After I was reborn, I found out that my husband had a crush on me

The ambulance rushed to the emergency building in a hurry.

Fang Yan was carried on the stretcher and tightly clutched the corner of Zhou Yu's clothes. He obviously felt anxious when he left Zhou Yu. As soon as he exerted force on his hand, the blood that had just healed began to ooze out again.

Zhou Yu looked distressed, but just as he was about to break Fang Yan's hand, he struggled unconsciously and almost fell off the stretcher. It seemed that he lacked a sense of security to the extreme.

While running with the stretcher, Zhou Yu tried to change the corner of his clothes with his hands, but unexpectedly succeeded. Zhou Yu held Fang Yan's cold and icy hand, which was too light for Fang Yan to feel his presence, too heavy for fear of making him It hurts Fang Yan, you can't be too careful.

Sure enough, Fang Yan calmed down, but his whole body was dripping with cold sweat as if he had just been fished out of the water.

After being sent to the emergency room, the doctor gave him debridement and stitches, then took the test sheet and told Zhou Yu with a serious face: "He has anemia, but luckily it's not too serious, his blood sugar level is low, he hasn't eaten much these days. I'll give you an order and take him to the infusion room to hang up the water."

The doctor added: "Since you are the patient's husband, you should pay more attention to his condition and communicate well in everything. What can't be said between husband and wife?"

Zhou Yu replied guiltily: "Yes, you are right. I am busy with work and usually don't have time to accompany him. If I pay more attention, what happened today would not have happened. It is my fault."

The doctor sighed: "Why can't the patient think about it, do you know the reason?"

Zhou Yu briefly described Fang Yan's situation to him, and the doctor frowned and thought about it: "Did you take him to see a psychiatrist?"

"No." Zhou Yu felt even more guilty.

"Then go today, mental health problems are not a joke," the doctor said, "It is recommended that the patient be hospitalized for a period of time for observation."

Zhou Yu responded repeatedly, followed the stretcher and ran into the elevator.

The ward was a single room. Zhou Yu carefully carried Fang Yan to the bed. The nurse quickly hung up the water on her hands and feet. Fang Yan seemed to be asleep, and her hands were relaxed. She was as pale and fragile as porcelain. Involuntarily let go of the movement.

Only then did Zhou Yu have time to pay the fee, so he called his assistant to help, hesitated for a moment, and then called Fang Yan's brother, who answered the call: "Hi, Mr. Fang is in a meeting right now, so it's not convenient to answer the phone , please make an appointment.”

"Don't you care if his brother has an accident?! Tell Fang Yi to come to the hospital quickly, and my assistant will send him the location." Zhou Yu said coldly.

Fang Yan has just returned to China, and he doesn't have many friends yet. The few relatives are busy with their own affairs, and no one has really cared about his situation.

Zhou Yu closed his eyes forcefully, guilt and pain gnawing at his heart, he tortured himself: Are you worthy of Fang Yan?

the answer is negative.

Mingming swore that there would be no more mistakes and Fang Yan would not be hurt again, so why was he sent to the hospital today? !

The moment Fang Yan lay in the hospital bed just now, Zhou Yu's memory was suddenly disordered. Half of them were Fang Yan who fell asleep exhausted after self-harm in this life, and the other half were Fang Yan who was a walking dead in his previous life and had no will to live. On the snow-white pillow, it looked identically haggard.

Zhou Yu remained silent for a long while before turning around and returning to the ward. Fang Yan had already woken up, sat up and hugged his knees, buried his head down, couldn't see his expression clearly, and trembled involuntarily.

Zhou Yu walked over silently, raised his hand to rub the top of his hair, but felt that he was not worthy, so he could only call out in a low voice: "Yanyan."

Fang Yan raised his head, staring at him with beautiful but lifeless eyes.

Then they said "I'm sorry" in unison.

Fang Yan was stunned, and Zhou Yu frowned first: "I'm sorry for you. I took you home rashly after a few meetings. I didn't care about you, and I didn't ask you what you want."

Fang Yan's lips trembled.

—I want you, and only you.

The most straightforward heartfelt voice is hidden behind a thin layer of flesh and blood in the chest, no matter how enthusiastic the beating is, there is no way for others to hear it if you don't open your mouth.

But Fang Yan couldn't open his mouth.

He could only stare blankly at Zhou Yu, his heart was about to break his ribs and his flesh, and he could only silently bury the dark tide in his heart.

Because he's disgusting, he doesn't deserve it.

"I'm sorry." Fang Yan suddenly repeated it again, as if there were only these three words left in his world, and they would not disappear without Zhou Yu's affirmation.

Zhou Yu asked him patiently, with a very gentle tone: "Why did you say sorry to me?"

Fang Yan's stubborn thinking hit a soft wall, and he followed Zhou Yu's question slowly for a long time before uttering the answer: "Because I caused you trouble."

Zhou Yu's expression darkened obviously, Fang Yan observed his words, felt that he had said something wrong, and didn't know where he was wrong, so he suddenly became anxious.

As soon as his mood tensed up, his face turned pale again, and it almost became translucent under the light, with blue and purple blood vessels popping up on the exposed skin, as if he was enduring some great torment.

Zhou Yu sighed a long time in his heart, took his non-infusion hand and covered the palms of both hands, using his own body temperature to cover that jade-like cold hand warmly.

"You haven't caused me any trouble. You can change the floor if it's dirty, and you can buy clothes if it's dirty. Where can I find you if you disappear?" Zhou Yu asked him in a low voice.

"...Anyone can replace me. There are many people in the world. They are healthy and beautiful. I am sick, I am abnormal, and I can't live like a normal person. Do you understand?" Fang Yan's voice bites Between his teeth, he sounded desperate, and his body was convulsing unnaturally.

"I understand now," Zhou Yuzhen held his hand seriously, "but you are wrong, no one is invincible, you are just sick, just like a cold and fever, you can drive it away, as long as you want."

Fang Yan's eyes were spinning. Usually when he got sick, he was unconscious at all, his soul seemed to be sunk into a bottomless ice cave, and he was so uncomfortable that he was going crazy, but today was different. Someone called his name loudly and drove him Hugged him out of the nightmare, warmed his hands and told him:

You are just sick.

There was a knock on the door, and Zhou Yu's assistant walked in with the doctor.

"Mr. Zhou, what you want."

Zhou Yu took it over, unpacked it and fiddled with it for two seconds, then stuffed the thing into the palm of Fang Yan's infusion hand.

Fang Yan looked down dully, it was a hand warmer, which was slowly releasing heat when it came into contact with the air.

Zhou Yu stuffed his other hand into the bed, tucked the corner of the quilt for him, and then turned to the doctor and said, "Please come and show him."

Fang Yan frowned subconsciously when he saw the title of "Psychiatry Chief Physician" on the doctor's chest.

The doctor asked a few simple questions about the situation, Fang Yan answered hesitantly, and glanced cautiously at Zhou Yu from the corner of the eye, the hand under the quilt grasped the sheet, turned slightly away from Zhou Yu, and his body language showed obvious resistance .

The doctor understood it, and so did Zhou Yu.

Before the doctor took the initiative to invite someone, Zhou Yu patted Fang Yan's back lightly. Fang Yan involuntarily relaxed the tense muscles in his soothing movements.

"I have something to do in the company. I want to explain to Xiao Sun. You guys talk first. I'm next door." Zhou Yu left with his assistant.

The doctor asked slowly, "Is he your boyfriend?"

Fang Yan opened his eyes wide in shock: "No...ah no, it's..."

"Your boyfriend treats you very well, and you like his appearance very much, why don't you want to talk to me about your situation in front of him?"

"Very, very obvious?" Fang Yan asked at a loss.

The doctor didn't know whether he was asking "boyfriend" or himself, but he could give an affirmative answer: "Yes."

Fang Yan was silent for a while before saying: "Because I'm mean. I know I'm abnormal, but I want to squeeze into his normal life. I can't give him anything, and I will bring him endless troubles."

Fang Yan raised his pale face: "I should stay as far away from him as possible."

……

Half an hour later, the doctor opened the door, looked Zhou Yu up and down with emotion, and said, "The patient's situation is more complicated. I promised him to keep it secret. I will only say what I can say."

Zhou Yu hurriedly said, "Say it."

"The initial diagnosis is severe depression, and there are other minor problems on my body. I will have a physical examination tomorrow morning and I will know when I get the report. I think you care about him, so you must pay attention in the future, and don't let what happened today happen again. Fortunately, the artery was not cut, otherwise it would be troublesome. The patient needs to be accompanied, and the family members must be patient, and someone must urge him to take the medicine on time, and he cannot increase or decrease at will." The doctor looked at him meaningfully.

"Okay, I see." Zhou Yu nodded solemnly.

"Okay, then I'll prescribe the medicine first, and a nurse will bring it over later."

After the doctor left, Zhou Yu gently knocked on the door of the ward, sat down beside Fang Yan's bed, and asked, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

Fang Yan's eyes were inexplicably sore: "You just... don't you want to ask me anything?"

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it. If anyone presses you, just tell me, and I will help you out." Zhou Yu looked at him tenderly, "I want to know what we should have for dinner tonight."

Fang Yan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and tears welled up in his eyes.

He used to think that he was doomed to fall into the darkness, and he didn't dare to ask Zhou Yu for a little pity. Unexpectedly, Zhou Yu opened his arms and firmly caught him. He was shaved on the nose affectionately and fed a piece of candy.

"Hey," Zhou Yu frantically found a tissue, "Why are you crying?"

Zhou Yu wiped his tears clumsily.

Fang Yan's eyelashes were wetted into clusters, and he narrowed his eyes slightly when the paper towel was wiped, looking obedient and pitiful.

Zhou Yu was full of pity and had nowhere to express it, so he finally rubbed the top of his hair with some force.Soft to the touch, just as expected.

Fang Yan bowed his head slightly after being rubbed by him, blushed and said softly, "I want to eat stewed beef brisket with tomato and sweet and sour shrimp with pineapple."

"it is good."

The author has something to say: Well, I actually want to eat it.

Yan Yanzi can ask Lao Gong to do whatever he wants to eat~

As a single dog, I have a unique secret "One Word Summoning Technique":

"mom--"

Thank you little brother Jinghao for diving and little brother Tongtong for the nutrient solution, I love you guys~ Thanks for your support~

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Thanks to the little angels who threw shallow water bombs: 460895771;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: serious Tong 76 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!