The rehearsal, which everyone needs to attend, was scheduled for Saturday.
In the third week after the broadcast of the second episode, the participants who gradually got used to the live broadcast also began to establish contact with the media and film and television companies, shaping their public image.
In the afternoon, a gray car drove into the main road, followed by an inconspicuous black car not far away, in which were the bodyguards hired by Yu Anlan and others.
Inside the gray car, Jian Xi was quietly talking to Yu Anlan when suddenly, the cell phone rang.
Yu Anlan picked up the phone, and on the other end of the phone was Song Fengyi's voice——
"A Yuji took photos of you and Luo Chenxing entangled, and threatened to ask for 1000 million..."
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-08-0923:21:44~2021-08-1211:55:36期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Chu Junye and grandma have no money for 5 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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